Chapter 122 112: A Tragic Past
All achievements do not signify omniscience.
Su Mo only knows what he’s experienced from a “player’s perspective.”
He doesn’t know the content that didn’t appear in the main game “Dawn” or was undocumented in the official setting book.
For example, if you asked Su Mo when a certain quest can be accepted, where to pick it up, and how to complete it, he could recite it fluently.
But if you grabbed a random NPC on the street and asked Su Mo who this person is, what they do, and what their background is, he certainly wouldn’t know.
For Su Mo, Dongdong fell into the second category.
In the “Dawn” game, Dongdong was just an NPC who could assist in combat, able to help fight after being successfully recruited.
But the developers didn’t assign her any side quests, and the setting book didn’t mention her background either.
Therefore, Su Mo knew nothing about Dongdong’s past.
And when the game became reality, everyone became flesh and blood; even those anonymous passersby on the streets had complete lives of their own, as did Dongdong, of course.
Upon hearing that Dongdong killed her family, Su Mo was shocked: “Why did you kill your parents?”
Dongdong, stroking a stray cat, looked deeply: “I didn’t kill my mom, I killed that man.”
Su Mo probed carefully: “You mean your dad?”
“He’s not my dad!” Dongdong suddenly raised her voice.
She clenched her fists tightly, and her gaze dropped as if restraining her inner anger.
“He’s not my dad… he just made me with mom…”
“That man was a scoundrel who managed a bar; my mom worked there as a waitress. He took a liking to her, dominated her, and then I was born.”
“My mom was unhappy with him, constantly struggling in the mire of life.”
“I heard that after I was born, that man became obsessed with gambling, spending every day gambling away everything he had.”
“My mom begged him to stop gambling, but he would curse, hit her, take my milk money, and continue to gamble.”
“Later, when my mom had no choice, she had to sell herself to those wealthy customers in the bar, sleeping with them in exchange for a handful of alms to buy food and clothing for me.”
“You might not believe it, but in the first two years of my remembrance, I didn’t even know what hunger or cold was. Because as long as mom was around, I would always have enough to eat and wear warm clothes.”
At this point, Dongdong turned her head away so Su Mo couldn’t see her face, her voice trembling slightly: “They all said my mom was a cheap woman, anyone could sleep with her.”
“But in my heart, she was the best mom in the world.”
Su Mo listened, somewhat lost.
Yes, if he hadn’t heard it directly from Dongdong, he really wouldn’t have dared to believe it.
In a place like the Border District, where people are less valued than dogs, Dongdong’s mom actually provided her with a childhood of enough food and warm clothing.
It’s hard to imagine the sacrifices this ordinary yet great mother must have made.
Su Mo dazedly asked: “Then what happened? What about your mom?”
Dongdong: “Later, after a while, that man found out my mom was sleeping with customers.”
“He came back and tied her up with a rope, punching her face over and over, beating her to death right in front of me…”
Upon hearing this, Su Mo unconsciously clenched his fists: “So you…”
Dongdong turned to look at Su Mo, and perhaps since the scars of the past had long festered in her heart, she didn’t cry; her eyes only turned red, like stained with blood: “That night, while he was asleep, I stabbed scissors into his throat.”
This was the first time Su Mo learned of Dongdong’s story.
He really couldn’t imagine the extent of that pain.
Many people say childhood is golden, reminisced as sunshine-filled.
Yet every time Dongdong looks back at her childhood, the only memories left are of a “lowly” mother in others’ words and a biological father worse than a beast…
Dongdong quietly stared at the lake, continuing her story: “After stabbing that man, I wandered the streets alone, begged for food, rummaged through garbage bins, competed with stray dogs for food…”
“I had no choice, although I lost my home, life had to go on, I had to survive somehow.”
“Later, I joined a small group, not significant in scale, just over a dozen people. We often teamed up to cross the rusted walls from the sewers, to steal from the wealthy in the Inner City, and sell those goods back in the Border District.”
“They treated me quite nicely then, considering me a little sister, sharing good food with me, going to bars to dance and sing, and even racing cars. For a while, it almost felt like family again.”
Su Mo lowered his eyes in silence, waiting for the impending twist.
This story is beautiful.
But Su Mo knew “beautiful” couldn’t really exist in the Border District.
This is a barren land.
Even fairy tales here are shrouded in darkness.
Dongdong snorted, continuing, “Of course, the group raised me; I had to contribute too.”
“All the dirty work, the tough work, the dangerous work, they left it to me. Whenever anyone in the group committed a crime, they’d pin it on me, make me the scapegoat.”
“Because I was the only child in the group, the Inner City’s law couldn’t touch me, and the sheriff could only detain me for a few days at most, maybe even beat me a bit to vent anger, but eventually let me go.”
“Every misdeed committed by others, I bore it all; I was beaten by the sheriff almost every day.”
“But I didn’t mind, because I considered the group my family, and mutual aid among family members is as it should be.”
Dongdong’s expression turned somewhat mocking as she continued: “Then when I turned 10, they broke into a rich man’s home, got caught, and that person was powerful, called in many officers to chase us.”
“Like always, I was pushed out as the scapegoat, and even met that wealthy man at the bureau, he just said one thing — cripple her.”
Dongdong reflexively placed her hand on her left arm prosthetic, fingers tightly gripping: “The officers found a spot without surveillance, and four or five of them surrounded and beat me with batons.”
“My left arm was broken, my spine shattered, lower body completely paralyzed, with only my right arm and head still able to move.”
“They didn’t kill me, they threw me back to the Border District. Because that wealthy man thought death was too easy for me, living on as a cripple was the best revenge.”
Dongdong looked at the moonlit, shimmering lake, speaking softly: “I remember very clearly, it was pouring rain that day, the roads filled with cold, icy water.”
“I lay on the ground, crawling with the only moving arm, crawling non-stop for over six hours, finally crawling back to our base.”
“I didn’t have big expectations, just hoped they might pat my head, comfort me, and remember to share a bite of food, that would have been enough.”
She snorted again, mockingly saying: “But do you know how they reacted? They told me to get lost, said I was useless now, and the group couldn’t support a cripple.”
“I’ll never forget the cold, indifferent eyes of those ‘friends’, nor the eldest one, whom I’d always seen as a brother, kicking me hard in the face.”
She pointed three centimeters below her right cheekbone, smiling bitterly: “Right here.”
Su Mo closed his eyes, involuntarily sighing softly.
He finally understood why Dongdong had developed such a volatile, aggressive personality.
Because the dark environment required her to be like that.
To survive in the Border District, the only way was to become ruthless.
As ruthless as others are to you, you must be even more ruthless in return.
To have anything, even something as simple as “living,” you must fight, snatch, trample others and then crawl upward, bloodied and beaten.
That’s the Border District.
A harsh, vile land.
The place closest to Hell in all of New Moon City.
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Chapters
- Chapter 323 - 227: The Moonlight Is Beautiful
- Chapter 322 - 226: Dongdong’s Heart, Part 2
- Chapter 321 - 226: Dongdong’s Heart Belongs
- Chapter 320 - 225: Confession Gift (Part 2)
- Chapter 319 - 225: Confession Gift
- Chapter 318 - 224: Swift Surge in Power (2)
- Chapter 317 - 224: Rapid Power Surge
- Chapter 316 - 223: Brutally Slaying Wacai (Part 2)
- Chapter 315 - 223: Crushing Wacai
- Chapter 314 - 222: Seven In, Seven Out (Part 2)
- Chapter 313 - 222: Seven In and Seven Out
- Chapter 312 - 221: Borderland Warlords_2
- Chapter 311 - 221: Armed Forces Beyond the Border
- Chapter 310 - 220: The Art of Simping_2
- Chapter 309 - 220: Code of the Simp
- Chapter 308 - 219: Tracking the Clues (2)
- Chapter 307 - 219: Tracking the Clues
- Chapter 306 - 218: Sudden Kidnapping (Part 2)
- Chapter 305 - 218: Sudden Kidnapping
- Chapter 304 - 217: Future Legend (Part 2)
- Chapter 303 - 217: A Future Legend
- Chapter 302 - 216: Ancient Martial Arts Successor (Part 2)
- Chapter 301 - 216: Heir of the Ancient Martial Arts
- Chapter 300 - 215: Battle of the Two Shorties (Part 3)
- Chapter 299 - 215: Battle of the Shorties (Part 2)
- Chapter 298 - 215: Battle of the Two Dwarves
- Chapter 297 - 214: Standing Up Against Injustice (Part 2)
- Chapter 296 - 214: Intervening Against Injustice
- Chapter 295 - 213: Legal Loli_2
- Chapter 294 - 213: Legal Loli
- Chapter 293 - 212: Golden Beach_2
- Chapter 292 - 212: Golden Beach
- Chapter 291 211: Saint Rivelan
- Chapter 290 210: The Smiling Girl
- Chapter 289 209: New Moon Seven Stars (Part 2)
- Chapter 288 209: New Moon 7 Stars
- Chapter 287 208: Both End and Beginning_4
- Chapter 286 208: Both End and Beginning_3
- Chapter 285 208: Both End and Beginning (Part 2)
- Chapter 284 208: Both an End and a Beginning
- Chapter 283 207: Stage 2 Overdrive, Part 2
- Chapter 282 207: Stage 2 Overload
- Chapter 281 206: The Captain Arrives (Part 2)
- Chapter 280 206: The Captain Arrives
- Chapter 279 205: Anti-Riot Joint Strike (2)
- Chapter 278 205: Joint Strike of Riot Suppression
- Chapter 277 204: Broken Blade's Assault (Part 2)
- Chapter 276 204: Broken Blade Strikes
- Chapter 275 203: The Destruction of Saber-Tooth Tiger (Part 2)
- Chapter 274 203: The Extinction of Saber-Toothed Tiger
- Chapter 273 202: Earthshaking Rebellion (Part 2)
- Chapter 272 202: Earth-Shattering Betrayal
- Chapter 271 201: Nuobai's Return (Part 2)
- Chapter 270 201: Nuobai's Return
- Chapter 269 200: Citywide Mobilization (Part 2)
- Chapter 268 200: Citywide Assembly
- Chapter 267 199: Detaining the Hostage (Part 2)
- Chapter 266 99: Detaining the Hostage
- Chapter 265 198: Mad Protagonist (Part 2)
- Chapter 264 198: Mad Protagonist
- Chapter 263 197: The Gold Heist (Part 2)
- Chapter 262 197: Gold Heist
- Chapter 261 196: Public Opinion Explosion (Part 2)
- Chapter 260 196: Public Opinion Explosion
- Chapter 259 195: Beasts in Human Clothing (Part 3)
- Chapter 258 195: Dressed Beasts (Part 2)
- Chapter 257 195: A Beast in Gentleman’s Clothing
- Chapter 256 194: Laying a Trap and Setting Up a Scheme
- Chapter 255 193: The Counterattack Begins
- Chapter 254 192: Survival Instinct, Part 2
- Chapter 253 192: The Desire to Survive
- Chapter 252 191: The Predator Behind
- Chapter 251 90: Truth Serum
- Chapter 250 189: Seeing Through the Disguise (Part 2)
- Chapter 249 189: Seeing Through the Disguise
- Chapter 248 188: Edge of Chaos (Part 2)
- Chapter 247 88: Edge of Chaos
- Chapter 246 187: Bar Fun_2
- Chapter 245 87: Bar Fun
- Chapter 244 186: Heaven-Sent Opportunity (3)
- Chapter 243 186: A Heaven-Sent Opportunity (2)
- Chapter 242 186: A Heaven-Sent Opportunity
- Chapter 241 184: Death of the Heroine (Part 2)
- Chapter 240 184: The Death of the Heroine
- Chapter 239 183: Black Extinction Virus
- Chapter 238 182: Mercenaries Summit_4
- Chapter 237 182: Mercenary Summit_3
- Chapter 236 182: Mercenary Summit (Part 2)
- Chapter 235 182: Mercenary Summit
- Chapter 234 181: Special-Class Hero (2)
- Chapter 233 181: Special-Class Hero
- Chapter 232 180: Raven Nest Leader
- Chapter 231 179: Imminent Downpour (Part 2)
- Chapter 230 179: The Coming Storm
- Chapter 229 178: Raven's Nest Reckoning (4)
- Chapter 228 78: Settling the Score with Crow's Nest (Part 3)
- Chapter 227 178: Reckoning at Crow's Nest (Part 2)
- Chapter 226 178: Reckoning at the Crow's Nest
- Chapter 225 177: Bloody Battle with Simon (Part 4)
- Chapter 224 177: Bloody Battle with Simon (Part 3)
- Chapter 223 177: Bloody Battle with Simon (2)
- Chapter 222 77: Bloody Battle with Simon
- Chapter 221 176: Raven Nest Raid_2
- Chapter 220 176: Raid on the Raven's Nest
- Chapter 219 175: Do Not Harbor Hatred
- Chapter 218 74: Inviting Gordon
- Chapter 217 173: King of Instigation_2
- Chapter 216 73: King of Instigation
- Chapter 215 172: Pillow Talk with Dong (Part 4)
- Chapter 214 172: Sharing a Pillow with Dongdong_3
- Chapter 213 172: Sharing a Bed with Dong (Part 2)
- Chapter 212 172: Sharing a Pillow with Dong
- Chapter 211 71: Edge Mansion (Part 2)
- Chapter 210 171: Edge Mansion
- Chapter 209 170: Black Ark
- Chapter 208 169: Choosing a Luxury Car
- Chapter 207 168: Top-Tier Reward (Part 2)
- Chapter 206 168: Top-Tier Reward
- Chapter 205 167: A Materialistic World (Part 4)
- Chapter 204 67: The Flood of Material Desire (3)
- Chapter 203 167: Rivers of Desire, Part 2
- Chapter 202 167: Rampant Material Desires
- Chapter 201 166: Sold for Cash
- Chapter 200 165: Encounter with the Wolf King (2)
- Chapter 199 165: Encounter with the Wolf King
- Chapter 198 164: Chainsaw Execution (Part 2)
- Chapter 197 164: Chainsaw Execution
- Chapter 196 163: The World Watches Advertisement
- Chapter 195 162: Captain Edge
- Chapter 194 161: Deadly Weakness_3 Advertisement
- Chapter 193 161: Deadly Weakness (Part 2)
- Chapter 192 161: Fatal Weakness
- Chapter 191 160: License to Kill_4
- Chapter 190 160: License to Kill_3
- Chapter 189 160: License to Kill_2
- Chapter 188 160: License to Kill
- Chapter 187 159: The Price of Action
- Chapter 186 158: Changing Everything
- Chapter 185 157: Defying Fate
- Chapter 184 156: Tragic Outcome
- Chapter 183 155: Brutal Atrocity
- Chapter 182 154: Kindhearted Children
- Chapter 181 153: Border Independence (Part 2)
- Chapter 180 153: Frontier Independence
- Chapter 179 152: Full Retreat
- Chapter 178 151: Powerful Counteroffensive
- Chapter 177 150: Acting Speaker
- Chapter 176 149: Moonlight Mansion
- Chapter 175 148: Citywide Chaos
- Chapter 174 147: Ambushed on the Road
- Chapter 173 146: Threads of Fate
- Chapter 172 145: The Fall of the Rustwall
- Chapter 171 144: The Wolf King's Arrival (Part 3)
- Chapter 170 144: The Wolf King Arrives (2)
- Chapter 169 144: The Wolf King Arrives
- Chapter 168 143: Land of Degeneration
- Chapter 167 142: Old Foes
- Chapter 166 141: The Count’s Invitation (2)
- Chapter 165 141: Count's Invitation
- Chapter 164 140: Out-of-Control Carnival
- Chapter 163 139: Sharpening Blade Catgirl (Part 4)
- Chapter 162 139: Sharpening Blade Catgirl (Part 3)
- Chapter 161 139: Sharpening Blade Catgirl (Part 2)
- Chapter 160 139: Sharpening Blade Catgirl
- Chapter 159 138: Shedding the Golden Cicada's Shell
- Chapter 158 137: Dragon Gate Restaurant
- Chapter 157 136: Viper Ambush
- Chapter 156 135: Black Cat Tail_2
- Chapter 155 135: Black Cat Tail
- Chapter 154 134: The Hypocrite (Part 2)
- Chapter 153 134: The Hypocrite
- Chapter 152 133: Pitiful and Despicable
- Chapter 151 132: Moonshade Blade Dance
- Chapter 150 131: Counterattack Frenzy (Part 2)
- Chapter 149 131: Counterattack Frenzy
- Chapter 148 130: Moonshade Implantation
- Chapter 147 129: Hyperthymesia Overload_2
- Chapter 146 129: Hyperthymesia Overload
- Chapter 145 128: Blade Hunter (Part 2)
- Chapter 144 128: Blade Hunter
- Chapter 143 127: Spiritual Brain Power
- Chapter 142 126: Mecha Unmatched (Part 2)
- Chapter 141 126: Peerless Mecha
- Chapter 140 125: Monitor Lizard Assault
- Chapter 139 124: Iron Blood Mecha (Part 2)
- Chapter 138 124: Iron Blood Mecha
- Chapter 137 123: Black Domain Group
- Chapter 136 122: Slaying the Wolf Leader (Part 2)
- Chapter 135 122: Slaying the Wolf Chief
- Chapter 134 121: Violent Wolf Assault
- Chapter 133 120: Lindong Mountain Range
- Chapter 132 119: Iron Blood Commissioner (Part 2)
- Chapter 131 119: Iron Blood Commissioner
- Chapter 130 118: Bar Conflict
- Chapter 129 117: World Shift (2)
- Chapter 128 117: World Shift
- Chapter 127 116: Foundational Reconstruction
- Chapter 126 115: New Companion
- Chapter 125 114: Blushing Dongdong (Part 2)
- Chapter 124 114: Dongdong Blushing
- Chapter 123 113: Using Public Office for Personal Revenge
- Chapter 122 112: A Tragic Past
- Chapter 121 111: Moonlit Stroll
- Chapter 120 110: Change of Heart (2)
- Chapter 119 110: A Change of Heart
- Chapter 118 109: Loli Cry Cry_2
- Chapter 117 109: Loli Cry-Cry
- Chapter 116 108: Little Tsundere Monster (Part 2)
- Chapter 115 108: Little Tsundere Monster
- Chapter 114 107: I Have No Shame (2)
- Chapter 113 107: I Have No Shame
- Chapter 112 106: First Generation King (Part 2)
- Chapter 111 106: First Generation King
- Chapter 110 105: Pink-Haired Loli
- Chapter 109 104: The Mercenary's Path
- Chapter 108 103: Guarding Dreams (Part 2)
- Chapter 107 103: Guarding Dreams
- Chapter 106 102: Origin of the Gods
- Chapter 105 101: Emergency Assignment
- Chapter 104 100: Teaching Huang Mao a Lesson
- Chapter 103 99: Shameless Thug
- Chapter 102 98: Cybernetic Implantation
- Chapter 101 97: Dying with Eyes Open
- Chapter 100 96: Faceless Enzyme
- Chapter 99 95: Python Poison Blood Code
- Chapter 98 94: Saber-tooth Deputy
- Chapter 97 93: Security Code
- Chapter 96 92: Wild Stones and Raging Sands
- Chapter 95 91: Departure Preparations
- Chapter 94 90: Intercepted Intelligence
- Chapter 93 89: Frontier Factions
- Chapter 92 88: Demon Protagonist
- Chapter 91 87: Overwhelming Strength
- Chapter 90 86: Game Start
- Chapter 89 85: First Meeting
- Chapter 88 84: Charity Foundation
- Chapter 87 83: Les Misérables
- Chapter 86 82: Only Beat Scumbags
- Chapter 85 81: Security Interrogation
- Chapter 84 80: Anti-Violence Division 4
- Chapter 83 79: Gold Heist Bandits
- Chapter 82 78: Abhorrent Attitude
- Chapter 81 77: Poor Child
- Chapter 80 76: Hidden Arrangements
- Chapter 79 75: Animal Rights Saint
- Chapter 78 74: Edge Technology
- Chapter 77 73: Establishing a Mercenary Corps
- Chapter 76 72: Future Joins the Team
- Chapter 75 71: The Annihilation of Red Blade
- Chapter 74 70: Facing Them Alone
- Chapter 73 69: Pronounced Dead
- Chapter 72 68: Unexpected Incident
- Chapter 71 67: Match Fixing Bookmakers
- Chapter 70 66: Underground Boxing Match
- Chapter 69 65: Beyond the Boundary
- Chapter 68 64: The Ultimate Boundary
- Chapter 67 63: Engineering Master
- Chapter 66 62: Game Protagonist
- Chapter 65 61: Fuming with Rage
- Chapter 64 60: Contingency Plan
- Chapter 63 59: Blue Leaf Capital
- Chapter 62 58: Gael Industries
- Chapter 61 57: First Commission
- Chapter 60 56: Trading Blows
- Chapter 59 55: Head-On Confrontation
- Chapter 58 - 54: Blood Code Training
- Chapter 57 - 53: Sky City
- Chapter 56 - 52: Heart-to-Heart at the Mountaintop
- Chapter 55 - 51: Repaying Kindness
- Chapter 54 - 50: The Self-Rescue Operation
- Chapter 53 - 49: An Unexpected Enemy
- Chapter 52 - 48: Incineration Disposal
- Chapter 51 - 47: Critical Danger
- Chapter 50 - 46: Irresistibly Pitiful
- Chapter 49 - 45: Disguised Items
- Chapter 48 - 44: Abnormal Weight
- Chapter 47 - 43: Heaven-Defying Acting Skills
- Chapter 46 - 42: Temporary Helper
- Chapter 45 - 41: The Handsome Youth
- Chapter 44 - 40: The Count’s Commission
- Chapter 43 - 39: First Steps in the New District
- Chapter 42 - 38: Destined Enemies
- Chapter 41 - 37: Every Shot Hits Its Mark
- Chapter 40 - 36: Tracking Handgun
- Chapter 39 - 35: Cybernetic Grades
- Chapter 38 - 34: First Encounter
- Chapter 37 - 33: Preparations Before the Battle
- Chapter 36 - 32: C-Rank Bounty
- Chapter 35 - 31: The Dawn of Mercenaries
- Chapter 34 - 30: Borderlands Identity
- Chapter 33 - 29: My Name Is Su Mo
- Chapter 32 - 28: First Steps into the Outskirts
- Chapter 31 - 27: Till We Meet Again
- Chapter 30 - 26: Out of Danger
- Chapter 29 - 25: Surviving the Catastrophe
- Chapter 28 - 24: Principles of Conduct
- Chapter 27 - 23: Fate’s Joke
- Chapter 26 - 22: Crisis Management
- Chapter 25 - 21: Counterattack from Desperation
- Chapter 24 - 20: Differences of Opinion
- Chapter 23 - 19: Scorching Blood Boiling (Part 2)
- Chapter 22 - 19: Scorching Blood Boiling
- Chapter 21 - 18: Razor Encirclement
- Chapter 20 - 17: Sudden Assault
- Chapter 19 - 16: Blood Devouring (Part 2)
- Chapter 18 - 16: Blood Devourer
- Chapter 17 - 15: Underground Base
- Chapter 16 - 14: Land of No Master
- Chapter 15 - 13: Crimson Rose
- Chapter 14 - 12: Breakout Battle
- Chapter 13 - 11: A Dark Past
- Chapter 12 - 10: Escape Plan
- Chapter 11 - 9: Hyperthymestic Brain
- Chapter 10 - 8: Blood Code Dissociation
- Chapter 9 - 7: Emergency Purge
- Chapter 8 - 6: Unexpected Cooperation
- Chapter 7 - 5: Pursuit Squad
- Chapter 6 - 4: Cave Bonfire
- Chapter 5 - 3: Escaping the Base
- Chapter 4 - 2: Identity Confirmed
- Chapter 3 - 1: Crossing the Dawn
- Chapter 2: Released from Prison
- Chapter 1: Please Follow and Stay Updated