Chapter 201: Chapter 201: Better.
Arion’s expression didn’t change into a smile. Instead, his facial lines appeared to deepen, and the golden hue of his eyes darkened as they tracked Dean’s mouth movement. He didn’t pull Dean closer right away. His hands stayed where they were, locked in place, firm but strangely still, as if he were afraid that any more pressure would make Dean break again.
“I was told,” Arion said, his voice dropping into that gravelly register that usually preceded a total loss of composure, “that you needed ’space to process.’ Lucas and Trevor were quite clear. They seemed to think my presence was… counterproductive to your physical recovery.”
“Lucas and Trevor are politicians,” Dean snapped, his fingers tightening in the black fabric of Arion’s shirt. “Since when do you take medical advice from my father?”
“Since I felt your ribs give way under my weight, Dean.”
The honesty of it hit Dean harder than the physical impact of their fight ever had. For the last week, the absence of Arion’s weight – the lack of the man who usually insisted on being glued to his side, who had moved Dean into his private suite within days of his arrival in Alamina – had been a cold, loud silence. Arion had been a ghost in his rooms, hovering at the edges, watching Dean eat from across the table, sleeping on the far side of the bed as if the space between them were a minefield.
“I’m healed, Arion,” Dean whispered, his frustration bleeding into something more aching. “The doctors cleared me. The bruising is gone. But you’re still acting like I’m a moment away from breaking.”
“I can still feel where the bond dropped,” Arion countered, his thumb tracing the line of Dean’s jaw with an agonizingly light touch. “I can feel the silence you fell into. It didn’t feel like ’distance,’
Dean. It felt like you were gone.”
“So your solution is to stay away? To be careful?” Dean shook his head, pressing his forehead against Arion’s collarbone. “You wanted me here. You fought everyone to have me in this suite, in your space, under your skin. And now that I’m finally here, you’re treating me like a guest you’re afraid to offend.”
The static tension broke, and Arion’s grip finally changed. His arms tightened, pulling Dean flush against him with a sudden, desperate strength that finally felt familiar. The ’careful’ Alpha vanished, replaced by the possessive, shadow-drenched man who wanted Dean from the start.
“I was trying to give you a choice,” Arion hissed against Dean’s hair, his scent, vetiver and scorched earth, finally blooming in the room. “I thought if I didn’t crowd you, if I didn’t force the bond back into place, you might… you might find it easier to breathe.”
“Well, technically yes, but Arion, I’m as scared as you that I might break our bond again,” Dean admitted, the words muffled against Arion’s chest. “What if I can do it without realizing?”
Arion let out a low laugh. “That is impossible, but I can see why you are thinking like that.” The laugh faded from Arion’s voice. “I keep thinking what would happen if you weren’t so strong.” Any other omega would have been destroyed under my hand.”
“Another point of why we are so compatible,” Dean said lightly.
Arion didn’t mirror Dean’s light tone. Instead, his hold tightened, his fingers digging into the small of Dean’s back as if trying to fuse their spines together. He pulled back just enough to look down at him, his golden eyes burning.
“It isn’t a point of compatibility, Dean. It’s a miracle I didn’t kill you,” Arion said, his voice dropping into that low, jagged register that usually signaled a total shutdown of his diplomatic filters. “I spent seven days watching you move like you were made of porcelain because I was the one who cracked the glaze. I have never been afraid of my own strength until I saw it reflected in the way you flinched in your sleep.”
Dean’s hands tightened in Arion’s shirt, pulling him down until their foreheads collided. “I didn’t flinch because of you. I flinched because the room was too quiet. Because you were hovering by the window like a gargoyle instead of being where you belong.”
“I was giving you the space Lucas demanded,” Arion growled, though his arms were finally beginning to lock around Dean’s waist, the ’careful’ distance evaporating into the familiar, crushing heat of his presence. “He said you needed to ’re-establish your boundaries.’ He talked about ’trauma responses’ as if I were a stranger who had waylaid you in an alley instead of the man who shares your bed.”
“Lucas thinks in terms of political fallout and structural integrity,” Dean countered, his voice softening just enough to catch Arion’s gaze. “He doesn’t understand that the ’distance’ was doing more damage than the fight. I can handle a bruise, Arion. I can’t handle you looking at me like I’m a casualty you’re responsible for reporting.”
Arion’s scent, that heavy, suffocating mix of vetiver and scorched earth, finally surged, filling the gap between them until it felt like they were breathing the same air. The Alpha’s hand slid up the back of Dean’s neck, fingers tangling in his hair with a possessiveness that was far from ’medically recommended.’
“You aren’t a casualty,” Arion hissed against his lips. “But if you ever drop the bond like that again, if you ever make me feel that silence again, I don’t care what the doctors say. I will not leave the room. I will not give you a choice. I’ll keep you so close you won’t be able to tell where your heartbeat ends and mine begins.”
Dean felt the familiar, arrogant weight of Arion’s presence finally settle back into place, pinning him not just physically, but emotionally.
“Is that a threat, Your Highness?” Dean whispered, a small, worn smile finally tugging at the corner of his mouth.
Arion made a sound low in his throat. He tilted Dean’s head back, his eyes searching Dean’s face for any sign of flinching. Finding none, he closed the gap entirely.
The kiss was the desperate attempt of a man who had been starving himself for a week because he thought it was a punishment. Arion crowded him, backing Dean up until his back hit the door behind them.
When they broke apart, Arion didn’t move. He stayed hovering, his breath hot against Dean’s lips, his hands finally roaming with the possessive hunger Dean had been missing.
“Well, this is definitely better,” Dean said, with a mischievous glint in his purple eyes.
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Chapters
- Chapter 252: Don’t go yet.
- Chapter 251: Would you be my chief?
- Chapter 250: The Sahan Enigma
- Chapter 249: The Architecture of Violence
- Chapter 248: Positions
- Chapter 247: West
- Chapter 246: I will follow the protocol.
- Chapter 245: Fear
- Chapter 244: Battlefield
- Chapter 243: Wind him down.
- Chapter 242: Not tonight
- Chapter 241: Keep your promise.
- Chapter 240: Menaces
- Chapter 239: Autumn
- Chapter 238: Family Arithmetic
- Chapter 237: Bright and Charming
- Chapter 236: Loved
- Chapter 235: Before the Guests
- Chapter 234: Before the Party
- Chapter 233: Forget about everything but me.
- Chapter 232: Lost pastries.
- Chapter 231: Acquire mate.
- Chapter 230: Say it again.
- Chapter 229: Dark thoughts circling.
- Chapter 228: The ring.
- Chapter 227: The Jeweler and the Case
- Chapter 226: The Month of Grace
- Chapter 225: Kiss for Dinner
- Chapter 224: Folding
- Chapter 223: Passed.
- Chapter 222: Threat.
- Chapter 221: Cruel
- Chapter 220: Keep it personal.
- Chapter 219: Memories.
- Chapter 218: Back to life.
- Chapter 217: Unbelievable
- Chapter 216: Greedy
- Chapter 215: The Pattern
- Chapter 214: Pleasure (2)
- Chapter 213: Pleasure (1)
- Chapter 212: Honesty
- Chapter 211: Cuddles
- Chapter 210: Right pay.
- Chapter 209: Out.
- Chapter 208: The true extent
- Chapter 207: Guard Dog
- Chapter 206: First step
- Chapter 205: Don’t blame me.
- Chapter 204: After the Silence
- Chapter 203: Alpha thing.
- Chapter 202: No more silence
- Chapter 201: Better.
- Chapter 200: No Room for Distance [Win-Win]
- Chapter 199: Finally clicking in place. [Win-Win]
- Chapter 198: Hurt
- Chapter 197: Palatine in Alamina
- Chapter 196: Informed Consent
- Chapter 195: Family Medicine
- Chapter 194: I should’ve stopped.
- Chapter 193: Probe
- Chapter 192: Medically offended
- Chapter 191: After the break
- Chapter 190: The limit.
- Chapter 189: No mercy, Arion?
- Chapter 188: Regrettable Architecture
- Chapter 187: Deal
- Chapter 186: Help
- Chapter 185: Summons
- Chapter 184: Pacing
- Chapter 183: Medical
- Chapter 182: What the Fuck Is Going On?
- Chapter 181: Late
- Chapter 180: Passed as Usual
- Chapter 179: Exam
- Chapter 178: Like him.
- Chapter 177: Pheromone Mutation Theory and Management (2)
- Chapter 176: Pheromone Mutation Theory and Management (1) [Win-Win]
- Chapter 175: Distance, Properly Managed [Win-Win]
- Chapter 174: Not an excuse for cruelty [Win-Win]
- Chapter 173: A son and father talk [Win-Win]
- Chapter 172: The Problem With Distance [Win-Win]
- Chapter 171: The first day passed.
- Chapter 170: Very few
- Chapter 169: Personal Assessment
- Chapter 168: Later
- Chapter 167: Ability
- Chapter 166: Romantic Deficiencies
- Chapter 165: Destructive hobby
- Chapter 164: Ask differently
- Chapter 163: Censorship
- Chapter 162: Departures
- Chapter 161: Summer Plans
- Chapter 160: Failed confession.
- Chapter 159: Break through
- Chapter 158: Dragged by duty
- Chapter 157: Witness Protection
- Chapter 156: My Part
- Chapter 155: Complicated matters
- Chapter 154: Luck
- Chapter 153: Eight
- Chapter 152: Evidence
- Chapter 151: Counterattack (2)
- Chapter 150: Counterattack (1)
- Chapter 149: Stupid
- Chapter 148: Civilian Packaging
- Chapter 147: Wings and fries
- Chapter 146: Residual Damage
- Chapter 145: Forbidden
- Chapter 144: Sigma
- Chapter 143: Frenzy
- Chapter 142: Stuck
- Chapter 141: Mark
- Chapter 140: Wet.
- Chapter 139: Containment [Win-Win]
- Chapter 138: Fix it. [Win-Win]
- Chapter 137: Which number?
- Chapter 136: Give me the phone
- Chapter 135: Away from humans
- Chapter 134: Networking
- Chapter 133: Don’t Panic
- Chapter 132: Don’t take the spotlight
- Chapter 131: To the gala at last
- Chapter 130: Trouble
- Chapter 129: The Engagement Gala
- Chapter 128: The Quiet After
- Chapter 127: No.
- Chapter 126: No Fear
- Chapter 125: Quiet
- Chapter 124: Jealousy
- Chapter 123: Old friends
- Chapter 122: The real chaos.
- Chapter 121: Weakness
- Chapter 120: Too many in the palace
- Chapter 119: Less than one
- Chapter 118: Greetings
- Chapter 117: Burgers and Royalty
- Chapter 116: Lunatics
- Chapter 115: Conscience [Win-Win]
- Chapter 114: Bite [Win-Win]
- Chapter 113: Tent pole [Win-Win]
- Chapter 112: Desperation [Win-Win]
- Chapter 111: Escalation [Win-Win]
- Chapter 110: Fair Game
- Chapter 109: The Crown Prince Joins the Chat
- Chapter 108: Group Chat Warfare
- Chapter 107: Serious talk
- Chapter 106: Powerful family
- Chapter 105: The last farewell
- Chapter 104: Decontamination
- Chapter 103: The Mask
- Chapter 102: At His Knees
- Chapter 101: Open the Windows
- Chapter 100: Barnacle is officially dating
- Chapter 99: Loss of control
- Chapter 98: Yours
- Chapter 97: Tactical Retreat
- Chapter 96: Secondhand
- Chapter 95: Sylvia
- Chapter 94: Inhibitors
- Chapter 93: Physician
- Chapter 92: Confuse the alpha
- Chapter 91: Confuse the omega
- Chapter 90: Pout
- Chapter 89: Barnacle
- Chapter 88: Sleep
- Chapter 87: Restraint
- Chapter 86: Saturation
- Chapter 85: Late.
- Chapter 84: Lies
- Chapter 83: Contamination
- Chapter 82: Helicopter
- Chapter 81: Borderline
- Chapter 80: Duty
- Chapter 79: The Friend
- Chapter 78: Lunch
- Chapter 77: Even asleep
- Chapter 76: Closer
- Chapter 75: Comfortable
- Chapter 74: Long life
- Chapter 73: The route to his wing
- Chapter 72: Priorities
- Chapter 71: Off the Leash
- Chapter 70: Stop masking
- Chapter 69: Something missing (2)
- Chapter 68: Something missing (1)
- Chapter 67: Tell Lucas.
- Chapter 66: No drama.
- Chapter 65: Arrival (2)
- Chapter 64: Arrival (1)
- Chapter 63: Mess
- Chapter 62: Relieved
- Chapter 61: Two
- Chapter 60: Eight
- Chapter 59: No drama.
- Chapter 58: Basic knowledge
- Chapter 57: Quiet
- Chapter 56: Dead
- Chapter 55: The Former Emperor
- Chapter 54: Ruin lives
- Chapter 53: Terms
- Chapter 52: Mutual
- Chapter 51: Before the engagement
- Chapter 50: He is ruining you.
- Chapter 49: Last moments (2)
- Chapter 48: Last moments (1)
- Chapter 47: Collar
- Chapter 46: Summoned
- Chapter 45: News
- Chapter 44: Change of plans
- Chapter 43: Heirloom
- Chapter 42: Contract (2)
- Chapter 41: Contract (1)
- Chapter 40: The face
- Chapter 39: For you
- Chapter 38: Everyone has a price
- Chapter 37: Apologies and laughs
- Chapter 36: Bold
- Chapter 35: Let’s begin. (1)
- Chapter 34: Revenge (3)
- Chapter 33: Revenge (2)
- Chapter 32: Revenge (1)
- Chapter 31: Stubborn
- Chapter 30: Red flags and arson
- Chapter 29: Damage Control
- Chapter 28: Secrets
- Chapter 27: Egos
- Chapter 26: Morning at the Fitzgeralt manor
- Chapter 25: Regret
- Chapter 24: Soft orders.
- Chapter 23: The side of him (2)
- Chapter 22: The side of him (1)
- Chapter 21: Obedient
- Chapter 20: Breakthrough
- Chapter 19: Kiss
- Chapter 18: Backlash
- Chapter 17: Terms and Witnesses
- Chapter 16: Apologies
- Chapter 15: Admit
- Chapter 14: Rage
- Chapter 13: Meeting (2)
- Chapter 12: Meeting (1)
- Chapter 11: Information
- Chapter 10: Tame the beast
- Chapter 9: Clear
- Chapter 8: The future
- Chapter 7: Borders
- Chapter 6: What it takes.
- Chapter 5: Idiot
- Chapter 4: My omega.
- Chapter 3: Again
- Chapter 2: Still in trouble
- Chapter 1: Hated by fate