Chapter 106: The Reason
William sat beside his father’s bed all night, watching his chest rise and fall. The rhythm was wrong. It was too shallow and too restless. Their father never slept like this.
William drank cup after cup of coffee, forcing his eyes to stay open.
At dawn, sunlight slipped through the curtains. William jolted awake with a gasp. He didn’t remember falling asleep. The room was bright. Too bright.
His eyes flew to the bed.
“Dad!” he shouted.
James never slept past sunrise. Never. A cold dread crawled up William’s spine.
“Daddy…” His voice cracked as he gripped his father’s shoulder.
There was no response.
“Dad!” He rolled James onto his back and started CPR immediately. “Come on… please… please…”
He fumbled for his phone with one hand, still pumping his father’s chest, when his wife, Miranda rushed in.
“Honey—” She dropped the breakfast tray, porcelain shattering across the floor.
“Call 911—no. Get the chopper. Now!” William barked, not stopping compressions.
Miranda moved instantly, calling for help, alerting the hospital, notifying Bobby.
Within ten minutes, the ranch’s live-in doctor was at James’s side, administering emergency drugs as the helicopter thundered down outside. They transferred him quickly and flew him to the cardiologist already overseeing his care.
Now William paced the hospital corridor, hands shaking. Bobby sat on the floor, elbows on his knees, fingers dug into his hair.
Critical care.
They had taken him straight in.
When the nurse stepped out, Bobby shot to his feet. William was already halfway to her.
“Dorothy—how is he?” William demanded, breathless.
The old nurse sighed, her eyes heavy. “Billy… it’s a widowmaker.” Her voice softened. “The doctor will speak to you soon. Surgery may not be enough at this point.”
The words hollowed him out.
“Have you called Jon? Alex? Cathy?” she asked gently.
William pressed his lips together, fighting the tremor threatening to break through.
“Son, call the family,” Dorothy whispered. She pulled him into a tight hug before walking away, wiping her eyes.
Everyone knew James Preston. Everyone loved him.
But some things were beyond love.
William staggered back. Bobby dragged his sleeve across his face, hiding the tears he could no longer hold.
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“Then why did you?”
Catherine’s voice trembled, but she did not look away.
Maximilian lifted his head.
Tears streaked her face, her eyes swollen and clouded, and the sight tore through him. He had never wanted to be the reason she looked like this. He had tried to avoid this moment, to circle around the truth, to bury it beneath avoidance and half-answers.
But she had just confessed that it hurt more because she had trusted him more.
And now it was his turn.
If he wanted redemption, he had to lay everything bare and trust her to decide what he deserved.
His restraint had already cracked tonight. He had shouted. Lost control. He was terrified of what he might become if he kept holding everything in. The worst thing he could do now was push her away again.
“That night…” he began, his hands curling into fists as if he could physically contain the storm inside him. “After I met you… I was kidnapped.”
Catherine’s brows drew together. “Kidnapped? By who?”
He held her gaze. His lips trembled.
“My mother.”
The words fell between them like shattered glass.
Catherine’s breath hitched.
His mother?
The same woman who had pushed for their engagement when they were infants? The same woman who had smiled through endless formal visits and declared their union destined?
Her heart pounded as old memories resurfaced.
When they were children, Maximilian and his mother had attended nearly every grand ball in Elyndra. She remembered the laughter, the winter lanterns, the way his mother’s presence filled every hall with elegance and authority.
But after the vow ribbon incident…
Everything changed.
His mother had not been the same.
The whispers had spread through the court. The scandal had been suffocating. And the following year, they had not visited Elyndra at all.
Only when Catherine turned sixteen did they return for the winter ball, and even then, his mother had seemed pale, strained, blaming her health for her absence from society.
At the time, Catherine had believed it.
Now doubt crept in.
Was it truly illness?
Or had something else fractured that family long before she understood what was happening?
“She had held me…” Maximilian bowed his head, his voice breaking. “She forced my seal onto it. She had a dagger to her own throat, Catherine. I… I thought she would kill herself if I refused. And you… I thought…”
His chin dipped lower, as if the shame weighed too much to carry upright.
Catherine’s fingers curled into her robe, trembling.
“You read it,” she whispered, and then her voice sharpened despite the tears in it. “You read what was written in that parchment… and you still thought you could convince me later?”
Those words.
Those filthy, venomous words inked on that parchment had followed her for years.
They had echoed through corridors whenever she walked past. Laughter muffled behind fans. Courtiers whispering. Men testing their luck, assuming she was “that kind” of woman because her fiancé himself had publicly cast doubt on her virtue.
Even Dorian… Dorian had looked at her like she was cheap on their first meeting, like she was easy, like she could be bought…
All because of that letter.
Her throat tightened.
“How could you do that to me?” she asked, not loudly, but the quiet was worse. “You said you loved me… And yet… You chose her life… and buried mine.”
Did he truly believe it would fade away?
Did he think the court would forget?
Was he that naïve about how society worked? About how a single stain on a woman’s name could define her forever?
Ah.
His mother.
He had chosen his mother’s life over her reputation.
The realization sliced cleanly through her heart. It hurt more than the betrayal itself. Because now she understood the scale.
In that moment, he had weighed them both… and she had lost.
Tears blurred her vision again, but she forced herself to ask the question clawing inside her.
“Why did she do it?” Catherine’s voice wavered. “I never disrespected her. I treated her like my own mother.”
She had admired that woman. Respected her. Trusted her.
His mother was not some ignorant girl. She was a seasoned noblewoman. A queen. She knew exactly what accusing a crown princess of secret affairs would do.
What had she done to deserve that hatred?
“What did I ever do to her?” she whispered, the question barely audible — as if she was afraid of the answer.
Maximilian couldn’t take it.
He rose abruptly and crossed the distance between them in two strides. The anguish in her voice was worse than her anger. Worse than her accusations. It sounded small. Lost.
“No, Katerina… no.” His voice cracked. “It was never your fault. Not even a little.”
He reached for her instinctively.
But Catherine stepped back before his fingers could brush her sleeve.
The movement was subtle.
It still felt like a blade to his chest.
“Then why?” she asked.
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Chapters
- Chapter 175: To Stand Up For Her
- Chapter 174: Does Past Matter?
- Chapter 173: Her First Love?!
- Chapter 172: To Say His Name
- Chapter 171: Say My Name
- Chapter 170: Father’s Approval
- Chapter 169: His Reply
- Chapter 168: To Give Her What She Wished For
- Chapter 167: Regret So Powerful
- Chapter 166: Trusting Him More And More
- Chapter 165: The Name That Followed Him Into History
- Chapter 164: To Remember
- Chapter 163: Unlike Past Life...
- Chapter 162: Enemies Within
- Chapter 161: Built Different
- Chapter 160: Simmering Resentment
- Chapter 159: Could It Be Maximilian?
- Chapter 158: Who Is Leon Aureus?
- Chapter 157: A Familiar Name
- Chapter 156: Jonathan’s Approval
- Chapter 155: To Elope?
- Chapter 154: The Ring
- Chapter 153: Why He Broke Up With Her
- Chapter 152: A Quiet Morning
- Chapter 151: To Protect Him
- Chapter 150: Need For Revenge
- Chapter 149: Mother’s Hurt
- Chapter 148: The Accusation
- Chapter 147: Did He Buy A Ring Already?
- Chapter 146: A Forgotten Memory
- Chapter 145: Choices
- Chapter 144: He Came
- Chapter 143: His Resolution, Her Breaking
- Chapter 142: His Redemption
- Chapter 141: To Find Her
- Chapter 140: The Clingy Child
- Chapter 139: Choosing To Trust Again
- Chapter 138: Breaking Softly
- Chapter 137: Yes Or No?
- Chapter 136: Give Him What?!
- Chapter 135: Losing Control
- Chapter 134: Caged By Family
- Chapter 133: Please, Say Yes
- Chapter 132: The Popular Boyfriend
- Chapter 131: Her Doubt
- Chapter 130: Forming Factions, Breaking Trust
- Chapter 129: Secrets Revealed
- Chapter 128: The Slap
- Chapter 127: The Interrogation
- Chapter 126: The Café Confrontation
- Chapter 125: A Door Opened
- Chapter 124: Dorian’s Announcement
- Chapter 123: Taking Control
- Chapter 122: He Was Jealous
- Chapter 121: Babysitting
- Chapter 120: Since Eighteen
- Chapter 119: King Again
- Chapter 118: Happy Father, Happy Family
- Chapter 117: The Beckoning
- Chapter 116: Losing Control
- Chapter 115: An Uncontrollable Visitor
- Chapter 114: To Stay
- Chapter 113: The Glue Of The Family
- Chapter 112: His Longing
- Chapter 111: Predators In Silk
- Chapter 110: A Father’s Hope
- Chapter 109: Every Inch A Queen
- Chapter 108: The Man She Had Never Truly Seen
- Chapter 107: Is Redemption Possible?
- Chapter 106: The Reason
- Chapter 105: Moment Of Truth
- Chapter 104: Loved Up
- Chapter 103: Kisses Weren’t Enough
- Chapter 102: Can’t Escape
- Chapter 101: The Truth
- Chapter 100: His Quiet Obsession
- Chapter 99: To Be Free
- Chapter 98: Choosing Herself
- Chapter 97: Obsessive Plea
- Chapter 96: Meeting Dorian
- Chapter 95: To Stay Together
- Chapter 94: Love or Fear?
- Chapter 93: For You, My Queen
- Chapter 92: To Get Advice
- Chapter 91: Protective Instinct
- Chapter 90: Dorian’s Move
- Chapter 89: He Stayed
- Chapter 88: A Solemn Promise and Fractured Memories
- Chapter 87: To Communicate
- Chapter 86: Finally Found Each Other
- Chapter 85: Bernice & Sebastian
- Chapter 84: The Retaliation
- Chapter 83: Gabriel’s Proposal
- Chapter 82: The Meeting
- Chapter 81: The Phone Call
- Chapter 80: The Vow Ribbon Incident
- Chapter 79: Were They On The Same Side?
- Chapter 78: Failing Restraint
- Chapter 77: Morning Shenanigans
- Chapter 76: A Quiet Warmth
- Chapter 75: A Peaceful Night?!
- Chapter 74: Caught
- Chapter 73: Queen Without A Crown
- Chapter 72: Intoxicating Darkness
- Chapter 71: The War Queen Awakens
- Chapter 70: Fragments Of Past
- Chapter 69: Body Vs Heart Vs Mind
- Chapter 68: To Belong To Each Other
- Chapter 67: Will He? Won’t He?
- Chapter 66: The Winthorp Legacy Dinner (11)
- Chapter 65: The Winthorp Legacy Dinner(10)
- Chapter 64: The Winthorp Legacy Dinner (9)- First Meeting
- Chapter 63: The Winthorp Legacy Dinner (8)
- Chapter 62: The Winthorp Legacy Dinner (7)
- Chapter 61: The Winthorp Legacy Dinner(6)
- Chapter 60: The Winthorp Legacy Dinner(5)
- Chapter 59: The Winthorp Legacy Dinner(4)
- Chapter 58: The Winthorp Legacy Dinner (3)
- Chapter 57: The Winthorp Legacy Dinner (2)
- Chapter 56: The Winthorp Legacy Dinner (1)
- Chapter 55: Family Dynamics
- Chapter 54: The Blackwood Heir
- Chapter 53: Rising Hunger
- Chapter 52: Her Strategy
- Chapter 51: To Move Away
- Chapter 50: Her Resolution
- Chapter 49: To Confront The Truth
- Chapter 48: Warping Rules, Fracturing Logic
- Chapter 47: Too Stuck In The Past?!
- Chapter 46: Solving Problems
- Chapter 45: Was That... Jealousy?!
- Chapter 44: To Break The Shackle
- Chapter 43: The Soul Shackle
- Chapter 42: Nostalgic Memories
- Chapter 41: Sleeping Arrangements
- Chapter 40: Worlds Apart
- Chapter 39: Pinned Underneath Him
- Chapter 38: A Love Strong Enough
- Chapter 37: Alexander’s Choice
- Chapter 36: The One She Couldn’t Lie To
- Chapter 35: To Court Her
- Chapter 34: Crashing Down
- Chapter 33: To Admit Attraction Or Not
- Chapter 32: The Lullaby
- Chapter 31: Her Name
- Chapter 30: Cleaver And Ice
- Chapter 29: Who’d Blink First?
- Chapter 28: Domestic Bliss? Nah... It’s Got To Be A Hallucination
- Chapter 27: A Nightmare Life
- Chapter 26: Shackled, To Him
- Chapter 25: Another Familiar Face
- Chapter 24: A Perfect Proposal
- Chapter 23: The Bracelet
- Chapter 22: Use My Name
- Chapter 21: The Third Option
- Chapter 20: Breaking Down
- Chapter 19: Sebastian Remington
- Chapter 18: Lying With Precision
- Chapter 17: A Man Who Protected What Was His
- Chapter 16: The Confession
- Chapter 15: Have We Met Before?
- Chapter 14: Stepping Toward The Past
- Chapter 13: Locked Out
- Chapter 12: Alexander’s Priority
- Chapter 11: A Tender Kiss
- Chapter 10: When An Unstoppable Force Meets An Immovable Object
- Chapter 9: Roxana - An Immovable Object
- Chapter 8: Hunter Alex - The Unstoppable Force
- Chapter 7: He Returned
- Chapter 6: Reaching Rock-bottom
- Chapter 5: The Insults
- Chapter 4: Present Life: Getting Erased
- Chapter 3: Past Life - The Last Stand
- Chapter 2: Past Life - The Betrayal
- Chapter 1: Past Life - The Promise