Chapter 93 More Deep Thoughts With Ashton
‘There could be a lot of reasons…’
‘Limited knowledge, abilities, time, technology, and so on.’
‘And if that were to be the case, then I couldn’t blame them.’
‘But that’s not it.’
‘At the end of the day, these limitations are just excuses too.’
‘While they are limited strictly because of the uncertainty of their situation, they weren’t threatened to the point of extinction.’
‘They didn’t experience any real invasions, the attacks that occurred happened outside of the Last Bastion. Meaning that if they chose to not send anyone outside the protective bubble, nobody would’ve died.’
‘Now that I think about it, the hardships and challenges these Heroes faced mostly happened within Humanity’s territory. Most of it was internalized conflict. But the result always ended up with them sacrificing their lives to strengthen the protective bubble.’
‘Isn’t that shady?’
Ashtin pursed his lips as he holstered his guns. He looked in front of him, witnessing the blazing mess of demons writhing in pure agony as his thoughts gradually closes to an ugly conclusion.
‘They could’ve achieved so much more if there weren’t people who deliberately tried to discredit them. They could’ve done so much more if they just tried hard enough.’
‘Yet they didn’t.’
‘All of them succumbed to the pressure didn’t they?’
‘Someone or some people pressured them and indoctrinated them to become martyrs. Their deaths were glorified, paraded as a noble cause to poison the minds of the future generations, breeding more martyrs in the process.’
‘This minimized their potentials and limited their achievements, which in turn, stagnated the growth of humans even more.’
‘It had been thousands of years since the invasion began, many heroes rose and fell yet the progress of humanity only amounted to this much.’
‘It wouldn’t have been suspicious if humanity’s being constantly pushed to the edge of extinction but they’re not.’
‘Most of them were happy to peacefully live within that protective bubble because so long as they stayed inside, they’ll be safe. After all, this trend continued for a very long time so it had become somewhat given at some point.’
‘Humans are a progressive race. Creatures that sought after perfection no matter how unattainable it might seem. Yet for a race like this only have this much progress even after thousands of years? That’s a red flag if I have ever seen one.’
‘Because see, Humans here can cultivate, unlike my previous world. Out lifespans are longer and there are materials here which don’t exist in my previous world, this on top of magic as well, yet the fact that progress here is slower compared to my previous world just doesn’t make any sense.’
‘At this point, I can already tell that there’s some real shady shit going on behind the scenes.’
Ashton’s gaze hardened.
‘It’s the Federation isn’t it?’
‘It has to be. After all, they are the ones that have the trust of the public and have access to resources. It’ll be very easy for them to apply schemes that could seriously affect the future trend for Humanity itself.’
‘Oh, I don’t like this…’
Ashton clicked his tongue and re-applied his buffs. He pulled the hood of the cloak on and began making his way deeper into the tunnels.
His thoughts were chaotic at the point, but he still has enough attention to spare for his surroundings. He wanted to have some semblance of control over his current emotions yet he’s unable to due to the revelations that are occurring to him at this very moment.
It’s hard to act like nothing’s wrong. As much as he wanted to stay positive and trust the authorities, he really couldn’t right now.
Yes, he also thinks that he’s being a little bit unfair. After all, it’s not like they can explain themselves to him right now, given where he currently is.
‘But this ties back to my discoveries too…’
‘If my theory ends up being right, then Humanity’s in danger.’
‘If, say, those who move behind this scenes, also knew I know. Then their plan is simple.’
‘Controlled casualties…’
‘Since these races see us as cattle to be raised, then they’re surely playing the part of pastors. Raising soldiers to send out to feed them to invaders.’
‘This method allows them to prolong the life expectancy of humanity as a whole. They’re probably hoping that the invaders will eventually get sick of each other enough that they would start fighting each other, hoping for it to evolve into a full-scale war.’
‘They’re playing the long-con.’ Ashton concluded, ‘Trying to outsmart the invaders and outlast them whilst hiding.’
‘It is a smart and commendable plan but ultimately stupid. Why? Because they’re gambling at the cost of complete extinction here.’
‘The winning condition would be if, and only if, whoever the winner of the war between angels and demons retreat once they’re done.’
‘The world’s probably fucked beyond recognition at that point but in the end, Humanity lives on. That’s the only win condition I can see here, and it’s not even a lucrative victory either.’
‘There are so many ways this could fail. This is a very dangerous gamble with a very tiny chance of winning. Betting at an actual lottery would be infinitely better compared to this.’
‘What if the winners didn’t retreat? What if the war will never happen unless Humanity’s eradicated? What if an accident happens? What if the Angels and Demons decided to void the agreement if there’s even an agreement, to begin with?’
‘Actually, the last part already occurred didn’t it? And it cost us City M. Millions of lives, lost just like that.’
‘That protective bubble didn’t protect shit.’ Ashton spat. ‘The ‘Revenants’ as they called it, swaggered inside of it like they own the place and just took a solid chunk of humanity’s population just like that.’
‘Isn’t that what happened?’
Ashton’s thoughts turned more chaotic.
‘God, I never wanted to be right so bad in my entire life, yet I had this sneaking suspicion that I am.’
‘I hate it. Oh, I hate this.’
Ashton bit his lips and took a deep and calming breath.
‘Humanity’s fucked.’
Ashton didn’t really like where his thoughts took him so far but he can’t help it.
As it turns out, he only needed one revelation for the puzzle to start piecing itself together.
He hated the idea so bad yet he can’t deny that there are proofs around him. He was so naive at one point that he felt sick upon learning about everything now.
Again, so far, these are all just speculations for now. Although Ashton was already treating it as the cold hard truth of the world, deep down he’s still hoping that this wouldn’t be the case.
He wanted to have faith in his race. He wanted to believe in their hearts, yet it’s also because he is human himself that he can’t deny that the possibility of him being right is absurdly high.
Humans can be really cruel to themselves. He would know, he had seen it a lot in his previous world.
Then again, this begs the question: What would he do if it turns out that he’s right?
Would he dismiss it entirely and do whatever he wants to ensure his survival? Or would he help them?
This stumped him, surprisingly.
The question felt so heavy for him that it caused him to stop in his tracks. In the end, he couldn’t continue exploring the tunnels right now because he just wasn’t in the right mindset currently.
He’d just end up hurting himself if he continues. He should call it a day for now and just relax.
…and that’s what he did.
He went into the Grand Library and saw Aria waiting for him. He smiled at her weakly, trying to placate her worry but he knows it wasn’t working.
Ashton needed to be alone right now. And Aria knows this.
So, she just nodded at him and let him have his space for now.
Ashton went into their shared room, he lay down on the bed stared at the ceiling. Letting his thoughts direct themselves.
What will he do if it turns out that his assumption was correct?
Would he ignore it or stretch an arm out to help?
Both had pros and cons, neither is right nor wrong. And this is what makes it more difficult to answer.
It’s dizzying to think so far ahead right now. He only has two choices yet it feels a lot for him to be completely honest.
‘Is this what they call the Curse of Knowledge? I don’t like it. It’s not fun to deal with.’ Ashton mused in the middle of his train of thought.
He’s more or less right. Knowing a lot of things isn’t always a good thing. Sometimes, being knowledgeable is a curse. This is why they often say that Ignorance is a Bliss.
It’s a little too late to be ignorant now so he just had to deal with this it seems.
Right now though…Ashton really can’t answer this. It’s too much for the little him to handle.
He’s fifteen for crying out loud. Right now, he’s should be worrying about teenager things, not decisions that will decide the outcome of a whole damn race.
Yet, he’s also cursed by not being a normal teenager.
Though for now, all he could do is do what he can. Find a way home and see what things are like there. Once he confirmed it, it wouldn’t be too late for him to decide anyways.
‘Alright, enough of that I guess. Time to make it up to Aria.’
Source: Webnovel.com, updated by NovelKeep
Chapters
- Chapter 424 God
- Chapter 423 CJ
- Chapter 422 The Question
- Chapter 421 It's Over
- Chapter 420 Dreams To Dust
- Chapter 419 Final Clash
- Chapter 418 Pranked
- Chapter 417 ...Or Was It?
- Chapter 416 Dilemma
- Chapter 415 Danger
- Chapter 414 Fight
- Chapter 413 Re; Clash
- Chapter 412 Magitech Shells
- Chapter 411 Extreme Yang
- Chapter 410 Tactical Retreat
- Chapter 409 It Begins
- Chapter 408 Sparks Of War
- Chapter 407 Soon
- Chapter 406 Primeval Battlefield
- Chapter 405 Ancient Battlefield
- Chapter 404 Sudden Development
- Chapter 403 Abyss
- Chapter 402 Corrupted Celestial Vault
- Chapter 401 West Two's Arrival
- Chapter 400 Plans
- Chapter 399 Mysterious Variable
- Chapter 398 Sudden Situation
- Chapter 397 Abomination
- Chapter 396 Chased
- Chapter 395 Unit-075
- Chapter 394 Drastic Measures
- Chapter 393 Black Boxes
- Chapter 392 Reason
- Chapter 391 Celestial Council
- Chapter 390 Gaining Foothold
- Chapter 389 The Real Start Of The War
- Chapter 388 Trapped, Again
- Chapter 387 Defeat?
- Chapter 386 Clash
- Chapter 385 God's Wrath
- Chapter 384 Combat Regalia
- Chapter 383 Start!
- Chapter 382 Dawn Of War
- Chapter 381 War Preparations
- Chapter 380 The Irony
- Chapter 379 Amen
- Chapter 378 Something Ancient Stirs
- Chapter 377 Disturbance
- Chapter 376 Expedition
- Chapter 375 Dreaming
- Chapter 374 Planning
- Chapter 373 Dream
- Chapter 372 Rewards
- Chapter 371 High-Evolutionary League Finals (End)
- Chapter 370 High-Evolutionary League Finals (II)
- Chapter 369 High-Evolutionary League Finals (I)
- Chapter 368 Mortal League Finals: Free For All
- Chapter 367 3rd Day: Battle Royale
- Chapter 366 3rd Day: King Of The Hill
- Chapter 365 2nd Day: Test Of Endurance
- Chapter 364 2nd Day: Stairway To Heaven
- Chapter 363 Dream Soul Immortal Melody
- Chapter 362 High-Evolutionary League
- Chapter 361 Mystic Labyrinth
- Chapter 360 Guild Tournament
- Chapter 359 Humanity's Progress
- Chapter 358 Paradise And Inferno
- Chapter 357 Matured El-Tree
- Chapter 356 Pest Control
- Chapter 355 Catching Up And Plans
- Chapter 354 His Voice And Blessings
- Chapter 353 Reunion
- Chapter 352 Under Attack
- Chapter 351 Celestial God's Incarnation
- Chapter 350 Blue Planet 10 Years Later
- Chapter 349 Despair And Outcome
- Chapter 348 Holy Spirit
- Chapter 347 A God's Defeat
- Chapter 346 Fighting A God
- Chapter 345 Meeting A God
- Chapter 344 Time Skip
- Chapter 343 Dream
- Chapter 342 Freed
- Chapter 341 Gathering Intel
- Chapter 340 Interruption
- Chapter 339 Council Of Demons
- Chapter 338 Detaching A Pin
- Chapter 337 Mirror World
- Chapter 336 El Tree
- Chapter 335 Breakthrough! Archfey
- Chapter 334 Phantasmal Storm
- Chapter 333 Mistwood Kingdom's Demon Slayers
- Chapter 332 Water Sprite
- Chapter 331 Mistwood Kingdom
- Chapter 330 Party And Rejection
- Chapter 329 Galadriel Under Siege!
- Chapter 328 Rescue; Sucess! SOS
- Chapter 327 Pulled Into The Netherworld
- Chapter 326 Cleansing The Ruins
- Chapter 325 Ruins Of Ashenfort
- Chapter 324 Cleansing The Caverns
- Chapter 323 Dealing With The Cultists
- Chapter 322 Corrupted Fey
- Chapter 321 Starfall Mountains: Abyssal Cavern
- Chapter 320 Moving On, Demon-Infested Areas
- Chapter 319 End Of The Battle
- Chapter 318 Foul Play
- Chapter 317 Ardan's Struggles, Faeril's Hustle
- Chapter 316 Battle Of The Princes
- Chapter 315 Battle For The Throne
- Chapter 314 Fey King's State
- Chapter 313 Promotion And Realization
- Chapter 312 Azazel
- Chapter 311 Joining An Elite Team
- Chapter 310 Guildmaster's Fury And Feanor's Punishment
- Chapter 309 Lunatic Prince
- Chapter 308 Prince Feanor
- Chapter 307 Danger!
- Chapter 306 Escort Mission
- Chapter 305 Promoted
- Chapter 304 Team 7
- Chapter 303 Joining The Squad
- Chapter 302 Galadriel
- Chapter 301 Coming Age Ceremony (End)
- Chapter 300 Coming Of Age Ceremony (II)
- Chapter 299 Coming Of Age Ceremony (I)
- Chapter 298 Temporary Shelter
- Chapter 297 Elstar
- Chapter 296 Celestial God's Failure, New World
- Chapter 295 Leaving
- Chapter 294 Interference
- Chapter 293 Famine
- Chapter 292 Unexpected Development
- Chapter 291 Teamwork
- Chapter 290 Malevolence And First Miracle
- Chapter 289 Bow Lady Vs. Miraculous Son
- Chapter 288 Crimson-Haired Beauty Vs. Demon Emperor
- Chapter 287 It Begins
- Chapter 286 Broken Hypnosis
- Chapter 285 Time Skip
- Chapter 284 Future
- Chapter 283 Humanity's Revenge
- Chapter 282 Dream Reveal
- Chapter 281 Conclusion?
- Chapter 280 Cards Drawn
- Chapter 279 Start Of The Clash
- Chapter 278 Progress
- Chapter 277 Greedy
- Chapter 276 Mysterious Companion
- Chapter 275 Developments
- Chapter 274 Deceiver
- Chapter 273 Aftermath
- Chapter 272 Wrath Vs. Pride
- Chapter 271 Wrath's Madness
- Chapter 270 Great Timing
- Chapter 269 Breakthrough! Ascendant
- Chapter 268 Time Skip
- Chapter 267 First Wave
- Chapter 266 Skylar
- Chapter 265 Lake Of Blood
- Chapter 264 Stairway To Heaven's Pressure
- Chapter 263 Great Returns!
- Chapter 262 First Batch Of Ascendants
- Chapter 261 Developments
- Chapter 260 Buying Time
- Chapter 259 The Man And The Fisherman
- Chapter 258 Creator's Gift Package
- Chapter 257 Soul Refinement
- Chapter 256 God's Gift
- Chapter 255 Spiritual Journey
- Chapter 254 Idle Time
- Chapter 253 Viral Mutations, Myth's Galore...
- Chapter 252 Mutation
- Chapter 251 Memento Mori
- Chapter 250 Mary's Salvation
- Chapter 249 Dream Laws
- Chapter 248 At Last, A Sorcerer
- Chapter 247 Wrap Up
- Chapter 246 World Ending Cleave
- Chapter 245 Apostle's Death, Lust's Arrival
- Chapter 244 Humans Vs. Angels
- Chapter 243 Sin Demon Lust Descends
- Chapter 242 Lv.9 Warlock
- Chapter 241 Rewards, Evolution, More Rewards
- Chapter 240 Conditions; Met
- Chapter 239 Mystic Guild's Dramatic Irony
- Chapter 238 Blue Marble Grotto Heaven
- Chapter 237 Initiate Transfer!
- Chapter 236 Well Played
- Chapter 235 Spiritual Exam
- Chapter 234 Practicals
- Chapter 233 Recruitment Exams
- Chapter 232 Plans And Inspiration
- Chapter 231 Casual Trip To Hell
- Chapter 230 Fairy Queen
- Chapter 229 El Sapling
- Chapter 228 Consultation
- Chapter 227 Rewards
- Chapter 226 Clean Up
- Chapter 225 End Of Chaos
- Chapter 224 Twisted Heavenly Bulwark
- Chapter 223 Against The Chaos
- Chapter 222 Approach Of Chaos
- Chapter 221 Clashing Chaos
- Chapter 220 Descent Of Chaos
- Chapter 219 Prelude To Another Chaos
- Chapter 218 The Blue Planet
- Chapter 217 Dinosaurs And Stargazing
- Chapter 216 Fey Emperor
- Chapter 215 True Spirit, El-Realm
- Chapter 214 Bloodline Evolution
- Chapter 213 New Things
- Chapter 212 Primal Virtue And Rich Rewards
- Chapter 211 Demon Zoo, Enlightenment Hall
- Chapter 210 Spatial Fold
- Chapter 209 Re: Fanatics
- Chapter 208 S-Rank Mission, DBD Project
- Chapter 207 Qliphoth
- Chapter 206 Laguna
- Chapter 205 Guidance
- Chapter 204 This Works Too?
- Chapter 203 Moles
- Chapter 202 Drawbacks And Starting Point
- Chapter 201 Spirit Cuisine
- Chapter 200 Meeting The Guild Master
- Chapter 199 Hysterical Warrior
- Chapter 198 Sword In The Stump
- Chapter 197 D-Day, Mystic Guild Recruitment
- Chapter 196 Announcement
- Chapter 195 Busy Schedule
- Chapter 194 Pact With The Devil
- Chapter 193 Manny The Tech-Guy
- Chapter 192 Tasks
- Chapter 191 Mr. President
- Chapter 190 Visit
- Chapter 189 All In A Day's Work
- Chapter 188 Trapped
- Chapter 187 Getting Serious
- Chapter 186 Ready?
- Chapter 185 Unfriendly People
- Chapter 184 The Black Fog Ends But...
- Chapter 183 Black Fog (III)
- Chapter 182 Black Fog (II)
- Chapter 181 Black Fog (I)
- Chapter 180 It's Here...
- Chapter 179 Almost There
- Chapter 178 Three Days Later...
- Chapter 177 Their Training Starts
- Chapter 176 Wealthy Ashton
- Chapter 175 Signing And Bountiful Rewards
- Chapter 174 Contracts?
- Chapter 173 Suspicions
- Chapter 172 Terrible News
- Chapter 171 2nd Trait, New Perk And Ascended Art
- Chapter 170 New Home For The Dragon Vein
- Chapter 169 The Vein Awakens
- Chapter 168 Disappointing!
- Chapter 167 West Two, Foundations And NDA
- Chapter 166 100x Benefactor's Return!
- Chapter 165 Upgrade Chips And Rewards Distributed
- Chapter 164 System Overhaul: Complete! New Functions!
- Chapter 163 New Weapons
- Chapter 162 Learning And Gifts
- Chapter 161 Their Thoughts And Ashton's Plan
- Chapter 160 Bioweapon?
- Chapter 159 Cultists
- Chapter 158 Shopping?
- Chapter 157 High-Evolutionary Ranks
- Chapter 156 Gaia
- Chapter 155 Oracle
- Chapter 154 Changes For Them
- Chapter 153 Reunion
- Chapter 152 Home
- Chapter 151 That Name...
- Chapter 150 Bad Kitty
- Chapter 149 Edge Of Madness
- Chapter 148 Battle (End)
- Chapter 147 Battle (III)
- Chapter 146 Battle (II)
- Chapter 145 Battle (I)
- Chapter 144 Fusion
- Chapter 143 Dragon Vein
- Chapter 142 5th Year! Curse Removal
- Chapter 141 Lv.3 Warlock
- Chapter 140 Apostle And Sin Demon
- Chapter 139 Planning And More Training
- Chapter 138 Plans For The Future
- Chapter 137 Hilda And The Dragon Vein
- Chapter 136 Hidden Floor
- Chapter 135 Secret Room
- Chapter 134 Strength Of The 1st Spheres
- Chapter 133 Eavesdropping
- Chapter 132 Going In
- Chapter 131 Infiltrating The Celestial Base
- Chapter 130 Virtue Of Purity, Aether Purity Heart
- Chapter 129 One Year Later...
- Chapter 128 Prayer And Ritual
- Chapter 127 Killing Heist
- Chapter 126 Petty
- Chapter 125 Chaotic Warzone
- Chapter 124 Outside World: The Forgotten Ancestral Lands
- Chapter 123 Bloodline Synergy
- Chapter 122 Handsome Rewards
- Chapter 121 Slay!
- Chapter 120 Confrontation; Beloved's Spine
- Chapter 119 Self-Battle And Turning Point
- Chapter 118 Bone Scythe
- Chapter 117 Right Eye Of Purity, New Form
- Chapter 116 Warlock - Child Of Mana
- Chapter 115 Learning, Entertainment, And Breakthrough?
- Chapter 114 Decisions, Decisions...
- Chapter 113 Mr. Slayer
- Chapter 112 (Evil Laugh, Intensifies)
- Chapter 111 New Discoveries
- Chapter 110 Consoling Aria And Guidebook
- Chapter 109 Goal: HSB
- Chapter 108 The Grand Archives
- Chapter 107 The Truth Revealed: Sheep
- Chapter 106 Celestials? Hypogeans? Weird Isn't It?
- Chapter 105 Library's Trial, Again
- Chapter 104 Demon Prince
- Chapter 103 Demon Factory
- Chapter 102 Next Stop: Demonic City Ruins
- Chapter 101 Unlucky
- Chapter 100 River Of Gross
- Chapter 99 Bonewheels
- Chapter 98 More Power!!
- Chapter 97 ARC Base
- Chapter 96 Lots Of Loot!
- Chapter 95 Nest; Demolished!
- Chapter 94 Progress
- Chapter 93 More Deep Thoughts With Ashton
- Chapter 92 Ashton's Thoughts
- Chapter 91 Plain And Simple
- Chapter 90 New Spells, Bullets And Combinations!
- Chapter 89 High-Order Spells
- Chapter 88 Matured Demon
- Chapter 87 Mobile Safehouse; Get!
- Chapter 86 Spy Ward
- Chapter 85 Mining
- Chapter 84 Loot!
- Chapter 83 Anti-Abomination Shot!
- Chapter 82 Acorn?
- Chapter 81 The Purge
- Chapter 80 Progress
- Chapter 79 He's Back BB!!
- Chapter 78 Suprising Discoveries II
- Chapter 77 Surprising Discovery I
- Chapter 76 Gatekeeper
- Chapter 75 Cloak Of Apparition
- Chapter 74 Heat, Tension And Passion
- Chapter 73 Badass!
- Chapter 72 Gunslinger And Bloodline
- Chapter 71 New Toy
- Chapter 70 Practitioner
- Chapter 69 More Demons, Oh Joy!
- Chapter 68 Simulation Zone
- Chapter 67 Tormentor
- Chapter 66 Demons
- Chapter 65 Black Fog
- Chapter 64 Aria's Truth
- Chapter 63 Planning
- Chapter 62 Survive And Explore
- Chapter 61 Ruined City
- Chapter 60 Surprise
- Chapter 59 Experiment
- Chapter 58 Intrigued Regal King
- Chapter 57 Weapon Training
- Chapter 56 Weapon Choice
- Chapter 55 A Mage?
- Chapter 54 Combat Class
- Chapter 53 You Again?
- Chapter 52 Careless Aria
- Chapter 51 Fickle Fate And Curses
- Chapter 50 Black Magic Class
- Chapter 49 Inscriptions
- Chapter 48 Value Of White Magic
- Chapter 47 White Mage Class
- Chapter 46 Break
- Chapter 45 The Invasion
- Chapter 44 History
- Chapter 43 Work Duties
- Chapter 42 Grand Library
- Chapter 41 Personal Advice
- Chapter 40 Magic
- Chapter 39 Schedule
- Chapter 38 Class C-1
- Chapter 37 Little Girl
- Chapter 36 Diary
- Chapter 35 Assessment Results
- Chapter 34 Assessment
- Chapter 33 Class Types
- Chapter 32 Specialization
- Chapter 31 The Mystic Academy
- Chapter 30 Back To School
- Chapter 29 Eccentric King
- Chapter 28 A New Chapter
- Chapter 27 The Regal King
- Chapter 26 Offers
- Chapter 25 Visitor
- Chapter 24 Results
- Chapter 23 Exams
- Chapter 22 Anxiety
- Chapter 21 Idle Spell Grind
- Chapter 20 H.I.P
- Chapter 19 Sealed Memories
- Chapter 18 Re-Roll!
- Chapter 17 Circulation
- Chapter 16 Mystic Academy Is Where?
- Chapter 15 Mage Vs. Knight
- Chapter 14 Training Room
- Chapter 13 Lunar Princess - Fillianore
- Chapter 12 March 9022
- Chapter 11 House Warming Package
- Chapter 10 New Crib, Who Dis?
- Chapter 9 System Functions
- Chapter 8 Small Donation Of 15k
- Chapter 7 Handsome Rewards
- Chapter 6 Mission Complete! Rewards
- Chapter 5 Awaken!
- Chapter 4 Profile Registration
- Chapter 3 Baited!
- Chapter 2 Shady Hag
- Chapter 1 New Body, Who Dis?