Chapter 79: Pain Is Just Pain
’Painful… painful… painful… I won’t give up… I won’t give up… not before them… I will not lose again.’These were Ellen’s thoughts.
Ellen Asterval… the princess of this empire.
A person born at the highest station in this world—money, resources, authority… everything had been granted to her since childhood.
All of it was supposed to place her at the very top.
When Ellen first came to the Axis to take the admission test, she believed without a doubt that she would claim first place.
She knew she was strong… very strong. That wasn’t arrogance—it was simply a fact.
But in the end, it became clear that being very strong alone was not enough.
Even after failing to secure first place in the admission test, she didn’t despair.
Instead, she trained more… harsher… harder.
She believed she could close the gap and rise to the top.
But no matter what she did, the summit never seemed closer—and if anything changed, it only grew farther away.
If Elliot Sivrax had taken first place—whether in the admission test or the previous evaluations—she would have accepted it.
She had to admit it… he was more talented than her, and on top of that, he lacked neither resources nor methods to grow stronger.
But he wasn’t the only one who surpassed her.
There was another… someone who stood above them all.
Caius Astroweild.
A name that brought confusion to Ellen.
He was clearly weaker than Elliot… yet he still won, and that was what truly mattered.
Ellen couldn’t understand how someone like him appeared out of nowhere.
She tried to investigate his background, only to find that all information about him was sealed by Astra Nova.
And it didn’t take a genius to know who had done it… after all, there was only one person with absolute authority over that family.
So, her curiosity remained unsatisfied… and it wouldn’t be anytime soon.
Right now, the only thing that mattered was not losing… not again.
So, she decided that as long as there were people who hadn’t given up yet, neither would she.
She endured the scorching heat, then drowning in freezing water.
And now her body was being cut apart by countless saws, over and over again.
Each time her body was torn apart, it was rebuilt rapidly, preparing her for another round.
This wasn’t just painful… it was so unnatural that her mind began to fracture.
’Come on, why are you still here… are you saying you can endure this?’Ellen thought, praying that they would withdraw quickly.
Because she could no longer hold on.
Her mind was already breaking—this pain was unbearable.
She had lost count of how many times her body had been torn apart…
All she could hear was the sound of saws filling the void.
She didn’t know the state of the others, as she avoided looking at them… after all, who would want to see such horrific scenes?
After who knew how many times they had been cut apart by those saws.
The scenery around them changed, and the sounds of the saws disappeared.
But it wasn’t as if peace had come to the world.
Instead of the black void, Ellen found herself standing on a plain, where thousands of tiny things were moving.
Then she heard a sound that made her heart sink… the sound of thousands of small feet moving continuously.
That was when she realized what those things were.
They were insects.
And before she could even process it, those things began climbing up her legs.
And worse than that…
They were eating her… eating her while she was still alive.
If being cut by saws was painful, there was no word to describe what Ellen was feeling now.
The tiny insects crawled along her skin, tearing it apart and burrowing beneath her flesh.
She felt them moving inside her, devouring everything—her internal organs, her blood, her veins… until they reached the inside of her skull.
She opened her mouth to scream, but all that came out were insects.
It’s over… a single thought invaded her mind.
“Give up.”
…
Today was the day the protagonist of this story discovered a new sensation.
The feeling of being eaten by thousands of tiny mouths while still alive…
Four people stood there in a sea of flesh-eating insects, each of them being slowly devoured from both the inside and the outside at the same time.
The only thing that had kept Elliot going until this moment was his will.
He looked at Garon Blackfall standing before him, his massive body covered in insects everywhere, riddled with holes from which those things crawled out.
The moment Elliot looked at him, he understood.
Garon had reached his absolute limit…
Garon—that stubborn man who would rather die than lose—did something today that he had never done in his entire life.
He gave up of his own will, and Garon disappeared from before Elliot.
Now, only three remained.
It was true that Elliot possessed a powerful will that allowed him to overcome every stage and reach this point.
But that was all it was… just willpower.
And willpower alone was not enough.
It was true that Elliot was the hero of this world—but even heroes do not always win in their own stories.
“Give up.”
With that, Elliot was eliminated.
Only two remained.
Caius,
And one other person… the one who endured the longest in the original story.
Kyle Astro.
Kyle and Caius stood facing one another.
Two people alike in many ways.
Both had very little, and both came from nothing.
And most importantly,
Both possessed the drive to keep going.
’More… more… I can endure more.’Kyle thought, pushing himself to the limit as he was eaten alive, unimaginable pain flooding his consciousness.
He wanted to give up—but he didn’t…
Kyle was just a commoner, raised in Castelta, orphaned from a young age… but not alone.
Kyle had a younger sister…
But she suffered from a severe illness that slowly consumed her life in a painful way.
So from the time Kyle was very young, he worked every kind of job that could earn him money to treat his sister and feed her.
Whether it was the black market, smuggling goods, or any kind of illegal work… he didn’t care.
The only thing that mattered was that his sister would live one more day… that she could feel comfort for one more day.
But in the end, no matter how much money he managed to gather, he couldn’t obtain a permanent cure for her.
Until one day, he found an opportunity… an opportunity in the form of a massive competition sponsored by the imperial family itself.
A competition for awakened commoners under the age of seventeen.
The prize was an enormous sum of money, along with a scholarship to study at the Axis.
Kyle, who was born talented… no, perhaps it would be more accurate to call him a miracle.
Even with all his terrible circumstances, he achieved astonishing growth—growth most noble children could only dream of.
So he entered the competition… and won.
With that money, he was able to transfer his sister to a proper hospital to take care of her health, while he came to the Axis.
Because there was an additional condition for the scholarship not to be revoked—he had to maintain a position within the top ten throughout his entire time at the Axis.
So, Kyle treated every test here as a matter of life and death.
To him, this wasn’t merely a test of mental strength… it was something that held the thread of his sister’s life.
So he would not give up, no matter what.
Not before the person standing in front of him fell…
’But why is he like this… how can he be like this?’As these thoughts filled Kyle’s mind, his surroundings changed, and the insects vanished from the plain.
The fourth stage ended.
For a few moments, he felt relief… indescribable relief.
But it didn’t last long.
In the next instant, the world ignited, and flames rose everywhere.
Kyle opened his mouth to scream… but he couldn’t—this pain was beyond what his mind could comprehend.
The flames seemed to burn both his body and his soul.
He wanted to give up immediately, but when he saw the person in front of him, he forced that thought out of his head.
’I need to endure just a little longer.’
Every second passed slowly as Kyle burned in the flames.
But with each passing second, the pain multiplied several times over.
In the end, Kyle’s vision darkened, and he vanished from the place.
It was true that Kyle didn’t give up…
But his mind did.
…
Outside, everyone stood staring at the massive screen in shock… even the professor was clearly stunned.
Because there, within those flames, stood a single person burning endlessly.
He stared indifferently into the space where Kyle had been, the flames reflected in his eyes.
As if he felt no pain at all.
Talia opened her mouth wide, stunned by what she was seeing.
She, who had exited the test first and watched everyone from here, had seen how Caius hadn’t reacted to any stage.
“Do… does he feel pain?”She asked—but no one answered, as everyone was focused on the screen.
It wasn’t that Caius didn’t feel pain or anything like that.
No.
He felt everything throughout all five stages.
But to him, pain was… just pain…
No more, no less.
If he screamed now, nothing would change—the pain wouldn’t disappear, and his goal wouldn’t be achieved.
To him, if he didn’t have the resolve to endure even this much, how could he reach the peak?
How could he annihilate the Void system and kill all seven pillars?
How could he face the thing that dwelled in the abyss?
So, he simply endured it…
Until the very end.
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- Chapter 159: Nightmare Flower[4]
- Chapter 158: Nightmare Flower[3]
- Chapter 157: Nightmare Flower[2]
- Chapter 156: Nightmare Flower[1]
- Chapter 155: Blue Bud
- Chapter 154: The Beginning of the Storm
- Chapter 153: Beautiful flower
- Chapter 152: A dark tunnel
- Chapter 151: After the Grass Field
- Chapter 150: The Source of Abilities?
- Chapter 149: Inside the weed field
- Chapter 148: Map
- Chapter 147: Happy Birthday
- Chapter 146: Lowering the Curtains
- Chapter 145: Overlord of Puppets[3]
- Chapter 144: Overlord of Puppets[2]
- Chapter 143: Overlord of Puppets[1]
- Chapter 142: The Meaning of Despair[5]
- Chapter 141: The Meaning of Despair[4]
- Chapter 140: The Meaning of Despair[3]
- Chapter 139: The Meaning of Despair[2]
- Chapter 138: The Meaning of Despair[1]
- Chapter 137: Ascension ritual[2]
- Chapter 136: Ascension ritual
- Chapter 135 - 6 VS 1
- Chapter 134: A puppet show[4]
- Chapter 133: A puppet show[3]
- Chapter 132: A puppet show[2]
- Chapter 131: A puppet show[1]
- Chapter 130: Rank Three
- Chapter 129: You Will Become Part of Us
- Chapter 128: Ruins[2]
- Chapter 127: ruins[1]
- Chapter 126: Alike
- Chapter 125: The Bell Toll
- Chapter 124: Asfaria [2]
- Chapter 123: Asfaria[1]
- Chapter 122: Arthania[2]
- Chapter 121: Arthania[1]
- Chapter 120: Who Are You
- Chapter 119: The Center[2]
- Chapter 118: The Center
- Chapter 117: Inside the Maze
- Chapter 116: Illusory threads
- Chapter 115: The Path We Will Take
- Chapter 114: Parents’ Meeting
- Chapter 113: The Reunion Once Again[2]
- Chapter 112: The Reunion Once Again[1]
- Chapter 111: Sunrise
- Chapter 110: A Trade in the Desert
- Chapter 109: The Sand Worms[3]
- Chapter 108: The Sand Worms[2]
- Chapter 107: The Sand Worms[1]
- Chapter 106: A Shadow on the Horizon
- Chapter 105: The Thread and the Path
- Chapter 104: The Bone Graveyard
- Chapter 103: Zen Asterval[2]
- Chapter 102: Zen Asterval[1]
- Chapter 101: A Broken Moon
- Chapter 100: teleportation gate
- Chapter 99: The Cradle of Shard
- Chapter 98: Run[2]
- Chapter 97: Run[1]
- Chapter 96: Battles Without Exit
- Chapter 95: Powerful explosion
- Chapter 94: An Exact Copy
- Chapter 93: Ancient Laboratory
- Chapter 92: The first crossroads
- Chapter 91: The Prayer Hall
- Chapter 90: Creating an Exit Passage
- Chapter 89: Room of Sacrifices[3]
- Chapter 88: Room of Sacrifices[2]
- Chapter 87: Room of Sacrifices[1]
- Chapter 86: Strange Words
- Chapter 85: Bad Intuition
- Chapter 84: The Nest
- Chapter 83: why
- Chapter 82: The Garden Bench
- Chapter 81: The Last Mission
- Chapter 80: Black Gate
- Chapter 79: Pain Is Just Pain
- Chapter 78: five remained
- Chapter 77: Mental Endurance Test
- Chapter 76: Happy
- Chapter 75: Lunch with Two Beautiful Ladies
- Chapter 74: Your mind is steady and never lost
- Chapter 73: Return
- Chapter 72: Key of Dimensions
- Chapter 71: A Stab in the Back
- Chapter 70: An Unexpected Development
- Chapter 69: Earlier Than It Should Be
- Chapter 68: Demon of Dreams
- Chapter 67: Unclear Features[2]
- Chapter 66: Unclear Features
- Chapter 65: Purple Light
- Chapter 64: The journey had begun
- Chapter 63: The Beginning of the Second Mission
- Chapter 62: Just a Piece of Metal
- Chapter 61: End of test
- Chapter 60: higher than anyone else
- Chapter 59: An Unexpected Encounter
- Chapter 58: Beginning of the test
- Chapter 57: The Maze Test
- Chapter 56: Advanced[2]
- Chapter 55: Advanced
- Chapter 54: Demon of Dreams
- Chapter 53: The Walker Between Dreams
- Chapter 52: Mind Anchor
- Chapter 51: Lucas
- Chapter 50: My Essence Stones
- Chapter 49: End of mission
- Chapter 48: I feel complete
- Chapter 47: Tonight Karthen will drown in blood[2]
- Chapter 46: Tonight, Karthen will drown in blood
- Chapter 45: Karthen[3]
- Chapter 44: Karthen[2]
- Chapter 43: Karthen[1]
- Chapter 42: The Mission
- Chapter 41: First Day as an Assistant
- Chapter 40: You don’t need to understand
- Chapter 39: Threads of Fate
- Chapter 38: The Honest Promise
- Chapter 37: alicia astra nova
- Chapter 36: Death Zones
- Chapter 35: Perfect
- Chapter 34: Essence Control Evaluation
- Chapter 33: The Great Migration
- Chapter 32: The Ancient Earth
- Chapter 31: The Speech[2]
- Chapter 30: The Speech[1]
- Chapter 29: Black card
- Chapter 28: Ranks
- Chapter 27: I wanted to live
- Chapter 26: Those who had never seen the sun
- Chapter 25 - 1 VS 3 [2]
- Chapter 24 - 1 VS 3 [1]
- Chapter 23: Only Four Remain
- Chapter 22: The Final Hour Begins
- Chapter 21: Elliot VS Garon
- Chapter 20: Ivan VS Ellen
- Chapter 19: The True Monster
- Chapter 18: Predator’s Instinct
- Chapter 17: Among the Beasts
- Chapter 16: The Difference Between Predator and Prey
- Chapter 15: The First Hour
- Chapter 14: The Trial Begins
- Chapter 13: The Gate
- Chapter 12: The Name That Doesn’t Exist
- Chapter 11: The Red Eye [2]
- Chapter 10: The Red Eye [1]
- Chapter 9: Castelta
- Chapter 8: Beneath the Sunlight
- Chapter 7: Because I wanted to
- Chapter 6 - 01 and 02
- Chapter 5: The Show Begins [3]
- Chapter 4: The Show Begins[2]
- Chapter 3: The Show Begins[1]
- Chapter 2: Step One
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