Chapter 9: Layla’s past
“A peculiar tale, indeed, a truly bizarre one.”
A single bead of perspiration traced a path down Olivia’s temple, a silent testament to the bewildering labyrinth into which Layla’s disjointed words were plunging her. She felt herself sinking, much like a shipwrecked sailor, into a vortex of narrative with no visible coastline. Every nerve ending was taut, every sense strained to make meaning of the unfolding enigma.
“So, Lady Layla,” Olivia began, her voice an anchor of forced composure against the rising tide of confusion. “This gentleman… he is your husband, correct?”
Layla’s gaze lifted slowly, calmly, yet her expression was shrouded in an almost preternatural reserve. A strange, knowing shadow flickered in her eyes.
“In a manner of speaking.”
Olivia’s features twisted into a mask of pure, unadulterated perplexity. She stared across the small, mahogany table, her mind utterly failing to reconcile the answer with reality.
“In a manner of speaking? My dear woman, what on earth does that mean? He either is your husband, or he is not! There is no third state of matrimony!”
Layla drew a long, measured breath, a theatrical pause that felt less like hesitation and more like preparation for the detonation of yet another conversational bomb.
“I do have a husband, yes… a perfectly legitimate one. But I do not, strictly speaking, consider this man to be my husband. It is… how shall I put it? My second husband.”
The air left Olivia’s lungs in a sharp, audible gasp. Her jaw dropped, and the dainty, porcelain teacup she held tilted precariously, threatening to spill its amber contents onto the Turkish rug. The sheer audacity of the revelation was staggering.
“Lady Layla, I must insist. Are you mocking me?”
Layla shook her head, the movement slow and deliberate, accompanied by a faint, wistful smile that held a deep, lingering trace of pain—a subtle laceration beneath the surface calm.
“I assure you, I am deadly serious, sister-in-law.”
Olivia continued to stare, her entire being suspended in a state of shock, her thoughts an unholy tangle of incredulity and disbelief.
“You… you are married to two men? How… how has this come to pass? This must be some sort of cruel jest, surely?”
Layla did not respond immediately. Instead, a peculiar, almost mischievous gleam danced in her eyes, as if she were deriving a perverse enjoyment from the dramatic impact of her confession on Olivia’s well-ordered world.
Olivia swallowed hard, the effort a painful rasp in her throat. Her heart hammered against her ribs like a trapped bird.
“Well? If you intend to drive me to the brink of hysteria, perhaps you should at least provide the particulars. How did this happen? And who is this… second husband?”
Layla sighed, a long, drawn-out sound, as if she were unwinding a complicated, tangled skein of memories.
“I do not know.”
Olivia’s stupefaction deepened, her eyes locked on Layla’s face as though she were confronting a vision of glorious madness.
“You do not know?”
“No, I do not know. And that, dear Olivia, is precisely why I have made this arduous journey to the Dukedom. I am here… in search of my husband, the father of my child.”
A flicker of doubt—the first insidious tendril of suspicion—crept into Olivia’s mind. Was Layla merely teasing her, or, perhaps, was she utterly unhinged? Yet, she could not entirely dismiss the unsettling ring of sincerity in the woman’s voice, nor the earnest, tormented look in her gaze.
“You are jesting with me… are you not?”
Layla chuckled softly, a quiet, resonant sound that left one hopelessly stranded between enigma and truth.
“Your expression, dear sister-in-law, is truly priceless. But do not fret. I shall explain everything. I must.”
Layla took another deep, restorative breath, preparing for a confession that promised to be as long as it was devastatingly complex.
“You are aware, of course, that I am the same age as your brother, Mathias.”
Olivia gave a small, almost imperceptible nod. “You are twenty-seven, then.”
“Indeed. Which, as you know, is considered somewhat long in the tooth for a woman who has yet to be properly settled.”
Olivia hesitated for a moment, then conceded with a slight dip of her head. “Well… I cannot deny the prevailing sentiment.”
Layla offered a faint, melancholy smile, a fragile crescent that held the bitter tang of cynicism and the wry resignation of a woman who had fought a lonely war.
“That, dear Olivia, was my truth. I was an unmarried woman—not for want of opportunity, but by deliberate design. I could not endure the notion of binding myself to a man who saw me merely as a vessel for his desires, or an ornamental fixture in his drawing-room. Thus, I rejected every suitor who darkened our door. My focus shifted, became singularly devoted to my craft: medicine.”
Her eyes glazed over slightly, imbued with the sharp, painful sheen of distant, arduous memories.
“In that era, our society viewed women’s work with unconcealed disdain. Even the women themselves often scorned the idea of a female laboring outside the home, to say nothing of the men. I met with fierce, cutting opposition when I declared my intention to study medicine. Everyone was arrayed against me. Everyone, save for Mathias.”
“He, as I told you, paid my academy fees in secret, shielded from Father’s wrath—the late Duke, that is, whose ties with us had already frayed to nothing.”
Layla paused, a deep, restorative sigh escaping her. “Naturally, I persevered. I studied, I burned the midnight oil, and, in spite of them all, I graduated at the top of my class. Mathias’s unwavering faith was my constant engine, my propellant.”
“Upon graduation, I secured a position at a hospital in the village of Latin. The reception was hardly a welcoming fanfare, yet my brother’s subtle influence ensured that no one dared to openly challenge me. Let them mutter their curses beneath their breath; I cared not. I labored ceaselessly, dividing my life between the wards and my meager lodgings. Even my own mother voiced her strong disapproval of my profession, but I simply closed my ears.”
Olivia listened, a thread of silent, sympathetic sorrow weaving through her own composure. She held her peace, sensing the importance of allowing Layla’s tide of recollection to flow uninterrupted.
“Then, last year, my mother’s health declined for a time. And Emilia, whose spirit has always been one for the fray, decided to enroll in the Military Academy—she wanted to be strong, always. I was compelled to relinquish my post in Latin and return home to tend to Mother.”
“I decided to seek employment at a new institution, and this time, I applied to the hospital in Akansi, the town where we resided.”
“But when I presented my application, it was dismissed out of hand. Rejected immediately.” A fresh surge of indignation flared in Layla’s eyes. “I couldn’t fathom it. So I sought an audience with the Hospital Director. ’Why was my application denied?’ I demanded. ’There is a documented shortage of physicians, and I am a graduate of a highly regarded academy.’ Instead of a straight answer, he posed a bizarre, insulting question: ’Do you possess permission from your husband?’”
A sharp, derisive sound escaped Olivia’s lips. “Typical of those narrow-minded simpletons!”
Layla nodded sadly. “Precisely. And when I informed him I was unmarried, he narrowed his eyes and regarded me with unmistakable contempt, saying, ’As long as you have no husband, or his explicit authorization, you cannot be employed here.’”
“I returned home utterly devastated. It felt as though everything I had labored for, every sleepless night and sacrifice, had been obliterated by a single piece of parchment… merely because I was not a woman supported by a man. That night, I truly shattered. A society that views a woman as a mere tool in a man’s hand—I despised it with every fiber of my being.”
A heavy silence descended upon the tea table. Olivia’s gaze softened with profound compassion, as if she recognized her own fierce, internal struggles mirrored in Layla’s narrative.
The impassivity that had previously veiled Olivia’s face now fractured, replaced by a recognizable shade of melancholy. A familiar, aching sense of injustice squeezed her heart as she absorbed Layla’s pain. It resurrected memories of her own treatment by her mother, the woman who had only ever acknowledged her son after the Emperor’s marriage, reserving all affection and attention for him alone.
Lost in her own brief reverie, Olivia barely registered Layla continuing her tale:
“That night, I was quite alone in the house; Mother had gone to visit Emilia. Not long after, I heard a loud, insistent knocking at the door. It was forceful, and a sudden wave of fear washed over me. I called out several times, ’Who is there?’”
Layla paused, her voice low, as if straining to recall the very resonance of that nocturnal sound.
“A voice, muffled and ragged, replied: ’I require a doctor. I was told there was a physician here.’ Then… I heard a heavy thud. Terror seized me, yet my medical training compelled me. I cautiously opened the door, only to be confronted by the shocking sight of a man sprawled across the threshold, slick with blood.”
“Thankfully, my mother was absent, or she would have collapsed in fright. I struggled to drag his heavy frame inside and quickly scrubbed the entrance hall of the crimson stains. I had no idea who he was, but his wound was plainly critical. I grabbed my medical satchel and my few remaining magical healing stones, and began to treat him.”
“I intended to remain awake, monitoring his vital signs, but the exhaustion, it seemed, was too potent. I drifted off without realizing it. Yes, I know what you are thinking—to fall asleep with a stranger in the house—but I had reached my limit.”
“When I opened my eyes in the morning, I was startled. It was I who was lying in my bed, while he was sitting upright in a chair beside me, watching my face. I have no idea when or how he managed to lift me and place me in the bed. It was a profoundly peculiar moment.”
Layla swallowed hard, the memory bringing a visible blush to her cheeks.
“I shot upright: ’You! Are you alright? Your wound was gravely serious!’
But he merely smiled, a slow, grateful curve of his lips, and inclined his head. ’Madam, I thank you profusely for your assistance. You saved my life. If there is anything, anything at all, I can do to repay your kindness, you have only to ask.’”
Layla stopped again, a private, amused smile playing on her lips at the recollection of her embarrassment.
“I told him, ’There is no need. You may leave when you are ready. I require nothing in return.’”
The man replied, “Very well, thank you once more. Could you direct me to a nearby hotel? I need lodgings for at least a month.”
“Certainly. There is one at the end of the main street, next to the grocer’s shop.”
The man smiled and extended his hand. “Then, farewell, Miss—?”
“Layla. My name is Layla.”
He returned the smile, his grip firm. “A beautiful name. I am Kyle, by the way.”
Olivia stared at her, her brows arched high in renewed astonishment. “And who, pray tell, was this man?”
Layla shrugged, a cryptic glint returning to her eyes. “In that moment, he was simply a person in desperate need of aid. I truly had no idea who he was.”
Layla sighed, a fresh resolve hardening her gaze. “Yet, I felt a strange, restorative surge of satisfaction at having practiced medicine again, even if only by sheer accident. It forced me to reconsider my situation. I decided that I would insist on resubmitting my application to the new hospital, no matter the cost. I had already resigned my old post; I had nothing left to lose.”
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Chapters
- Chapter 164: Inside Me Forever
- Chapter 163: Warm hearts
- Chapter 162: The Man Wrapped in Gold
- Chapter 161: Grim Vows
- Chapter 160: Dead Ties
- Chapter 159: A Vintage of Betrayal
- Chapter 158: Responsibility
- Chapter 157: Scraps of Compassion
- Chapter 156: Weight of Silence
- Chapter 155: Generations of Rot
- Chapter 154: Fallen Empress
- Chapter 153: Between Siblings
- Chapter 152: Crystalline Teeth
- Chapter 151: The Return to the hell
- Chapter 150: a husband’s vow
- Chapter 149: The Mourner’s Petals
- Chapter 148: The Fortress of Regret
- Chapter 147: The Devil’s Trade
- Chapter 146: The Long-Awaited Confession
- Chapter 145: A Pale Shadow of Jealousy
- Chapter 144: The Misplaced Devotion
- Chapter 143: The Weight of a Bow
- Chapter 142: A Lucky Charm
- Chapter 141: The Mirage in the Midnight
- Chapter 140: A Sovereign in Hell
- Chapter 139: Reflections of Hell
- Chapter 138: A Magnificent Travesty
- Chapter 137: Hollow Sacrifices
- Chapter 136: The Currency of Souls
- Chapter 135: A Chalice of Crimson Vows
- Chapter 134: The Butcher’s Mirror
- Chapter 133: Snake in Silk
- Chapter 132: Divine Justice
- Chapter 131: The Falling Heir
- Chapter 130: The Gilded Swamp
- Chapter 129: Eyes of the Hound
- Chapter 128: A Spring Without Flowers
- Chapter 127: The Second Gift
- Chapter 126: Borrowed Vision
- Chapter 125: the beast suffered
- Chapter 124: A Gift Written in blood
- Chapter 123: The Weight of an Empty Finger
- Chapter 122: The ring
- Chapter 121: The Reckoning
- Chapter 120: Atone
- Chapter 119: The Leash of Forgiveness
- Chapter 118: Vortex
- Chapter 117: The Altar of False Mercy
- Chapter 116: A Cradle of Thorns
- Chapter 115: A Covenant of Shadow
- Chapter 114: The Shroud of White Lace
- Chapter 113: Begging the Devil
- Chapter 112: The Fallen Idol
- Chapter 111: Broken Oaths
- Chapter 110: Shadows on the Lips
- Chapter 109: mirror of guilt
- Chapter 108: Web of Lies
- Chapter 107: Unwanted Company
- Chapter 106: A Madman’s Mercy
- Chapter 105: The Broken Cage
- Chapter 104: Veil of Denial
- Chapter 103: Bitter Truths
- Chapter 102: The Noble Lie
- Chapter 101: In the Dark
- Chapter 100: A Sacrifice
- Chapter 99: Digging for a Ghost
- Chapter 98: The Silent Grave
- Chapter 97: Dust and Deception
- Chapter 96: Forgotten princess
- Chapter 95: Debt
- Chapter 94: The Saint and the Beast
- Chapter 93: The End of Our Partnership
- Chapter 92: A Terrifying Confession
- Chapter 91: Cold Possession
- Chapter 90: Burning Dreams
- Chapter 89: A Dance with the Devil
- Chapter 88: The Duchess’s Hidden Warmth
- Chapter 87: The Occult Bargain
- Chapter 86: Burnt into Memory
- Chapter 85: Silence
- Chapter 84: Glacial Walls
- Chapter 83: The Pride that Blinds
- Chapter 82: Silver Strands
- Chapter 81: A Dawn Without Her
- Chapter 80: The Taste of Copper
- Chapter 79: A Midnight Feast
- Chapter 78: Pride Buried in Marble
- Chapter 77: The Sound of Treason
- Chapter 76: The Beast Behind the Crown
- Chapter 75: The Truth Behind the Crown
- Chapter 74: The Daughter of Doubt
- Chapter 73: A Legacy of Ashes
- Chapter 72: Traitor’s Final Words
- Chapter 71: The Rat in the Trap
- Chapter 70: The Lamb with Teeth
- Chapter 69: The Wrong Target
- Chapter 68: The Price of Womanhood
- Chapter 67: The Fragment of Madness
- Chapter 66: The Hunger of the Damned
- Chapter 65: The Ghastly Supper
- Chapter 64: A Duel of Silk and Shadows
- Chapter 63: Shattered Pride and Severed Heads
- Chapter 62: The Wilted Blessing
- Chapter 61: A Crown of Thorns
- Chapter 60: A Ghost in the Mirror
- Chapter 59: The Shattered Pride
- Chapter 58: The Silent Justice
- Chapter 57: Toxins of the Soul
- Chapter 56: Cruel Mercy
- Chapter 55: A Grave of Blue Petals
- Chapter 54: Elias
- Chapter 53: The Mirror of Deception
- Chapter 52: Shadows of Grief
- Chapter 51: Mine
- Chapter 50: The Bitter Release
- Chapter 49: Broken Trust
- Chapter 48: The Silent Agony
- Chapter 47: The Golden-Eyed Demon
- Chapter 46: Settling the Debt
- Chapter 45: Evidence of the Night
- Chapter 44: Between regret and desire
- Chapter 43: Tears of the Night
- Chapter 42: Hollow Warmth
- Chapter 41: When the Serpent Fails
- Chapter 40: The Last Mercy
- Chapter 39: Cell Number Fifteen
- Chapter 38: Broken Marriage
- Chapter 37: Shadows of Then
- Chapter 36: The Broken Marionette
- Chapter 35: Unmasked
- Chapter 34: A Villainess is Still a Villainess
- Chapter 33: How A Woman Fight
- Chapter 32: The Predator’s Trap
- Chapter 31: The Eyes I Never Saw
- Chapter 30: Dignity Among Ruins
- Chapter 29: Echoes of a Buried Past
- Chapter 28: Be My Wife For A Night
- Chapter 27: Advice
- Chapter 26: Brands of Agony
- Chapter 25: Condition
- Chapter 24: The Price of Lineage
- Chapter 23: Partnership
- Chapter 22: The Butterfly Message
- Chapter 21: The Weight of the Crown
- Chapter 20: The Morning Of The Scandal
- Chapter 19: How Rats Die
- Chapter 18: Fight
- Chapter 17: Please, Blame Me
- Chapter 16: The Inevitable Divorce
- Chapter 15: He Knows
- Chapter 14: The Weight of Memories
- Chapter 13: The Silence of Undeniable Truth
- Chapter 12: Unnamed Heir
- Chapter 11: A Brother’s Secret and a Sister’s Fury
- Chapter 10: The Proposal Of Despair
- Chapter 9: Layla’s past
- Chapter 8: Price Of Love
- Chapter 7: The Reckoning at Dawn
- Chapter 6: The Duchess’s Lesson
- Chapter 5: Scars of the past
- Chapter 4: Meeting the Enemy
- Chapter 3: A Cold greeting
- Chapter 2: Second Chance
- Chapter 1: A Crimson Farewell