Chapter 86 - 86 - A Secret of Her Own
Melly, who had been standing beside them all this time, could only watch the two of them with empty eyes. As if her existence meant nothing, as if the world belonged only to the two people staring at each other in silence. They stood so close, drowning in emotions she could not understand, making all the noise of the city around them feel distant and irrelevant.
People still walked by. The sound of footsteps, hushed conversations, and the smell of food from the stalls around the square were all still there. Yet for Riven and Ashtoria, it was as if all of that had vanished.
Melly had thought about cutting in, saying something, maybe even making a joke like she usually did. But she could feel the tension in the air. Something serious, something deeply personal, was unfolding between them. For the first time, she chose not to interfere.
She shifted her gaze and noticed a wooden bench not far from where they stood. She walked over, sat down slowly, and let out a long sigh of exhaustion. Her legs ached from walking and standing for so long, but that tiredness was forgotten, replaced by a curiosity she could not ignore.
From the bench, Melly watched the two of them with eyes full of interest, a faint smile tugging at the corner of her lips. The smile of someone who knew she was witnessing something unusual. Something she knew would change everything.
Then suddenly, Melly remembered what she had done back in the village: the woman burned alive, the storm she had summoned, and…
The image of lightning striking that woman replayed in her mind, twisting her stomach. Her feelings churned, stormy and conflicted, just like the storm she herself had called forth.
She had not yet told Riven what she had done. Not because she wanted to hide it, but because she felt she had not found the right moment to tell her brother.
Melly had spoken with Ashtoria, the woman who had witnessed everything from beginning to end. As she expected, Ashtoria had told her she had discovered her Affinity.
“Your Affinity is the storm.”
Those words from Ashtoria still echoed clearly in her head since the day before.
Melly tried to push the thought away and looked back at Riven and Ashtoria. The smile that had faded slowly returned to her lips, faint but real.
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.
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Riven thought the answer he had given earlier was enough to explain his stance. But when he saw Ashtoria’s eyes, filled with pressure yet hiding a pain he could not understand, he realized it was not enough.
He exhaled slowly and repeated his words, this time more directly.
“I don’t know,” he said calmly. “I haven’t even met her in person. How can I judge someone’s nature based only on stories? I don’t want to condemn anyone just because of rumors passed around in markets and taverns.”
Riven studied Ashtoria’s reaction carefully. His words did not directly answer her question, but they chipped away at the wall of unease weighing down her heart.
Ashtoria turned her face aside for a moment, as if weighing something only she knew. When she looked back at Riven, her voice was soft, yet filled with an unmistakable tremor.
“What if… what if the rumors are true? What if she really did kill people as she pleased?” she asked. It sounded less like she was talking about someone else, and more like she was confessing about herself.
Riven did not hesitate. He met her blood-red eyes firmly and answered in a steady voice.
“In that case, the real question is who those people were. This world is full of rotten men, Aria. Many of them deserve to die. Tell me… do you think those people deserved to be killed?”
The words struck Ashtoria like a sudden storm. They did not just reach her ears, they pierced deep into the memories she had buried, into wounds that had never healed. Faces she had erased. Blood she had spilled. Screams that once echoed so vividly, now lingering as faint whispers in her mind.
Her hand, which had been gripping Riven’s collar, loosened. Her gaze wavered. She lowered her head, lips slightly parted, yet no words came. Without realizing it, she pressed her face against Riven’s chest, as if the weight she had carried alone all this time had finally grown too heavy.
Riven stayed still. He could feel her hot, uneven breaths against his chest, could feel how fragile the woman who always appeared unshakable truly was. He wanted to hold her, to wrap her frail frame in an embrace, to run his hand through her fragrant red hair… but he held himself back.
He knew how complicated her feelings were. More than that, he understood how fragile the bond growing between them was. Too many secrets remained untold, yet too many emotions were already weaving threads between them.
Suddenly, Ashtoria lifted her head. Her crimson eyes glistened. The shimmer at their corners was not only emotion but something far deeper, something she had never let surface. Her voice trembled, every word sounding like shards of wounds she had long hidden.
“What would you think… if those people threw stones at her?”
Riven stayed silent.
“What if they called her a monster?” Ashtoria continued, her voice quieter. “What if they locked her up… never gave her food. What if they whipped her every day, just to see her suffer?”
Riven could only stare at her. His chest grew heavy with every word that left her lips.
She spoke again, her blood-red eyes boring into his, as if forcing him to feel what she felt.
“What if… all they ever wanted was to hate her? They wanted her dead… but before that, they wanted to see her break slowly, suffer, alone.”
Her voice was nearly a whisper, yet every word echoed sharply in Riven’s mind.
Then she asked again, this time in a voice softer than before, as though she herself feared the answer.
“Do you think… people like that deserve to die?”
For a moment Riven could not speak. Not because he lacked an answer, but because his entire body was tense—angry, sorrowful, confused, all at once.
His mind flashed back to the body he had once seen: covered in scars, cuts, lash marks. Anger surged inside him. His jaw tightened, teeth grinding without him realizing.
‘Is that what you’ve been through, Ashtoria?’ his thoughts roared.
Before he could restrain himself, his body moved.
Riven pulled her into his arms—tight, with a force he could not explain. He slipped a hand behind her head, caressing her crimson hair gently, as if trying to erase invisible wounds.
His voice was soft but firm, a simple sentence that rose straight from his heart without hesitation.
“If you think they deserved to die… then they all deserved to die.”
Ashtoria froze in his embrace.
The words were simple, yet their impact spread through her like warm poison, straight to her heart. Her breath caught, her body trembled. But it was not fear, it was her heart pounding so hard it terrified her.
So hard she worried Riven could hear it.
So hard it frightened her.
No one had ever said such words to her before. Not in a voice this gentle. Not in an embrace like this. Not while stroking her as if she was something precious… not a monster.
Ashtoria did not know how to react. The only thing she knew was this: she did not want to let go of this embrace. Not now. Not anytime soon.
For the first time in her life, she felt… she was not alone.
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Chapters
- Chapter 163 - 163 - Bastian
- Chapter 162 - 162 - The Edge of Despair
- Chapter 161 - 161 - Where the River Took Her
- Chapter 160 - 160 - Not All Who Fall Are Lost
- Chapter 159 - 159 - A Smile Carver in Blood
- Chapter 158 - 158 - Something to Live For
- Chapter 157 - 157 - A Bastard and His Sister
- Chapter 156 - 156 - Ash Beneath the Moon
- Chapter 155 - 155 - The Man in Shattered Cloud
- Chapter 154 - 154 - A Curse Confessed
- Chapter 153 - 153 - Hands That Split The Sky
- Chapter 152 - 152 - Severance
- Chapter 151 - 151 - Inferno's Descent
- Chapter 150 - 150 - Fury Against the Flame
- Chapter 149 - 149 - A Shadow Over Glimfell
- Chapter 148 - 148 - The Piercing Calm
- Chapter 147 - 147 - A City Swallowed
- Chapter 146 - 146 - The Iron Cage
- Chapter 145 - 145 - Allies Tallying Points
- Chapter 144 - 144 - A Spark in Brown Irises
- Chapter 143 - 143 - A Shattered Carriage
- Chapter 142 - 142 - A Mountain of Corpses
- Chapter 141 - 141 - A Dragon in the Night
- Chapter 140 - 140 - The Need for Release
- Chapter 139 - 139 - The Marchioness's Inquiry
- Chapter 138 - 138 - A Midnight Evacuation
- Chapter 137 - 137 - A Decree of Escort
- Chapter 136 - 136 - Breathing with Mana
- Chapter 135 - 135 - The Memory of the Stormed Exit
- Chapter 134 - 134 - Melly's Resolve
- Chapter 133 - 133 - The Quiet Before Siege
- Chapter 132 - 132 - The Crimson Egg
- Chapter 131 - 131 - The Last Look
- Chapter 130 - 130 - Let Me Teach You
- Chapter 129 - 129 - The Cracking Ice
- Chapter 128 - 128 - The Lesson From Daphne
- Chapter 127 - 127 - An Assault of Kiss
- Chapter 126 - 126 - From One Prison to Another
- Chapter 125 - 125 - A Single Strike to the Heart
- Chapter 124 - 124 - A Plan Gone Awry
- Chapter 123 - 123 - A Hilt That Felt Right
- Chapter 122 - 122 - The Final Door
- Chapter 121 - 121 - A Shadow in the Hallway
- Chapter 120 - 120 - Filthy Carrion
- Chapter 119 - 119 - Nowhere to Go
- Chapter 118 - 118 - The Vanished
- Chapter 117 - 117 - A Vortex of Two Elements
- Chapter 116 - 116 - The Nobles' Faction
- Chapter 115 - 115 - The Morning's Clarity
- Chapter 114 - 114 - The Guests
- Chapter 113 - 113 - Four Styles
- Chapter 112 - 112 - A Sister's Future
- Chapter 111 - 111 - The Royal Council
- Chapter 110 - 110 - A Heart Melting
- Chapter 109 - 109 - Invasion
- Chapter 108 - 108 - Learning to Seduce
- Chapter 107 - 107 - Fury Yet to Fade
- Chapter 106 - 106 - Instinct Fills the Gaps
- Chapter 105 - 105 - The Rock
- Chapter 104 - 104 - The Taste of Roses
- Chapter 103 - 103 - The Glow That Sank
- Chapter 102 - 102 - The Birth of a Chosen
- Chapter 101 - 101 - The Talent Prism
- Chapter 100 - 100 - Lawbearer Ranks
- Chapter 99 - 99 - The Golden Eyed Man
- Chapter 98 - 98 - A Carrier of Fire
- Chapter 97 - 97 - An Adoption Proposal
- Chapter 96 - 96 - The Sleeping Storm
- Chapter 95 - 95 - A Noble's Contempt
- Chapter 94 - 94 - A Chasm Between
- Chapter 93 - 93 - Drowning in Desire
- Chapter 92 - 92 - The Unraveling
- Chapter 91 - 91 - The Single Canopy Bed
- Chapter 90 - 90 - A Wedding Night
- Chapter 89 - 89 - The Blooming of Sweet Poison
- Chapter 88 - 88 - The Crimson Scourge
- Chapter 87 - 87 - A Possesive Embrace
- Chapter 86 - 86 - A Secret of Her Own
- Chapter 85 - 85 - A Breath Apart
- Chapter 84 - 84 - A Queen's Inquiry
- Chapter 83 - 83 - Connecting the Fragments
- Chapter 82 - 82 - The Burden of Truth
- Chapter 81 - 81 - The Smile in the Shadows
- Chapter 80 - 80 - The Itch to Move On
- Chapter 79 - 79 - Survivalist's Instinct
- Chapter 78 - 78 - In A Sea of Embers
- Chapter 77 - 77 - The Sky Tears Open
- Chapter 76 - 76 - Shelter in the Carnage
- Chapter 75 - 75 - The Crimson Rain
- Chapter 74 - 74 - A Blade Gone Cold
- Chapter 73 - 73 - The Beast Wave
- Chapter 72 - 72 - Thunder Aftermath
- Chapter 71 - 71 - I Am the Storm
- Chapter 70 - 70 - A Scorching Scream
- Chapter 69 - 69 - A Prisoner in the Crowd
- Chapter 68 - 68 - Hurt and Hugs
- Chapter 67 - 67 - A Voice Through the Darkness
- Chapter 66 - 66 - A Sanctuary of Destruction
- Chapter 65 - 65 - The Bleeding Beast
- Chapter 64 - 64 - A Disturbance in Night
- Chapter 63 - 63 - A Flash of Clarity
- Chapter 62 - 62 - The Stone's Mockery
- Chapter 61 - 61 - The Slow Path
- Chapter 60 - 60 - Vanished Without a Word
- Chapter 59 - 59 - First Kiss
- Chapter 58 - 58 - Crimson in Moonlight
- Chapter 57 - 57 - A Steamy Bath
- Chapter 56 - 56 - Under the Moon's Gaze
- Chapter 55 - 55 - Cutting Nothing
- Chapter 54 - 54 - A Feast of Fish and Fear
- Chapter 53 - 53 - Kneeling to a Gaze
- Chapter 52 - 52 - Bluffing on a Dusty Road
- Chapter 51 - 51 - The Price of Nobility
- Chapter 50 - 50 - Forging a Foundation
- Chapter 49 - 49 - The Foundation of Swordsmanship
- Chapter 48 - 48 - The Ghost of A Mother
- Chapter 47 - 47 - The Demon Child's Awakening
- Chapter 46 - 46 - The Birth of Destruction
- Chapter 45 - 45 - Engraving the Sensation
- Chapter 44 - 44 - A Teacher's Guidance
- Chapter 43 - 43 - Discover Your Affinity
- Chapter 42 - 42 - The Question
- Chapter 41 - 41 - Seeker
- Chapter 40 - 40 - A Request Before Parting
- Chapter 39 - 39 - The Living Statue
- Chapter 38 - 38 - A Beauty Called Monstrous
- Chapter 37 - 37 - A Curious Observation
- Chapter 36 - 36 - The Lesson of Weakness
- Chapter 35 - 35 - An Unlikely Comfort
- Chapter 34 - 34 - A Dangerous Mercy
- Chapter 33 - 33 - Riftmaker
- Chapter 32 - 32 - To Fight Like a Coward
- Chapter 31 - 31 - A Dying Man's Vengeance
- Chapter 30 - 30 - The Hunter's Footsteps
- Chapter 29 - 29 - A Brother's Promise
- Chapter 28 - 28 - A Touch of Humanity
- Chapter 27 - 27 - The Azure Cataclysm
- Chapter 26 - 26 - Eradication
- Chapter 25 - 25 - A Symphony of Madness
- Chapter 24 - 24 - The Final Cleanup
- Chapter 23 - 23 - A Blood Debt
- Chapter 22 - 22 - Clash in the Storm
- Chapter 21 - 21 - A Crash of Thunder and Violence
- Chapter 20 - 20 - The Absolute Cut
- Chapter 19 - 19 - A Tapestry of Scars
- Chapter 18 - 18 - Siblings of Sky and Earth
- Chapter 17 - 17 - An Unreliable Ally
- Chapter 16 - 16 - The Price of a Slut
- Chapter 15 - 15 - The Cold Wash
- Chapter 14 - 14 - The Weight of Mercy
- Chapter 13 - 13 - A Brother's Bargain
- Chapter 12 - 12 - Ten Strangers
- Chapter 11 - 11 - A Pitiful Facade
- Chapter 10 - 10 - Eyes in the Grass
- Chapter 9 - 9 - Hunter and Prey
- Chapter 8 - 8 - The Scavenger's Price
- Chapter 7 - 7 - A Killer's Kindness
- Chapter 6 - 6 - Moonlight on Broken Steel
- Chapter 5 - 5 - The Harvest of War
- Chapter 4 - 4 - The Reluctant Aggrement
- Chapter 3 - 3 - The Only Family Left
- Chapter 2 - 2 - The Bloody Queen
- Chapter 1 - 1 - A Sky on Fire