Chapter 132: Chapter 132— Goodbyes
Bright found Baggen near the convoy compound’s eastern perimeter, the hammer-wielder sitting alone on a supply crate, his expression distant with exhaustion and trauma.
“Hey,” Bright offered, settling beside him. “You made it.”
“Yeah,” Baggen confirmed, his voice flat. “Made it. Survived. Whatever that’s worth.”
“It’s worth something,” Bright said. ” Means you can keep going.”
“Can I?” Baggen asked, not looking at Bright. “Keep going, I mean. After tonight. After everything.”
Bright didn’t answer immediately. Because what could he say? That it got easier? That trauma faded? That survival justified the cost?
All lies. Or at least, not entirely true.
“You’ll function,” Bright said finally. “You’ll continue forward. Whether that’s ’keeping going’ in the way you mean—I don’t know. That’s something you discover rather than something someone tells you.”
Baggen nodded slowly. “You’re going to Central soon. Getting out of Vester.”
“Yeah.”
“Good. You deserve it. You and the others.” Baggen paused. “I’m happy for you kids. Genuinely. Even if it means this is probably the last time we talk.”
The recognition hung between them—the reality that Bright was entering a different world, that students brought up at central and regular soldiers occupied different trajectories, that Clear Light’s Eve marked a divergence point rather than a shared continuation.
“You could come and apply for a post at house Aurin,” Bright offered. “I think they’re filling vacancies. You could probably qualify—”
“No,” Baggen interrupted gently. “I couldn’t. I’m a good soldier, Bright. Maybe even a decent fighter. But I’m not central material. Don’t have that extra thing that makes someone exceptional rather than just competent.”
“Baggen—”
“It’s okay,” Baggen said. “Really. I know my capabilities. Know my limits. I’ll serve at Vester or get transferred to another outpost. I’ll do my duty. I’ll survive what I can survive. But I won’t pretend I’m something I’m not.”
Bright wanted to argue. Wanted to insist that Baggen underestimated himself. Wanted to believe that their brief friendship and loyalty mattered more than Baggen’s fading potential.
But he didn’t. Because Baggen was probably right. Central wasn’t some run of the mill boonies, they selected for specific qualities—exceptional talent, rapid core development, tactical brilliance, survival capability under extreme pressure, it was a place for the mind as much as it was for the body.
Baggen was solid. Reliable. Competent.
But not exceptional. Not in the ways that mattered, not for the politics and murder of words that occurred in the republic.
And that’s okay, Bright recognized. Not everyone needs to be exceptional. The world needs solid, reliable people who serve without requiring recognition or a fricking idea why they do so.
“What about Rolf, haven’t seen him since” Bright asked. “—is Rolf okay?”
Baggen’s expression shifted. Tightened. Something painful crossing his features before being forced back under control.
He didn’t answer.
Just sat. Silent. His hands gripping the hammer he’d carried through the night, knuckles white with tension that wasn’t entirely from exhaustion.
And Bright understood.
Rolf’s dead.
The knowledge hit with familiar weight—another name on the casualty list, another squad member who wouldn’t make it to morning or the shade of light that served as it , another person he’d fought beside who was simply… gone.
“When?” Bright asked quietly.
“I have no clue,” Baggen said, his voice barely audible. “But that’s what we can infer so far and that’s what the scouts were saying as his last known location was where the horde of ants sprouted from. If he hadn’t gotten back since then—” He stopped. Swallowed. “—there isn’t a chance in hell he’ll make it back now.”
Bright sat with the information. Processing. Mourning. Carrying weight that seemed to accumulate endlessly—Hailen, the candidates who’d died tonight, soldiers from various squads, and now Rolf.
“I’m sorry,” Bright offered.
“Yeah,” Baggen said. “Me too.”
They sat in silence for a long moment, neither finding words that mattered, both simply existing in shared grief.
“You should go,” Baggen said finally. “Get a rest before your convoy’s departure. You’ve got a journey ahead. New challenges.”
“Baggen—”
“I mean it,” Baggen interrupted. “This is goodbye, kid. We both know it. So let’s not make it harder by dragging it out. You’re going places I’ll never reach. That’s just the reality. And I’m genuinely happy for you.”
Bright stood slowly, recognizing the dismissal for what it was—not rejection, but acknowledgment of their diverging paths, acceptance of the separation that the dreadful holiday had made inevitable.
“If you ever make it to Central—” Bright started.
“I won’t,” Baggen said. “But thanks for the thought.”
They looked at each other one final time—squad members who’d fought together, friends who’d shared trials, people whose trajectories were separating in ways that might never converge again.
Then Bright walked away.
Leaving Baggen to his grief and his hammer and his acceptance of his limitations.
Leaving another part of Vester behind.
Another connection severed by advancement and circumstance and the brutal reality that the exceptional people moved in different circles than competent ones.
—–
Adept Goba stood at the convoy compound’s command post, reviewing the final preparations while simultaneously cataloging the Academy candidates with professional assessment.
Ten survivors. Soon to be fifteen again once the vacancy nominations were processed.
But what kind of candidates? Goba wondered, his enhanced perception reading micro-expressions, body language, trauma responses with Adept-level precision.
Some looked like what civilians expected Academy candidates to be—young, talented, determined to serve the Republic. The huge boy, ducan, the little girl, Mara, and their healer bessia fit that category.
Sheep who think they’re wolves, Goba classified. Good people who’ll struggle with Academy’s brutality. Who’ll either break or transform in ways they won’t recognize.
Others looked harder. More predatory. Like tonight’s violence had awakened something rather than traumatizing them.
Silas existed in that category—the invisible one who killed with efficiency that suggested natural aptitude rather than learned skill.
Ellarine Crownhold showed signs of transition—noble upbringing colliding with combat reality, producing either breakdown or evolution into something genuinely dangerous.
And a few candidates Goba didn’t recognize—survivors from squads he hadn’t directly encountered—showed expression that made his Adept-level instincts register caution.
Already wolves, Goba identified. Already comfortable with violence. Already understanding that power matters more than principles.
Those are the dangerous ones. Not because they’re evil. Because they’re effective.
But still there was an outlier in his observation. Private Bright Morgan. The boy was not really a sheep but he wasn’t also a wolf. He was something else entirely but he could put his finger on what.
Still the academy would accelerate their development. Would provide training, resources, ideology that transformed these natural predators into sanctioned hunters.
Some will become champions, Goba predicted. Who defend the Republic with genuine commitment. Who use power responsibly.
Others will become tyrants. Will use the training to advance their personal interests. Will become exactly what I am—people who make hard choices without hesitation and call it duty.
He didn’t know which category would claim which candidates. Couldn’t predict who’d break versus who’d excel.
That’s what Central determines, Goba thought. *That’s what the Academy reveals—who has the spine to take power into thru own hands.
Behind him, a soldier from house Aurin approached with a final transport manifests.
“Vester’s defensive status?” Goba asked.
“Stabilized. Every threat’s been eliminated. The remains ant workers have been driving off anc reverted to their individual hunting behavior—they are easily managed by standard patrols. Infrastructure damage is significant but repairable. Casualty count finalized at five hundred forty-three confirmed dead.”
Goba processed the number without visible reaction. Five hundred forty-three people. Dead in a single night. During a holiday celebration.
Catastrophic. But not unprecedented. The Shroud produces worse regularly.
And ultimately, not my primary concern. My mission was helping the adepts here and eliminating major threats. Both accomplished.
“My forces are ready for departure,” Goba announced. “We’ve assisted with the immediate crisis response. Remaining cleanup is local responsibility. I have other assignments requiring attention.”
“Understood sir,”The house Aurin soldier confirmed.
He took one final look at the Academy candidates—wolves and sheep and everything in between, all heading to Central, all about to discover what they were actually made of.
Good luck, he thought without voicing it. You’ll need it.
Then he departed, his Engine rumbling as he coordinated his forces for departure, already filing mental reports about Clear Light’s Eve disaster and political complications and classified information that needed containing.
Another crisis managed. Another set of problems solved through his overwhelming force.
Another night survived.
The convoy compound settled into exhausted calm —survivors processing trauma, candidates preparing for the journey, mercenaries maintaining a professional vigilance.
The holiday was ending.
And with it, Vester’s brightest talents were leaving.
Heading to Central. To the Academy. To futures that would either forge them into champions or destroy them completely.
Wolves among sheep, Goba had thought.
But the truth was more complicated.
They were all sheep right now. Pretending to be wolves. Learning what predation meant. Discovering whether they had the capacity to become actual hunters or would remain prey with delusions.
Central would reveal the answer.
The Academy would sort them.
And some would rise to become champions.
While others would simply… break.
That was the nature of selection.
That was the cost of advancement.
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Chapters
- Chapter 242 - 242—Moving Crawlers
- Chapter 241 - 241—Adam's Morning
- Chapter 240 - 240—The Adept's Accounting
- Chapter 239 - 239— Crownhold’s Back
- Chapter 238 - 238—Differentials
- Chapter 237 - 237– The Path Between Nations II
- Chapter 236 - 236—The Path Between Nations
- Chapter 235 - 235— Dawn has Arrived
- Chapter 234 - 234—The Training Window
- Chapter 233 - 233— The Company of The Unprepared II
- Chapter 232 - 232—The Company of the Unprepared
- Chapter 231 - 231— The Architecture Of War II
- Chapter 230 - 230—The Arithmetic of War
- Chapter 229 - 229—The Architecture Of Inevitability II
- Chapter 228 - 228—The Architecture of Inevitability
- Chapter 227— Glimpse of Trauma
- Chapter 226—Strings
- Chapter 225— Receeding For Now
- Chapter 224—Nuclear
- Chapter 223— A Boring Discussion Between Monsters II
- Chapter 222— A Boring Discussion Between Monsters
- Chapter 221— The Black Author
- Chapter 220— The Picture Perfect ending?
- Chapter 219— Cascading
- Chapter 218—The Verdict
- Chapter 217— Race Against Time
- Chapter 216— Cracks in The Foundation
- Chapter 215— Powder Keg
- Chapter 214— Introspection
- Chapter 213— Celestine’ Timely Intervention
- Chapter 212— Feeling Lost
- Chapter 211— Blackmail
- Chapter 210—Seeking Help
- Chapter 209— Gathering Intelligence
- Chapter 208— Blame
- Chapter 207—First Mission
- Chapter 206— Pursuance of Individuality
- Chapter 205— Bane of Blood
- Chapter 204—Mara’s Breakthrough
- Chapter 203—Weird Merchant
- Chapter 202—Faction In The Works
- Chapter 201— A New Perspective
- Chapter 200— Johnmark VS Bright II
- Chapter 199— Johnmark VS Bright I
- Chapter 198— Silas’ Perspective
- Chapter 197—Everybody’s In On It
- Chapter 196—Testing The Spies
- Chapter 195— Baby Steps on Espionage
- Chapter 194— Soul Signatures
- Chapter 193— Thoughts on Structure
- Chapter 192— Back at It Again
- Chapter 191— End of the Narrator
- Chapter 190— Help Rendered In The Past
- Chapter 189— Culture Shocks
- Chapter 188— Crownspire
- Chapter 187— Happenings
- Chapter 186— Adam’s weird Side Project
- Chapter 185— Set In Motion
- Chapter 184— Acknowledging Power
- Chapter 183— The Compromised
- Chapter 182— Tether Drain
- Chapter 181— The Narrator
- Chapter 180— Merchant Calculations II
- Chapter 179—Merchant Calculation
- Chapter 178— Faculty Meeting
- Chapter 177—Political Currents
- Chapter 176— Forging Identity III
- Chapter 175— Forging Identity II
- Chapter 174: Forging Identity
- Chapter 173— External Pressure
- Chapter 172—Recovery and Recognition
- Chapter 171—Advancement and Consequences
- Chapter 170—Extraction and Advancement
- Chapter 169—Impulse and Execution
- Chapter 168— First Blood and Final Breath
- Chapter 167— Raw Combat and Harsh Lessons
- Chapter 166— Self evaluation
- Chapter 165— External Machinations and Internal Secrets
- Chapter 164—Self Interest
- Chapter 163— Bessia’s Stand
- Chapter 162: Trials of Fire
- Chapter 161— The portal
- Chapter 160— Bitter Preparation
- Chapter 159—The Art of Creation
- Chapter 158—Coalition in the South
- Chapter 157—Ominous preparations II
- Chapter 156—Ominous Preparations
- Chapter 155—The Widening Gap
- Chapter 154— Connections and Gaps
- Chapter 153—Opportunism and Cruelty
- Chapter 152— Power’s True Structure
- Chapter 151— Calculated Transformations II
- Chapter 150—Calculated Transformations
- Chapter 149— Discoveries and Dilemmas
- Chapter 148- Little Problem
- Chapter 147—Economics of Survival
- Chapter 146— Classes
- Chapter 145— First Lessons in Violence
- Chapter 144—Truth Beyond Propaganda
- Chapter 143— Victory and Defeat II
- Chapter 142—Victory and Defeat
- Chapter 141— Delusion
- Chapter 140: Combat Assessment - First Blood
- Chapter 139— First examination III
- Chapter 138—First examinations II
- Chapter 137— First Examinations
- Chapter 136— Arrival at Sparkshire
- Chapter 135— New -
- Chapter 134—Final Gathering
- Chapter 133—Cores and Farewells
- Chapter 132— Goodbyes
- Chapter 131—Counting the Cost
- Chapter 130—The Underwhelming Battle
- Chapter 129—Brutal Efficiency
- Chapter 128— Saved By The Engine
- Chapter 127— The Engine’s Arrival
- Chapter 126—Elsewhere
- Chapter 125—The Royal Beneath
- Chapter 124— Lethal Geometry IV
- Chapter 123— Lethal Geometry III
- Chapter 122—Lethal Geometry II
- Chapter 121— Lethal Geometry
- Chapter 120— The Silence and The Siege
- Chapter 119—Choices in the North
- Chapter 118— The Engine
- Chapter 117— Signals
- Chapter 116— Adept Distress
- Chapter 115—Noble Rhys
- Chapter 114—Everyone’s come for a checkup
- Chapter 113—Convergence of Power
- Chapter 112: Vacancy Creation
- Chapter 111: The Opportunist’s March
- Chapter 110— Three-way Casualties
- Chapter 109— Collision
- Chapter 108: Death of a Nobody
- Chapter 107—Third party
- Chapter 106— Clear Light’s Eve
- Chapter 105— Players Position
- Chapter 104— The Night Before
- Chapter 103— Ascension and Infestation
- Chapter 102—Delays and Decisions
- Chapter 101— Celebrations R18*
- Chapter 100: The Fifteen R18*
- Chapter 99—Schemes
- Chapter 98—- Thoughts and Reckonings
- Chapter 97—Adam’s Calculations
- Chapter 96—Stumbling Forward
- Chapter 95—Empathy
- Chapter 94—Cold Calculations
- Chapter 93—The Weight of Stones II
- Chapter 92—-The Weight of Stones
- Chapter 91—A bad Way to Grief R18*
- Chapter 90—Sad News
- Chapter 89—Conversations in Vester
- Chapter 88—Ellarine POV
- Chapter 87—Aftermath
- Chapter 86— End of Battle
- Chapter 85—First blood
- Chapter 84—Pencil Pushers
- Chapter 83—Eve Before Showdown
- Chapter 82—I spoke with Vaelith?
- Chapter 81—Weight of Power
- Chapter 80— Waves Recede
- Chapter 79—who’s really untop?
- Chapter 78—Taking risks
- Chapter 77—Shadows
- Chapter 76—Weapon secured
- Chapter 75—First Battle
- Chapter 74—Reflection
- Chapter 73 — Colony
- Chapter 72 – In The Caves
- Chapter 71 – Sunshine
- Chapter 70 — Squad Selection
- Chapter 69 — The Price Of Entry R18
- Chapter 68—Return Of The Prodigal Shadow
- Chapter 67 — The Eastern March
- Chapter 66 — The Cost of Making It
- Chapter 65 — Ash Between Footsteps
- Chapter 64 — Vester’s Shadowed Walls
- Chapter 63 — All Roads Led to vester
- Chapter 62 — Asset Retrieval
- Chapter 61 — The Monarch Of Bone
- Chapter 60 — The Long Shadow Of The Adept
- Chapter 59 — Breaking Points
- Chapter 58 – The Mixed Wave
- Chapter 57 — Hollow lines
- Chapter 56 — The Fire, The Stone, and the Shadow Between
- Chapter 55 – The Ones Who Remain
- Chapter 54 — “The Slow Goodbye”
- Chapter 53 — The High Command Convenes
- Chapter 52 — Atheon’s Fury
- Chapter 51 — The Folded Path of the Initiate
- Chapter 50 — The Weight of What Remains
- Chapter 49 — The Shadow That Moves
- Chapter 48 — The Quiet After the Storm
- Chapter 47 — What Remains in the Dark
- Chapter 46—Bright vs Larkin II
- Chapter 45 — Bright vs Larkin I
- Chapter 44 — The Others
- Chapter 43 — The People Behind the Walls
- Chapter 42 — The Fall of the Silo
- Chapter 41 — The Night Grim Hollow Trembled
- Chapter 40 — The Hidden Network
- Chapter 39 — Lockdown At Dawn
- Chapter 38 — Threads In The Dark
- Chapter 37 — Shadows In The Cracks
- Chapter 36 — First Drills
- Chapter 35 — The Fledgling Squad
- Chapter 34 — New Burden
- Chapter 33 — The Fracturing Within
- Chapter 32 — The Month of Breaking
- Chapter 31 — Sparks of Discipline
- Chapter 30 — The Quiet Between Battles
- Chapter 29 — Debrief and Division
- Chapter 28 — Echoes Beyond the Fog
- Chapter 27 — The Heart of the Shroud
- Chapter 26 — Fractures in the Fog
- Chapter 25 — The Echoing Hunger
- Chapter 24 — Hunger of Men, Hunger of Monsters
- Chapter 23—The Line We Cross
- Chapter 22 — Overrun
- Chapter 21 —The Heart That Watches
- Chapter 20 – Gathering Storm
- Chapter 19 – The Pulse Beneath
- Chapter 18: The Maw’s Heartbeat
- Chapter 17: The Sound in the Fog
- Chapter 16 – Poisoned Strength
- Chapter 15 – The Whispering Hunt
- Chapter 14 – Blood and Bone
- Chapter 13 – The Pulse of Instinct
- Chapter 12 – Nightfall in the Maw
- Chapter 11 — Shattered Company
- Chapter 10 — Splinters in the Dark
- Chapter 9 — The Crawlers’ Greeting
- Chapter 8 — The Next March
- Chapter 7 — What Stays Hidden
- Chapter 6 — Outpost Grimhollow
- Chapter 5 — The Blooded
- Chapter 4 — Blood in the Fog
- Chapter 3 – The March into Blindness
- Chapter 2 – The Ones Who Still Talk
- Chapter 1 – The Fodder Line