Chapter 1: Prologue
Dear heart, why him?
The second and the youngest princess of the Kingdom of Caelwyn did not choose to love him, at least, that was what she forced herself to believe. After years of admiring him from afar, Ilaria Alysanne Ryuu found herself walking down the grandiloquent aisle with the person her heart was drawn to for the longest time.
Clad in a white gown and a mesmerizing tiara on her head, she was the epitome of a blossomed lily in the middle of colourful tulips. The platinum blonde shade of her silky hair was so light it was almost white; silvery — a warm undertone that complimented her supple skin.
Dragon-wing barrettes clasped her hair on either side, their silver curves wrought in the likeness of her clan’s sigil, the White Dragon. They were not mere ornaments but relics of a legacy, once worn by her mother — the beloved Queen of Caelwyn whose name was still mourned until today.
Accompanied by the sound of bells, a sweet smile swept across her pink lips as she walked through the sea of aristocrats and nobles alike. Violet eyes twinkling beneath the thousands of chandeliers hanging on the ceiling. Soft violins and piano resounded throughout the royal palace of the kingdom promised as her second home.
The people could not help but stare in awe. Some gawked at her ethereal beauty as she walked with slow, graceful strides, while others watched in envy, driven by their own greedy and selfish desires. Yet, no matter how many flowers adorned the palace, none could compare to the radiance of the bride of the day.
Under the blessings of the High Priest, the groom and the bride stood side-by-side, complimenting each other’s presence like a fervent couple made in heaven as they exchanged their vows. At that moment, Ilaria could feel her heart churning and twisting as it pounded against her ribcage.
Was it fear or nervousness? She could not tell. There was a tinge of happiness that she could only conceal whirling in her heart, and it took so much in her to prevent herself from smiling in delight. To be standing with her husband-to-be for this sole occasion makes her lose her composure. It makes her almost dizzy, but she knew better than to let herself hope for too much.
Marriage was a celebration of love. A unification of two souls that swore to protect and love each other until death separated them apart, except, the groom did not reciprocate the feelings his bride had for him. The truth is, to expect a marriage of love was the least of the royal’s concerns.
To dream was never an off-beam, but to hope was a desire demanding cessation before a heart was broken. As a princess, Ilaria understood her stature and the responsibility she held as a woman, so she cannot let her feelings be swayed.
Appearance and mannerisms were significant aspects that reflected her as a person, and being reserved and just as well as humble and kind was one of her many qualities that earned her lovable. The primary duty of a princess, however, was to produce an heir and secure the succession of the husband they were betrothed to.
Ilaria was prepared for this. Although she had expected her marriage to merely be based on the strategic interests of the council, her heart melted the day she was appraised as the betrothed of Levan Gawen, the Crown Prince of Noctharis.
Ilaria turned to her groom as they proceeded to exchange rings. Amid the fancy and grandeur decorations, everything seemed to be pale in contrast to the man standing before her. The words of the High Priest went deaf in her ears once she lifted her head to properly behold the face she had come to love as he focused on putting the ring on her finger.
She could feel her hands tremble when he touched her skin. Although it lacked tenderness, it was enough to send tingles down her spine that made her giddy. This was certainly not the first time she had seen him up close, but every time she was met with the opportunity, she was still mesmerized by his striking features.
The crown prince’s raven hair was slicked neatly back, though a few unruly strands betrayed him, falling stubbornly across his forehead and casting shadows over his thick, dark brows. His features were all sharp precision. A jawline carved with authority, cheekbones high and commanding, and lips set in a line that spoke of discipline yet hinted at hidden fire.
He looked less like a man born of flesh and flaws, and more like a figure wrought by a master sculptor, truly a vision of power and poise veiled in mortal guise. Tall and broad-shouldered, his frame carried the effortless strength of someone born to rule, each measured movement resonating with quiet dominance.
There was no need for armour to make him imposing; the sheer weight of his presence was enough to bent the air around him. Power clung to him like a second skin, dangerous yet magnetic, a warning and a lure all at once. And yet, still she found it hauntingly beautiful.
But the most enticing thing she had ever seen was the melted pot of finest gold that was his eyes — The orbs that named him a true descendant of the Black Dragon; They shimmered beneath the white light, reflecting a perfect shade of yellow that could be easily mistaken as honey.
As he peered at her beneath his long lashes, she was bewitched in a matter of seconds. Her eyes unblinking, her lips parted, her cheeks flushed. There seemed to be glitter swirling in his eyes. And, in a way, it was so captivating; so inviting; so calming she thought she could spend the rest of her life just staring at him.
That was when a light pinch fell on her fingertip. Ilaria blinked her eyes and was snapped back to reality. The warm and fuzzy ambience around her adjusted. And when she looked down at her hand, there was already a ring on her finger.
Ah, this…
Ilaria gulped, noticing the crown prince lowering his eyelids to look at her sceptically when the heat rose to her cheeks. Her attention shifted towards the crowds that were admiring them. Hot sweat trickled down the nape of her neck as she meekly took the other ring and carefully slid it on his finger, knowing that she had delayed the ceremony by daydreaming.
Once the band was finally sealed, the High Priest cleared his throat and raised his hands, standing majestically before the prince and the princess as his deep and gruff voice boomed across the hall. “As of today, Crown Prince Levan Gawen of Noctharis, together with Princess Ilaria Alysanne Ryuu of Caelwyn have consented together in holy wedlock.”
“By the blessings of the dragons, today you have become married. Today, your souls were declared as one and you will never walk the paths of life alone again.” He took a deep breath.
“As we invoke the benediction from the divine spirit of the eternal dragon, may the newlyweds remember this profound commitment as they begin their journey together. You have for each other a golden band. You have vowed to honour your words for eternity.”
“By the power vested in me, and in the sight of the sacred dragons and these witnesses, I pronounce you husband and wife. You may now kiss!” Loud applauses resounded across the hall. Despite the rapid beats of her heart, Ilaria concealed her excitement.
While the wedding may have started and ended smoothly, what these cheering crowds believe was nothing but a mere stratagem. Ilaria smiled at her husband, ignoring the sudden ache in her heart at the reality that she was the only one who was genuinely happy with this union.
As she looked at his cold and unblinking gaze, she wanted him to see the flowers in her eyes and hear the songs that were playing in her mind. But there was a formidable barrier between them, one that he set up to block her from marching into his heart as he unknowingly pulled a string of hers.
A soft and careful touch landed on her chin, pushing her to the brink of collapsing. Had she been unaware that this was just a show and nothing more than responsibility, her legs would have buckled then and there.
Levan lifted her head as he leaned down, not even bothering to look into her eyes as his other hand snaked around her waist, pulling her into a warm embrace of ecstasy that sent her body soaring in delight. There seemed to be a spark in his eyes, which, lacked love and tenderness that she could only dream.
“Forgive me,” he had whispered, his hot breath tingling her skin. Although she was curious to whom the apology was inferred, her mind swirled and her heart fluttered the moment he brushed his lips against hers.
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Chapters
- Chapter 148: The Maw
- Chapter 147: What Winter Brings
- Chapter 146: Morning After
- Chapter 145: The Sacred Remnant
- Chapter 144: Where The World Collides
- Chapter 143: A Worship Without Shame
- Chapter 142: Do You Want Me? (Part 2)
- Chapter 141: Do You Want Me? (Part 1)
- Chapter 140: After Hours
- Chapter 139: We Will Stay
- Chapter 138: A Mirror For The Rot
- Chapter 137: A Voice In The Wind
- Chapter 136: Occupied Thoughts
- Chapter 135: A Serpent’s Soliloquy
- Chapter 134: Mingling With The Ladies
- Chapter 133: Hospitality
- Chapter 132: The Princess in The Flesh
- Chapter 131: The Crowns Arrival
- Chapter 130: The Falcon’s Invitation
- Chapter 129: A Place To Root
- Chapter 128: When the World Feels Unfair
- Chapter 127: Mother
- Chapter 126: Presence Over Duty
- Chapter 125: I Will Take Care of You (Part 4)
- Chapter 124: I Will Take Care of You (Part 3)
- Chapter 123: I Will Take Care of You (Part 2)
- Chapter 122: I Will Take Care of You (Part 1)
- Chapter 121: Sweetness In His Hands
- Chapter 120: His Princess
- Chapter 119: Between Duty and Blood
- Chapter 118: Family Gathering
- Chapter 117: Intention
- Chapter 116: Bold
- Chapter 115: Every Droplet, Every Thought
- Chapter 114: Biggest Fans
- Chapter 113: Admiring Him
- Chapter 112: He Cares
- Chapter 111: The Sigil
- Chapter 110: Expert View
- Chapter 109: Tease
- Chapter 108: One More
- Chapter 107: Holding You
- Chapter 106: Passion
- Chapter 105: Unspoken
- Chapter 104: Upset Husband
- Chapter 103: Caught!
- Chapter 102: Why Am I Hiding?
- Chapter 101: Warnings
- Chapter 100: Missing
- Chapter 99: Council
- Chapter 98: Uncertainty
- Chapter 97: A Strange Mark
- Chapter 96: Human
- Chapter 95: Unquiet Rest
- Chapter 94: Dream
- Chapter 93: Forgotten Tribute
- Chapter 92: Resonance
- Chapter 91: Trust
- Chapter 90: I’m Not Afraid
- Chapter 89: To Keep You Safe
- Chapter 88: The Pulse Beneath
- Chapter 87: Secrets
- Chapter 86: The Expanse
- Chapter 85: Sunshine
- Chapter 84: Asserting Control
- Chapter 83: Lingering Question
- Chapter 82: To Deserve You
- Chapter 81: Banter
- Chapter 80: Remorse
- Chapter 79: Liability
- Chapter 78: A Nightmare Unfolds
- Chapter 77: …Kiss?
- Chapter 76: Almost…
- Chapter 75: Ashes of The Verge
- Chapter 74: Keeping Pace
- Chapter 73: Mounting Troubles
- Chapter 72: A Quiet Confession
- Chapter 71: Bribery and Persuasion
- Chapter 70: Helpless Husband
- Chapter 69: Clingy Wife
- Chapter 68: Comfort of You
- Chapter 67: Quiet Things
- Chapter 66: Tender
- Chapter 65: Of Duty and Devouring
- Chapter 64: A Little Noise
- Chapter 63: Is This Normal?
- Chapter 62: The Prince’s Chamber
- Chapter 61: Caring
- Chapter 60: Veins of Shadow
- Chapter 59: The Prayer Unheard
- Chapter 58: What The Morning Left Behind
- Chapter 57: The Shape of Sorry
- Chapter 56: Overwhelming Guilt
- Chapter 55: No Longer Calm
- Chapter 54: Lose Track
- Chapter 53: Fragile Morning
- Chapter 52: The Weight of Silence (Part 2)
- Chapter 51: The Weight of Silence (Part 1)
- Chapter 50: The Dance That Never Came
- Chapter 49: Happiness
- Chapter 48: I Wanted To Go Too!
- Chapter 47: Clarity
- Chapter 46: Warm Bun
- Chapter 45: Sun After Storm
- Chapter 44: Unmistakable
- Chapter 43: Vulnerability
- Chapter 42: Bare and Burning
- Chapter 41: Heat Care
- Chapter 40: It’s Not Just A Hand!
- Chapter 39: Distraction
- Chapter 38: Together
- Chapter 37: The Princess’ Wants
- Chapter 36: Unwelcome Heat
- Chapter 35: Silent Killer
- Chapter 34: There Was Someone Else
- Chapter 33: Persistence
- Chapter 32: Is It My Fault?
- Chapter 31: Power of Healing
- Chapter 30: He Won’t Visit
- Chapter 29: Echoes of Fear
- Chapter 28: Jealousy
- Chapter 27: Misunderstanding
- Chapter 26: Carelessness or Care Too Much?
- Chapter 25: A Prince’s Judgement
- Chapter 24: Losing His Composure
- Chapter 23: Wake Her Up
- Chapter 22: Fatigue
- Chapter 21: Heartless
- Chapter 20: Young Scholar
- Chapter 19: I Just Wanted To See You
- Chapter 18: Something Amiss
- Chapter 17: Do Not Fall Behind
- Chapter 16: Shadows Behind The Curtain
- Chapter 15: Dread
- Chapter 14: Dragon Baby?!
- Chapter 13: He Defended Me
- Chapter 12: Family Dinner
- Chapter 11: Crushed Macarons
- Chapter 10: Meeting Him or...?
- Chapter 9: Excitement
- Chapter 8: Thoughts and Delusions
- Chapter 7: The Handmaiden’s Concerns
- Chapter 6: Talk To Me
- Chapter 5: Storm and Solarium (Part 2)
- Chapter 4: Storm and Solarium (Part 1)
- Chapter 3: I’d Be His If He Asked
- Chapter 2: The Princess’ Longing
- Chapter 1: Prologue