Chapter 180: Chapter 180: After it.
Adam couldn’t answer for a second because his body was still catching up to the idea that the fire had finally stopped eating him alive. The room felt too warm and too still. His skin was sensitive in that post-storm way, as if everything had been turned inside out and allowed to dry.
He was in Max’s arms, and that was questionable at best.
Max’s chest rose against Adam’s back, stabilizing Adam’s breathing rhythm through sheer proximity. His scent was everywhere, and it was now laced with something that made Adam’s instincts settle instead of claw.
Adam’s eyelids fluttered. He realized his hands weren’t shaking anymore.
That should have been relief.
It was.
It was also annoying, because being relieved meant admitting Max had helped.
Adam shifted slightly, testing his limbs. His throat worked once, like he was swallowing pride along with air.
“Don’t,” he managed finally, his voice scraped raw.
Max’s arms tightened a fraction. “Don’t what?”
“Don’t sound…” Adam searched for the word and found it with a grimace: “…concerned.”
Max huffed a quiet breath against his hair. It might have been a laugh if he’d been in a better mood. “That’s unfortunate.”
Adam’s eyes narrowed. “Because it ruins your image as the Emperor’s terrifying knife?”
“Because you’re hard to carry when you’re pretending to die out of spite,” Max replied calmly.
Adam made a sound that was half scoff and half wheeze. “You carried me because you wanted to feel heroic.”
“I carried you because you were stubborn enough to consider dying in public as a personality trait.”
Adam tried to turn his head to glare, but the movement made his body protest. He stopped, scowling harder instead.
Max noticed it, but wisely chose not to say anything.
“You are a dominant alpha,” Adam said after a while.
“Mmm,” Max replied, unbothered in the way only men who had never had to justify their existence could be. “And you’re a dominant omega. At least one of us didn’t hide what he was.”
Adam’s mouth twitched despite himself. The sting was there, because it was true, but it didn’t land cleanly. Not after tonight. Not after heat and teeth and the way Max’s arms had kept him from falling apart in public and then again in private.
“Yeah,” Adam murmured. “Well. I had to.”
Max didn’t argue that point. He didn’t soften either. He simply held Adam where he was, chest to back, an unwavering embrace that made Adam’s body believe in safety faster than his pride could deny it.
Adam stared at the wall in front of them, eyes heavy, mind clearer now that the worst of the storm had passed. The ache in his muscles was real, but the panic was gone. The frantic edge had faded into something quieter—warm, sore, and manageable.
Which meant his mouth started working again.
It was a curse.
“You know,” Adam said, voice still rough, but the bite was creeping back in like a familiar coat, “this makes things easier.”
Max’s hand, resting on Adam’s ribs, paused just slightly.
Adam noticed.
“Does it?” Max asked, but he didn’t sound curious. He sounded careful.
Adam shifted slightly in his arms, not fully turning, but enough to indicate he was aware of the attention. “We’re both dominant,” he said, like he was offering a logical observation and not poking a bruise. “Which means we don’t have to do the whole tragic, monogamous, one-bond-or-death myth.”
Max went very still.
Adam could feel it—control snapping tighter, the way Max’s chest stopped rising as freely for a beat, as if his lungs had decided they were no longer participating in this conversation.
Adam continued anyway, because he couldn’t stop himself once he started.
“We can have multiple bonds,” Adam said, light and almost conversational. “It’s not… unheard of. Not for dominants. It’s—”
Max didn’t interrupt.
He didn’t correct him.
He didn’t tell him to shut up even if he wanted to with all his being.
He just… looked at him.
Without even turning his head, Adam felt the weight of Max’s gaze drop, darken, and sharpen instinctively.
Adam swallowed, the sudden shift in the room’s atmosphere tightening his throat. “What?”
Max’s arms tightened around him, pulling Adam closer, as if distance had become unacceptable.
Max’s green eyes, when Adam finally tilted his face enough to catch them in the low light, were darker than before.
Max didn’t speak. He didn’t need to. His silence was the kind that made it clear he was choosing restraint with both hands.
Adam’s pulse skipped. Heat wasn’t gone; it was just subdued, and this kind of attention scratched at it in a different way.
“You’re not—” Adam started, then paused, because he didn’t actually know what he was accusing Max of. Feeling? Caring? Being territorial? All of those were embarrassing.
Max’s jaw worked once. Still no words.
Adam’s mouth curved, faint and mean. “Oh. You regret it.”
Max chuckled, the sound low and dark, and it slid straight under Adam’s skin like a warning dressed as amusement.
“You could say so,” Max murmured. “It was my fault for marking you without boundaries discussed first.” His arms tightened a fraction, carefully and controlled. “But I will respect them.”
Adam blinked.
Of all the things he expected—denial, arrogance, some infuriating line about duty—that wasn’t it.
“You’re saying that like you didn’t just—” Adam cut himself off because he refused to give the sentence shape. He refused to put that kind of intimacy into words while his pride was still awake.
Max’s breath warmed his hair. “Like I didn’t just take what you asked for?” he supplied anyway.
Adam’s jaw clenched. “Like you didn’t just decide something permanent while I was out of my mind.”
Max didn’t flinch. “You weren’t out of your mind,” he said. “You were overwhelmed. There’s a difference.” Then, after a beat, “But yes. I made a decision too quickly.”
Adam’s mouth twisted. “That’s new. You admitting you can be wrong.”
Max’s lips brushed the air near Adam’s temple, close enough to feel without becoming a kiss. “Don’t get used to it.”
Adam snorted, but it came out weaker than he wanted. The exhaustion was still heavy in his bones, making everything feel slightly slow. He was annoyed at Max’s lack of… passion and possessiveness, something he didn’t think would apply to him.
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Chapters
- Chapter 222 - 223: The Main Star (3)
- Chapter 221: The Main Star (2)
- Chapter 220: The main star (1)
- Chapter 219: Eighteen, Officially
- Chapter 218: Right to glare.
- Chapter 217: In Between
- Chapter 216: Time
- Chapter 215: When?
- Chapter 214: Kiss
- Chapter 213: Proposal
- Chapter 212: Not the only one
- Chapter 211: Frederik
- Chapter 210: Domestic
- Chapter 209: Pregnancy
- Chapter 208: Outnumbered
- Chapter 207: Recommendations
- Chapter 206: Confirmation
- Chapter 205: The Wrong Man
- Chapter 204: Corridor Politics
- Chapter 203: Family
- Chapter 202: Spoiled in Reasonable Measures
- Chapter 201: Testing discipline
- Chapter 200: Statements
- Chapter 199: Consequences
- Chapter 198: Bent
- Chapter 197: In the morning
- Chapter 196: Round one
- Chapter 195: I want a second one.
- Chapter 194: Dessert
- Chapter 193: Timeline
- Chapter 192: Reasonable.
- Chapter 191: Terrible
- Chapter 190: Damian
- Chapter 189: Almost
- Chapter 188: More secrets
- Chapter 187: Story
- Chapter 186: Talking at last
- Chapter 185: Break the bond.
- Chapter 184: Through the crack.
- Chapter 183: Rage
- Chapter 182: Claymore manor
- Chapter 181: Stubborn men
- Chapter 180: After it.
- Chapter 179: Make it stop.
- Chapter 178: Not enough
- Chapter 177: Someone else
- Chapter 176: Desperation
- Chapter 175: Baby
- Chapter 174: Outside
- Chapter 173: Hate
- Chapter 172: The room off the avenue
- Chapter 171: The backstage
- Chapter 170: After the applause
- Chapter 169: The scene
- Chapter 168: Delronne
- Chapter 167: The friendship
- Chapter 166: The civilian
- Chapter 165: Foolish nobles and children (4)
- Chapter 164: Foolish nobles and children (3)
- Chapter 163: Foolish nobles and children (2)
- Chapter 162: Foolish nobles and children (1)
- Chapter 161: Introductions
- Chapter 160: Vows for Natalie
- Chapter 159: Frasner of House Alamina
- Chapter 158: Godfather at last. [Win-Win]
- Chapter 157: Negotiation [Win-Win ]
- Chapter 156: Why not? [Win-Win]
- Chapter 155: No.
- Chapter 154: Cause and Consequence
- Chapter 153: Settling
- Chapter 152: Back to the right father
- Chapter 151: Children (2)
- Chapter 150: Children (1)
- Chapter 149: Neither
- Chapter 148: Family
- Chapter 147: Visitors
- Chapter 146: Natalie
- Chapter 145: She.
- Chapter 144: Breathe
- Chapter 143: First sign
- Chapter 142: No.
- Chapter 141: Tired colors
- Chapter 140: A daughter
- Chapter 139: Two Hours of Training [Win-Win]
- Chapter 138: Checkup (2) [Win-Win]
- Chapter 137: Checkup (1)
- Chapter 136: Blackmail
- Chapter 135: Kill the ghost
- Chapter 134: Past Lunch
- Chapter 133: Marital
- Chapter 132: Mirror
- Chapter 131: One more kiss.
- Chapter 130: Thoughts
- Chapter 129: His side (2)
- Chapter 128: His side (1)
- Chapter 127: They have.
- Chapter 126: Still Awake
- Chapter 125: Home
- Chapter 124: Follow through. (2)
- Chapter 123: Follow through. (1)
- Chapter 122: Consequences
- Chapter 121: Imperial brothers (2)
- Chapter 120: Imperial brother (1)
- Chapter 119: Underdog
- Chapter 118: Home
- Chapter 117: Dinner, Properly
- Chapter 116: Family talk
- Chapter 115: The Sweetheart
- Chapter 114: Normal husband
- Chapter 113: Before dinner
- Chapter 112: Morning After
- Chapter 111: After Guests
- Chapter 110: Dinner (2)
- Chapter 109: Dinner (1)
- Chapter 108: Brother
- Chapter 107: Guests
- Chapter 106: Indoor predator
- Chapter 105: Come home.
- Chapter 104: Risk management
- Chapter 103: Announcement
- Chapter 102: Imperial ally
- Chapter 101: Lemon
- Chapter 100: Safe
- Chapter 99: Report
- Chapter 98: Routine (2)
- Chapter 97: Routine (1)
- Chapter 96: Like
- Chapter 95: Cold night
- Chapter 94: Planned
- Chapter 93: Beautifully dressed.
- Chapter 92: Tactical marriage
- Chapter 91: Announcement
- Chapter 90: Handle it.
- Chapter 89: Competent
- Chapter 88: Check-up
- Chapter 87: Go.
- Chapter 86: Worth it.
- Chapter 85: Don’t keep it in.
- Chapter 84: Stamina
- Chapter 83: Outing (2)
- Chapter 82: Outing (1)
- Chapter 81: Three days
- Chapter 80: To the South
- Chapter 79: Theoretically
- Chapter 78: The gaze of an alpha
- Chapter 77: Stay
- Chapter 76: Hunger
- Chapter 75: Guide review (2)
- Chapter 74: Guide review (1)
- Chapter 73: How to deal with an alpha
- Chapter 72: Last warning
- Chapter 71: Letting me run.
- Chapter 70: Truths
- Chapter 69: Not enough
- Chapter 68: Back home
- Chapter 67: Outnumbered
- Chapter 66: First house tour
- Chapter 65: The Prison of Alamina (1)
- Chapter 64: The kiss.
- Chapter 63: Four in the morning
- Chapter 62: Delightful recovery
- Chapter 61: New information
- Chapter 60: Three days
- Chapter 59: The aftermath
- Chapter 58: Fully claimed
- Chapter 57: Mine
- Chapter 56: Curses
- Chapter 55: Publicly dangerous
- Chapter 54: Them
- Chapter 53: Emotional damage and violence
- Chapter 52: Alone by design
- Chapter 51: Let him believe
- Chapter 50: Delivery
- Chapter 49: Possession
- Chapter 48: Retaliation (2)
- Chapter 47: Retaliation (1)
- Chapter 46: Not this time. (1)
- Chapter 45: Familial
- Chapter 44: Luncheon planning
- Chapter 43: Loss of control
- Chapter 42: Stress relief
- Chapter 41: A shame.
- Chapter 40: It suits you.
- Chapter 39: Resentment.
- Chapter 38: A fast passing ceremony
- Chapter 37: Consequences
- Chapter 36: Don’t commit treason
- Chapter 35: Liar
- Chapter 34: Generous
- Chapter 33: Why?
- Chapter 32: Love comes later
- Chapter 31: A taste
- Chapter 30: Cookies
- Chapter 29: Hypothetically
- Chapter 28: Monday with cookies
- Chapter 27: Failure
- Chapter 26: Hatred and disdain
- Chapter 25: The date (2)
- Chapter 24: The date (1)
- Chapter 23: Damn all.
- Chapter 22: Lace is war
- Chapter 21: Cognac and Consequences
- Chapter 20: The plan
- Chapter 19: Mother and the plan
- Chapter 18: Therapy needed.
- Chapter 17: Psychological terror.
- Chapter 16: Competition
- Chapter 15: Not interested
- Chapter 14: Updated news
- Chapter 13: Office trauma
- Chapter 12: Agreeable
- Chapter 11: Blind date (3)
- Chapter 10: Blind date (2)
- Chapter 9: Blind date (1)
- Chapter 8: Before the blind date
- Chapter 7: Emotional damage
- Chapter 6: Warfare runs in the family.
- Chapter 5: Cancel it.
- Chapter 4: The Department of Spite
- Chapter 3: Kill me now.
- Chapter 2: The Bloodhound’s Interest
- Chapter 1: Duke of Alamina