Chapter 173: 173. HER MEMORY
The force hit her like a wall. Lira’s body left the ground. Air tore from her lungs as she slammed into the pillar, stone cracked behind her, dust bursting outward in a dull cloud. For a second, she couldn’t hear anything. She had not seen what hit her. She did not know why she wanted to fight the boy. All she knew was that it was necessary and that he had to die. Just like the beast in training, he needed to be put down like one. She also knew that the blades she had were meant to kill him and that she had to stab the heart. She had few reasons to do things, and no feeling of revenge toward the boy, but she knew it was her mission to eliminate him.
She had never felt such a sense of purpose until she saw him for the first time. Back then, she had known it wasn’t time yet, but now she knew it was time. She had never had a real goal or purpose in life, but seeing him again, she knew that her purpose was to eliminate him.
The hit was like nothing she had ever experienced, and it was painful. She never experienced pain, but the hit had made her feel pain enough to have her groan in pain. She could not move even a limb when finally she was done moving through the air and pillars. Then silence suddenly fell. Her vision blurred, and in a moment she was in a place that she could not remember but somehow it felt familiar.
The place was made of many glass cylinders. It was cold and dark, so cold that she shivered. She stood, no, she floated inside one glass cylinder. Blue light filled the space around her, and Liquid pressed against her skin. Her limbs felt heavy and unreal. Shapes drifted around her. There was a maze of tubes fused into the cylinder she was floating in. Past her cylinder to other cylinders there were
Other children.
Small bodies suspended in the same blue fluid, eyes closed, unmoving. They were alive because she could see their transparent masks covering their noses and mouths connected to the outside of the cylinder by a tube condensed with moisture. Alive. Her chest tightened. It was as if she were in that cylinder, and what she was experiencing was happening in real time. She suddenly couldn’t breathe for some reason, even with the help of the tube. She convulsed for a moment, but suddenly a sharp pain stabbed into her back. A Needle, Long. Thin was driven into her spine. Wires trailing from them, pulsing faintly with light. Her body twitched in the fluid. The figures moving beyond the glass suddenly became blurry, and she closed her eyes and was gone just like the other children.
She woke up moments later, or days or months, because she had grown a few inches from the last time, and she was now in a larger cylinder. People dressed in white overalls were walking between the cylinders. They were talking in indistinct tones and watching a cylinder at a time while taking notes. One of them stepped closer to her cylinder and looked into her open eyes. He was a middle-aged man. He stared at her for a long time before his hand pressed against the surface of her chamber.
“Subject stable.” The voice echoed strangely.
Another child convulsed in a nearby tube. The fluid she was submerged in churned violently, then she stilled. There was no more movement nor a breath.
“Subject ninety-one is gone,” the man standing in front of the child’s tube announced before he started writing down on the clipboard in his hand. Lira’s mind fractured. This was not something she knew, yet she had not been able to remember. She had never remembered anything before. Nothing before the academy. Nothing before that force from that boy hit her.
“Adjust the sequence,” another voice said, sounding distant again. “Her response is higher than expected.”
The memory twisted, and suddenly shattered, and the arena slammed back into place. Sound returned in a rush, the Dust, broken pillars were there, plus the pain. Lira sucked in a sharp breath as her body jerked forward, dropping from the cracked pillar to the ground. Her eyes widened slightly, and her hand moved to her back quickly. Every movement was agony, but she had to move. She had never experienced panic, but somehow was experiencing fear of that place. Of being trapped in a tube. Her hands only touched her back. There was nothing there. No needles or wires. But somehow she could still feel it. The state of being in that tube and in that fluid.
Her gaze lifted. The boy was no longer there. After she stabbed him, he knew the wound was going to fester in seconds, and he would die in minutes. She staggered to the place where she had last seen him and stabbed him before she was thrown back violently, but he wasn’t there. There was blood on the ground, but he wasn’t there. There was no trail of blood to follow, and after circling the place a few times, she could not understand how he got out without leaving a trail of blood behind him.
She did not know whether she was looking for him to finish him or to know what he had hit her with, and that lab. She turned around and limped out of the place. She had a weapon dance to prepare for, and she would think about what had just happened to her another time. She walked out of the broken pillar and shadow arena and did not realize how badly she had been hit until she stepped out into the light. Her body ached with every step she took. She pushed herself to move even faster, but at some point, she just couldn’t. Her hand was lying in a weird position, and his ankle was swollen to the size of a fist.
She slid down the wall, unable to move a step further, and passed out
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- Chapter 253. FIRST WATCH
- Chapter 252. PICTURE PERFECT
- Chapter 251. NOT ADDING UP
- Chapter 250. UNFORGIVABLE
- Chapter 249. TRAPPED II
- Chapter 248. TRAPPED I
- Chapter 247. SCARS OF WAR
- Chapter 246. ILLUSION
- Chapter 245. BACK TO SQUARE ONE
- Chapter 244. INTO TATANI
- Chapter 243 243: 243. FINDING PIECES TO SOLVE THE PUZZLE
- Chapter 242. MISSION BEGINS
- Chapter 241. HIS SQUAD
- Chapter 240. HER REQUEST
- Chapter 239. OUT THE BOX
- Chapter 238. AN OATH
- Chapter 237. TRUTHS AND PAINFUL REALITIES
- Chapter 236. THE REUNION III
- Chapter 235. THE REUNION II
- Chapter 234. THE REUNION I
- Chapter 233. TO WAIT
- Chapter 232. A CHOICE TO MAKE
- Chapter 231. HIS VOTE
- Chapter 230. THE ART OF THE BEAST
- Chapter 229. THE VOTE II
- Chapter 228. THE VOTE I
- Chapter 227. POSSIBILITY OF GOING BAD
- Chapter 226. FINALLY
- Chapter 225. FIRST VOTE
- Chapter 224. TENSIONS
- Chapter 223. THE NINE CONCILS
- Chapter 222. THE WARRIORS’ GUILD
- Chapter 221. THE SHADOW AND THE WARNING
- Chapter 220. THE SHADOW UNIT
- Chapter 219. COMPLICATIONS
- Chapter 218. BLOODY
- Chapter 217. HAMMER FORMATION
- Chapter 216. SECOND WEB
- Chapter 215. FIRST WEB
- Chapter 214. WEB
- Chapter 213. AFFECTION?
- Chapter 212. ESCAPE II
- Chapter 211. ESCAPE
- Chapter 210. UNEXPECTED TURN OF EVENTS
- Chapter 209. STRANGE REALIZATION
- Chapter 208. PINNED DOWN
- Chapter 207. IN A BIND
- Chapter 206. THINGS ESCALATE
- Chapter 205. THINGS ESCALATE II
- Chapter 204. THINGS ESCALATE I
- Chapter 203. THE STRANGER
- Chapter 202. RESTLESSNESS
- Chapter 201. TRAPS AND BOREDOM
- Chapter 200. STRATEGY II
- Chapter 199. STRATEGY I
- Chapter 198. THE TEST
- Chapter 197. TEAM TEST
- Chapter 196. THE FIRST TEST
- Chapter 195. PROPOSALS AND BEGINNINGS
- Chapter 194. THE BLACK ROT
- Chapter 193. THE SWAN BLADE
- Chapter 192. TRUTHS AND SCALES
- Chapter 191. OFFER OF THE DEAL
- Chapter 190. POISONED
- Chapter 189. ‘PERHAPS’ AND ‘IF’S
- Chapter 188. THAT NIGHT
- Chapter 187. THE CONDEMNED MAN’S MOVE
- Chapter 186. BURNING
- Chapter 185. HIS ARMY
- Chapter 184. FINAL DECISION
- Chapter 183. THE SIXTH DANCE
- Chapter 182. THE UNTAUGHT
- Chapter 181. HIS PERFOMANCE
- Chapter 180. LATE ARRIVAL
- Chapter 179. SENRAKI AND SIKUWA
- Chapter 178. SENRAKI III
- Chapter 177. SENRAKI II
- Chapter 176. SENRAKI I
- Chapter 175. DANCE
- Chapter 174. THIRD WEEK EXAM
- Chapter 173. HER MEMORY
- Chapter 172. PAINFUL MEMORIES
- Chapter 171. NEAR DEATH AND PAIN
- Chapter 170. PUNISHMENT AND ASSASSINATION
- Chapter 169. THE BEAST FIGHT
- Chapter 168. DEAL OF HONOUR
- Chapter 167. THE TRIO
- Chapter 166. SITTING EXAM
- Chapter 165. PERMISSION TO KILL
- Chapter 164. THE REASON
- Chapter 163. ARRIVALS II
- Chapter 162. ARRIVALS
- Chapter 161: BOOK THREE: THE FINAL EXAM BEGINS
- Chapter 160. THE COUNCIL OF NO COUNCILS
- Chapter 159. DANCE AND PRECAUTIONS
- Chapter 158. SILENCE
- Chapter 157. NOTHINGNESS
- Chapter 156. FAREWELL AND GRIEF
- Chapter 155. DEPURTURES AND GOODBYES
- Chapter 154. THE COUNCIL: THE DESERT ASSEMBLY
- Chapter 153. END OF EXERCISE
- Chapter 152. THE TIME EATING POISON
- Chapter 151. THE CHAMBER UNEXPECTED TWIST
- Chapter 150. THE CHAMBER HEARING II
- Chapter 149. THE CHAMBER HEARING I
- Chapter 148. ESCALATION
- Chapter 147. SUSPISION
- Chapter 146. CLOSE CALL
- Chapter 145. ARCHIVE POCKET
- Chapter 144. KIN
- Chapter 143. MYAMA
- Chapter 142. HYPNOTISED
- Chapter 141. TIME
- Chapter 140. KIUGA’S PLAN
- Chapter 139. BETRAYING ONESELF
- Chapter 138. THE CALL
- Chapter 137. CONTAINMENT WING II
- Chapter 136. CONTAINMENT WING I
- Chapter 135. QUESTIONS
- Chapter 134. THE CENTRE OF IT
- Chapter 133. MEMORY
- Chapter 132. HIS CALL
- Chapter 131. TRAP
- Chapter 130. BAIT
- Chapter 129. CHAOS
- Chapter 128. STILL TO CHAOS
- Chapter 127. STILL
- Chapter 126. LOWER DISTRICT
- Chapter 125. LOST
- Chapter 124. CAPTAINS
- Chapter 123. THE SHIFT
- Chapter 122. ARRIVAL
- Chapter 121. THE SEVENTH WING I
- Chapter 120. THE WAR HEADQUATERS
- Chapter 119. TRUST
- Chapter 118. COUNTERMEASURES
- Chapter 117. CRIPPLING SAFFOCATION
- Chapter 116. THE FUTURE
- Chapter 115. THE ART OF FLATTERY
- Chapter 114. ZONUVAKI TERRITORY
- Chapter 113. SPECIAL COMBAT UNIT
- Chapter 112. FATHER AND SON
- Chapter 111: PLAN B
- Chapter 110. SLEEP!
- Chapter 109. FISHY
- Chapter 108. DISTRESS
- Chapter 107: IT IS STILL A ’NO’
- Chapter 106 106: 106. NOKAI
- Chapter 105 - 103: DON’T FIGHT IT
- Chapter 104 - 102. PERFECTION.
- Chapter 103 - 101. TEAM WORK
- Chapter 102 - 100. PRISON OF NO RETURN
- Chapter 101 101: 99. WISH
- Chapter 100 100: 98: THE PIT
- Chapter 99 99: 97. WORTHY RIVAL
- Chapter 98 98: 96. SPIE AND DOUBT
- Chapter 97 97: 95. NEXT LEVEL
- Chapter 96 96: 94. PRISONER OF MY PRISONER
- Chapter 95 95: 93. ODD
- Chapter 94 94: 92. SQUAD SALKA
- Chapter 93 93: 91. ANSWERS
- Chapter 92 92: 90. LAUGH
- Chapter 91 91: 89. INITIATION AND CONFESSIONS.
- Chapter 90 90: 88. BREAK THROUGH
- Chapter 89 89: 87. MID-TERM EXAM
- Chapter 88 88: 86. THE SPEAR
- Chapter 87 87: 85. BACK
- Chapter 86 86: 84. COMPASSION
- Chapter 85 85: 83. THE PERFECT ACT
- Chapter 84 84: 82. HAD TO BE DONE
- Chapter 83 83: 81. SUPRISE ATTACK
- Chapter 82 82: 80. CHITCHAT
- Chapter 81 81: 79. FRUSTRATION
- Chapter 80 80: 78. NEW BEGINNINGS
- Chapter 79 79: 77. FORMER OR LATTER
- Chapter 78 78: 76: CONSEQUENCES II
- Chapter 77. CONSEQUENCES
- Chapter 76: PROLOGUE: UP NORTH II
- Chapter 75: END OF BOOK ONE
- Chapter 74: MONSTER
- Chapter 73: HIS AWAKENING I
- Chapter 72: PURE EVIL
- Chapter 71: ALL FLARES
- Chapter 70: THE SEARCH
- Chapter 69: THINGS GO WRONG I
- Chapter 68: THE WARNING
- Chapter 67: OUT OF CONTROL
- Chapter 66: HIS NEW FACE
- Chapter 65: HIS REFLECTION
- Chapter 64: HYPNOSIS
- Chapter 63: FAMILIAR ACQUAINTANCE
- Chapter 62: THE TURN OF EVENTS
- Chapter 61: STOP
- Chapter 60: RED FLARE
- Chapter 59: THE EXCERSIZE BEGINS
- Chapter 58: THE ARRIVAL
- Chapter 57: THE PLAN
- Chapter 56: THE VERDICT
- Chapter 55: A GOAL
- Chapter 54: ME
- Chapter 53: HEALING POOL
- Chapter 52: INTESITY
- Chapter 51: HIS BEGINNING II
- Chapter 50: HIS BEGINNING I
- Chapter 49: THE MERGE
- Chapter 48: PAIN II
- Chapter 47: PAIN
- Chapter 46: COMPLICATION II
- Chapter 45: COMPLICATION I
- Chapter 44: HAND TO HAND
- Chapter 43: DISCOVERY
- Chapter 42: FAMILIAR
- Chapter 41: TAG OF WAR
- Chapter 40: DILEMA
- Chapter 39:THE SASH HANDING OVER CEREMONY
- Chapter 38: KEEPER
- Chapter 37: TOXICOLOGY
- Chapter 36: PENDULUM
- Chapter 35: METARMOPHOSIS
- Chapter 34: DARKNESS
- Chapter 33: REPLAY II
- Chapter 32: REPLAY
- Chapter 31: THE PILL
- Chapter 30: NOSTALGIA
- Chapter 29: THE QUEEN II
- Chapter 28: THE QUEEN I
- Chapter 27: TEAM MANEUVERS
- Chapter 26: THE POOL AND THE WILL
- Chapter 25: END OF DAY ONE
- Chapter 24: VITAL
- Chapter 23: THE GAME II
- Chapter 22: THE GAME
- Chapter 21: TENSION
- Chapter 20: PUNISHMENT
- Chapter 19: CREED
- Chapter 18: KING BAMI
- Chapter 17: THE TOUR
- Chapter 16: GALKA WAR ACADEMY II
- Chapter 15: THE GALKA WAR ACADEMY I
- Chapter 14: DEATH II
- Chapter 13: DEATH I
- Chapter 12: SOULLESS
- Chapter 11: INK KEEPER
- Chapter 10: THE EXAM II
- Chapter 9: THE EXAM I
- Chapter 8: ZANDEKO’ALSI
- Chapter 7: THE SUBJECT
- Chapter 6: THE JOURNEY
- Chapter 5: DREAMS
- Chapter 4: THE ORIGIN
- Chapter 3: THE FESTIVAL
- Chapter 2: THE PROPHESY
- Chapter 1: THE NIGHT OF THE SILENT SAND