“What urgency drives you to push yourself so harshly?”
So spoke Seo Mun-Hwarin as she sat at my bedside, where I had collapsed from exhaustion after training with my sword.
When I had first drawn my blade, it had been bright daylight, yet before I knew it, the sun had set, and now the night sky was obscured by Seo Mun-Hwarin’s face.
White hair spilling downward. Crimson eyes filled with both worry and strictness. That was the sky I looked up at.
A sky that could be covered with just the span of a hand.
I don’t remember what I said in reply to Seo Mun-Hwarin. It was a long time ago, and memories that aren’t especially vivid are often pushed aside by stronger ones.
So I must’ve said something meaningless. Something like… life is supposed to be harsh.
That’s the kind of person I was back then. Rather than being consumed by rage, it was more accurate to say I was twisted.
I had confidence that my sword could cut through every problem in the world, yet I was plagued by anxiety because I didn’t know what to swing it at.
Confidence and anxiety—concepts that shouldn’t mix—blended into a dull, tasteless poison.
If I didn’t swing my sword, I felt like I wasn’t improving. If I didn’t train myself to death, if I slowed down even a little—
The thought began to creep into my mind that I might be cut down just like those who had fallen to my sword.
That’s likely why I could only fall asleep after swinging my sword in a way closer to self-abuse than training.
Of course, Seo Mun-Hwarin probably saw straight through that side of me.
“Hmph. That may be true. But not all lives are like that.”
“Come with this one for a bit, won’t you? The timing happens to be right. There’s something this one wants to show you.”
“Eii! No more complaints, get up already!”
Even though I didn’t want to lift a single finger, she forced me to my feet, infusing me with inner energy.
She grabbed my wrist firmly and started pulling me somewhere.
To a secluded stone wall in the corner of Ironblood Hall. Unlike the carefully maintained living quarters, this place was entirely neglected, the stone partially collapsed.
Weeds had begun to grow through the cracks, and when it rained, puddles formed, drawing in all sorts of insects and wild animals.
A place that, every time I saw it, made me grumble more about the stingy master of the Black Lotus Sect. That is, until now.
The outer wall at night looked completely different.
Though the weeds growing between the rubble remained the same, countless tiny lights flickered above them.
Tiny insects flashing somewhere between green and yellow.
Fireflies.
“What do you think? Beautiful, is it not? Those mere day-flying bugs shine like this at night.”
“Surely your life will also, someday… huh? But why are these things, normally found deep in the mountains, appearing in a place where people live?”
“That’s not the point. But if you must know, it’s because no one does live around here.”
“Ahem. So? I’d like to hear your thoughts now.”
Seo Mun-Hwarin pressed me for an answer in her usual unbothered tone, as though she already knew what I’d say.
I probably gave a half-hearted response. No matter how beautiful a scene may be, it’s hard to appreciate it sincerely if your heart is not at ease.
But Seo Mun-Hwarin was my direct superior, a martial master at the Flowering Stage, and someone who always taught me something whenever she had the chance.
Even if it didn’t move my heart, I could at least recognize it with my mind as something beautiful and nodded in response.
Well, even now I’m no good at lying, but I was even worse at it back then—so she probably saw right through me.
“You don’t seem too impressed. Feels like you’re just saying that to please this one.”
Yet Seo Mun-Hwarin smiled gently at me.
From when I lay in the training yard to this moment now, this was why I couldn’t remember what I had said.
Because strong memories naturally overshadow the small ones.
“Still, this one is truly pleased by your heart.”
“If this one is thinking of you, and you are thinking of this one—what could be more beautiful than that?”
She nodded proudly, as though she had just said something meaningful.
Bathed in the dreamy light of the fireflies, Seo Mun-Hwarin said those words.
And, amusingly enough, that scene stepped deeper into my heart than any landscape ever had.
Yes, Seo Mun-Hwarin was that kind of person.
Someone who could make flowers bloom in winter, who drew fireflies to abandoned places, and who needed just a hint of emotional connection to be content.
Despite her high martial level, she could genuinely rejoice over small things.
The light of the fireflies still failed to move me.
Her impressive-sounding words, likely prepared with care, didn’t either.
But the warmth of the small hand that had pulled me from the cold ground, the pure smile she wore, the memory of that night—Seo Mun-Hwarin herself—
Those, I would never forget.
Because, as she said, I had seen something beautiful.
***
“Ah.”
Perhaps because I had dreamed of the past for the first time in a while, my head was hazy, and the boundary between past and present felt blurry for a moment.
Of course, like any long dream, a few blinks later and it quickly faded.
“Mmnh…”
Seo Mun-Hwarin was moving her lips, as if dreaming of eating something.
Sleeping soundly beside me, Seo Mun-Hwarin was in the same thin sleepwear as yesterday, but somehow it didn’t seem so provocative now.
Maybe it was because the morning sun was streaming in through the window, or maybe it was because of the faint trail of drool at the corner of her lips, or maybe it was because her cheeks looked particularly soft today.
Whatever the reason, the difference between this sleepy Seo Mun-Hwarin and the one from my dream was stark.
As I recalled what happened the night before, a wry smile formed at the edge of my lips.
“I didn’t expect it to still be this visible.”
I glanced down at my arm.
Red marks bloomed here and there. To the casual eye, it might look like a rash or a nasty case of insect bites.
And surely it wasn’t just my arms—my entire body likely looked the same.
Of course, I hadn’t actually caught a disease or been bitten by bugs.
They were all traces left by Seo Mun-Hwarin’s lips.
No, to be exact, marks left by her relentlessly sucking on my skin with those lips.
“Huu…”
Letting out a deep sigh, I looked at Seo Mun-Hwarin again. I really shouldn’t have told her to do as she pleased.
“Muhuhu…”
Murmuring in her sleep with a wicked smile—now that I looked closely, it seemed different.
Wasn’t she dreaming of eating something… but actually in the middle of leaving more marks on my body?
A sudden chill ran down my spine.
Though I hadn’t gone further than what I had promised Tang Sowol, I still wondered if this was really okay.
Shaking off the complicated thoughts with a shake of my head, I poked Seo Mun-Hwarin’s cheek and spoke.
“Senior Seo Mun-Hwarin, wake up.”
“We’ve got a lot to do. We need to report the subjugation of the White Mountain King, meet up with Seol Lihyang and the others who went ahead, and—most importantly—we need breakfast.”
After several pokes, Seo Mun-Hwarin slowly sat up.
Yawning once, she rubbed her eyes and nodded.
“Awake, this one is…”
Still looking groggy, Seo Mun-Hwarin glanced at my face—and then at the red marks left uncovered by my clothes—and her eyes widened.
“H-Huhp!”
Covering her mouth, she tried to hold in her breath. Her eyes darted around wildly before she suddenly gave a cheeky smile.
“You said we have a lot to do?”
***
“Then it’s important to prioritize. Shall we eat first? Go to the authorities? Or… continue what we started last night?”
“Let’s eat first.”
Seo Mun-Hwarin looked momentarily stunned by my firm answer. Her lips pouted slightly, though she obediently nodded.
After eating breakfast at the inn we stayed at overnight, we asked the innkeeper for directions to the nearest city.
The place we had stayed in was a small village at the foot of the mountain. Though patrol soldiers passed through occasionally, there was no proper government office.
I planned to use the massive axe of the White Mountain King, which I had prepared in advance, as evidence of the Red Forest Gang Leader’s death, and also borrow some paper and manpower to notify the Tang Clan of our safety.
“Cheon… Hwi??”
“Looks like we’re in luck.”
On the way, we encountered Seol Lihyang and the others, looking ragged.
They must have had a similar idea and were heading to the nearest city. Though their purpose was probably to ask for help, not to report a subjugation.
“Cheon Hwi…!”
Tears welled in Seol Lihyang’s eyes as she rushed toward me. I handed the cumbersome axe to Seo Mun-Hwarin and opened my arms wide.
Squeeze.
It wasn’t so much a hug as it was a death grip. It felt like she was trying to choke me out.
As I gently patted her back, I quickly scanned the rest of the group.
Thankfully, it didn’t seem like anyone had died, but more people were injured than I expected. Something must have happened on the way down the mountain.
Seol Lihyang could barely speak, gasping for breath, but finally loosened her grip after calming down a bit.
“Are you alright now? Don’t worry. As you can see, both I and Senior Seo Mun-Hwarin are fine.”
“Fine?! You call this fine when you’ve got red blotches all over your skin?!”
“…Ah.”
Seol Lihyang mistook the marks Seo Mun-Hwarin left for some kind of affliction. Not without reason.
“I saw it. Right before you brought down the mountain—you couldn’t see properly, right? The King of Assassins’ hidden weapon was coated in poison! And for a poison to affect you, it must have been serious!”
“Well, that’s true.”
My vision had blurred, and my focus broke. The weapon was poisoned.
It’s just that… these marks weren’t caused by the poison.
“Let’s hurry… Hurry to the Tang Clan. You’ll be treated quickly there.”
“That won’t be necessary.”
“What? What do you mean? No time to find a doctor—we need to go now. Here, I’ll carry you! Relax your body, Cheon Hwi!”
Seol Lihyang, whose limbs were longer than Seo Mun-Hwarin’s but still shorter than mine, tried to lift me onto her back.
I chuckled awkwardly and shook my head.
“I’m saying this because it really isn’t necessary. The poison’s already been neutralized. These marks… are just from mosquito bites.”
“It’s not even summer—it’s still chilly! How could it be mosquitoes?”
“Exactly.”
“Mosquitoes strong enough to bite through the skin of a Flowering Stage martial artist?!”
“Must’ve been a mosquito at the Flowering Stage too.”
I gave a small laugh and looked toward Seo Mun-Hwarin. She awkwardly turned her gaze to a distant mountain.
Then Seol Lihyang, watching us with a sidelong glance, suddenly opened her eyes wide in realization.
“Don’t tell me, Cheon Hwi, you…”
“Wait.”
I quickly covered her mouth with my palm and spoke in a quiet voice.
“A lot’s happened, but the White Mountain King and the King of Assassins are both down. It’s truly over now.”
“Mmff!”
“More importantly, I hear things didn’t go smoothly on your end either. Care to explain what happened?”
“Puhah!”
After I removed my hand, Seol Lihyang gasped for breath and looked between me and Seo Mun-Hwarin with an exasperated expression before letting out a deep sigh.
“The surviving members of the Red Forest Gang attacked us as we escaped. They knew the mountain paths better than we did, so we couldn’t shake them.”
“Makes sense. We’ve been climbing these mountains a lot lately, but still, we can’t outmatch bandits when it comes to terrain knowledge.”
“Yeah. So we had no choice but to fight. But then assassins joined the fray too.”
“…Huh?”
Since the King of Assassins was here, some of Sal Valley’s assassins must’ve accompanied him. But that would mean they were outnumbered even if their overall level was similar.
And if they were assassins, they would’ve ambushed, so casualties must have been high…
Yet somehow, there hadn’t been a single death.
Someone must’ve pushed themselves too far.
As I reached out to check if she was truly unhurt, Seol Lihyang raised a hand to stop me.
She wiped away her lingering tears, then lifted her chin proudly.
“So I took them all down.”
“…?”
“I’ve reached Sub-Perfection, after all.”
“…?”
Seol Lihyang said this as she puffed out her chest.
At a glance, her posture looked even more assertive than Seo Mun-Hwarin’s.
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- Chapter 298: Southern Barbarian Beast Palace (3)
- Chapter 297: Southern Barbarian Beast Palace (2)
- Chapter 296: Southern Barbarian Beast Palace (1)
- Chapter 295: Centipede Gate (6)
- Chapter 294: Centipede Gate (5)
- Chapter 293: Centipede Gate (4)
- Chapter 292: Centipede Gate (3)
- Chapter 291: Centipede Gate (2)
- Chapter 290: Centipede Gate (1)
- Chapter 289: A Belated Opportunity (4)
- Chapter 288: A Belated Opportunity (3)
- Chapter 287: A Belated Opportunity (2)
- Chapter 286: A Belated Opportunity (1)
- Chapter 285: A Glimpsed Memory (3)
- Chapter 284: A Glimpsed Memory (2)
- Chapter 283: A Glimpsed Memory (1)
- Chapter 282: Demon Bell (4)
- Chapter [NaN]
- Chapter 275
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- Chapter 273
- Chapter 272
- Chapter 271
- Chapter 270: The Orthodox Sect (4)
- Chapter 269: The Orthodox Sect (3)
- Chapter 268: The Orthodox Sect (2)
- Chapter 267: The Orthodox Sect (1)
- Chapter 266: Mental Restrictions (4)
- Chapter 265: Mental Restrictions (3)
- Chapter 264: Mental Restrictions (2)
- Chapter 263: Mental Restrictions (1)
- Chapter 262: Alliance (3)
- Chapter 261: Alliance (2)
- Chapter 260: Alliance
- Chapter 259: Reputation (5)
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- Chapter 226
- Chapter 225: The Greatest Sword Clan in the World (2)
- Chapter 224: The Greatest Sword Clan in the World (1)
- Chapter 223: The Greatest Clan Under Heaven (3)
- Chapter 222: The Greatest Clan Under Heaven (2)
- Chapter 221: The Greatest Clan Under Heaven (1)
- Chapter 220: Spoils of War (3)
- Chapter 219: Spoils of War (2)
- Chapter 218: Spoils of War (1)
- Chapter 217: A piece of ice-cold heart
- Chapter 216: Azure Cold Serpent (3)
- Chapter 215: Azure Cold Serpent (2)
- Chapter 214: Azure Cold Serpent (1)
- Chapter 213: A Poison That Poisons Even a Serpent (5)
- Chapter 212: A Poison That Poisons Even a Serpent (4)
- Chapter 211: A Poison That Poisons Even a Serpent (3)
- Chapter 210: A Poison That Poisons Even a Serpent (2)
- Chapter 209: A Poison That Poisons Even a Serpent (1)
- Chapter 208: Negotiation (4)
- Chapter 207: Negotiation (3)
- Chapter 206: Negotiation (2)
- Chapter 205: Negotiation (1)
- Chapter 204: Northern Sea Ice Palace (4)
- Chapter 203: North Sea Ice Palace (3)
- Chapter 202: North Sea Ice Palace (2)
- Chapter 201: North Sea Ice Palace (1)
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- Chapter 199
- Chapter 198
- Chapter 197
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- Chapter 195
- Chapter 194
- Chapter 193
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- Chapter 190
- Chapter 189
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- Chapter 179
- Chapter 178
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- Chapter 168
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- Chapter 165
- Chapter 164
- Chapter 163
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- Chapter 149
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- Chapter 140
- Chapter 139
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- Chapter 137
- Chapter 136
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- Chapter 132
- Chapter 131
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- Chapter 129
- Chapter 128
- Chapter 127
- Chapter 126
- Chapter 125
- Chapter 124
- Chapter 123
- Chapter 122
- Chapter 121
- Chapter 120
- Chapter 119
- Chapter 118
- Chapter 117
- Chapter 116
- Chapter 115
- Chapter 114
- Chapter 113
- Chapter 112
- Chapter 111
- Chapter 110
- Chapter 109
- Chapter 108
- Chapter 107
- Chapter 106
- Chapter 105
- Chapter 104
- Chapter 103
- Chapter 102
- Chapter 101
- Chapter 100
- Chapter 99
- Chapter 98
- Chapter 97
- Chapter 96
- Chapter 95
- Chapter 94
- Chapter 93
- Chapter 92
- Chapter 91
- Chapter 90
- Chapter 89
- Chapter 88
- Chapter 87
- Chapter 86
- Chapter 85
- Chapter 84
- Chapter 83
- Chapter 82
- Chapter 81
- Chapter 80
- Chapter 79
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 77
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 50: Specter (3)
- Chapter 49: Specter (2)
- Chapter 48: Specter (1)
- Chapter 47: The Journey to Shaanxi (4)
- Chapter 46: The Journey to Shaanxi (3)
- Chapter 45: The Journey to Shaanxi (2)
- Chapter 44: The Journey to Shaanxi (1)
- Chapter 43: The Engagement Ceremony (3)
- Chapter 42: The Engagement Ceremony (2)
- Chapter 41: The Engagement Ceremony (1)
- Chapter 40: Return (2)
- Chapter 39: Return (1)
- Chapter 38: Escape (4)
- Chapter 37: Escape (3)
- Chapter 36: Escape (2)
- Chapter 35: Escape (1)
- Chapter 34: Lingering Echoes
- Chapter 33: Reunion (2)
- Chapter 32: Reunion (1)
- Chapter 31: The Grand Plan (2)
- Chapter 30: The Grand Plan (1)
- Chapter 29: Moonlit Night (3)
- Chapter 28: Moonlit Night (2)
- Chapter 27: Moonlit Night (1)
- Chapter 26: Blind Revenge (2)
- Chapter 25: Blind Revenge (1)
- Chapter 24: To Guangdong Province (4)
- Chapter 23: To Guangdong Province (3)
- Chapter 22: To Guangdong Province (2)
- Chapter 21: To Guangdong Province (1)
- Chapter 20: Unexpected News (2)
- Chapter 19: Unexpected News (1)
- Chapter 18: Chengdu (2)
- Chapter 17: Chengdu (1)
- Chapter 16: Sparring Match (3)
- Chapter 15: Sparring Match (2)
- Chapter 14: Sparring Match (1)
- Chapter 13: Sichuan Tang Clan (5)
- Chapter 12: Sichuan Tang Clan (4)
- Chapter 11: Sichuan Tang Clan (3)
- Chapter 10: Sichuan Tang Clan (2)
- Chapter 9: Sichuan Tang Clan (1)
- Chapter 8: Grudge (3)
- Chapter 7: Grudge (2)
- Chapter 6: Grudge (1)
- Chapter 5: Kidnapping (4)
- Chapter 4: Kidnapping (3)
- Chapter 3: Kidnapping (2)
- Chapter 2: Kidnapping (1)
- Chapter 1: Regression