– This country is a weird country.

“Well, feel free to use it”

When the servant who gave the guidance said so, he walked away early enough in a very light manner.

“… ah. Thank you.”

If you use the country Ishtarika as a word.

Sweetness, tolerance, endurance… In addition, strength comes to mind.

They don’t mean it’s just ruthless, while a big country stands on a strong rock.

But the sweetness and the action also seemed to have affected me.

“… hehe. I didn’t know I was an Ishtarika person… and I just wanted to say thank you for your service.”

If you’re not self-loathing, you’re not an neglected parent.

If you want to describe this state of mind, which is natural and leaky, you can call it a late Okinawa?… surprisingly, I feel like I’ve grown spiritually.

Hmm?… No, that wasn’t a vessel you could say a large vessel. If so, it will be a late kitchenette. Ha.

“Ha… Let’s put our bags down before we think about not going down.”

Holding a handful of personal belongings brought in from Heim, I carried them near a white sofa.

This mansion that is small but has also been inhabited by small aristocrats, but from me born in Haim, it is not strange for a great aristocrat to live in.

When you put your stuff at your feet, make sure you’re comfortable sitting on the couch.

… Hmm. Not bad, but it feels better than my bed at Heim Castle. Not that I don’t feel hateful, but I could afford to be honest enough to make sure I felt it.

“- Am I (…) now really the same as I (…) was before”

I imitated being embarrassed as a royal being to reveal my heart.

That, too, is in front of an Ishtarika prime minister named Warren.

I also feel like I’ve lost something that would make me who I am if I were to act as if I were to deny the will, the insistence, and everything I’ve ever done.

I don’t know what to say, but it seems like they were better at vessels and qualities than my two brothers.

I have also received a voice from the people of Heim with the next king, and I have spent my own time with that intention.

But what can I say about my body right now?

“Enemy countries protected quotes, rented cozy mansions, guaranteed food and safety as well as sleeping beds…. I’ve been counting on Elena’s edge to escape.”

Then I notice a mirror on the wall, and I come close to it.

No scratches, beautiful mirror…. It’s my usual self that I see when I stand forward.

Well, it would be horrible if it showed up other than me, but in my current state of mind, I’d also like to ask.

“… hey. Who are you?

Tiggle in the mirror opened his mouth the same way and stared at me.

If you blink again and again and pay attention to your expression, the wrinkles between your brows are thinner than before.

My hair is done. I also washed my face. Clothes are kept clean as well.

But it still just looks different somewhere.

“- Again. The Third Prince of the Kingdom of Haim…… Tiggle von Haim commands. Who are you?

When I mouth it like this, the tiggle in the mirror laughs thinly.

When you look at me like you mock me, you stare at me with comforting eyes.

“Come on, you… face me like that…!

I almost got hit by a mirror, but, uh, give it back to me.

“… well. You laughed at me, you comforted me… it’s all me.”

Oh, I’m getting a headache. Let’s go back to the couch and drink some water.

I don’t have a poison looker, but I don’t care about that anymore.

If it kills you, don’t let it kill you. But what’s with all these feelings and not refreshing emotions?

“I don’t know. I dunno, I dunno, I dunno… dunno!

When I talked to Prince Wang the other day, I felt more comfortable, like my shoulder was loaded.

My loss and my awareness made me feel free.

Why am I so restless right now?

“What happened to me now… Why can’t I be as strong as I used to be……!

At a time like this, I would have been able to discipline this feeling before.

I don’t think I would trust anyone with my current body, but I was confident about that.

What’s the difference? I’ve already admitted to losing against Prince Wang!

– Why are you tormenting yourself when you are…

“… ah. I get it.”

Holding his head, the word “failure” so far came to pass.

Then only the word failure keeps drifting through my head.

They notice it as if it’s a match. To complicated emotions for me more than losing to deal with Prince Wang.

“Failure – Oh, I failed…. I failed.”

According to the viewer, I would be considered emotionally unstable right now.

I smile with a thirsty look, but now it’s time to be wrapped up in feelings of self-loathing.

“I have failed in my previous life.”

In order to become the next King of Heim, I have invested in many fields such as study and imperial studies…

In addition to that, I was also feeling the matter with Krone, but have you ever been able to get results?

And from now on…… will there be a situation where we can achieve results in these respects?

“No. It’s like it’s all over now. Ishtarika is sure to talk about Anon… and in some situations about his father.”

It’s not clearly communicated in words, but that’s how predictable it is for me.

If so, it is easy to predict the results thereafter. Virtually, the demise of the Haim royal family.

“… felt different from me before because I was already dead before. Apparently, I was right.”

That’s the best fact I’ve ever had.

When your head suddenly gets sore and cold, nature and tears flow from both eyes.

Then, thinking about keeping a good eye on myself now, I move on to the mirror again.

“- That’s a condolence. I don’t need a headmark, but you can feel sad.”

My hands are shaking just a little bit.

Totally, I didn’t know you’d cry twice in the last few days…… it really seems like you’ve just become a boy.

“Ha ha…! No one else can see me like this.”

– Gacha.

“Oh, why are you crying?… I mean, you’re crying to yourself in front of the mirror… maybe that’s how old you are, doesn’t it make you sad?

“- Uh-oh!?

“Hahaha! Wow! You’re freaking out now!

Knock on the room.

I wanted to complain, but in front of this woman who’s laughing so hard, my mouth just keeps opening and closing.

… The last thing I wanted to be seen by someone threw my emotions somewhere until just now.

“Hey, what are you doing here…! That’s better than knocking on the door.”

“It’s just not comfortable eating, is it? I know. Why, I thought I’d ask you for a job.”

“… you have the same attitude towards the prince.”

Lili… before this woman, I’m going to forget that I’m a prince.

Naturally, there is no emotion overflowing with the romance of male and female friendship.

It’s like when you open a box that has been rigged, it always startles you (…).

– So, what’s a job?

But it’s true that just eating food doesn’t suit you sexually.

Wipe your face with a handkerchief and ask Lili in a strong tone.

“Rarely do the servants have a lot of free time, right? So, there’s a girl who’s an apprentice, and I’m going to put her internship in this mansion, so please make her Prince Tiggle’s caretaker.”

“… Regards!

Then it was the little woman who showed up from behind Lili. Is it about 145cm tall? The face is adorable, but there’s a glimpse of a rustic side that hasn’t been tarnished somewhere.

I look cramped and dressed in my service clothes, but the move is hard to follow.

“This kid, I say helion, he’s an orphan. As part of the new Slam Street bailout policy, this kid was turned into a service apprentice. But I guess we don’t have enough people.”

“I don’t know why. Doesn’t it seem pathetic to keep it with someone like me? I don’t know how many guards are in the mansion…”

“I was born in a slum, so I don’t know the details about Heim or anything. I’ll teach you later, but before I do, I’ll be training for service.”

……

“I am thirteen years old. I didn’t get a satisfactory diet and education, so for that matter, there are some parts of me that aren’t growing enough or anything… you can’t help it, can you?

When I shut up, Lili goes on explaining.

Aren’t you thirsty in your mouth? Yeah, the faster I think about it, the faster Lili talks.

“You can’t help it, can you?

“- Oh! Okay! I can’t help it!

“It’s most important that you understand – So I’ll take care of it.”

“Oh, hey wait……! I don’t care what you say.”

“Uh…… Hellion comes to the castle every morning and then comes to this mansion, so I think she’ll bring me challenges and stuff.”

I mean, am I just supposed to be the person in the mansion where the internship takes place?

Too much explanation… I’d like to ask another person later.

At the end of the day I said ‘Goodbye’ in a mild tone and Lili walked away.

“Ha… She’s a woman who doesn’t always get it.”

Growling like this, I looked at Helion, still confused, and wondered what was wrong with him.

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