What in the hell is this?
This forest… could it be called a forest? From the rise where we stood, the land below looked less like nature and more like the aftermath of a meteor strike.
The ground below was filled with jagged stone and fractured cliffs, parts that weren’t covered in seemingly deep mud instead. The river we had followed, which was calm and steady at the edges, was raging before us, thrashing through the rocks and land like a snake.
The thickets couldn’t even be considered plants anymore. They were more like walls of spikes and thorns, ready to dig into our skin or make us itch for days. And beyond all of them stood forests so tightly packed they seemed less like nature and more like walls closing in.
This place wasn’t just dangerous, it was efficiently dangerous. This was a location of ultimate endurance and agility. Less of a forest, more of an obstacle course.
Comparing this to the scenery I breezed through as Carine, the western part of the forest was a cakewalk and a half.
I quietly glanced at the others. Their faces were saying what I’m thinking:
How are we supposed to get through this, let alone gather enough flags for all of us?
“This is ridiculous!” a voice beside me whined.
“How are we supposed to get through that?!” another joined.
One by one, the hopeful faces around me contorted into masks of despair. Even Attila, our rallying point at this point, stood frozen. Her usual confident posture was gone, replaced by a stunned silence as she stared forward.
“I… I can’t handle this,” one of them stammered, backing away.
“Me too,” the other joined in, voice trembling. “I’m sorry, but I can’t! I can’t die here!”
Attila snapped out of her trance and turned to them. “Wait! You can’t just give up before we’ve even started!”
“Started?!” the first boy shot back, his fear turning to anger. “Just look at that! Can you really get us through this without a scratch?”
“He’s right. Don’t you see? The academy never wanted us to pass in the first place!”
Murmurs of agreement rippled through our group, with some nodding their heads along.
“The lower entrance fee… could it just be bait for more participants?”
“I doubt they’d put those in the other track through something like this.”
With most of our group nodding along, the atmosphere turned dreadful.
Without another word, the two turned and fled, not into the forest, but back the way we came. Attila could only watch, her hand outstretched in a futile gesture to pull them back, as they disappeared into the safer thickets behind us. The defection was contagious. Another three shifted uncomfortably before mumbling their apologies.
“Sorry,” one said, avoiding our eyes. “If they never intended for us to pass, then this is just a waste of time.”
Another, a young woman, gave us a deep bow. “Good luck… I’m sorry.”
In the blink of an eye, our dozen-strong group withered to just six. The morale didn’t just dip; it was killed right before our eyes with a cold-hearted stab.
Anyone would have given up at the sight. Hell, I was right there with them. The urge to turn back was a real feeling tugging at my heels. But as I heard the others flee behind me, I still had a thought inside me.
I still have another chance.
If this hellscape made securing enough flags impossible, my original plan remained:
Meet Carine in the forest’s center.
I didn’t need the top scores. I just needed to pass. A handful of flags from me could easily cover that requirement, in exchange for a slightly worse chance at scoring top scores as Carine.
But realistically, it was my only choice at this point. Even then, that doesn’t mean it would be an easy task. Getting to the center meant pushing deeper into this nightmare.
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Whether or not I can meet myself is the only question I have.
I decided to stick with the group despite the downfall.
The hope we’d foolishly nurtured after the written exam—the hope that we actually had a chance—had been ripped away with a cold, final yank.
Even then, that doesn’t mean it would be an easy task. Getting to the center meant pushing deeper into this nightmare.
Whether or not I can meet myself is the only question I have.
The hope we’d foolishly nurtured after the written exam—the hope that we actually had a chance—had been ripped away with a cold, final yank.
I decided to stick with the group despite the downfall. There was a strength in numbers, and I couldn’t possibly make it through on my own. But that plan was nearly dashed when another voice spoke up.
“I’m sorry,” said one of the remaining six. “But I—I can’t! It’s not worth it.”
“Yeah, I think… I’ll give up on this too.”
Attila flinched as if struck. Her mouth opened, but no sound came out. The words of encouragement, the leadership—it was all gone before the challenge before us, and the despair between us.
I, myself, was frozen. How could another one of us leave? If this continued, we wouldn’t have enough manpower to push through to the center of the forest. I wouldn’t even be able to reach Carine, let alone gather enough flags.
That was the moment that I decided to step in. If Attila wasn’t going to lead, I could at least try.
“Is that it?”
I raised my voice, enough to cut through the grim air like a blade. All eyes, including Attila’s, snapped to me.
“Are you just giving up, right at the edge of the starting line? Is that what you came here for?” I continued. I had expected to stammer under their watch, but to my surprise, the words came easily.
“What most of you said is probably right. This is all probably just a cash grab. They probably don’t want us to even step foot in their academy. But, if we leave the forest now… we would’ve proven them right. We would prove to them that we are indeed lesser than them, that we are nothing compared to the other track.”
I gripped my sword tightly, gazing towards the deeper parts of the forest. Beyond it, my other self awaited. I needed to get there. And for that, I needed this group.
I took a deep breath. Slowly, I changed the way I breathe and the way I word things out. My memories echoed the tone and pace of a certain someone, someone whose voice was filled with warmth, kindness, and optimism, and in an instant, I adapted their voice.
“People like us should stick together,” I continued, my voice warm. “The world is cruel to us; that’s all the more reason we should support each other where we can.”
I turned to face them, my eyes narrowed into each of their expectant yet silent gazes.
I had stolen those words, and the way they are spoken, straight from my memory of the Saint. It was, in a way, a weaponized memory, but its effects were immediate. The two who were about to leave had stopped, contemplating their choices.
This was the chance.
“Let’s go,” I said, my smile genuine as I extended a hand. “We promised, didn’t we? We will pass this exam, together.”
For a long moment, no one moved. They were all either staring at me silently or at the ground, contemplating.
My smile faltered for a slight moment, and I thought I might have pushed myself too far with the speech.
Leaving me hanging, are we?
But then, a hand landed on mine with a firm grip. It was Attila’s.
Her confident gaze had returned as she smiled. “You’re right. We shouldn’t give up here.” She then turned to the others, her voice regaining its commanding clarity. “His words are true. Are we really going to let our journey end before it’s even begun? I, for one, am seeing this through.”
Her endorsement was the spark. Emboldened by her renewed spirit, the others finally stirred. One by one, hands piled onto ours.
I was glad things didn’t turn awkward. So, I smiled as I faced each of them, my hands at the bottom of the pile.
“Alright, let’s do this,” I said. “Together!”
“”Yes!!””
With a collective breath, our group of six turned away from the path of retreat and faced the forest’s brutal course. And with confident steps, we pushed forward.
As we descended to the bottom of a steep rise, Attila fell into a step beside me, letting the others move a few paces ahead of us.
I turned to face her. “What is it?”
She walked in silence for a moment, her smile held bright. “Back there, thank you for speaking up.”
“Well…” I shrugged, trying not to feel awkward. “Someone had to say something.”
“You’re right, and that’s the thing, I couldn’t do that. When I saw what’s ahead of us, all my plans just… disappeared.” She let her words hang, and then turned to face me directly. “But you… you made it sound like a nice challenge instead… Well done!”
“Ah, well…”
I was about to say that I stole some of the words from a certain someone. But before I could, she continued.
“I’m not saying this to be humble, but I do believe you should lead the group instead of me.”
I froze in my steps. Attila continued for a few steps before stopping, staring at me.
I waved my hands in frantic protest. “Nah, no way! There’s no way I can be a leader!”
“Hah!” she scoffed, placing a hand on her hip, her almost-cocky smile returning. “You say that, but you rallied them better than I ever could. You’re a natural-born leader, you know?” She glanced ahead at the others, who were now looking back, waiting for us. “Besides, even if I hadn’t said anything, I believe they’d already decided to follow you.”
She turned to face me once again. “We need more people like you, and so far, you’re the only one we’ve got.”
Before I could form a reply, she picked up her pace, rejoining the group. “Come on! The flags aren’t going to catch themselves!”
I stood in silence before snapping back to reality. “R-Right!”
Me? A leader?
I had a feeling I wasn’t fit for that role. I only wanted to get to the center of the forest to meet myself. If they branded me as their leader, then I couldn’t possibly just leave them behind in points.
A wrench had been thrown into my plan.
Maybe speaking up back there wasn’t the right choice after all?
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Chapters
- Chapter 240: Silent Pity
- Chapter 239: Sky Ball
- Chapter 238: Another Game
- Chapter 237: Damage Control
- Chapter 236: Countered
- Chapter 235: Special Plan
- Chapter 234: A Very Familiar Face
- Chapter 233: Discipline
- Chapter 232: The Lengthy Return Trip
- Chapter 231.5: A Wasted Day
- Chapter 231: Not Alone
- Chapter 230: A Bit Busy, Huh?
- Chapter 229: I Need Answers, Dammit!
- Chapter 228: The Royal Archives
- Chapter 227: Necessary Evil
- Chapter 226: The Final Nail
- Important Announcement
- Chapter 225.5: The Full Picture
- Chapter 225: Sudden Guests
- Chapter 224: A Historical Fumble
- Chapter 223: Take It Seriously
- Will Be Taking A Short Break on The 14th Soon
- Chapter 222: The True Power of Understanding
- Chapter 221: A True Smile
- Chapter 220: Meaning And Understanding
- Chapter 219.5: An Unfounded Worry
- Chapter 219: I’m Not A Really Good Teacher
- Chapter 218: Learning Isn’t Teaching
- Chapter 217: Fun In Learning
- Chapter 216: A Signed Doom
- Chapter 215: The Doom-Filled First Day
- Chapter 214: On The Same Page
- Chapter 213: A New Mage on Campus
- Chapter 212: Learning About My Friends Again
- Chapter 211: A Sudden Friend
- Chapter 210: Speak of The Devil
- Chapter 209: The Mage Class
- Chapter 208: A Small Town In The Capital
- Chapter 207: Impossible Standard
- Chapter 206: Second Classes
- Chapter 205: Quick Reunion
- Chapter 204: First Classes
- Chapter 203: First Day
- Chapter 202: Moving In
- Chapter 201: Another Birthday; Carine’s Side
- Chapter 200: Another Birthdays; Feyt’s Side
- Chapter 199: Not Yet
- Chapter 198: Should’ve Accepted
- Chapter 197: A Sudden Development
- Chapter 196: Incomplete Chaos
- Chapter 195: Have Faith in Me
- Chapter 194: Like An Old Friend
- Chapter 193: Coincidences
- Starting My Break
- Interlude 3: A Totally Normal Training
- A Quick Announcement
- Chapter 192.5: Memorable
- Chapter 192: Farewell and Disappointment
- Chapter 191: Placements
- Chapter 190: The Audience
- Chapter 189.5: The Unignorable Truth
- Chapter 189: Another Mirror
- Chapter 188: Unnecessary Apologies
- Chapter 187: Double Dress-Up
- Chapter 186: Not Over Yet
- Chapter 185: Realized Potential
- Chapter 184.5: Where Her Trust Is
- Chapter 184: Results
- Chapter 183: Incoming Results
- Chapter 182: Lying Flat… Again
- Chapter 181: Final Stretch
- Chapter 180: A Grave for The Academy
- Chapter 179: Patient Rescue
- Chapter 178: Challenger
- Chapter 177: Red and Yellow
- Chapter 176: Sudden Leader
- Chapter 175: The Board’s Gambit
- Chapter 174: Nine to One
- Chapter 173.5: To Be Remembered
- Chapter 173: Starting Line
- Chapter 172: Practical Exam
- Chapter 171: Can’t Suffer With an Empty Stomach
- Chapter 170: Smooth Sailing?
- Chapter 169: Written Exam
- Chapter 168: The Student Council President
- Chapter 167: The Assembly Hall
- Chapter 166: Two Goals
- Interlude 2: Eating Skewers Together
- Chapter 165: Farewell and A Gift
- Chapter 164: A New Year
- Chapter 163: Forgot Her Name
- Chapter 162: An Hour From Something New
- Chapter 161: The Third Prince’s Proposal
- Chapter 160: I’m Home
- Chapter 159: To Network
- Chapter 158: My Talent Symbols; Feyt’s Side
- Chapter 157: My Talent Symbols; Carine’s Side
- Chapter 156: No Girl Talk, Please
- Chapter 155: Surprise Meeting
- Chapter 154: Daily Training
- [Volume 2] Chapter 153: The Start of Our New Lives
- Chapter 153: The Start of Our New Lives
- RiTB Returns on 20th of August!
- Arc Closure Announcement!
- Chapter 152: A Broken Face
- Chapter 151: A Visit From The Bear Hugger
- Chapter 150: Calm After the Storm
- Chapter 149.5: She Can Allow That Much, At Least
- Chapter 149: A "Wish" Granted
- Chapter 148: The Otome Protagonist
- Chapter 147: No Pain, No Saint?
- Chapter 146: Should’ve Done More
- Chapter 145: Saving Face
- Chapter 144: Two Blades, One Mind
- Chapter 143: Against the One Who Raised Me
- Chapter 142: Sheer Will
- Chapter 141: Wiping That Smile Away
- Chapter 140: Repaying Lessons
- Chapter 139: You Shouldn’t Hold Back
- Chapter 138: Echoing Down
- Chapter 137: A Step Too Far
- Chapter 136: Being Comforted
- Chapter 135: The Duke Moves
- Chapter 134.5: A Job On The Line
- Chapter 134: Confrontation
- Chapter 133: One More Step
- Chapter 132: No Choice
- Chapter 131.5: In Time
- Chapter 131: Saved By The Blur
- Chapter 130: Interruption
- Chapter 129: Emerging Pattern
- Chapter 128: A Board Already Set
- Chapter 127: Easing The Unease
- Chapter 126: A Lesson…?
- Chapter 125: Mirror Match
- Chapter 124: Knightly
- Chapter 123: Chilled Spine
- Chapter 122: A Tense Talk
- Chapter 121: Just A Joke
- Chapter 120: Better Safe Than Sorry
- Chapter 119: Cold Assassin
- Chapter 118: Lethargy
- Chapter 117: An Attempt at My(?) Life
- Chapter 116: The Class is Back in Session
- Chapter 115: New and Familiar Faces
- Chapter 114: Smile
- Chapter 113: Time for Schedules Again
- Chapter 112: Sluggish
- Chapter 111: Finding Questions
- Chapter 110: A Need for Answer
- Chapter 109: Being The Adult in The Room
- Chapter 108: Grateful
- Chapter 107: Miss Ice Queen is Going Out!
- Chapter 106: Back to Reality, Leila
- Chapter 105: Operation Ice Melter
- Chapter 104: Stepping On My Toes
- Chapter 103: Yeah, Not A Good Idea
- Chapter 102: A Good Idea (?)
- Chapter 101: My Pace Best Pace
- Chapter 100: In-terror-gation
- Chapter 99: My Pace
- Chapter 98.5: To Bring Home
- Chapter 98: Kiren’s Demise
- Chapter 97: Rest
- Chapter 96: Dissipating Smoke
- Chapter 95: Hearing Sense Tingling
- Chapter 94: Charging In
- Chapter 93: Saint Clara
- Chapter 92: To Battle
- Chapter 91: Catching Up
- Chapter 90: Wake Up
- Chapter 89: The Bubbly Princess, Munith
- Chapter 88: Silver and Gold
- Chapter 87: The Power of Friendship
- Chapter 86: I Still Have Conscience At Least
- Chapter 85: Be Prepared, and Make It Double
- Chapter 84: Dress Up
- Chapter 83: High Expectations
- Chapter 82: A Slice of Strategy
- Chapter 81: From House to Home
- Chapter 80: In Search For Food
- Chapter 79: I Have a Feast, But I’m Hungry
- Chapter 78: Matters of Taste
- Chapter 77: Meeting My… Cousin?
- Chapter 76: Let the Awkwardness Sip Away
- Chapter 75: Meeting My… Uncle?
- Chapter 74: Small Wins
- Chapter 73: Rich
- Chapter 72: Deja Vu for Torture
- Chapter 71: A Tensing Bump
- Chapter 70: To My Other Mansion, We Go!
- Chapter 69: Another Rumor To Deal With
- Chapter 68: The Regent
- Chapter 67: Punch Yourself
- Chapter 66: I’m Not A Bully!
- Chapter 65: Eager Much?
- Chapter 64: Overimpressed
- Chapter 63: Party Pooper
- Chapter 62: Two Rooms, Two Bodies, One Sky
- Chapter 61.5: Nonsense
- Chapter 61: A Friend In (Front Of) Me
- Chapter 60: Interviewee
- Chapter 59: First Time in My Own Home
- Chapter 58: A “Short” Walk
- Chapter 57: Kiren’s Rise
- Bonus Art (Reyna/Mother Concept Art)!
- Chapter 56: Leaving Home
- Chapter 55: Reliable
- Chapter 54: Mastery-Type Talent
- Chapter 53: Tired From Waiting
- Chapter 52: Sebastian Out
- Chapter 51: No Butler Is Named Sebastian
- Chapter 50: A New Face
- Chapter 49: Sudden Leave
- Chapter 48: Invitation
- Chapter 47: The Scholar Prince, Julient
- Chapter 46: Stuck
- Chapter 45: The Third Prince
- Chapter 44: Guests
- Chapter 43: Birthday; Carine’s Side
- Chapter 42: Birthday; Feyt’s Side
- Chapter 41.5: The Perfect Gift
- Chapter 41: Bandit Hunter
- Chapter 40: Gossips Are Scary
- Chapter 39: Tender Moments…?
- Chapter 38: A Lost War
- Chapter 37: Visiting My Own Home
- Chapter 36: Young Love…?
- Chapter 35: Instincts
- Chapter 34: Perfect Student
- Chapter 33: Recovering
- Chapter 32: Bandaged Frustration
- Chapter 31: The Maid and The Mother
- Chapter 30: Fated… What?
- Chapter 29: Potential
- Chapter 28: Escape
- Chapter 27: The Perfect Battlefield
- Chapter 26.5: Bandits and Leaders
- Chapter 26: Let There Be Luminite
- Chapter 25: Darkness My Old Friend
- Interlude 1: Pie Again
- Chapter 24: Sneaking
- Chapter 23: Fathers
- Chapter 22: Kidnapped
- Chapter 21: Myself and I
- Chapter 20: Fated Meeting
- Chapter 19.5: Father’s Love
- Chapter 19: First Outing
- Chapter 18.5: The Guardians
- Chapter 18: Don’t Be Cocky, Me
- Announcement
- Chapter 17: Dead Drunk
- Chapter 16: Dark Card
- Chapter 15: Sergio Sauro, The Liar
- Chapter 14: Read-A-Holic
- Chapter 13: Skipping Out
- Chapter 12: Best Day Ever
- Chapter 11: Who’s This Old Man?!
- Chapter 10: Fray
- Chapter 9: Consolation Pie
- Chapter 8: [Talents]
- Chapter 7: Et-tea-quette
- Chapter 6: Graceful Walk
- Chapter 5: The Lord and The Lady
- Chapter 4: Parallel Mornings
- Chapter 3: Two Bodies, Two Breakfast
- Chapter 2: Two Bodies, One Soul
- Chapter 1: The Fall and The Two Prodigies