Lily was thankful the children didn’t notice Samira’s absence until they reached the village. For an hour, she kept the fake smile going, but once the first kid asked about Samira, she dropped it.
Ursa did her best to keep them calm, helping the parents reunite with their children, but most of them were crying anyway, children and adults alike.
Lily glanced back at the forest and silently prayed for Samira.
“Lily… was all that a distraction?” Jasmine asked weakly. She was still hurt, but didn’t want to lie down while everyone else was working through the pain. “The screaming? The celebration?”
Lily just silently nodded. Her shoulders slumped, and she offered her arm to Jasmine. Jasmine leaned against her, wincing as her shoulder throbbed. “Yeah… I-I wanted to honor her decision…”
Jasmine took a labored breath and a moment to think. “Right. I just hope she’s okay…”
“Me too.” Lily mumbled. “I can’t imagine the blame she must feel for all of this… I’m just glad those women didn’t hurt any of the villagers.”
“Yeah, it truly could have been worse…” Jasmine said. She winced after stepping on her formerly broken ankle. “I hope we meet her again or… facilitate her returning to this village. She was truly loved.”
The two watched as even some of the adults joined the kids. Crying over their lost friend and the destruction of their village. It felt bittersweet knowing that the villagers had survived but their home hadn’t.
Ursa stepped away from the crowd, visibly overwhelmed by the number of people. She made her way to Jasmine’s other side and offered more support.
“I-I’m going to contact my tribe… inform them about this. Hopefully, they heed my call… these villagers need protectors, and it’s clear the knights refused to do so.” She said, her voice shaking.
Ursa’s voice was surprisingly full of emotions, as if she too were about to cry. Something that made Jasmine chuckle despite the pain of doing so.
“Thank you… Samira would be happy knowing that.” Lily whispered, her own tears beginning to flow.
“Claire’s asleep. Otherwise, she’d make a speech…” Jasmine said, rubbing Lily’s back. “That can wait… let these people mourn their friend and the time they lost. I just wish we could stay and help rebuild…”
“Maybe send word to the Carpenters… “ Lily let out a weak laugh, thinking of their own village. ”They’ve been itching for a new project…”
Jasmine chuckled, then groaned in pain. “Yeah, maybe… Elizabeth would also want to know about the Knight’s negligence.”
“We’ll discuss it tomorrow…” Ursa said, wiping her tears. “We’ll see what my people say and formulate a plan. I-I just don’t want them to suffer anymore…”
Jasmine leaned in closer and whispered into Ursa’s ear. “Didn’t expect you to have a soft spot for children…”
“Shut up…” Ursa scowled. “They’re innocent. They deserve a shot at a good life… and well, they are fun to play with.”
“Maternal instincts kicking in?” Jasmine teased. “Maybe Lily’s potions don’t work on you.”
Ursa let out a tired sigh, but a smile formed on her face. Ursa picked Jasmine up, ignoring her protests. “Alright. Enough from you. You need sleep.”
That left Lily by herself, with her thoughts. She’d gone into the day with excitement, giddiness and anticipation. She would finally get to fight back, to return what was stolen. Lily finally had the opportunity to help, not just from the carriage, or from her clinic. But now?
Yet it felt so empty.
They won, but the village was in ruin. Nor will it bring back the time they had lost or the hardships they had to endure. Then, they lost someone so dear to them. Was this truly a victory?
An older woman, one of the village elders, approached Lily. She had a kind smile that did its best to hide the sorrow in her eyes. She must have noticed Lily’s turmoil.
“Thank you, young lady. For everything… freeing us, ridding this land of those bandits.” The older woman paused. “For saving Samira.”
Lily’s tears returned. “What does it matter if this is what you return to? A broken village, six months of lost time… how is this a win?”
The woman gently placed a hand on Lily’s shoulder, her voice warm but firm. “The village can always be rebuilt. Time, though it can’t be returned, is ours now. We have time now because of your party. We’re alive because of you ladies. That’s worth more than a thousand villages.”
Lily’s knees weakened, and the older lady caught her. She wept into the woman’s shoulder, her heart still aching. “Bu-but… your village…your homes…”
“Shhhh, it’s okay…” The woman whispered as she rubbed Lily’s back. “You saved us. Those potions that you used… they kept us from being used as shields. Your warriors worked around us, even to their detriment… Other parties might not have… And the knights…”
Lily’s heart swelled with guilt and gratitude. She hated how excited she’d been that morning, hated how small her pain felt compared to theirs, but this woman’s words helped steady her. She straightened up, wiped her face and tried to compose herself.
“Apologies…” Lily said, her voice cracking. “You should be with your people… not comforting me.”
The woman flicked Lily’s forehead with a smirk. “No. It’s the least I could do for our heroes.”
Lily wanted to argue. She wanted to deny the woman’s words, to fight the weight of gratitude that felt too large for her to carry. But she stopped. The woman looked too stubborn.
Then, the woman embraced Lily. A tight, motherly hug that made it impossible for Lily to feel bad.
“Thank you. Thank you.” The older woman whispered. It was her turn to cry and use Lily’s shoulder. “For sparing her too… sh-she’s so kind a-and had the knights come instead…”
Though their time with Samira had been short, Lily felt the weight of her loss as if she’d known her forever. She had a home, somewhere she belonged, even for a little while. Only for it to be taken from her.
“I pray that we meet her again…” Lily spoke without thinking. “I want to bring her home. Bring her back to the people who loved her.”
“I hope so…” The woman took a labored breath, sniffling slightly. “But more than that… I hope she finds peace. She’s been through too much.”
“I can only imagine…” Lily whispered, watching as the villagers finally began to compose themselves. Parents cradled their children. The crowd slowly began to disperse.
Yet Lily stayed. Despite her fatigue, despite her body craving sleep. She stayed with the older woman, letting her lean on her shoulder and cry in silence. Lily rubbed her back gently, grounding her in the moment.
“I-I lost my children ages ago,” The woman finally said, her voice ragged. ”The same flu that took out my wife… I thought the grief would kill me…”
“Then I found her. Curled in the cold. I named her… sheltered her… raised her like my own.” Her fingers trembled as she wiped her tears. “The pain she was in, the way she looked at me… she was so scared. But I promised I’d keep her safe.”
“You did.” Lily said gently. “You gave her a home and your love.”
She pulled back from Lily’s shoulder, composing herself. “Thank you. I should be comforting you, bu-”
“Nonsense.” Lily cut her off. “You lost someone dear to you… I shouldn’t have been crying in the first place.”
The older woman smiled weakly. “I’m Jolder… if you do cross paths with her again. Ju-just tell her that I love her… That I already miss her…”
Lily nodded slowly. “I will. I swear it.”
Lily felt a warmth overcome her. Her chest swelled with heat as her body glowed. A scarlet light radiated from her body, enveloping the two in its light. “On the Goddess, I promise to bring her back.”
Jolder’s eyes widened. Her words were caught in her throat as Lily glowed with the divine light of a goddess. She could feel the divine power, a comforting power. She blinked rapidly, unsure of what had just happened.
Lily staggered. Her knees buckled, and her vision darkened. The power surged within in her too fast. Her body wasn’t ready.
Lily woke slowly with a splitting headache. Her limbs were too sore to move and she could barely think. But the ache in her heart was gone. A faint warmth filling its place.
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Chapters
- Chapter 232 232: A Night by the Fire
- CH 229: A Night by the Fire
- Chapter 231 231: A Terrible Day for Rain
- Chapter 230 227: A Vow for Paternity
- CH 228: A Terrible Day for Rain
- CH 227: A Vow for Paternity
- Chapter 229
- CH 226: Not Quite Yet
- Chapter 228 228: Grateful Celebration
- CH 225: Grateful Celebration
- Chapter 227 227: After Battle
- CH 224: After Battle
- Chapter 226 226: Extra Chapter: The Girls Back in Restol
- Extra Chapter: The Girls Back in Restol
- Chapter 225 225: Its Final Charge
- CH 223: Its Final Charge
- Chapter 224 224: Trapping the Beast
- CH 222: Trapping the Beast
- Chapter 223 223: Chimera’s Rampage
- CH 221: Chimera’s Rampage
- Chapter 222 222: The Chimera Attacks
- CH 220: The Chimera Attacks
- Chapter 221 221: Battle preparations
- CH 219: Battle preparations
- Chapter 220 220: Duvain
- CH 218: Duvain
- Chapter 219 219: Shitty Treatment
- CH 217: Shitty Treatment
- Chapter 218 218: Finally, She Returned
- CH 216: Finally, She Returned
- Chapter 217 217: Morning After Sluggishness
- Chapter 216 216: Should We Be Concerned?
- CH 215: Morning After Sluggishness
- CH 214: Should We Be Concerned?
- Chapter 215 215: Somehow, She’s Drunk
- CH 213: Somehow, She’s Drunk
- Chapter 214 214: Spilling It All Out
- CH 212: Spilling It All Out
- Chapter 213 213: The Warriors’ Deal
- CH 211: The Warriors’ Deal
- Chapter 212 212: Team Cohesion
- CH 210: Team Cohesion
- Chapter 211 211: Seems Too Easy
- CH 209: Seems Too Easy
- Chapter 210 210: Hopefully, It’s a Normal Encounter
- CH 208: Hopefully, It’s a Normal Encounter
- Chapter 209 209: Ghost From the Past
- CH 207: Ghost From the Past
- Chapter 208 208: Fun Fact About Trolls
- CH 206: Fun Fact About Trolls
- Chapter 207 207: Clash of Moods
- CH 205: Clash of Moods
- Chapter 206 206: A Bit About Hannah
- CH 204: A Bit About Hannah
- Chapter 205 205: Totally Stuffed
- CH 203: Totally Stuffed
- Chapter 204 204: All According to the Plan
- CH 202: All According to the Plan
- Chapter 203 203: Back At It
- CH 201: Back At It
- Chapter 202 202: Heading Out Again
- CH 200: Heading Out Again
- Chapter 201 201: Long-Awaited Sparring
- CH 199: Long-Awaited Sparring
- Chapter 200 200: A Little Reassurance
- CH 198: A Little Reassurance
- Chapter 199 199: An Unserious, Serious Conversation
- CH 197: An Unserious, Serious Conversation
- Chapter 198 198: Unfortunately, It’s Time to Get Serious
- Chapter 197 197: Maybe Another Round
- CH 196: Unfortunately, It’s Time to Get Serious
- CH 195: Maybe Another Round
- Chapter 196 196: The Ellis Sisters
- CH 194: The Ellis Sisters
- Chapter 195 195: Praise Circle
- CH 193: Praise Circle
- Chapter 194 194: A Moment to Think
- CH 192: A Moment to Think
- Chapter 193 193: An Opportunity They Can’t Refuse
- CH 191: An Opportunity They Can’t Refuse
- Chapter 192 192: A Discussion for Later
- CH 190: A Discussion for Later
- Chapter 191 191: A Horse?
- CH 189: A Horse?
- Chapter 190 190: The Man vs The Myth
- CH 188: The Man vs The Myth
- Chapter 189 189: Lily’s findings
- Chapter 188 188: A Truly Good Girl
- CH 186: A Truly Good Girl
- Chapter 187 187: Success!
- CH 185: Success!
- Chapter 186 186: Ritual of Parenthood
- CH 184: Ritual of Parenthood
- Chapter 185 185: It Was That Easy
- CH 183: It Was That Easy
- Chapter 184 184: Long-awaited meeting
- CH 182: Long-awaited meeting
- Chapter 183 183: Somewhere Private
- CH 181: Somewhere Private
- Chapter 182 182: Converging of Lovers
- CH 180: Converging of Lovers
- Chapter 181 181: Whatever it Takes
- CH 179: Whatever it Takes
- Chapter 180 180: Tempting Offer
- CH 178: Tempting Offer
- Chapter 179 179: “Cheering Up”
- “Cheering Up”
- Chapter 178 178: Lingering Feelings
- CH 176: Lingering Feelings
- Chapter 177 177: Conditional Agreement
- CH 175: Conditional Agreement
- Chapter 176 176: The Troubles of the Blacksmith
- CH 174: The Troubles of the Blacksmith
- Chapter 175 175: Hard Work Paying Off
- CH 173: Hard Work Paying Off
- Chapter 174 174: Idle Mind
- CH 172: Idle Mind
- Chapter 173 173: Divine Dream
- CH 171: Divine Dream
- Chapter 172 172: The Good News
- CH 170: The Good News
- Chapter 171 171: First Man
- CH 169: First Man
- Chapter 170 170: Boiling Feelings
- Chapter 169 167: No Turning Back
- CH 168: Boiling Feelings
- CH 167: No Turning Back
- Chapter 168 168: Somebody to Lean On
- CH 166: Somebody to Lean On
- Chapter 167 167: A Knight and her Master
- CH 165: A Knight and her Master
- Chapter 166 166: Confession
- CH 164: Confession
- Chapter 165 165: The Church
- CH 163: The Church
- Chapter 164 164: Home?
- CH 162: Home?
- Chapter 163 163: Heading back to Restol
- CH 161: Heading back to Restol
- Chapter 162 162: Lily’s Brief Departure
- CH 160: Lily’s Brief Departure
- Chapter 161 161: Morning Relief
- CH 159: Morning Relief
- Chapter 160 160: Lily’s Going Away Part 3
- CH 158: Lily’s Going Away Part 3
- Chapter 159 159: Lily’s Going Away Part 2
- CH 157: Lily’s Going Away Part 2
- Chapter 158 158: Lily’s Going Away Part 1
- CH 156: Lily’s Going Away Part 1
- Chapter 157 157: The Struggle makes Rewards better
- CH 155: The Struggle makes Rewards better
- Chapter 156 156: Praise Circle
- CH 154: Praise Circle
- Chapter 155 155: Bit of Peace
- Chapter 154 154: Fare Thee Well
- Chapter 153 153: One more Reason
- CH 153: Bit of Peace
- CH 152: Fare Thee Well
- CH 151: One more Reason
- Chapter 152 152: Unanswered Questions
- CH 150: Unanswered Questions
- Chapter 151 151: The Bickering Couple
- CH 149: The Bickering Couple
- Chapter 150 150: What’s Next?
- CH 148: What’s Next?
- Chapter 149 149: Tired Banquet
- CH 147: Tired Banquet
- Chapter 148 148: Post-Battle Cleanup
- CH 146: Post-Battle Cleanup
- Chapter 147 147: Punisher’s Axe
- CH 145: Punisher’s Axe
- Chapter 146 146: Hostages Freed
- CH 144: Hostages Freed
- Chapter 145 145: Empty Resistance
- CH 143: Empty Resistance
- Chapter 144 144: Mad Dash
- CH 142: Mad Dash
- Chapter 143 143: Extra Chapter: Toni’s Awakening
- Extra Chapter: Toni’s Awakening
- Chapter 142 142: His Wife
- CH 141: His Wife
- Chapter 141 141: Prison Break
- CH 140: Prison Break
- Chapter 140 140: Poor Guards
- CH 139: Poor Guards
- Chapter 139 139: The Weight of Honor
- CH 138: The Weight of Honor
- Chapter 138 138: Heavy Speculation
- CH 137: Heavy Speculation
- Chapter 137 137: Second Anomaly
- CH 136: Second Anomaly
- Chapter 136 136: An Honorable Duel
- Chapter 135 135: Firewater
- Chapter 134 134: Into the fire
- Chapter 133 133: Out of the frying pan
- Chapter 132 132: Jasmine’s observation
- Chapter 131 131: Farewell
- Chapter 130 130: Awkward Morning
- Chapter 129 129: Clashing Skills
- Chapter 128 128: Riefleheimian Women
- Chapter 127 127: The Collar
- Chapter 126 126: Divine Communion
- Chapter 125 125: Remedy
- Chapter 124 124: Consequences
- Chapter 123 123: Rebuilding
- Chapter 122 122: Morning After
- Chapter 121 121: Rebuilding
- Chapter 120 120: Getaway Artist
- Chapter 119 119: Battle Fatigue
- Chapter 118 118: Battering Ram
- Chapter 117 117: Mob Mentality
- Chapter 90 90: Last Day
- Chapter 89 89: Official New Member
- Chapter 88 88: A Bit of Heat
- Chapter 87 87: Spoiled Fun
- Chapter 86 86: Breaking
- Chapter 85 85: My Dress-Up Warrior
- Chapter 84 84: To The Clothing District
- Chapter 83 83: Little Detour
- Chapter 82 82: Guided Tour
- Chapter 73 73: A Mission
- CH 135: An Honorable Duel
- CH 134: Firewater
- CH 133: Into the fire
- CH 132: Out of the frying pan
- CH 131: Jasmine’s observation
- CH 130: Farewell
- CH 129: Awkward Morning
- CH 128: Clashing Skills
- CH 128: Riefleheimian Women
- CH 126: The Collar
- CH 125: Divine Communion
- CH 124: Remedy
- CH 123: Consequences
- CH 122: Rebuilding
- CH 121: Morning After
- CH 120: Rebuilding
- CH 119: Getaway Artist
- CH 118: Battle Fatigue
- CH 117: Battering Ram
- New Cover
- CH 116: Mob Mentality
- CHJ 115: Chaos begins
- Chapter 116: Chaos begins
- Chapter 115: Pre-Fight Jitters
- Chapter 114: Fortress
- Chapter 113: On the Trail
- Chapter 112: Oddity
- Chapter 111: Census
- Chapter 110: Mercy or Justice?
- Chapter 109: Learning to Destress
- Chapter 108: Team Cohesion
- Chapter 107: Morning After
- Chapter 106 - 105: New Normal
- Chapter 105: Lessons
- Chapter 104: Just Leaving
- Chapter 103: Real Name
- Chapter 102: Healing
- Chapter 101: A Visit to the Dorms
- Chapter 100: The Captain
- Chapter 99: Provocation
- Chapter 98: Friction
- Chapter 97: In the Bath
- Chapter 96: Post-Show
- Chapter 95: Performance
- Chapter 94: Preparations
- Chapter 93: Caste Lloyd
- CH 114: Pre-Fight Jitters
- CH 113: Fortress
- CH 112: On the Trail
- CH 111: Oddity
- CH 110: Census
- CH 109: Mercy or Justice?
- CH 108: Learning to Destress
- CH 107: Team Cohesion
- CH106: Morning After
- CH 105: New Normal
- CH 104: Lessons
- CH 103: Just Leaving
- CH 102: Real Name
- CH 101: Healing
- CH 100: A Visit to the Dorms
- CH 99: The Captain
- CH 98: Provocation
- CH 97: Friction
- CH 96: In the Bath
- CH 95: Post-Show
- CH 94: Performance
- CH 93: Preparations
- CH 92: Caste Lloyd
- CH 91: Lady of the Land
- Chapter 92: Lady of the Land
- Chapter 91: Travelling Dancer
- CH 90: Travelling Dancer
- CH 89: Last Day
- CH 88: Official New Member
- CH 87: A Bit of Heat
- CH 86: Spoiled Fun
- CH 85: Breaking
- CH 84: My Dress-Up Warrior
- CH 83: To The Clothing District
- CH 82: Little Detour
- CH 81: Guided Tour
- CH 80: Exploration
- Chapter 81: Exploration
- Chapter 80: Awkward Conversation
- CH 79: Awkward Conversation
- Chapter 79: Revenge and Reward
- Chapter 78: Finally Alone
- Chapter 77: Build Up
- Chapter 76: CH 75: City Planning
- Chapter 75: Arrival at Fyre
- CH 78: Revenge and Reward
- CH 77: Finally Alone
- CH 76: Build Up
- CH 75: City Planning
- CH 74: Arrival at Fyre
- Chapter 74: Decision
- CH 73: Decision
- CH 72: A Mission
- Chapter 72 72: Eased Tension
- CH 71: Eased Tension
- Chapter 70 70: Northern Woman
- Chapter 71: Ursa
- CH 70: Ursa
- Chapter 69: Northern Woman
- Chapter 68: White Wolf
- Chapter 67 68: Strange Occurrence
- Chapter 66: Assassin
- Chapter 65: Wreckage
- Chapter 64: Side Quest
- Chapter 63: Risky Maneuver
- CH 63: Risky Maneuver
- CH 62: Favor
- CH 61: Festivities
- CH 60: Battle Chicken
- CH 59: Petrified
- CH 58: Getting Back Into It
- CH 57: PreFight Relief
- CH 56: Panic
- CH 55: Recovery
- CH 54: The Spark
- CH 53: Gemini
- CH 52: A Day of Rest
- CH 51: Wild Woman
- CH 50: How to Adapt
- CH 49: Troll Toll
- CH 48: Declaration
- CH 47: On the road again
- CH 46: Aftercare
- CH 45: Barnyard Bash
- CH 44: Rat Attack
- CH 43: To Cyprus
- CH 42: One last night in a bed
- CH 41: Mother’s intuition
- CH 40: Anka’s reply
- CH 39: The Revered
- CH 38: First Stop
- CH 37: Clarity
- CH 36: Perks To Traveling
- CH 35: Finally Departing
- CH 34: Lily’s input
- CH 33: Arrival of the Goddess
- CH 32: Last Minute Training
- CH 31: Knight’s Oath
- CH 30: Preparations
- CH29: A Worried Mother
- CH 28: Ana’s date
- CH 27: Elsie’s Date
- CH 26.5: Buff testing
- CH 26: Emergency Meeting
- CH25: Purple Haze
- CH 24: Routine Check Up
- CH 23: Their Local Alchemist
- CH 22: Sisterly Bond
- CH 21: Regretful Day
- CH 20: Drunken Night Part 2
- CH 19: Drunken Nights Part 1
- CH 18: A Distracting Night
- CH 17: The Goal has shifted
- CH 16: Tyr roots
- CH15: Bon Mountain Range
- CH 14: Inner turmoil
- CH 13: First Night
- CH 12: Slime Slayer
- CH 11: Road Trip Shenanigans
- CH 10: Partying up
- CH 9: Mini Ettin
- CH 8: How to Tease
- CH 7: Jasmine’s meeting
- CH 6: The Twins
- CH 5: Bestower’s 1st lover
- CH 4: Bestowing the Gift
- CH 3: Paladin powers
- CH 2: Claire’s Coming of Age
- CH 1: Paladin of Virility