Chapter 51: Chapter 51: HIS BEGINNING II
“Where have you been, Kero?” his grandmother’s shaky voice asked. She was sitting in her usual spot at the corner of the tribe shaped huts. She had heard the boys his age call him the name once when he had just arrived at the clan. She had scolded them and promised to lay her walking stick on their undisciplined butts if they called him that again. The boy had cried for a long while, and his great-grandmother had sat with him before the fire for a long while till he stopped weeping. The event never stopped, however, and the boys made even worse nicknames for him every time he cried. Then one day when his grandmother had been tired of consoling him she had sat him down and told him to make his weakness a strength. to embrace all names and to never cry when he was bullied.
“I will call you kero too from today. When it comes from me, it will mean you are a gift to me. so don’t cry when they call you Kero, just think of what it means to me.” His grandmother’s words had not made sense, but he had pushed himself to stop crying when they called him kero.”Wear the name like a badge of honour.” His great grandmother had repeated to him.
Soon, he had stopped minding their name-calling, and every time he did not cry, their anger towards him could rise. It should have made him scared, but he was proud of himself for not giving in to their provocation. That is when the beatings had begun. Even then, he had made a point to never cry. Again.
“Kero, don’t cry every time someone chooses to hurt you. Crying shows weakness and gives power to your assailant. So laugh or ignore them,” his grandmother had said that to him when the beatings had begun. She had tried to report it to the traditional school teachers, but even they could not do anything against the sneaky boys. Punishing them could only go so far, and they could still bully him outside of school.
“I was training late,” he answered his great-grandmother as he limped further into the house. The old lady had not completely lost his sight to be blind to the swelling around his eye and the blood trickling down his mouth.
“I can see you limping, you know. My sight might be bad, but I am not a totally blind child.”
“It is nothing. I just fell,” he said, the same lie he always did.
It was either ’I fell’, or ’it is nothing.’
“Clean yourself up, then. There is food in the pot,” she said in her shaky voice. She should have been hurt that the boy was hiding his pain from him, but she was not long for this world, and she could not be able to take care of him forever. She already had one foot in the grave and could only wish the boy could get into a high school so he could get away. His nephew had turned out to be a vermin, and all she could do was take care of the boy. Perhaps it is my fault I raised my son wrong, who, in return, raised a good-for-nothing, she always lamented and spat at her misfortune.
Kero was an outstanding boy, and if he had had a better upbringing from a young age, he could have been stronger than any boy. It was still not too late with the rate at which the boy was pushing himself. He had not let his past cripple him, and even with his body smaller and weaker than anyone he was still at the top of the class in the study subjects. His body failed him in the art of war and body fitness, but that had not kept the boy from trying.
Kero woke up before dawn, and after stuffing his face with what was left in the pot, he went for a run in the woods. Down south, he had learned the art of the hunt from outside the class because he was not allowed to mix with those of the Anki clan. He was shunned even there. That had still not stopped. He was an outsider wherever he went.
He carried his wooden sword with him and practiced against the back of a tree. He also punished himself with core building exercises whenever he missed. He did not want to go to just any high school. To wield real power, he needed to go to a war academy. War generals were more respected than healers, philosophers, historians, or even innovators. Besides, the other practices could not help him cause real pain to those who had afflicted him. He had come to accept that he was an outsider, and apart from his great-grandmother, he hated everyone and the world at large with so much venom. He wished all of it could burn as he watched. He had never known anything apart from pain, rejection, and more rejection since he could remember.
One thing he had more than his peers who bullied him was that he was hungriest. They wanted to join a military school because it is their way of life, but he wanted to join because he had to. There was no other path for him. He wanted to join a war academy more than all of them. They might have been stronger, but his hunger exceeded theirs. and the hungriest always won. not the most talented, not the strongest, but the hungriest. He only had six months left till the academy joining trials, and he was going to join. not just any war school, but the number one war school, The Galka War Academy. He was going to join it, then go to war college, and he was not going to stop until he became the best of the best.
He chose the same tree every day, its bark scarred from old cuts. He bowed once, not out of respect, but habit, then began. He wielded the wooden sword in his hand and breathed in. Some did it to calm down and concentrate, but he did it to summon his rage and anger.
The sword struck the trunk again and again. Straight cuts first. Slow, controlled. Each swing ended exactly where it should, even when his arms burned. He practiced footwork in the dirt, stepping in, stepping out, keeping his balance low. When his grip slipped from sweat, he tightened it and continued. When dawn broke, and the sun rose, his hands were raw. He rested only long enough to breathe, then resumed, practicing blocks against an enemy that existed only in his head. He imagined strikes coming from taller boys, heavier bodies, stronger arms. He blocked and struck with the intention to kill. He wanted those who had harmed him to cease to exist.
He only went home to eat breakfast, which was already prepared by his grandmother, before heading to hell. That is what his clan’s traditional school was for him. No matter how much he trained during the day with his teachers, he always made sure to train a bit more at night. He could afford to relax.
At night, he returned.
The air was cold at night. His muscles ached. He could barely lift the sword most nights because of his weak bones, but he did anyway. He was not going to submit to his weakness even if it meant he had to crawl or slither to reach his goal. This time the training was quieter. Short movements. Precision. He struck the same spot on the tree until the sound of impact changed, until the wood gave slightly under repeated hits. He had to tie his hands with gauze to reduce the impact, yet he used all the force he could master, no matter how much he bled. He was a deranged child with a weapon. Kero did not care for his well-being anymore. The only thing that drove him was his need to be strong and pay in full what he had suffered.
When his arms finally failed, he leaned his forehead against the bark and stayed there, breathing through the pain. The tree did not mock him for his weakness. It did not laugh. It only stood and endured. So he did the same. When the moon climbed high, he lowered the sword, hands shaking, and walked back without looking behind him.
That was his routine for the remaining days till the main high school trials. The trials were free for everyone to join, and him being the best in the studies section, he had bought himself a spot. No matter how much he was despised, that was something a tribe chief could have allowed to happen. After all, the performance of the tribe brought him honour. Many expected him to join a philosophy academy like Lokuza Spirit School or Tisaro Arc Academy, but he had a completely different direction in mind. He wanted to join a war school, and so he could only join in the fitness and art of war trials.
The day had finally come, and he stood with his peers in the Exam Council Headquarters. After meeting other contenders from other tribes of the north, he had almost faltered. Some tribes, like the Bami tribe’s twelve and thirteen-year-olds, looked sixteen. They made the biggest boy in his clan look normal. That should have scared him, but it made him happy to see how small his bullies looked. When those of the Bami tribe walked in, especially from the Asakana clan, he had felt the difference in size. No wonder their tribe was the strongest in the north, and they had held that position for ages. They looked like beasts.
one had almost ran into him and almost stepped on him as he moved and had stopped himself at the last moment. he looked down so far before finding the obstacle that had stood in his way. What he saw was a child and his eyes had narrowed even further. He had then lowered his towering form and lifted him into his hands like a child.
“Hey, kid, how did you get in? Which examiner is your parent?” he had asked.
“I’m thirteen,” was all Kero had said, and that had the boy bursting out loud. He almost keeled over. He then called his buddies over. kero braced himself to get a beating, but they had just looked at him as if he were an animal, like a dog. They patted his hair and petted him, pulling his cheeks and limbs as if he were a toy before leaving. For the first time in his life, he did not know how to feel as he watched the tall boys walk towards the trial arena. No one from the Bami tribe had ever failed in joining a war academy, and he wondered if they were the ones he was supposed to compete with. Many kids did not even try to compete with them and some other northern tribes, so they just picked a second-best war school or third to try at joining.
kero, after just watching one of them pick him as if he were an infant, almost turned around to go to the Daziko Sun School trial arena or the Zoli Sea Academy, but even the thought disgusted him. After all the training he had done, he was not going to try for anything less than first place. he took one step towards the Galka War Academy recruiting trial arena. Then another and then another. He could hear whispers around him, but he had gotten so used to them that instead of them acting as a discouragement, they were like fuel under his feet. His bullies, who had cowered out and were almost heading for the other war school arenas, could not believe their eyes. Even so, they were not about to lose to him, and they joined in a walk. They could not bully him inside the exam council headquarters, but he could feel their hate growing, and it fired him even further.
“Willing recruits stand in line!” A command was issued, and he ended up in the first line beside those of the Bami tribe. They kept their eyes forward with no fear, as if it was just another day in their life. He hated them even more. They had been born with a genetic advantage. They had never once endured the struggle of being weak. Even before they trained a day in their life, they were already better than him, and that made his hate for them grow every second until it turned into loathing. He loathed them the most, and he wanted to crush them. He wanted them to know what it tasted like to be weak.
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Chapters
- Chapter 253. FIRST WATCH
- Chapter 252. PICTURE PERFECT
- Chapter 251. NOT ADDING UP
- Chapter 250. UNFORGIVABLE
- Chapter 249. TRAPPED II
- Chapter 248. TRAPPED I
- Chapter 247. SCARS OF WAR
- Chapter 246. ILLUSION
- Chapter 245. BACK TO SQUARE ONE
- Chapter 244. INTO TATANI
- Chapter 243 243: 243. FINDING PIECES TO SOLVE THE PUZZLE
- Chapter 242. MISSION BEGINS
- Chapter 241. HIS SQUAD
- Chapter 240. HER REQUEST
- Chapter 239. OUT THE BOX
- Chapter 238. AN OATH
- Chapter 237. TRUTHS AND PAINFUL REALITIES
- Chapter 236. THE REUNION III
- Chapter 235. THE REUNION II
- Chapter 234. THE REUNION I
- Chapter 233. TO WAIT
- Chapter 232. A CHOICE TO MAKE
- Chapter 231. HIS VOTE
- Chapter 230. THE ART OF THE BEAST
- Chapter 229. THE VOTE II
- Chapter 228. THE VOTE I
- Chapter 227. POSSIBILITY OF GOING BAD
- Chapter 226. FINALLY
- Chapter 225. FIRST VOTE
- Chapter 224. TENSIONS
- Chapter 223. THE NINE CONCILS
- Chapter 222. THE WARRIORS’ GUILD
- Chapter 221. THE SHADOW AND THE WARNING
- Chapter 220. THE SHADOW UNIT
- Chapter 219. COMPLICATIONS
- Chapter 218. BLOODY
- Chapter 217. HAMMER FORMATION
- Chapter 216. SECOND WEB
- Chapter 215. FIRST WEB
- Chapter 214. WEB
- Chapter 213. AFFECTION?
- Chapter 212. ESCAPE II
- Chapter 211. ESCAPE
- Chapter 210. UNEXPECTED TURN OF EVENTS
- Chapter 209. STRANGE REALIZATION
- Chapter 208. PINNED DOWN
- Chapter 207. IN A BIND
- Chapter 206. THINGS ESCALATE
- Chapter 205. THINGS ESCALATE II
- Chapter 204. THINGS ESCALATE I
- Chapter 203. THE STRANGER
- Chapter 202. RESTLESSNESS
- Chapter 201. TRAPS AND BOREDOM
- Chapter 200. STRATEGY II
- Chapter 199. STRATEGY I
- Chapter 198. THE TEST
- Chapter 197. TEAM TEST
- Chapter 196. THE FIRST TEST
- Chapter 195. PROPOSALS AND BEGINNINGS
- Chapter 194. THE BLACK ROT
- Chapter 193. THE SWAN BLADE
- Chapter 192. TRUTHS AND SCALES
- Chapter 191. OFFER OF THE DEAL
- Chapter 190. POISONED
- Chapter 189. ‘PERHAPS’ AND ‘IF’S
- Chapter 188. THAT NIGHT
- Chapter 187. THE CONDEMNED MAN’S MOVE
- Chapter 186. BURNING
- Chapter 185. HIS ARMY
- Chapter 184. FINAL DECISION
- Chapter 183. THE SIXTH DANCE
- Chapter 182. THE UNTAUGHT
- Chapter 181. HIS PERFOMANCE
- Chapter 180. LATE ARRIVAL
- Chapter 179. SENRAKI AND SIKUWA
- Chapter 178. SENRAKI III
- Chapter 177. SENRAKI II
- Chapter 176. SENRAKI I
- Chapter 175. DANCE
- Chapter 174. THIRD WEEK EXAM
- Chapter 173. HER MEMORY
- Chapter 172. PAINFUL MEMORIES
- Chapter 171. NEAR DEATH AND PAIN
- Chapter 170. PUNISHMENT AND ASSASSINATION
- Chapter 169. THE BEAST FIGHT
- Chapter 168. DEAL OF HONOUR
- Chapter 167. THE TRIO
- Chapter 166. SITTING EXAM
- Chapter 165. PERMISSION TO KILL
- Chapter 164. THE REASON
- Chapter 163. ARRIVALS II
- Chapter 162. ARRIVALS
- Chapter 161: BOOK THREE: THE FINAL EXAM BEGINS
- Chapter 160. THE COUNCIL OF NO COUNCILS
- Chapter 159. DANCE AND PRECAUTIONS
- Chapter 158. SILENCE
- Chapter 157. NOTHINGNESS
- Chapter 156. FAREWELL AND GRIEF
- Chapter 155. DEPURTURES AND GOODBYES
- Chapter 154. THE COUNCIL: THE DESERT ASSEMBLY
- Chapter 153. END OF EXERCISE
- Chapter 152. THE TIME EATING POISON
- Chapter 151. THE CHAMBER UNEXPECTED TWIST
- Chapter 150. THE CHAMBER HEARING II
- Chapter 149. THE CHAMBER HEARING I
- Chapter 148. ESCALATION
- Chapter 147. SUSPISION
- Chapter 146. CLOSE CALL
- Chapter 145. ARCHIVE POCKET
- Chapter 144. KIN
- Chapter 143. MYAMA
- Chapter 142. HYPNOTISED
- Chapter 141. TIME
- Chapter 140. KIUGA’S PLAN
- Chapter 139. BETRAYING ONESELF
- Chapter 138. THE CALL
- Chapter 137. CONTAINMENT WING II
- Chapter 136. CONTAINMENT WING I
- Chapter 135. QUESTIONS
- Chapter 134. THE CENTRE OF IT
- Chapter 133. MEMORY
- Chapter 132. HIS CALL
- Chapter 131. TRAP
- Chapter 130. BAIT
- Chapter 129. CHAOS
- Chapter 128. STILL TO CHAOS
- Chapter 127. STILL
- Chapter 126. LOWER DISTRICT
- Chapter 125. LOST
- Chapter 124. CAPTAINS
- Chapter 123. THE SHIFT
- Chapter 122. ARRIVAL
- Chapter 121. THE SEVENTH WING I
- Chapter 120. THE WAR HEADQUATERS
- Chapter 119. TRUST
- Chapter 118. COUNTERMEASURES
- Chapter 117. CRIPPLING SAFFOCATION
- Chapter 116. THE FUTURE
- Chapter 115. THE ART OF FLATTERY
- Chapter 114. ZONUVAKI TERRITORY
- Chapter 113. SPECIAL COMBAT UNIT
- Chapter 112. FATHER AND SON
- Chapter 111: PLAN B
- Chapter 110. SLEEP!
- Chapter 109. FISHY
- Chapter 108. DISTRESS
- Chapter 107: IT IS STILL A ’NO’
- Chapter 106 106: 106. NOKAI
- Chapter 105 - 103: DON’T FIGHT IT
- Chapter 104 - 102. PERFECTION.
- Chapter 103 - 101. TEAM WORK
- Chapter 102 - 100. PRISON OF NO RETURN
- Chapter 101 101: 99. WISH
- Chapter 100 100: 98: THE PIT
- Chapter 99 99: 97. WORTHY RIVAL
- Chapter 98 98: 96. SPIE AND DOUBT
- Chapter 97 97: 95. NEXT LEVEL
- Chapter 96 96: 94. PRISONER OF MY PRISONER
- Chapter 95 95: 93. ODD
- Chapter 94 94: 92. SQUAD SALKA
- Chapter 93 93: 91. ANSWERS
- Chapter 92 92: 90. LAUGH
- Chapter 91 91: 89. INITIATION AND CONFESSIONS.
- Chapter 90 90: 88. BREAK THROUGH
- Chapter 89 89: 87. MID-TERM EXAM
- Chapter 88 88: 86. THE SPEAR
- Chapter 87 87: 85. BACK
- Chapter 86 86: 84. COMPASSION
- Chapter 85 85: 83. THE PERFECT ACT
- Chapter 84 84: 82. HAD TO BE DONE
- Chapter 83 83: 81. SUPRISE ATTACK
- Chapter 82 82: 80. CHITCHAT
- Chapter 81 81: 79. FRUSTRATION
- Chapter 80 80: 78. NEW BEGINNINGS
- Chapter 79 79: 77. FORMER OR LATTER
- Chapter 78 78: 76: CONSEQUENCES II
- Chapter 77. CONSEQUENCES
- Chapter 76: PROLOGUE: UP NORTH II
- Chapter 75: END OF BOOK ONE
- Chapter 74: MONSTER
- Chapter 73: HIS AWAKENING I
- Chapter 72: PURE EVIL
- Chapter 71: ALL FLARES
- Chapter 70: THE SEARCH
- Chapter 69: THINGS GO WRONG I
- Chapter 68: THE WARNING
- Chapter 67: OUT OF CONTROL
- Chapter 66: HIS NEW FACE
- Chapter 65: HIS REFLECTION
- Chapter 64: HYPNOSIS
- Chapter 63: FAMILIAR ACQUAINTANCE
- Chapter 62: THE TURN OF EVENTS
- Chapter 61: STOP
- Chapter 60: RED FLARE
- Chapter 59: THE EXCERSIZE BEGINS
- Chapter 58: THE ARRIVAL
- Chapter 57: THE PLAN
- Chapter 56: THE VERDICT
- Chapter 55: A GOAL
- Chapter 54: ME
- Chapter 53: HEALING POOL
- Chapter 52: INTESITY
- Chapter 51: HIS BEGINNING II
- Chapter 50: HIS BEGINNING I
- Chapter 49: THE MERGE
- Chapter 48: PAIN II
- Chapter 47: PAIN
- Chapter 46: COMPLICATION II
- Chapter 45: COMPLICATION I
- Chapter 44: HAND TO HAND
- Chapter 43: DISCOVERY
- Chapter 42: FAMILIAR
- Chapter 41: TAG OF WAR
- Chapter 40: DILEMA
- Chapter 39:THE SASH HANDING OVER CEREMONY
- Chapter 38: KEEPER
- Chapter 37: TOXICOLOGY
- Chapter 36: PENDULUM
- Chapter 35: METARMOPHOSIS
- Chapter 34: DARKNESS
- Chapter 33: REPLAY II
- Chapter 32: REPLAY
- Chapter 31: THE PILL
- Chapter 30: NOSTALGIA
- Chapter 29: THE QUEEN II
- Chapter 28: THE QUEEN I
- Chapter 27: TEAM MANEUVERS
- Chapter 26: THE POOL AND THE WILL
- Chapter 25: END OF DAY ONE
- Chapter 24: VITAL
- Chapter 23: THE GAME II
- Chapter 22: THE GAME
- Chapter 21: TENSION
- Chapter 20: PUNISHMENT
- Chapter 19: CREED
- Chapter 18: KING BAMI
- Chapter 17: THE TOUR
- Chapter 16: GALKA WAR ACADEMY II
- Chapter 15: THE GALKA WAR ACADEMY I
- Chapter 14: DEATH II
- Chapter 13: DEATH I
- Chapter 12: SOULLESS
- Chapter 11: INK KEEPER
- Chapter 10: THE EXAM II
- Chapter 9: THE EXAM I
- Chapter 8: ZANDEKO’ALSI
- Chapter 7: THE SUBJECT
- Chapter 6: THE JOURNEY
- Chapter 5: DREAMS
- Chapter 4: THE ORIGIN
- Chapter 3: THE FESTIVAL
- Chapter 2: THE PROPHESY
- Chapter 1: THE NIGHT OF THE SILENT SAND