Chapter 63 - 63 - A Flash of Clarity
Riven sat still with his back against a large boulder, his body still warm from leftover anger and his breathing not yet steady. Riftmaker lay on the ground beside him, its blade catching a faint glimmer of moonlight, but no reflection of victory shone there. Only his own shadow appeared, blurred and weary.
‘Do you understand?’
The words echoed inside him again, like a whisper that refused to leave.
He tried to grasp them, to search for meaning among his memories, his experiences, and the scars he carried.
Understand?
What was he supposed to understand?
Himself? The world? His sword? Or the helplessness he had always hidden behind strength?
He remembered his dream, the figure of that man who felt so much like him and yet so unfamiliar. The man’s gaze was steady, as if he knew something no one else did. One swing, and the world split apart. Yet the motion had looked ordinary.
Riven tried to find logic behind it.
“Was it a technique?” he thought. “Or was it magic? Or perhaps the sword itself was something special?”
But deep inside, he knew the answer was none of those.
The problem was not the weapon. Not his strength.
The problem was that he did not understand.
And that was what frustrated him most.
He gripped his hair, bowing his head as if hoping that understanding would suddenly emerge from the noise in his mind. But all he found was chaos—doubts, questions, and the voice of himself uncertain of everything.
“What do you mean by ‘understand’?” he whispered into the night wind.
There was no reply.
He tried to think of it in simple terms. The times he had to calm Melly when she was a child. The times he had to accept his mistakes. The moment he decided to help Ashtoria.
Was that what it meant to understand?
Not through strength, but through empathy?
Yet doubt crept back in. He was not sure. It all felt too vague, too abstract. And Riven hated things that could not be measured.
All he knew was that when he saw the slash in his dream, something inside him had split as well.
But here, in the waking world, his sword could not do the same.
He let out a long breath.
“I don’t know,” he murmured, honest with himself.
The boulder loomed before him, solid and silent. The world itself stayed still, as if waiting, but offering no answers.
And Riven sat there, a young man searching for the meaning of a single word in a world that never gave him guidance.
The night grew darker.
And he still had no answer.
As Riven lingered before the unbroken stone, his thoughts drowning in the riddle of those words, he suddenly heard a faint sound.
From beyond the thinning shadows of the forest ahead, something appeared.
Something massive.
Riven froze.
In the distance, slipping between the brush and trees, a figure emerged, moving fast like the wind. Moonlight swept across its fur, silver and cold. Its body was long and lean, yet corded with muscle. Its paws struck the earth with a speed that made the ground tremble.
An adult white tiger.
Not an ordinary one.
Its size was twice that of any predator in the wild. Its eyes glowed pale blue, like light from another world. Its breath came out in mist, and each step pressed the grass flat as if the weight itself bent the earth.
Riven did not move.
The tiger fixed its gaze on him even as it ran. That piercing look carried more than animal instinct. There was awareness in it. As though the beast knew who he was. As though its arrival was no accident.
And then, without warning, it turned its charge toward him.
Riven immediately lifted his sword, dropping low into the stance he had drilled into himself. His eyes sharpened. Not with fear, but with focus.
Riftmaker gleamed faintly under the moon, and the night air suddenly felt sharp as a blade. Time seemed to slow, each second stretching as the first clash drew near.
Riven drew a deep breath, letting the cold air fill his tense lungs. The tiger’s steps thundered closer, vibrations running through the ground into his legs. A low rumble filled his ears, not from the beast, but from his own heart, racing yet steady.
He did not retreat.
Instead, he closed his eyes for a brief moment, and in the darkness behind his lids, he recalled a woman with crimson hair standing before him. Calm, confident, and unhesitant as she raised her sword.
He opened his eyes.
His left hand steadied Riftmaker’s base. His right hand gripped the hilt above it, but his thumb and forefinger stayed loose. His stance was firm, shoulders relaxed, eyes locked on the space between the beast’s eyes.
Strange.
There was no fear.
Though he knew the creature could tear a man apart in a single leap, panic did not rise in him. There was no urge to run.
Only clarity.
The world narrowed to one point, one moment. Himself and the tiger. Blade and claw. Breath and time.
‘If I cannot understand the stone and fail to cut it, then now, I will understand myself.’
The tiger closed in, now only meters away. Its breath roared, sending clouds of vapor into the air. Its mouth opened, revealing long, deadly fangs.
Riven shifted his footing, turned his waist slightly, and tucked his elbow closer.
His mind was empty. Not the emptiness of panic, but the stillness of water before it is broken by a stone.
One final breath.
Then the white tiger leapt, a bound full of power and certainty. The air itself seemed to tear under the weight of its flight. Its claws stretched forward, its fangs bared, ready to shred.
At that instant, Riven also moved.
He did not leap or retreat. He slid half a step to the side, just enough to slip past the direct path of its claws. His feet dug into the ground, his waist turned, and Riftmaker swung.
It was not a rough strike. Not a blow of brute force.
It was smooth. Calm. Yet sharp as an unshakable will.
Shrrkk—
The world fell silent for that single moment.
Then a faint hum rang out, like a snapped string in the sky.
The tiger’s body sailed past Riven, brushing his left side at full speed, then landed several meters behind. Its claws tore the earth, leaving deep marks. Its breath came heavy, its muscles rigid.
Riven stood with his back to the beast, his blade still held horizontally in the air, not yet lowered.
Silence.
Then something flowed.
Blood began to drip from the tiger’s shoulder, then its neck. The wound was faint but undeniable.
The beast raised its head toward the night sky. Moonlight caught its eyes, their glow dimming.
One step back.
Another.
And then its body sank to the ground.
Riven remained still. His chest rose and fell slowly. At last, he lowered Riftmaker to his side, its edge now stained with red.
He did not turn.
Not from fear, but because he already knew.
He knew the strike had landed.
Not because he was stronger. Not because his technique was flawless.
But because, for a moment, he truly understood.
Not the stone. Not the beast. But himself. His swing, his gaze, his intent. All aligned in one straight line.
And that line, for the first time, cut the world.
He closed his eyes, holding onto that sensation. It was not triumph. It was clarity.
When he opened them again, the night was still dark.
But within him, something had begun to burn. Small, faint, but unyielding.
An understanding not yet complete, but enough to move forward.
Enough to try again.
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Chapters
- Chapter 163 - 163 - Bastian
- Chapter 162 - 162 - The Edge of Despair
- Chapter 161 - 161 - Where the River Took Her
- Chapter 160 - 160 - Not All Who Fall Are Lost
- Chapter 159 - 159 - A Smile Carver in Blood
- Chapter 158 - 158 - Something to Live For
- Chapter 157 - 157 - A Bastard and His Sister
- Chapter 156 - 156 - Ash Beneath the Moon
- Chapter 155 - 155 - The Man in Shattered Cloud
- Chapter 154 - 154 - A Curse Confessed
- Chapter 153 - 153 - Hands That Split The Sky
- Chapter 152 - 152 - Severance
- Chapter 151 - 151 - Inferno's Descent
- Chapter 150 - 150 - Fury Against the Flame
- Chapter 149 - 149 - A Shadow Over Glimfell
- Chapter 148 - 148 - The Piercing Calm
- Chapter 147 - 147 - A City Swallowed
- Chapter 146 - 146 - The Iron Cage
- Chapter 145 - 145 - Allies Tallying Points
- Chapter 144 - 144 - A Spark in Brown Irises
- Chapter 143 - 143 - A Shattered Carriage
- Chapter 142 - 142 - A Mountain of Corpses
- Chapter 141 - 141 - A Dragon in the Night
- Chapter 140 - 140 - The Need for Release
- Chapter 139 - 139 - The Marchioness's Inquiry
- Chapter 138 - 138 - A Midnight Evacuation
- Chapter 137 - 137 - A Decree of Escort
- Chapter 136 - 136 - Breathing with Mana
- Chapter 135 - 135 - The Memory of the Stormed Exit
- Chapter 134 - 134 - Melly's Resolve
- Chapter 133 - 133 - The Quiet Before Siege
- Chapter 132 - 132 - The Crimson Egg
- Chapter 131 - 131 - The Last Look
- Chapter 130 - 130 - Let Me Teach You
- Chapter 129 - 129 - The Cracking Ice
- Chapter 128 - 128 - The Lesson From Daphne
- Chapter 127 - 127 - An Assault of Kiss
- Chapter 126 - 126 - From One Prison to Another
- Chapter 125 - 125 - A Single Strike to the Heart
- Chapter 124 - 124 - A Plan Gone Awry
- Chapter 123 - 123 - A Hilt That Felt Right
- Chapter 122 - 122 - The Final Door
- Chapter 121 - 121 - A Shadow in the Hallway
- Chapter 120 - 120 - Filthy Carrion
- Chapter 119 - 119 - Nowhere to Go
- Chapter 118 - 118 - The Vanished
- Chapter 117 - 117 - A Vortex of Two Elements
- Chapter 116 - 116 - The Nobles' Faction
- Chapter 115 - 115 - The Morning's Clarity
- Chapter 114 - 114 - The Guests
- Chapter 113 - 113 - Four Styles
- Chapter 112 - 112 - A Sister's Future
- Chapter 111 - 111 - The Royal Council
- Chapter 110 - 110 - A Heart Melting
- Chapter 109 - 109 - Invasion
- Chapter 108 - 108 - Learning to Seduce
- Chapter 107 - 107 - Fury Yet to Fade
- Chapter 106 - 106 - Instinct Fills the Gaps
- Chapter 105 - 105 - The Rock
- Chapter 104 - 104 - The Taste of Roses
- Chapter 103 - 103 - The Glow That Sank
- Chapter 102 - 102 - The Birth of a Chosen
- Chapter 101 - 101 - The Talent Prism
- Chapter 100 - 100 - Lawbearer Ranks
- Chapter 99 - 99 - The Golden Eyed Man
- Chapter 98 - 98 - A Carrier of Fire
- Chapter 97 - 97 - An Adoption Proposal
- Chapter 96 - 96 - The Sleeping Storm
- Chapter 95 - 95 - A Noble's Contempt
- Chapter 94 - 94 - A Chasm Between
- Chapter 93 - 93 - Drowning in Desire
- Chapter 92 - 92 - The Unraveling
- Chapter 91 - 91 - The Single Canopy Bed
- Chapter 90 - 90 - A Wedding Night
- Chapter 89 - 89 - The Blooming of Sweet Poison
- Chapter 88 - 88 - The Crimson Scourge
- Chapter 87 - 87 - A Possesive Embrace
- Chapter 86 - 86 - A Secret of Her Own
- Chapter 85 - 85 - A Breath Apart
- Chapter 84 - 84 - A Queen's Inquiry
- Chapter 83 - 83 - Connecting the Fragments
- Chapter 82 - 82 - The Burden of Truth
- Chapter 81 - 81 - The Smile in the Shadows
- Chapter 80 - 80 - The Itch to Move On
- Chapter 79 - 79 - Survivalist's Instinct
- Chapter 78 - 78 - In A Sea of Embers
- Chapter 77 - 77 - The Sky Tears Open
- Chapter 76 - 76 - Shelter in the Carnage
- Chapter 75 - 75 - The Crimson Rain
- Chapter 74 - 74 - A Blade Gone Cold
- Chapter 73 - 73 - The Beast Wave
- Chapter 72 - 72 - Thunder Aftermath
- Chapter 71 - 71 - I Am the Storm
- Chapter 70 - 70 - A Scorching Scream
- Chapter 69 - 69 - A Prisoner in the Crowd
- Chapter 68 - 68 - Hurt and Hugs
- Chapter 67 - 67 - A Voice Through the Darkness
- Chapter 66 - 66 - A Sanctuary of Destruction
- Chapter 65 - 65 - The Bleeding Beast
- Chapter 64 - 64 - A Disturbance in Night
- Chapter 63 - 63 - A Flash of Clarity
- Chapter 62 - 62 - The Stone's Mockery
- Chapter 61 - 61 - The Slow Path
- Chapter 60 - 60 - Vanished Without a Word
- Chapter 59 - 59 - First Kiss
- Chapter 58 - 58 - Crimson in Moonlight
- Chapter 57 - 57 - A Steamy Bath
- Chapter 56 - 56 - Under the Moon's Gaze
- Chapter 55 - 55 - Cutting Nothing
- Chapter 54 - 54 - A Feast of Fish and Fear
- Chapter 53 - 53 - Kneeling to a Gaze
- Chapter 52 - 52 - Bluffing on a Dusty Road
- Chapter 51 - 51 - The Price of Nobility
- Chapter 50 - 50 - Forging a Foundation
- Chapter 49 - 49 - The Foundation of Swordsmanship
- Chapter 48 - 48 - The Ghost of A Mother
- Chapter 47 - 47 - The Demon Child's Awakening
- Chapter 46 - 46 - The Birth of Destruction
- Chapter 45 - 45 - Engraving the Sensation
- Chapter 44 - 44 - A Teacher's Guidance
- Chapter 43 - 43 - Discover Your Affinity
- Chapter 42 - 42 - The Question
- Chapter 41 - 41 - Seeker
- Chapter 40 - 40 - A Request Before Parting
- Chapter 39 - 39 - The Living Statue
- Chapter 38 - 38 - A Beauty Called Monstrous
- Chapter 37 - 37 - A Curious Observation
- Chapter 36 - 36 - The Lesson of Weakness
- Chapter 35 - 35 - An Unlikely Comfort
- Chapter 34 - 34 - A Dangerous Mercy
- Chapter 33 - 33 - Riftmaker
- Chapter 32 - 32 - To Fight Like a Coward
- Chapter 31 - 31 - A Dying Man's Vengeance
- Chapter 30 - 30 - The Hunter's Footsteps
- Chapter 29 - 29 - A Brother's Promise
- Chapter 28 - 28 - A Touch of Humanity
- Chapter 27 - 27 - The Azure Cataclysm
- Chapter 26 - 26 - Eradication
- Chapter 25 - 25 - A Symphony of Madness
- Chapter 24 - 24 - The Final Cleanup
- Chapter 23 - 23 - A Blood Debt
- Chapter 22 - 22 - Clash in the Storm
- Chapter 21 - 21 - A Crash of Thunder and Violence
- Chapter 20 - 20 - The Absolute Cut
- Chapter 19 - 19 - A Tapestry of Scars
- Chapter 18 - 18 - Siblings of Sky and Earth
- Chapter 17 - 17 - An Unreliable Ally
- Chapter 16 - 16 - The Price of a Slut
- Chapter 15 - 15 - The Cold Wash
- Chapter 14 - 14 - The Weight of Mercy
- Chapter 13 - 13 - A Brother's Bargain
- Chapter 12 - 12 - Ten Strangers
- Chapter 11 - 11 - A Pitiful Facade
- Chapter 10 - 10 - Eyes in the Grass
- Chapter 9 - 9 - Hunter and Prey
- Chapter 8 - 8 - The Scavenger's Price
- Chapter 7 - 7 - A Killer's Kindness
- Chapter 6 - 6 - Moonlight on Broken Steel
- Chapter 5 - 5 - The Harvest of War
- Chapter 4 - 4 - The Reluctant Aggrement
- Chapter 3 - 3 - The Only Family Left
- Chapter 2 - 2 - The Bloody Queen
- Chapter 1 - 1 - A Sky on Fire