Chapter 380: Chapter 380- Tear Apart

She looked at Gareth.

The sleeping architecture of him — the long frame slumped in the kitchen chair, the jaw slack, the eyelashes against his cheek — and the memories arrived the way they always arrived when she looked at him long enough.

Gareth at four, running to show her a prize ribbon from a school event, the paper crumpled because he’d been holding it the whole walk home.

Gareth at nine, asleep on the couch with a basketball tucked under his arm like a stuffed animal, and she had stood in the doorway and looked at him and thought: I would burn the world for this.

The man whose code name she had never known, dead in a hotel room in a city she would not name, while she sat on the edge of the bed afterward and discovered, six weeks later, that the mission had left her with something she hadn’t planned for.

The choice she had made with the retirement papers on the desk and the bakery lease in her hand and a small, insistent human being making his opinions about her body known in the most direct way available — kicking, early, hard, like he’d already decided he had places to be.

The way she had put the retirement papers in the envelope first.

Then the lease.

Then the test.

In that order. Because that was the order that had felt right.

She had honey-trapped a man for seventeen months.

She had killed him.

She had mourned him — briefly, privately, in the professional way that doesn’t use the word mourning — because he had been, despite everything, interesting.

And she had taken the thing he had left her with and she had made him this — this sleeping young man with the basketball reflexes and the moral code about women and the friends who were disasters — and that had been the correct decision and she had never once revised it.

She would not revise it now.

Her hand moved.

She hadn’t decided to move it. But her fingers found Gareth’s cheek — the warm, smooth angle of his jaw, the face that had been her reference point for what mattered for eighteen years — and she ran her thumb along the cheekbone with the slow, present tenderness of a woman who is memorizing something she is going to be away from.

Her throat closed.

She swallowed it.

She leaned forward.

Over the table, over the food she had spent two hours making, over the soup and the chicken and the egg tart she had specifically placed near his bowl because he ate them first, always, since he was small.

She pressed her lips to his forehead.

The warmth of his skin under her mouth. The specific, clean smell of him — sweat from practice, shampoo, something underneath that was just him, had always been just him, the smell she had tracked through supermarkets and schoolyards for eighteen years by instinct.

“I’m doing this for you,” she said.

Not for Raven to hear. Not for herself.

For Gareth, who was asleep and could not hear it, and would never know what the sentence was in reference to.

She straightened.

She looked at the table.

Then, without turning to look at the man behind her — without giving him her eyes, which was the one thing she had decided she was keeping — her hands moved to her own skirt.

She pulled it up.

Roughly. Both fists in the fabric, bunching it at her waist with a force that was not directed at the skirt — the practiced, deliberate motion of a woman who has made a decision and is executing it before the execution can be reconsidered.

The thick, full curves of her ass revealed themselves to the kitchen air, the heavy cheeks jiggling slightly from the rough motion.

Her panty — soaked, ruined, the elastic stretched from the hours of being hooked and shifted and used as everything except what it was designed for, crotch dark and glistening with her pussy cream — she hooked with her own fingers and pulled aside roughly.

Her hands found her own cheeks.

Spread them.

The full, soft flesh parting obscenely in her own grip, the twitching ring of her ass exposed completely, the wrinkled little shithole winking in the air, the wet, hairy cunt below it visible and dripping thick strands of arousal onto the floor — and she felt the specific, humiliating warmth of being in this position of her own choosing, of having made the choice herself, in her own kitchen, three feet from her sleeping son, her most private holes on full display.

She looked over her shoulder.

Just once.

“I hope,” she said, and her voice was level, was absolutely level, was the voice of IRONTHREAD Division Six, was the voice of a woman who had made harder calls than this and would make harder ones still, “this payment is good enough.”

Raven looked at her.

The warm, dark eyes of a man who had been collecting her all day and was now receiving the most expensive installment — and what was in his expression was not triumph, was not gloating, was something quieter and more final.

Satisfaction.

The deep, unhurried satisfaction of a man who had known from the beginning how this would end.

He unzipped his pants.

The sound of it in the quiet kitchen was precise and clean.

His cock sprang free — nine inches, dense and flushed and already fully hard, the thick, veiny shaft that her body had learned today the way you learn a new language, by immersion, with no option of not understanding, the fat cockhead already leaking precum — and he wrapped his hand around it and pressed the swollen head against her twitching ring.

Like a gun barrel finding its mark.

Patient.

Certain.

His other hand found her skirt.

Gripped it at the back like a handle — the same grip he’d used in the garden, in her bedroom, the grip that said I have a hold on what matters and I’m not letting go — and he rolled his hips backward for the clearance.

“I will collect this payment,” he said, warm and final and entirely without ceremony, “every day.”

He plunged.

PHAAACKK!!

“IAAAANGHHHH~~!!!”

The table moved.

Not two inches — it launched, all four legs leaving the floor in a single violent displacement, the full spread of food she had spent two hours making becoming briefly airborne — the soup, the chicken, the congee, the egg tart — before landing in the chaos of a surface that had been cleared by force.

The bowl hit the floor and did not break.

The cup she had been holding all evening hit the floor and did.

Her body had slammed forward with the thrust — the full, heavy weight of her torso driven across the table surface, her heavy breasts smashing into the wood, nipples dragging painfully against the grain, her cheek against the table, the food and dishes pushed aside by the involuntary slide of her body — and the scream that had come out of her had not been managed, had not been quiet, had not been anything except the pure, unedited output of a body receiving nine thick inches of cock straight up her tight ass in one brutal stroke.

Gareth slept through it.

The dream magic did its work.

And Raven, hands on her skirt and her ass and the full, trembling spread of a woman bent over her own kitchen table in the house she had built for the son who was sleeping three feet away — Raven held her there.

And began to move.

PAH! PAH! PAAAH!

“AAANGHH~!! HNGH~!! IT’S — SLOW — TEAR APART — AAAHH~!!”

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