Chapter 112: His Longing
Maximilian patted her hand lightly. The gesture was simple. Too simple considering everything they’d been through.
Catherine turned her head… and suddenly saw it from the outside.
Her hand was gripping his sleeve, his body was angled toward hers and his fingers were resting over her wrist.
They looked… like every bit a couple.
She knew that bringing him with her to meet her father when he was sick meant she considered him family. That was how her family would take it. That was how any family would take it. But the reality was… it was because of this cursed bracelet. Bracelet alone.
But they didn’t know that. And now… Awareness slammed into her.
She pulled her hand back a little too quickly.
“I saved you from them only because I didn’t want you saying something you weren’t supposed to,” she said, lifting her chin.
If she were a little late, he would have blabbered nonsense to them, making them build an entire fortress out of nowhere. Yes. That was the only reason.
Maximilian stared at her for a long second. Then one corner of his mouth curved. “Like what?” he asked quietly, and leaned just slightly closer.
“Like this.” She shot him a warning glare. “Don’t act like you’re my… boyfriend.”
The word felt strange in her mouth.
Boyfriend.
It sounded juvenile. Casual. Almost silly. And yet…Her heart reacted to it as if it were something sacred.
This was the first time she had ever said that word in relation to herself. It made her pulse stumble.
Maximilian’s eyes darkened, but he didn’t step back.
“I want to clarify,” she continued quickly, defensive now. “The only reason I didn’t correct my Dad earlier was because—”
“I know,” he interrupted gently.
She blinked.
“I know,” he repeated.
He knew exactly what she was going to say.
That it wasn’t the right time… that her father was fragile… that she didn’t want to cause stress… that it didn’t mean anything.
But she had already been halfway confessing without realizing it. She probably knew, somewhere deep inside, what this was becoming.
The problem wasn’t her feelings. It was her fear of naming them.
Maximilian exhaled slowly.
How long should he wait?
“Off you go,” she said suddenly, pushing him lightly in the shoulder as if dismissing a nuisance.
He let her.
She walked away and sat beside Alexander and stared at the operating room doors.
Time stretched. Minutes became an hour. An hour became two. The sun dipped below the windows, and the hallway lights flickered on one by one.
Worry thickened the air. The grandkids grew restless. The spouses whispered less. Even the Preston brothers, who had faced wars in boardrooms and politics, began to pace.
Maximilian did what he could.
He introduced himself to the children properly. Let them ask questions. Let them inspect his watch. Let them decide if they liked him. He went out twice to bring coffee and sandwiches.
He handed Catherine hers without a word.
She didn’t thank him. She just took it. But her fingers brushed his, and lingered for half a heartbeat longer than necessary.
When she finally broke…It wasn’t loud or dramatic. Her shoulders just… slumped. Her eyes glossed over. The strong, immovable Catherine Preston cracked in silence.
Maximilian didn’t say anything. He simply walked over and sat beside her, close enough that their arms touched, letting her know of his solid presence.
After a moment, she leaned, barely, her shoulder resting against his, as if it were accidental, as if she didn’t need it.
But she didn’t move away. And he didn’t either.
In that quiet hospital corridor, surrounded by family and fear and fluorescent lights, he didn’t try to be her boyfriend. He just stayed.
It was something he had failed to do in their previous lifetime, and somehow, this time, that alone steadied her.
Maximilian noticed something else as the hours dragged on.
The Prestons functioned like a single organism.
William would rise to get water without being asked, and Alexander would subtly shift to fill the space he left. Bobby would kneel to distract the children just as one of them began to sniffle. No words exchanged. No instructions given.
Their spouses moved in rhythm with them.
Miranda knew exactly when to tease and when to fall silent. Sophia passed tissues before tears fully formed. Victoria’s hand would settle on a shoulder without interrupting a conversation.
Even the grandchildren and the great-grandchildren acted maturely. The kids shared snacks without fighting. Took turns with phones. An older one tied a younger one’s shoelaces without complaint.
It wasn’t perfect.
Maximilian noticed small frictions. A glance held half a second too long. A pause in tone that hinted at disagreement.
But beneath it all…There was no quiet calculations. There was only loyalty.
He belonged to a large family too. Not as wealthy, but prestigious.
But at home, smiles were often measured. His grandfather favored one branch openly. His uncles laughed at dinners while maneuvering behind the scenes. His aunts complimented gowns while undermining inheritances. His cousins smiled for photographs and sharpened knives in private.
He had grown up learning to read micro-expressions the way other boys learned sports. Vigilance had been survival.
His childhood home had not been so different from the royal court he once navigated in his previous life — alliances, betrayals, power wrapped in silk and civility.
He had never known what it felt like to relax inside his own family.
Watching the Prestons now, he found himself wondering how they handled disagreement. With this many members, there had to be conflict. Yet they lived in one compound. Separate houses, yes, but within the same gates.
How did they stay so close without suffocating each other? How did they argue without fracturing? How did they protect one another without turning possessive?
He admired it.
And something deeper, quieter, more vulnerable stirred in him.
It wasn’t just Catherine he wanted.
It was this. The noise, the loyalty, and the unspoken unity.
He yearned to have a family that closed ranks around you instead of measuring your worth, to have brothers who would stand in front of you without calculating gain, and to have a place where staying didn’t require strategy.
His gaze shifted to Catherine.
She was still leaning slightly into him, trusting him enough to rest, but fearful enough not to say it out loud.
He let his arm remain exactly where it was.
For the first time in a very long time, Maximilian allowed himself to imagine something dangerously soft.
A home.
And he realized…
He didn’t just want Catherine.
He wanted to belong to the world that had shaped her.
And that longing… felt far more terrifying than love.
Finally… The red light above the operating room flickered off. The doors opened.
The sound was soft. But it echoed like thunder.
Everyone moved at once. Chairs scraped. Shoes scuffed against polished tile. Conversations died mid-breath.
The Preston brothers stepped forward instinctively, forming a line without meaning to. Their wives were already beside them — Miranda’s fingers laced through William’s, Sophia anchoring Bobby, Victoria slipping her hand into Jon’s free one.
Alexander had Jon’s grandson in his arms, holding the child close, protective even in that small detail.
Catherine didn’t remember walking. She only knew she was suddenly closer.
And that her hand… was gripping something warm and familiar. Maximilian’s hand.
She hadn’t meant to reach for him. She hadn’t thought about it. Her fingers had simply found his and locked.
His hand tightened around hers immediately. He stepped half a pace forward, beside her.
The doctor removed his mask.
There was something about that moment… the second before a doctor speaks, that stretched like a lifetime.
Catherine could hear her own heartbeat in her ears.
Please.
Please.
The doctor’s gaze swept across the gathered family.
“It was a complicated procedure,” he began.
Catherine’s nails dug into Maximilian’s palm. He didn’t flinch.
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Chapters
- Chapter 175: To Stand Up For Her
- Chapter 174: Does Past Matter?
- Chapter 173: Her First Love?!
- Chapter 172: To Say His Name
- Chapter 171: Say My Name
- Chapter 170: Father’s Approval
- Chapter 169: His Reply
- Chapter 168: To Give Her What She Wished For
- Chapter 167: Regret So Powerful
- Chapter 166: Trusting Him More And More
- Chapter 165: The Name That Followed Him Into History
- Chapter 164: To Remember
- Chapter 163: Unlike Past Life...
- Chapter 162: Enemies Within
- Chapter 161: Built Different
- Chapter 160: Simmering Resentment
- Chapter 159: Could It Be Maximilian?
- Chapter 158: Who Is Leon Aureus?
- Chapter 157: A Familiar Name
- Chapter 156: Jonathan’s Approval
- Chapter 155: To Elope?
- Chapter 154: The Ring
- Chapter 153: Why He Broke Up With Her
- Chapter 152: A Quiet Morning
- Chapter 151: To Protect Him
- Chapter 150: Need For Revenge
- Chapter 149: Mother’s Hurt
- Chapter 148: The Accusation
- Chapter 147: Did He Buy A Ring Already?
- Chapter 146: A Forgotten Memory
- Chapter 145: Choices
- Chapter 144: He Came
- Chapter 143: His Resolution, Her Breaking
- Chapter 142: His Redemption
- Chapter 141: To Find Her
- Chapter 140: The Clingy Child
- Chapter 139: Choosing To Trust Again
- Chapter 138: Breaking Softly
- Chapter 137: Yes Or No?
- Chapter 136: Give Him What?!
- Chapter 135: Losing Control
- Chapter 134: Caged By Family
- Chapter 133: Please, Say Yes
- Chapter 132: The Popular Boyfriend
- Chapter 131: Her Doubt
- Chapter 130: Forming Factions, Breaking Trust
- Chapter 129: Secrets Revealed
- Chapter 128: The Slap
- Chapter 127: The Interrogation
- Chapter 126: The Café Confrontation
- Chapter 125: A Door Opened
- Chapter 124: Dorian’s Announcement
- Chapter 123: Taking Control
- Chapter 122: He Was Jealous
- Chapter 121: Babysitting
- Chapter 120: Since Eighteen
- Chapter 119: King Again
- Chapter 118: Happy Father, Happy Family
- Chapter 117: The Beckoning
- Chapter 116: Losing Control
- Chapter 115: An Uncontrollable Visitor
- Chapter 114: To Stay
- Chapter 113: The Glue Of The Family
- Chapter 112: His Longing
- Chapter 111: Predators In Silk
- Chapter 110: A Father’s Hope
- Chapter 109: Every Inch A Queen
- Chapter 108: The Man She Had Never Truly Seen
- Chapter 107: Is Redemption Possible?
- Chapter 106: The Reason
- Chapter 105: Moment Of Truth
- Chapter 104: Loved Up
- Chapter 103: Kisses Weren’t Enough
- Chapter 102: Can’t Escape
- Chapter 101: The Truth
- Chapter 100: His Quiet Obsession
- Chapter 99: To Be Free
- Chapter 98: Choosing Herself
- Chapter 97: Obsessive Plea
- Chapter 96: Meeting Dorian
- Chapter 95: To Stay Together
- Chapter 94: Love or Fear?
- Chapter 93: For You, My Queen
- Chapter 92: To Get Advice
- Chapter 91: Protective Instinct
- Chapter 90: Dorian’s Move
- Chapter 89: He Stayed
- Chapter 88: A Solemn Promise and Fractured Memories
- Chapter 87: To Communicate
- Chapter 86: Finally Found Each Other
- Chapter 85: Bernice & Sebastian
- Chapter 84: The Retaliation
- Chapter 83: Gabriel’s Proposal
- Chapter 82: The Meeting
- Chapter 81: The Phone Call
- Chapter 80: The Vow Ribbon Incident
- Chapter 79: Were They On The Same Side?
- Chapter 78: Failing Restraint
- Chapter 77: Morning Shenanigans
- Chapter 76: A Quiet Warmth
- Chapter 75: A Peaceful Night?!
- Chapter 74: Caught
- Chapter 73: Queen Without A Crown
- Chapter 72: Intoxicating Darkness
- Chapter 71: The War Queen Awakens
- Chapter 70: Fragments Of Past
- Chapter 69: Body Vs Heart Vs Mind
- Chapter 68: To Belong To Each Other
- Chapter 67: Will He? Won’t He?
- Chapter 66: The Winthorp Legacy Dinner (11)
- Chapter 65: The Winthorp Legacy Dinner(10)
- Chapter 64: The Winthorp Legacy Dinner (9)- First Meeting
- Chapter 63: The Winthorp Legacy Dinner (8)
- Chapter 62: The Winthorp Legacy Dinner (7)
- Chapter 61: The Winthorp Legacy Dinner(6)
- Chapter 60: The Winthorp Legacy Dinner(5)
- Chapter 59: The Winthorp Legacy Dinner(4)
- Chapter 58: The Winthorp Legacy Dinner (3)
- Chapter 57: The Winthorp Legacy Dinner (2)
- Chapter 56: The Winthorp Legacy Dinner (1)
- Chapter 55: Family Dynamics
- Chapter 54: The Blackwood Heir
- Chapter 53: Rising Hunger
- Chapter 52: Her Strategy
- Chapter 51: To Move Away
- Chapter 50: Her Resolution
- Chapter 49: To Confront The Truth
- Chapter 48: Warping Rules, Fracturing Logic
- Chapter 47: Too Stuck In The Past?!
- Chapter 46: Solving Problems
- Chapter 45: Was That... Jealousy?!
- Chapter 44: To Break The Shackle
- Chapter 43: The Soul Shackle
- Chapter 42: Nostalgic Memories
- Chapter 41: Sleeping Arrangements
- Chapter 40: Worlds Apart
- Chapter 39: Pinned Underneath Him
- Chapter 38: A Love Strong Enough
- Chapter 37: Alexander’s Choice
- Chapter 36: The One She Couldn’t Lie To
- Chapter 35: To Court Her
- Chapter 34: Crashing Down
- Chapter 33: To Admit Attraction Or Not
- Chapter 32: The Lullaby
- Chapter 31: Her Name
- Chapter 30: Cleaver And Ice
- Chapter 29: Who’d Blink First?
- Chapter 28: Domestic Bliss? Nah... It’s Got To Be A Hallucination
- Chapter 27: A Nightmare Life
- Chapter 26: Shackled, To Him
- Chapter 25: Another Familiar Face
- Chapter 24: A Perfect Proposal
- Chapter 23: The Bracelet
- Chapter 22: Use My Name
- Chapter 21: The Third Option
- Chapter 20: Breaking Down
- Chapter 19: Sebastian Remington
- Chapter 18: Lying With Precision
- Chapter 17: A Man Who Protected What Was His
- Chapter 16: The Confession
- Chapter 15: Have We Met Before?
- Chapter 14: Stepping Toward The Past
- Chapter 13: Locked Out
- Chapter 12: Alexander’s Priority
- Chapter 11: A Tender Kiss
- Chapter 10: When An Unstoppable Force Meets An Immovable Object
- Chapter 9: Roxana - An Immovable Object
- Chapter 8: Hunter Alex - The Unstoppable Force
- Chapter 7: He Returned
- Chapter 6: Reaching Rock-bottom
- Chapter 5: The Insults
- Chapter 4: Present Life: Getting Erased
- Chapter 3: Past Life - The Last Stand
- Chapter 2: Past Life - The Betrayal
- Chapter 1: Past Life - The Promise