“Love is an emotion, but emotion is not love. Just as anger, jealousy, and hatred are related to love, yet are not love themselves.”
“Love is pure. It is beautiful.”
Dumbledore smiled softly.
“Dawn, we live, we breathe, and we endure all the mundane frustrations of life because we love something.”
“Magic blossoms from the heart. And when we cast magic driven by pure love, its power surpasses anything imaginable. The more you love, the stronger you become.”
Dumbledore spoke with absolute conviction.
“We all know that Harry survived Voldemort’s Killing Curse because of his mother’s protection.”
“I firmly believe that when Lily cast magic to protect her son, her heart held only pure love—nothing tied to death, not even hatred for Tom. And that was why she created a miracle.”
Dawn nodded expressionlessly. “That is… a refreshing theory.”
It still fell within the scope of emotion-driven magic, but Dumbledore had layered his own understanding atop it.
And Dawn had to admit—there was sense in it.
All emotions arise because there is something you love?
Dawn stared into space for a moment. Compared to Dumbledore’s earlier, vague talk about “anchors,” this explanation was far easier to digest.
“Dawn, do you still remember what you told me last time?”
Dumbledore asked softly.
“You said love is not a universal solution for every conflict. That was beautifully put. After that night, I kept thinking… how could I refute you?”
“But eventually, I realized—you were right.”
“Utopian fantasies cannot exist.
Religious teachings describe heaven as a place filled with love and harmony precisely because they understand better than anyone that the mortal world is merely the mortal world.”
“You also told me: another’s hero is my villain. And that too, I cannot rebuke. Loving the sheep is inevitably cruel to the wolf.”
“So I have been reflecting—what does love mean in my eyes?”
“What I believe love to be should not only be romance between people. It should be something purer. More fundamental.”
Dumbledore smiled faintly, gentle as morning mist, new and alive like a bamboo shoot after rain.
“Love is not merely an emotion. Love is a way of perceiving the world. When you see a wolf eat a sheep, you cry for the sheep. When you see the wolf starve, you feel pity for it too.”
“Love is our lens for seeing the world. It is a momentary eternity.”
He spoke with both firmness and serenity.
“The French photographer Henri Cartier-Bresson proposed the concept of the decisive moment—the idea that a tiny instant can carry a grand theme, and a brief second can determine an eternity.”
“Love is the same.”
“What you see, hear, touch, imagine—any one moment can leave an eternal mark in your heart.”
“That is the beginning of love. Not shallow affection tied merely to people, but a purity that can attach to anything.”
Dawn listened silently.
For no reason at all, he thought of that afternoon when William poured water on his face and whispered, “I don’t want to die.”
Ordinary words.
But the boy’s eyes, his expression, his trembling voice—something in that moment had shaken Dawn, moved him to promise he would save him.
That was why these past days, even though William had become a significant burden, Dawn had not once considered leaving him to die in Egypt.
Dumbledore paused, giving him space to think. After a long moment, he spoke again.
“Now that we’ve spoken of these things, Dawn… let us talk about you.”
Dawn blinked. “…Talk about me?”
“Yes. About you.”
Dumbledore smiled.
“You have emotions. You’re not a cold stone. That means there is something you love—perhaps yourself, perhaps something else entirely. But whatever it is, I want to hear it.”
He looked straight into Dawn’s eyes and asked warmly:
“Child… tell me. What is it that you love?”
“I… don’t know.” Dawn answered coolly.
Dumbledore sighed. He could see plainly: Dawn wasn’t ignorant of the answer—he simply refused to say it.
The headmaster didn’t press him.
Instead he said gently, “Then let us start from the beginning. Since you are a Ravenclaw, let us begin with knowledge.”
“Dawn, why do you crave knowledge?”
Dawn’s pupils dimmed slightly. Occlumency sealed away his tangled thoughts.
“What is there to explain, Headmaster? A child raised in the Muggle world suddenly discovers the wonders of magic—of course he’d be curious.”
“No.”
Dumbledore shook his head.
“Curiosity is pure. But Dawn—you are not.”
“Perhaps you won’t like hearing this, but in your thirst for knowledge, I see a naked desire hidden beneath it.”
“I believe you are curious about magic, yes. But I do not believe knowledge itself is what you truly love.”
“Or at least—not what you loved first.”
Dawn frowned, annoyance flaring. “Headmaster, that’s my business. It has nothing to do with you.”
“You’re right. You don’t have to answer me. But Dawn, the one who needs the answer… is you.”
Dumbledore was not angered.
“It is difficult to know oneself. Strong desires cloud our true selves. Only love is the rope we can follow through the fog to find the truth.”
He continued with a gentle smile:
“A person’s childhood—when he first begins to understand the world—is when love most deeply shapes him.”
“That is why we say the events of childhood carve a person’s character, influence his worldview, and shape how he experiences love.”
“Lack of connection leads to insecurity and fractures in personality. Excessive control breeds avoidance or the instinct to please.”
He sighed—regret, pain, and sorrow entwined.
“Tom Riddle’s years in the orphanage made him lose the ability to trust. And the fire I lit in his wardrobe ignited his hunger for power.”
“So, Dawn, I believe your complex desire for knowledge cannot be explained by simply ‘discovering the magical world.’ There must have been a decisive moment—a moment that forged your path.”
“What was that moment?”
Dawn stayed silent, feeling winter wind trace a cold line across his back.
He spoke softly once more.
“It has nothing to do with you, Headmaster.”
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Chapters
- Chapter 221 221: The Gryffindor Common Room
- Chapter 220: Rumors and Two Suspicious People
- Chapter 219: Avery and the Twins
- Chapter 218: Speculation About the Resurrection Stone
- Chapter 217: Who Are You?! (Part 2)
- Chapter 216: Who Are You?!
- Chapter 215: Dawn Behind the Door
- Chapter 214: Fudge’s Damned Stroke of Inspiration
- Chapter 213
- Chapter 212
- Chapter 211 211: The Gap
- Chapter 210 210: A Calm and Not-So-Calm Castle
- Chapter 209 209: A Foolproof Method?
- Chapter 208 208: Peeves
- Chapter 207 207: The Consciousness of the Castle
- Chapter 206 206: A Trip into the Forbidden Forest
- Chapter 205 205: The Seer and Two Bracelets
- Chapter 204 204: First Meeting with Grindelwald
- Chapter 203 203: Fortune Drawing
- Chapter 202 202: Back to School Matters
- Chapter 201: A Day in Neville’s Life (Part 2)
- Chapter 200: A Day in Neville’s Life
- Chapter 199: The Dark Side of History
- Chapter 198: The Plague Doctor
- Chapter 197: An Unexpected Gain
- Chapter 196: The Aftermath
- Chapter 195 195: The Curtain Falls
- Chapter 194 194: The Duel
- Chapter 193 193: Encounter
- Chapter 192 192: Another Christmas
- Chapter 191: Time Flies
- Chapter 190 190: The Fall of the Basilisk
- Chapter 189 189: Voldemort Divided into N Pieces?
- Chapter 188 188: The Annual Tradition
- Chapter 187 187: Halloween
- Chapter 186: Much Ado About Nothing?
- Chapter 185 185: Dawn Wants the Invisibility Cloak
- Chapter 184: Verification Within the Dream
- Chapter 183: The Grand Detective’s Final Act
- Chapter 182: The Great Detective’s Debut Case
- Chapter 181: Reborn in Britain as a Detective?
- Chapter 180: Living Thought
- Chapter 179: Possibility or Not
- Chapter 178: An Abrupt End
- Chapter 177: Rapid Manifestation and A Study of the Resurrection Stone
- Chapter 176: A Far-Fetched Reason?
- Chapter 175: A Confused Night and Dawn’s Plan
- Chapter 174: Dawn and Dumbledore, Fundamentally Different
- Chapter 173: Two People Reconnected
- Chapter 172: The Truman Show
- Chapter 171: Jingle Bells (Part Two)
- Chapter 170: Jingle Bells
- Chapter 169: A Sense of Unease
- Chapter 168: The Scarecrow Curse and the Second Attack
- Chapter 167: The Terror of Love
- Chapter 166: Dawn’s Dilemma and the Resurrection Stone
- Chapter 165: An Unaccountable Emotion
- Chapter 164: A Disturbingly Familiar Incident
- Chapter 163: Dreams and Prophecy
- Chapter 162: Three Spells
- Chapter 161: The First Lesson: A Wizard’s Value
- Chapter 160: The Feast
- Chapter 159: Back to School
- Chapter 158: The Nightmare Lamp and a New Idea
- Chapter 157: Idle Talk at the Burrow
- Chapter 156: The Interview in Progress
- Chapter 155: Returning to the Castle
- Chapter 154: Leia Hickman
- Chapter 153: Time in Flight
- Chapter 152: A New Transformation
- Chapter 151: The Fountain of Fair Fortune
- Chapter 150: The Ritual: The Final End
- Chapter 149: The Ritual: The So-Called Cycle
- Chapter 148: The Ritual: January Twentieth
- Chapter 147: The Ritual: Convergence (Part 2)
- Chapter 146: The Ritual: Convergence
- Chapter 145: The Ritual: Death
- Chapter 144: The Ritual: January Nineteenth (Part 2)
- Chapter 143: The Ritual: January Nineteenth
- Chapter 142: The Ritual: Dawn’s January Eighteenth
- Chapter 141: The Ritual: Dumbledore’s January Eighteenth
- Chapter 140: The Ritual: January Seventeenth
- Chapter 139: The Ritual: Final Preparations
- Chapter 138: The Ritual: The Time-Turner
- Chapter 137: The Ritual Begins: A Public Declaration
- Chapter 136: The Ritual Hidden in the Fairy Tale
- Chapter 135: The First Attempt
- Chapter 134: Dawn’s Theory About the Fountain of Fair Fortune
- Chapter 133: Savagery
- Chapter 132: A Strange Sense of Clarity
- Chapter 131: The Banquet
- Chapter 130: Does Jiggs Hate Dawn?
- Chapter 129: A Day When No One Was Happy
- Chapter 128: Escape (Part 2)
- Chapter 127: Escape
- Chapter 126: Sorry, Professor Snape
- Chapter 125: The Bone-Clinging Maggot
- Chapter 124: Do Not Blame Fate
- Chapter 123: Dumbledore’s Power
- Chapter 122: Like Thunder
- Chapter 121: A Moment of Eternity
- Chapter 120: Dumbledore and Dawn’s Reunion
- Chapter 119: The Two of Them
- Chapter 118: Dumbledore and Grindelwald’s Reunion
- Chapter 117: Impending Reunion
- Chapter 116: Dawn’s Method
- Chapter 115: Discovery
- Chapter 114: The Trouble In New Zealand
- Chapter 113: Christmas in England
- Chapter 112: Christmas in Egypt
- Chapter 111: Dumbledore's Guilt
- Chapter 110: William’s Tears
- Chapter 109: The Atmosphere of Quidditch
- Chapter 108: An Airborne Incident
- Chapter 107: News from Britain
- Chapter 106: Leaving the Tomb (Part 2)
- Chapter 105: Leaving the Tomb
- Chapter 104: The So-Called World Consciousness
- Chapter 103: The End
- Chapter 102: Inside the Tomb (Part 2)
- Chapter 101: Inside the Tomb
- Chapter 100: The Stirred World (Part 2)
- Chapter 99: The Stirred World
- Chapter 98: Amir
- Chapter 97: Our Hatred of Death
- Chapter 96: Research in Progress
- Chapter 95: The Theologian (Part 2)
- Chapter 94: The Theologian
- Chapter 93: Dawn’s Method and the Spreading Curse (Part 2)
- Chapter 92: Dawn’s Method and the Spreading Curse
- Chapter 91: British Tradition
- Chapter 90: Felix Felicis and the Fountain of Fortune
- Chapter 89: Olivia’s Past
- Chapter 88: The Unbreakable Vow
- Chapter 87: The Blood Curse
- Chapter 86: Magical Beasts: The Sacred Scarab
- Chapter 85: Investigation
- Chapter 84: Anubis! (Part 2)
- Chapter 83: Anubis!
- Chapter 82: Tutankhamun’s Curse and Another Carter!
- Chapter 81: The Amulet
- Chapter 80: The Egyptian Wizarding World
- Chapter 79: The Pyramid of Khufu
- Chapter 78: The Anonymous Letter and Arrival in Egypt
- Chapter 77: A New Journey
- Chapter 76: Preparations
- Chapter 75: Destination!
- Chapter 74: A Dog Without a Home
- Chapter 73: Dawn’s Decision
- Chapter 72: The Encounter (Part 2)
- Chapter 71: The Encounter
- Chapter 70: A Delicate Web of Public Opinion (Part 2)
- Chapter 69: A Delicate Web of Public Opinion
- Chapter 68: Quirrell Cursed by a Vampire
- Chapter 67: “I’m Just a Farmer!”
- Chapter 66: A Foolish Frame-Up
- Chapter 65: A Blood-Stained Halloween
- Chapter 64: Waiting for the Storm
- Chapter 63: The Portrait
- Chapter 62: The Argument
- Chapter 61: An Unexpected Development
- Chapter 60: The Hidden Door
- Chapter 59: The Silver Star Herb
- Chapter 58: Truth? Or Lies?
- Chapter 57: Donkey?! Donkey!
- Chapter 56: An Excessive Coincidence
- Chapter 55: My Fate
- Chapter 54: Time in Motion
- Chapter 53: Natural Magic
- Chapter 52: The Storm
- Chapter 51: Ritual Magic
- Chapter 50: Professor McGonagall’s Explanation
- Chapter 49: Hermione's Choice (Part 2)
- Chapter 48: Hermione's Choice
- Chapter 47: Transfiguration Exam
- Chapter 46: A Mature Wizard
- Chapter 45: Professor McGonagall’s Invitation
- Chapter 44: Chaos in the Great Hall
- Chapter 43: A Heart of Arrogance
- Chapter 42: Dumbledore’s Return
- Chapter 41: Secrets in History (Part 2)
- Chapter 40: Secrets in History
- Chapter 39: Mad Magic: Blood and Taboos (Part 2)
- Chapter 38: Mad Magic: Blood and Taboos
- Chapter 37: A Night Visit to the Restricted Section
- Chapter 36: Flesh and Flesh, and an Alchemical Attempt
- Chapter 35: A Novel Herbology Experience
- Chapter 34: Snape Doesn’t Want to Dream of the Dark Lord
- Chapter 33: Animagus and Snape’s Targeting
- Chapter 32: Neville's Inferiority
- Chapter 31: Classes and Dilemmas (Part 2)
- Chapter 30: Classes and Dilemmas
- Chapter 29: Right and Wrong – Dawn’s Rebuttal
- Chapter 28: The Traits of the Four Houses
- Chapter 27: The Mirror of Erised
- Chapter 26: Midnight Duel
- Chapter 25: Objective
- Chapter 24: Draco Blocks the Way
- Chapter 23: Magic and Miracles (Part 2)
- Chapter 22: Magic and Miracles! (Part 1)
- Chapter 21: The Marauder's Map and Herbology Class
- Chapter 20: A Glimmer Beneath the Fog
- Chapter 19: Differences and Doubts
- Chapter 18: Research on Potions and Neville Longbottom
- Chapter 17: The Diadem and "The Tales of Beedle the Bard"
- Chapter 16: A Sunday at Hogwarts
- Chapter 15: The Bronze Eagle Knocker
- Chapter 14: The Killing Curse and the Professors' Conversation
- Chapter 13: The Square of Two
- Chapter 12: Mysteries Upon Mysteries
- Chapter 11: Hogwarts
- Chapter 10: My Own Way
- Chapter 9: Sharp-Tongued Dawn
- Chapter 8: On the Train
- Chapter 7: Magical Power Fusion and the First Day of School
- Chapter 6: Giggs and Felix Felicis
- Chapter 5: Snape’s Good Reputation
- Chapter 4: A Miracle Amidst the Magic Surge
- Chapter 3: The Books in the Bedroom
- Chapter 2: Dawn Richter
- Chapter 1: The Strange Child