Chapter 20: Breaking Down
Catherine’s stomach churned. Even standing in front of Maximilian hadn’t made her feel this unsettled, this contaminated.
What did I ever see in him? she thought bitterly. He isn’t even handsome. Just… hollow, cruel… and greedy.
How blind was I?
Without another word, Catherine opened her purse and laid everything out on his desk.
Time-stamped drafts. Emails. Correspondence. Data logs. Revision histories.
Proof.
Cold, methodical, and undeniable proof that she had worked on it herself. She met his gaze without flinching.
Jonathan gulped seeing the copies on his desk.
“I am,” she said quietly, “the sole owner.”
Her lips curved to a slow smirk.
Jonathan didn’t raise his voice.
He stood instead and closed the office door carefully. The soft click echoed far louder than a slam ever could.
Catherine’s fingers trembled slightly, to be in a locked room with a man… especially after what happened at the restaurant… But she took in a deep breath and clutched her purse closer.
“You’re very confident,” he said, returning to his chair and folding his hands. “That usually means you’ve spoken to a lawyer.”
Catherine took a deep breath to gather herself. “The research is mine. The contract is clear.” She did have her gun.
Jonathan smiled. Not cruelly. Not mockingly.
Almost kindly.
“Ownership,” he said, “is not authorship. And authorship is not power.”
He slid a folder across the desk.
It wasn’t evidence. It wasn’t correspondence.
Just the printed symposium program—the glossy, official one already circulating, already archived. Her name sat neatly beside another.
Renfield.
Permanent. Immutable.
“You presented under Helios Biotek,” Vale continued, his tone conversational. “Using Helios funding. Helios facilities. Helios supervision.” He tilted his head. “You don’t get to pretend you were alone simply because you were brilliant.”
“My contract—”
“—protects your data,” Vale interrupted smoothly. “Not your career.”
He leaned back, crossing one leg over the other.
“If you contest this, Helios will initiate a review,” he said mildly. “Collaborations will be… reinterpreted. Recommendations will soften. Journals will hesitate. Grants will quietly disappear.”
Catherine felt her jaw tighten, the muscles aching as she forced herself not to react.
Jonathan watched her with something like patience.
“You’ll still be right,” he said gently. “Morally. Legally, perhaps.”
Then he smiled again.
“You’ll just be unemployable.”
Catherine’s hands curled into fists at her sides. She understood exactly what he meant. Even if she won in court, even if she proved beyond doubt that every line of that research belonged to her, she would still lose. She would be blacklisted. Quietly. Efficiently. Because she did not possess the kind of last name that opened doors in academia.
Unemployable…
The word settled between them like a verdict already signed. She exhaled slowly.
Academia, she realized, was not so different from the court of her former life.
Here, her name brought her nothing but scrutiny.
She might be wealthy, but she was an outsider—a merchant with gold but no pedigree. A guest permitted inside the halls, never meant to rule them. In another life, her name alone had ended arguments before they began. It had bent spines, silenced rooms, summoned obedience even from those who loathed her.
Wealth without lineage.
Talent without sanction.
The truth crystallized with brutal clarity: brilliance did not govern this world, the academic world she wanted to be part of.
Permission did.
And she had walked in believing merit would be enough.
The door opened before she could speak. Her spine stiffened.
Dr. Ashley Renfield entered with practiced warmth, with her heels clicking softly, smile already assembled. Her eyes flicked once to Catherine. Measuring. Dismissing. Then they moved to Jonathan Vale, approval settling easily into place.
“Ah,” Ashley said pleasantly, as if she were stepping into a luncheon rather than a battlefield. “I hope I’m not interrupting.”
Jonathan gestured to the chair beside Catherine. “We were just clarifying authorship.”
Renfield’s smile widened, polished and bloodless. “Of course. These things can be confusing for early-career researchers.” She turned to Catherine. “You should be proud. Helios rarely elevates work this promising.”
Elevates.
Catherine scoffed.
As though I am cargo.
Then Ashley’s gaze dropped… to Catherine’s coat, to the fall of the fabric, to the buttons.
She didn’t need to see the label. No one crafted buttons like that anymore.
Except one house.
Her eyes widened, disbelief flashing naked across her face.
“Where did you thrift Laurent Noir?” Ashley asked, incredulous. A brittle laugh followed. “Are those South Sea Pearls? Don’t tell me you’re forced to wear cheap imitations now.”
That had to be it. There was no universe in which someone like Catherine Preston, the ranch girl, owned the crown jewel of haute couture. It’s not just the price. Laurent Noir just didn’t sell to anyone. They had standards.
Catherine scoffed and stepped aside just as Ashley’s fingers twitched toward her pearls.
“One does not thrift haute couture,” she said coolly, disgust flickering across her features. “And imitation is an insult to the craft.”
She hated how Ashley weighed human worth by fabric and thread, how she reduced people to labels she thought only she was entitled to wear.
Ashley clenched her jaw and took a step back, confusion warring with irritation.
Because no matter how she turned it in her mind, no matter how much she wanted it to be false… She couldn’t understand how someone like Catherine could possess Laurent Noir.
And worse… How she could wear it as though it belonged to her.
“I’m looking forward to refining the paper,” Renfield continued lightly. “Adding context. Direction. Institutions prefer coherence.”
Her gaze lingered on Catherine, soft as velvet, sharp as a blade. “You’ll learn how these things work.”
Catherine clenched her jaw.
Ashley wasn’t threatening her. She wasn’t even hiding it. She was informing her calmly and graciously, that the work would be reframed, absorbed, and released under a better name.
Would it stand legally? No. Catherine had proof. Time-stamped files. Emails. Draft histories. Plagiarism would not survive a courtroom.
But the law was not where this war would be fought.
By the time a court ruled in her favor, academia would already have decided the story: a difficult nobody trying to stake a claim on Renfield territory. A young researcher with ambition mistaken for entitlement. The Renfield name would carry that narrative effortlessly, and the institutions would rally behind it.
By the time Catherine won, it would be too late.
Too late to publish.
Too late to collaborate.
Too late to belong.
Catherine saw her choices with brutal clarity.
Strike now.
Or…
Let it go.
She could strike now, before Ashley’s publication. It was risky, loud, and righteous… And she’d lose her future in research entirely. Or, she could let go, and preserve her career. She could swallow the theft for a quiet survival. A bitter loss.
Catherine stood there, suspended between ruin and silence, weighing which kind of death she could endure.
“You’ll be paid handsomely,” Jonathan said, as if he were offering mercy.
A hollow scoff escaped her before she could stop it.
Money.
As though that
were what she had fought for.
She had billions to her name. More than enough to live ten lifetimes in comfort. If she asked, her brothers would hand her their inheritance without hesitation. Wealth had never been scarce in her life.
But credit was.
What she wanted… what she had earned… was her name.
Her name, attached to the work she had bled for. Her name, standing where it belonged.
Why can’t I have what I deserve?
The question echoed painfully, familiar as an old wound splitting open. Her eyes clouded and her heart thumped painfully in her chest.
In her past life, she had worn a crown. She had held power so vast that nations bent beneath it, and yet none of her achievements were ever hers. Every decision required permission. Every victory belonged to the court, to her husband, to tradition. She ruled, and yet she was voiceless.
She had never blamed anyone for it. That was simply how the world had been. But it had scarred her all the same.
And now… this life was supposed to be different.
This world preached equality. Women had voices here. Choices. Freedom. Her family shielded her, supported her, and indulged every ambition she dared to voice.
And yet…
Even with all her wealth, all her freedom, all her brilliance…
She still couldn’t protect the one thing she had built with her own hands.
Just like before.
Just like how she couldn’t protect her son’s life in her previous life, no matter how powerful she was, no matter how desperately she tried.
The realization crushed her.
Tears welled in her eyes, blurring the room, the faces, the smug certainty of those standing before her. She bit down hard, trying to keep them from falling, but grief was heavier than pride.
Why is it never enough? Why am I always allowed to create, but never to keep? Why does everything I love have to be taken from me, dressed up as “reasonable,” “inevitable,” “how things work”?
She wiped the tears slipping free, hot and silent.
Why?
The question broke in Cahterine’s chest, unanswered… just like it always had.
Ashley’s lips curved.
Cry, she thought viciously. Cry and run. You don’t deserve anything.
Then…
A shadow fell across the doorway.
It wasn’t subtle. It wasn’t polite.
It was vast.
Catherine looked up.
There he was…
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Chapters
- Chapter 175: To Stand Up For Her
- Chapter 174: Does Past Matter?
- Chapter 173: Her First Love?!
- Chapter 172: To Say His Name
- Chapter 171: Say My Name
- Chapter 170: Father’s Approval
- Chapter 169: His Reply
- Chapter 168: To Give Her What She Wished For
- Chapter 167: Regret So Powerful
- Chapter 166: Trusting Him More And More
- Chapter 165: The Name That Followed Him Into History
- Chapter 164: To Remember
- Chapter 163: Unlike Past Life...
- Chapter 162: Enemies Within
- Chapter 161: Built Different
- Chapter 160: Simmering Resentment
- Chapter 159: Could It Be Maximilian?
- Chapter 158: Who Is Leon Aureus?
- Chapter 157: A Familiar Name
- Chapter 156: Jonathan’s Approval
- Chapter 155: To Elope?
- Chapter 154: The Ring
- Chapter 153: Why He Broke Up With Her
- Chapter 152: A Quiet Morning
- Chapter 151: To Protect Him
- Chapter 150: Need For Revenge
- Chapter 149: Mother’s Hurt
- Chapter 148: The Accusation
- Chapter 147: Did He Buy A Ring Already?
- Chapter 146: A Forgotten Memory
- Chapter 145: Choices
- Chapter 144: He Came
- Chapter 143: His Resolution, Her Breaking
- Chapter 142: His Redemption
- Chapter 141: To Find Her
- Chapter 140: The Clingy Child
- Chapter 139: Choosing To Trust Again
- Chapter 138: Breaking Softly
- Chapter 137: Yes Or No?
- Chapter 136: Give Him What?!
- Chapter 135: Losing Control
- Chapter 134: Caged By Family
- Chapter 133: Please, Say Yes
- Chapter 132: The Popular Boyfriend
- Chapter 131: Her Doubt
- Chapter 130: Forming Factions, Breaking Trust
- Chapter 129: Secrets Revealed
- Chapter 128: The Slap
- Chapter 127: The Interrogation
- Chapter 126: The Café Confrontation
- Chapter 125: A Door Opened
- Chapter 124: Dorian’s Announcement
- Chapter 123: Taking Control
- Chapter 122: He Was Jealous
- Chapter 121: Babysitting
- Chapter 120: Since Eighteen
- Chapter 119: King Again
- Chapter 118: Happy Father, Happy Family
- Chapter 117: The Beckoning
- Chapter 116: Losing Control
- Chapter 115: An Uncontrollable Visitor
- Chapter 114: To Stay
- Chapter 113: The Glue Of The Family
- Chapter 112: His Longing
- Chapter 111: Predators In Silk
- Chapter 110: A Father’s Hope
- Chapter 109: Every Inch A Queen
- Chapter 108: The Man She Had Never Truly Seen
- Chapter 107: Is Redemption Possible?
- Chapter 106: The Reason
- Chapter 105: Moment Of Truth
- Chapter 104: Loved Up
- Chapter 103: Kisses Weren’t Enough
- Chapter 102: Can’t Escape
- Chapter 101: The Truth
- Chapter 100: His Quiet Obsession
- Chapter 99: To Be Free
- Chapter 98: Choosing Herself
- Chapter 97: Obsessive Plea
- Chapter 96: Meeting Dorian
- Chapter 95: To Stay Together
- Chapter 94: Love or Fear?
- Chapter 93: For You, My Queen
- Chapter 92: To Get Advice
- Chapter 91: Protective Instinct
- Chapter 90: Dorian’s Move
- Chapter 89: He Stayed
- Chapter 88: A Solemn Promise and Fractured Memories
- Chapter 87: To Communicate
- Chapter 86: Finally Found Each Other
- Chapter 85: Bernice & Sebastian
- Chapter 84: The Retaliation
- Chapter 83: Gabriel’s Proposal
- Chapter 82: The Meeting
- Chapter 81: The Phone Call
- Chapter 80: The Vow Ribbon Incident
- Chapter 79: Were They On The Same Side?
- Chapter 78: Failing Restraint
- Chapter 77: Morning Shenanigans
- Chapter 76: A Quiet Warmth
- Chapter 75: A Peaceful Night?!
- Chapter 74: Caught
- Chapter 73: Queen Without A Crown
- Chapter 72: Intoxicating Darkness
- Chapter 71: The War Queen Awakens
- Chapter 70: Fragments Of Past
- Chapter 69: Body Vs Heart Vs Mind
- Chapter 68: To Belong To Each Other
- Chapter 67: Will He? Won’t He?
- Chapter 66: The Winthorp Legacy Dinner (11)
- Chapter 65: The Winthorp Legacy Dinner(10)
- Chapter 64: The Winthorp Legacy Dinner (9)- First Meeting
- Chapter 63: The Winthorp Legacy Dinner (8)
- Chapter 62: The Winthorp Legacy Dinner (7)
- Chapter 61: The Winthorp Legacy Dinner(6)
- Chapter 60: The Winthorp Legacy Dinner(5)
- Chapter 59: The Winthorp Legacy Dinner(4)
- Chapter 58: The Winthorp Legacy Dinner (3)
- Chapter 57: The Winthorp Legacy Dinner (2)
- Chapter 56: The Winthorp Legacy Dinner (1)
- Chapter 55: Family Dynamics
- Chapter 54: The Blackwood Heir
- Chapter 53: Rising Hunger
- Chapter 52: Her Strategy
- Chapter 51: To Move Away
- Chapter 50: Her Resolution
- Chapter 49: To Confront The Truth
- Chapter 48: Warping Rules, Fracturing Logic
- Chapter 47: Too Stuck In The Past?!
- Chapter 46: Solving Problems
- Chapter 45: Was That... Jealousy?!
- Chapter 44: To Break The Shackle
- Chapter 43: The Soul Shackle
- Chapter 42: Nostalgic Memories
- Chapter 41: Sleeping Arrangements
- Chapter 40: Worlds Apart
- Chapter 39: Pinned Underneath Him
- Chapter 38: A Love Strong Enough
- Chapter 37: Alexander’s Choice
- Chapter 36: The One She Couldn’t Lie To
- Chapter 35: To Court Her
- Chapter 34: Crashing Down
- Chapter 33: To Admit Attraction Or Not
- Chapter 32: The Lullaby
- Chapter 31: Her Name
- Chapter 30: Cleaver And Ice
- Chapter 29: Who’d Blink First?
- Chapter 28: Domestic Bliss? Nah... It’s Got To Be A Hallucination
- Chapter 27: A Nightmare Life
- Chapter 26: Shackled, To Him
- Chapter 25: Another Familiar Face
- Chapter 24: A Perfect Proposal
- Chapter 23: The Bracelet
- Chapter 22: Use My Name
- Chapter 21: The Third Option
- Chapter 20: Breaking Down
- Chapter 19: Sebastian Remington
- Chapter 18: Lying With Precision
- Chapter 17: A Man Who Protected What Was His
- Chapter 16: The Confession
- Chapter 15: Have We Met Before?
- Chapter 14: Stepping Toward The Past
- Chapter 13: Locked Out
- Chapter 12: Alexander’s Priority
- Chapter 11: A Tender Kiss
- Chapter 10: When An Unstoppable Force Meets An Immovable Object
- Chapter 9: Roxana - An Immovable Object
- Chapter 8: Hunter Alex - The Unstoppable Force
- Chapter 7: He Returned
- Chapter 6: Reaching Rock-bottom
- Chapter 5: The Insults
- Chapter 4: Present Life: Getting Erased
- Chapter 3: Past Life - The Last Stand
- Chapter 2: Past Life - The Betrayal
- Chapter 1: Past Life - The Promise