After Thane left the room, Ria let Alice rest while thinking about what had just happened. Laying on the sofa, Alice looked at the ceiling in silence.
She had three questions she wanted to ask herself.
Why did she feel this hunger? Why she had lost control after so many years of it being dormant? And finally, what really happened at the birthday banquet?
She had her own hypothesis but it wasn’t a pleasant one.
The screams in her mind resonated so vividly when she remembered back to that time. Alice understood that they must’ve been her victims. Even though she was resistant against the Abyss, that first contact had indeed transformed her.
‘Now that I think about it… How did I even turn back to human after being a beast? Even when the scholars pushed my body to its limit, only parts of me were transformed from the side effects. Never fully. On that day I went past the line and fully became a beast…’ Alice frowned as she looked at her hand.
Perhaps that side of her was simply the instincts left over from when she became a beast. Perhaps it was something more.
‘Or was it a reaction based on my resistance to the Abyss?’
Alice knew that there was an invisible power ‘operating’ the Abyss itself. The contracts that it makes with people are what allows them Sigils and it slowly transforms them into a beast.
Pressing her hand against her chest, above her heart, Alice wondered once more about the connection of the heart to the Abyss.
‘Actually, now that I think about it… Thane is Allura’s old friend. Maybe he knows about the importance of the heart.’
Sitting up, Alice didn’t hesitate to make her way out of the room as she noticed Thane leaning against the wall silently while slight traces of sadness could be seen in his eyes.
“Need something?” Thane asked as the sadness disappeared as though it was never there.
“I have a question. Since you’re Allura’s old friend, you should know a lot about the Abyss right?”
“Depends on what you want to know. And if you ask some boring sh*t I’m just going to get you to go to the library instead.” Thane shrugged.
“The heart. Why is it important?”
“Are you serious? Maybe because it keeps you alive?” Thane rolled his eyes but Alice shook her head.
“That’s not what I meant. I… Learnt that the heart is important to the Abyss. Why? Why is the heart so important that the purest blood that you can get from a beast is from the heart? And… Do you know what kind of contract the realm gives in exchange for Sigils?”
Hearing this, Thane’s expression faltered for a moment, expressing surprise upon Alice mentioning these questions before returning to normal.
‘Seems like she’s adapting well to the Eye if it told her this much. Hmm…’
Narrowing his eyes at Alice, he thought to himself for a moment before standing up properly.
“How much are you prepared to learn?” Thane asked seriously.
Tilting her head in confusion, Alice wasn’t sure what he meant by that.
“Let me rephrase it. How much are you willing to sacrifice in order to learn the truth? Is the truth about the heart blood so important that you are willing to give up something important to you?”
Biting her lip, Alice hesitated for a moment before opening her mouth.
“What would I need to give up in order to learn about the Abyss?”
“You don’t know until you accept the risks. Maybe it’s something useless to you. Maybe it’s the most important aspect of your life. It’s up to you if you want to exchange something in pursuit of knowledge. However, I will tell you this.” Thane held up one finger.
“One Sigil is all it takes for a Hunter to step onto the path of no return. This contract of the Abyss will only end in suffering unless you sacrifice a part of yourself at the end of all roads. There are no exceptions. Whether that is for me or Allura, no one is an exception.” Thane warned.
‘Especially not you, the holder of the Eye.’
“Knowledge and power come at a price. Should you ever gamble with the Abyss, know that you will always take the short end of the deal. But I can tell you one thing. When you accept the contract of the Abyss and receive your first Sigil, your heart is no longer yours.
“It becomes the Abyss’s property. What you think and gather from this information is up to you. Maybe you might stumble on the right answer without giving up anything. Maybe you won’t. Either way, it’s none of my business now.” Thane shrugged while opening the door back into the VIP room.
“But it seems like you have a guest so I’ll take my leave.” He pointed at the woman making her way towards them.
Glancing over at the new arrival, Alice was about to ask what she was here for when she silently handed Alice a rolled up sheet of parchment. The parchment was tied up with a ribbon embroidered with the symbol of the Underground.
Understanding that this was the information she had purchased earlier, Alice thanked the woman as she gave a bow and left.
Placing the parchment in her pocket, Alice looked over to Thane who was now sitting on the sofa, clearly bored out of his mind.
She thought back to his earlier words.
‘Was my resistance to the Abyss something I traded for? He said one Sigil is all it takes for a Hunter to go on a path of no return… What does he mean by that? He also mentioned that Allura gave up something at the end of all roads.’
Sighing out heavily, Alice scratched her hair in confusion as there were simply too many unknowns right now.
She doubted Allura would be able to tell her much either at this point with the way Thane worded things. It seems like if she wanted to know more at this point in time, she’ll have to give up something potentially important to her. And that was not a risk she wanted to take right now.
‘Let’s just get my third Sigil first. I can think about this later when Allura contacts me.’
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*BANG!!!
A black of darkness cleaved through a beast as Gin landed heavily against the ground. His chest heaving from exhaustion while glancing back at Allura who had spaced out a few times during the battle.
“What’s wrong with you? Getting distracted so much.”
“Sorry… Just… Thinking of stuff.” Allura scratched her hair while smiling bitterly. There was a sad glow in her eyes as she had clearly sensed what had happened near Alice.
The power of shadows that surrounded her for a moment.
A familiar feeling that tugged against her chest.
He was back in the Abyss and yet he didn’t want to face her.
“Well you can think of stuff once we’re out of this mess!” Gin shouted as he forcefully activated his resonance one more. An avatar of death cleaved the skies apart and descended upon the battlefield as a baleful aura exploded forth.
However, tentacles erupted from the ground, latching onto his avatar and tearing it apart, scattering its bones across the battlefield while Gin cried out in pain.
“Allura!” Gin shouted out in annoyance.
“Alright aright, I got it. Sorry, I’ll focus up now.” Allura sighed before disappearing from her location.
Appearing in front of the source of tentacles, she pulled back her arm as flames erupted around her.
The sparks and crackles of the air exploded around her arm as the flames started to expand before condensing into a blinding white flame.
In a single instance, her fist jolted forward and not even Gin could see the motion of her punch.
All he could see was the large body of the beast disappearing into the distance while the land was torn apart by the impact.
Seeing this, he couldn’t help but smile bitterly as this was the gap between them. A beast that forced him to use his resonance was dealt with easily by Allura who simply used her third Sigil.
Even to this day, he hadn’t seen Allura use more than 4 Sigils.
“Let’s find a place to catch a break since you’re in no shape to keep fighting for now.” Allura suggested while pulling out a cigarette.
Lighting it on fire, she took a deep breath before sighing out a cloud of smoke. Surrounding them were the corpses of countless beasts that could be harvested for blood that would shock the market but she didn’t care for their value.
“Alright. Now care to explain why you kept spacing out at the end?” Gin nodded, limping over to her while taking a drink of some healing blood.
“Alice disappeared for a moment. Seems to have been taken into a strange realm. But an… old friend bailed them out. They’re under his care right now and surprisingly, he’s taking responsibility for them.” Allura smiled.
“Isn’t that a good thing then? Why did you space out and look sad?”
“Because he said he wasn’t going to return to the Abyss centuries ago.” She shrugged, not wanting to expand on the topic.
Understanding this, Gin didn’t ask for more details as Allura clearly had a lot going on her mind right now.
As the two were making their way back to their base, Allura couldn’t help but look at the sunless sky above and sigh.
‘If you’re back… At least send a raven dumbass. You haven’t even talked to me face to face in centuries now, always sending your familiars. Master would be upset if she saw you like this…’ Allura thought to herself before shaking her head.
If he didn’t want to speak to her face to face then there’s nothing she could do. She needed to focus on her own task as being distracted, no matter how powerful she is, is dangerous on this battlefield.
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Chapters
- Chapter 264: Tiamat Vs Alice
- Chapter 263: Tiamat
- Chapter 262: Sealed Lords
- Chapter 261: Void Flux Variant
- Chapter 260: Optimisation
- Chapter 259: Velouria's Bluff
- Chapter 258: Velouria's Hobby
- Chapter 257: Velouria's Desire
- Chapter 256: Secrets Of The Violet Flame
- Chapter 255: Velouria
- Chapter 254: Meeting The Goddess
- Chapter 253: Successor
- Chapter 252: Cayla
- Chapter 251: Blurred Outline
- Chapter 250: Apostles
- Chapter 249: Lord Commander Nyer
- Chapter 248: Goddess Of The Abyss
- Chapter 247: Ruler Of Ayr
- Chapter 246: Executioner Blade
- Chapter 245: Kaden's Tutoring
- Chapter 244: Alice Vs Kaden
- Chapter 243: Kaden
- Chapter 242: Allura Of The Past
- Chapter 241: Observers
- Chapter 240: Strange City In The Inverted World
- Chapter 239: Heartbeat
- Chapter 238: Exam In The Inverted World
- Chapter 237: Ria's Demonstration Of Power
- Chapter 236: Alice Vs Ghost Flame Wyverns Part 2
- Chapter 235: Alice Vs Ghost Flame Wyverns
- Chapter 234: Alice's Entrance To The Combat Exams
- Chapter 233: Combat Exams
- Chapter 232: Second Half Of The Theory Exam
- Chapter 231: Crimson Witch of Ruin
- Chapter 230: Exam Day
- Chapter 229: A Party Between Three
- Chapter 228: Elara's Discovery
- Chapter 227: Sir Bacchus The Second
- Chapter 226: Feast O' Flame Of Mine
- Chapter 225: Alice Vs Lyra
- Chapter 224: Lyra, Blade Dancer
- Chapter 223: Hall Of Champions
- Chapter 222: Alice's Self Experimentation
- Chapter 221: Becoming Arunya's Assistant
- Chapter 220: Arunya
- Chapter 219: Vultures
- Chapter 218: Elara Frost
- Chapter 217: Side Effects Of One Sigil Resonance
- Chapter 216: Grimwater Wyrm
- Chapter 215: Alice's Second Theory Of Teleportation
- Chapter 214: Alice's Theory
- Chapter 213: Reinforcement, Displacement And Discharge
- Chapter 212: Crescent Crown Arena
- Chapter 211: Miki Nightingale
- Chapter 210: Explanation On The Inverted World
- Chapter 209: Xinbei's Impression
- Chapter 208: Head Of Department
- Chapter 207: Luke Isander
- Chapter 206: Arriving In Silverwind Valley
- Chapter 205: Ria's Preparation For Arrival
- Chapter 204: Training Facility Within The Airship
- Chapter 203: A Beast To Carry The Airship
- Chapter 202: Boarding The Airship
- Chapter 201: The Dragon's Breath
- Chapter 200: A Name For Her Skill
- Chapter 199: Departing For Silverwind Valley
- Chapter 198: Thane's Farewell
- Chapter 197: Distant Dream
- Chapter 196: Alice's Resonance
- Chapter 195: Demonstration Of The Third Sigil
- Chapter 194: Third Sigil
- Chapter 193: Alice's Mastery Of Her Skill
- Chapter 192: Tracking The Amphiptere
- Chapter 191: Thane's Advice
- Chapter 190: Alice Vs Hunting Party
- Chapter 189: Arriving At Ironforge
- Chapter 188: Results Of Thane's Training
- Chapter 187: Thane's Training
- Chapter 186: Thane's Answer
- Chapter 185: Luminous Gryphon
- Chapter 184: Counters Against The Amphiptere
- Chapter 183: Information About The Amphiptere
- Chapter 182: Blood Coil Amphiptere
- Chapter 181: A Price For Knowledge And Power
- Chapter 180: Thane's Dilemma
- Chapter 179: Inner Hunger
- Chapter 178: Thane's Gamble
- Chapter 177: Thane
- Chapter 176: Escaping The Realm
- Chapter 175: Paradoxical Existence
- Chapter 174: Truth Behind The Demonette
- Chapter 173: Fighting The Demonette
- Chapter 172: Andrius Blackthorn
- Chapter 171: Unbound Demonette
- Chapter 170: Purchasing Information
- Chapter 169: Veridian Blossom Apothecaries
- Chapter 168: Arriving in Eldoria
- Chapter 167: Sealed Terminus
- Chapter 166: Retreating From The Emerald Glade
- Chapter 165: Stygian Shadow Drake
- Chapter 164: Finn's Choice
- Chapter 163: Aura From The Terminus
- Chapter 162: Relic In The Mist
- Chapter 161: Emerald Glade
- Chapter 160: Demonstration Of Allura's Training
- Chapter 159: Late Night Training
- Chapter 158: Isabella
- Chapter 157: Bloodflame Blade's First Hunt
- Chapter 156: Hunting For Dinner
- Chapter 155: Ellie Wildheart
- Chapter 154: Scarlet Winged Monarch
- Chapter 153: Bloodflame Blade
- Chapter 152: Tracking Down The True Culprit
- Chapter 151: Following The Scent
- Chapter 150: Strange Blood In The Sewers
- Chapter 149: Tasia
- Chapter 148: Investigating The Slums
- Chapter 147: New Weapons
- Chapter 146: Implications Of The Shard Prototype
- Chapter 145: Secrets Of The Outbreak
- Chapter 144: 'Samples' Of The Outbreak
- Chapter 143: Speaking To The City Lord
- Chapter 142: City Lord
- Chapter 141: Alice's Discovery
- Chapter 140: Gambling Arena
- Chapter 139: Half Beast
- Chapter 138: Arriving At Blackrock City
- Chapter 137: Trip To Blackrock Castle
- Chapter 136: Carter
- Chapter 135: Allura And Gin's Departure
- Chapter 134: Ria's Resonance And Fourth Sigil
- Chapter 133: Ria's New Power
- Chapter 132: Aftermath Of The Hunt
- Chapter 131: Killing Five Star Hunters
- Chapter 130: Killing The Leviathan
- Chapter 129: Ria's Plan Against The Leviathan
- Chapter 128: Abyss Hydra
- Chapter 127: Joining The Hunt
- Chapter 126: Infiltrating The Fleet
- Chapter 125: Malicus
- Chapter 124: Allura's Anger Part 2
- Chapter 123: Allura's Anger
- Chapter 122: Nolan
- Chapter 121: Blight Caller Shard
- Chapter 120: Ayr
- Chapter 119: 'Alice'
- Chapter 118: Mountain Peak
- Chapter 117: Contending Against A Six Star Beast
- Chapter 116: Climbing The Mountain
- Chapter 115: Ashen Bone Stalker
- Chapter 114: Pressure Of The Abyss
- Chapter 113: Bottom Of The Ravine
- Chapter 112: Falling Through The Abyss
- Chapter 111: Sea of Stars
- Chapter 110: Pain And Nostalgia
- Chapter 109: Gin's Concerns
- Chapter 108: Ria's Next Target
- Chapter 107: Jinya
- Chapter 106: Rematch Against Chloe
- Chapter 105: Nixia
- Chapter 104: Beyond The 9th Sigil
- Chapter 103: Allura's New Assignment
- Chapter 102: Knight of Thorns
- Chapter 101: Nova Core
- Chapter 100: Jester's Regret
- Chapter 99: Abyss Lord of Death
- Chapter 98: Gin's Power
- Chapter 97: Demonstration Of The Second Sigil
- Chapter 96: Lua
- Chapter 95: Allura's Inquiry
- Chapter 94: Second Sigil
- Chapter 93: Maiden Of The Blood Moon
- Chapter 92: Blood Widow's Awakening
- Chapter 91: Facing The Blood Widow
- Chapter 90: Strange Blood Widow
- Chapter 89: Final Preparations For The Blood Widow
- Chapter 88: A Change In Training
- Chapter 87: Alice's Plan Against Allura
- Chapter 86: Training For The Blood Widow
- Chapter 85: Four Targets
- Chapter 84: Allura's Training
- Chapter 83: Preparations
- Chapter 82: Alice Vs Chloe
- Chapter 81: Ria Vs Freida
- Chapter 80: Academy Students
- Chapter 79: Sigil Resonance
- Chapter 78: Gin's Arrival
- Chapter 77: Bladed Harvesters
- Chapter 76: Ria's Past
- Chapter 75: Nalem's Gift
- Chapter 74: Old Abyss Lords
- Chapter 73: Neal's Plan
- Chapter 72: The Law Of Agreement
- Chapter 71: Seeking Help From The Church
- Chapter 70: The Old Driver's Past
- Chapter 69: Killing The Cultist
- Chapter 68: Borrowed Power
- Chapter 67: Dilemma
- Chapter 66: Discovery
- Chapter 65: Start Of A Hunt
- Chapter 64: Archbishop Mahri
- Chapter 63: Movement Beneath The Surface
- Chapter 62: Caves Leading Down
- Chapter 61: Arriving At The Ruins
- Chapter 60: Trip To The Inferno Towers
- Chapter 59: Using The Gloves
- Chapter 58: Allura's Gift
- Chapter 57: Minstrel's Dance
- Chapter 56: Buying Abyss Blood
- Chapter 55: Leoric
- Chapter 54: Library
- Chapter 53: Two Star Hunt
- Chapter 52: Hunting Missions
- Chapter 51: Strange Space
- Chapter 50: Fighting Neal
- Chapter 49: Head Instructor Neal
- Chapter 48: The Hunter's Guild
- Chapter 47: Zadash
- Chapter 46: Experiments
- Chapter 45: A Hunter's Growth
- Chapter 44: Allura's Sigils
- Chapter 43: Misunderstanding
- Chapter 42: Ria
- Chapter 41: Seeking Escape
- Chapter 40: Desperate Measures
- Chapter 39: Trapped
- Chapter 38: Spectral Maiden
- Chapter 37: Journey To Zadash
- Chapter 36: Sigil Types
- Chapter 35: The Sun Moon And Eclipse
- Chapter 34: Sera
- Chapter 33: Ways To Obtain Sigils
- Chapter 32: Allura
- Chapter 31: Saving Alice
- Chapter 30: Fighting Gallard
- Chapter 29: Alice's Choice
- Chapter 28: Concequences
- Chapter 27: Active Ability
- Chapter 26: Using The First Sigil
- Chapter 25: Fighting A Sigil Bearer
- Chapter 24: A Lesson On Weakpoints
- Chapter 23: First Sigil
- Chapter 22: An Offer For Lilia
- Chapter 21: Do You Wish To Hunt This Beast
- Chapter 20: Trap
- Chapter 19: Going For The Kill
- Chapter 18: Facing Dusk Hunters
- Chapter 17: Round Two
- Chapter 16: Choosing Abyss Blood
- Chapter 15: Information On The Next Beast
- Chapter 14: Lilia's Family
- Chapter 13: Someone To Protect
- Chapter 12: Harvesting Material
- Chapter 11: Titan Beneath The Surface
- Chapter 10: Under The Coliseum
- Chapter 9: Breakfast?
- Chapter 8: Visions Of The Past
- Chapter 7: Killing The Hound
- Chapter 6: Beast Vs Beast
- Chapter 5: Abyss Hound
- Chapter 4: Fighting Arena
- Chapter 3: New Prison
- Chapter 2: Diving Into The Abyss
- Chapter 1: The Desire To Live