Chapter 284: New age
Electra’s POV
I stared at myself in the bathroom mirror, the edge of the counter cool against my palms as I leaned into it with a sigh.
Clean.
For the first time in what felt like a century, I was actually clean and scrubbed down to my bones. The grime from the bunker, the sweat from fever, and the ash from whatever plane of existence I’d been reborn in were finally gone.
I’d spent the better part of an hour soaking in the tub, letting the water pull the weight from my skin. It hadn’t worked completely since my muscles still ached like I’d been beaten with a hammer, and every time I shifted, something cracked or popped, but at least I didn’t smell like a damp tomb anymore.
My hair, though, was another story. It was tangled, dry, and being rebellious. I tried to smooth it down with my fingers, but I ended up wincing every time I hit a knot.
“Gods, I look like I fought a demon and lost,” I muttered.
The light above the mirror flickered slightly as I adjusted my posture and tilted my head, assessing the face staring back at me. Pale skin, dark circles under my eyes, chapped lips, and hair that might as well be a bird’s nest, but the eyes.
That was what struck me.
They weren’t glowing, not exactly, but there was something different in them. A faint glint, almost like a light had been tucked behind my irises, and was burning low and steady.
Still watching my reflection, I lifted my hand and gently touched the side of my neck. I half-expected heat, or pain, or maybe a mark, but it was just skin. Tired and sore skin.
“Would you like to see what you really look like?”
The voice slid through my mind, but I didn’t flinch this time.
I’d grown used to it over the past few hours, the voice that wasn’t mine but lived inside me, even though it still hadn’t given me a name yet.
“What are you talking about?” I asked out loud, eyes still fixed on the mirror. “You mean this?” I motioned vaguely to my exhausted reflection. “This is what I look like, and you’re part of me. You should know that.”
“Sure,” it said, clearly amused. “But you think this is all of you? This dull, breakable, boring little human frame?”
I scowled. “Gee, thanks.”
“I’m just saying,” it continued with a scoff, “You saw what real phoenixes looked like in our realm, didn’t you? Or did your rebirth shake your brain that badly? We don’t exactly look like this,” the voice added, “so why would you assume I would look like some tired girl in a bathrobe?”
I paused.
Okay… it had a point.
Back in that strange, blazing realm of flame and sky, the phoenixes I’d seen weren’t people. I’d barely understood what I was seeing at the time, but now, with the voice reminding me, the images surged back in vivid clarity.
“…Right,” I said slowly. “I guess I didn’t really think about that.”
“Clearly.”
I rolled my eyes and grabbed a towel from the counter, blotting some of the water from my arms. “So what, are you going to make me burst into flames and grow wings or something? Because that sounds like a bad idea in a tiled bathroom.”
“Calm down, candlewick,” the voice muttered with a chuckle. “You’re still too weak for an actual transformation. Your body hasn’t adjusted yet, but I can show you what we look like, what I look like. I’ll show you through the mirror. It’ll be aglimpse, nothing more.”
I arched a brow at my reflection.
“Through the mirror?”
“Yes. Think of it as… a reflection of the truth that’s under your skin. I’m not going to possess you or turn you inside out. I’m just showing you what’s hidden behind the veil of your human form.”
“…That doesn’t sound ominous at all.”
“You’re welcome.”
There was a pause, and the silence in the room grew extremely still in a very creepy way, and then, like lightning through glass, I changed.
Well, my reflection did.
I didn’t feel anything in my body. I wasn’t burning or melting or anything like that, but the version of me in the mirror… she morphed into something that wasn’t quite human anymore.
Golden-red feathers appeared along my shoulders and arms, like they had grown from my skin and not laid over it. They didn’t look fake or like part of a costume, they looked alive, each one edged with light that looked like tiny flames.
My hair, still long and blonde, had taken on this coppery sheen and was glowing as if fire itself was threaded into every strand. It framed my face and ran down to meet the flame-textured bodice that hugged my new form, more like it had formed from my body than something I was wearing.
And my eyes… gods.
Still the same piercing blue I’d always had, but now they glowed faintly, and somehow, despite all the change, the face still felt like it was mine.
“Wow,” I breathed out, the word escaping without permission. “We’re… beautiful.”
There was a pause before the voice in my head responded, softly, like it had been watching right along with me.
“I know.”
It chuckled, almost teasing. I blinked, slowly tilting my head as I studied the reflection again. “Do you… have a name?”
“A name?”
“Yeah,” I murmured. “I mean… you’re me, but not really. You’re your own being, aren’t you? Do you have a name, or… do we just share one?”
There was a pause.
“I haven’t thought of one yet,” the voice admitted. “So… for now, you can call me E?”
“E?” I frowned. “That’s the most uninspired name you could’ve come up with.”
“Would you prefer I call myself something more dramatic, like ’eternal flame?”
I groaned. “Please don’t.”
“Then E it is,” the voice said cheerfully. “Short, mysterious, and minimalist.”
I was about to roll my eyes when a sharp knock on the door snapped me out of the moment.
“Electra?” Roxana’s voice rang out, muffled but unmistakably amused. “I know you feel gross and all, but are you seriously going to stay in the bathroom forever? You’ve been in there for ages.”
I blinked, suddenly remembering the real world existed. My gaze snapped away from the mirror as I grabbed the towel again and began patting myself dry.
“I’m coming!” I called out. “Relax.”
“No promises!” Roxana called back with a giggle. “I’m giving you thirty more seconds before I break down the door.”
I sighed, glancing back at the now-ordinary reflection. Just me again. Then I tossed the towel aside and stepped toward the door since tying it didn’t seem necessary.
I opened the door, and was immediately greeted by all three of them, Roxana, Irina, and Penelope, standing in a row with the biggest grins I’d ever seen. Roxana was holding a small, somewhat lopsided cake with pink icing and way too many candles shoved into it.
“Happy Belated Birthday!” they all shouted at once, grins stretched across their faces like they’d been dying to yell it.
I blinked, stunned.
“What?”
They laughed, Roxana stepping forward with the cake still in her hands, its frosting slightly messy, clearly homemade, or at least smuggled into school in a hurry.
“It’s your birthday,” Penelope said, her voice gentle.
“Or… it was,” Irina added with a shrug. “You kind of missed it by nearly dying.”
I blinked again, then glanced down at the cake. I didn’t even know what to say. My birthday? I hadn’t thought about it at all.
“How old am I now?” I asked numbly.
Roxana grinned. “Twenty.”
Twenty.
Huh.
I let the number settle into my chest. Two decades, and I’d stepped into my twentieth year with a soul-deep transformation.
Somehow… it fit.
“Wow,” I said softly. “I forgot.”
“We didn’t,” Penelope said.
I looked at them, really looked, and felt something warm behind my ribs. Then, I cleared my throat and took the cake from Roxana’s hands carefully.
“I’m not going to cry,” I warned them.
“No one said you were,” Irina said, smiling just enough to prove she didn’t believe me.
I glanced between them, then back at the cake, and whispered, “Thank you, guys. I love you.”
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Chapters
- Chapter 418: Final Goodbye
- Chapter 417: The Dead Speaks
- Chapter 416: Resurrected
- Chapter 415: Just a Glimpse
- Chapter 414: Trial
- Chapter 413 413: Blessing or Curse?
- Chapter 412 412: Waiting
- Chapter 411: Permission Granted
- Chapter 410: Reckoning
- Chapter 409: Silent
- Chapter 408: He’s dead
- Chapter 407: Dread
- Chapter 406: Probe
- Chapter 405: Summoned
- Chapter 404: Unrequited Crush
- Chapter 403: Cover
- Chapter 402: Breaking
- Chapter 401: Desperate Bargain
- Chapter 400: Not going down
- Chapter 399: Alone and Lonely
- Chapter 398: Bad Plan
- Chapter 397: Bad Decision
- Chapter 396: Trauma bonding
- Chapter 395: The things we don’t say
- Chapter 394: Not my problem
- Chapter 393: Start of a busy day
- Chapter 392: Unknown Wrongdoing
- Chapter 391: Slow Detachment
- Chapter 390: Instructions
- Chapter 389: Only One
- Chapter 388: Finding Jella
- Chapter 387: Seeking Jella
- Chapter 386: Igniting Fear
- Chapter 385: The Fear of Her
- Chapter 384: The Restless Choice
- Chapter 383: Trying something ’new’
- Chapter 382: First time, again.
- Chapter 381: The Body Remembers
- Chapter 380: Sending her away
- Chapter 379: Nothing Serious
- Chapter 378: Colorless
- Chapter 377: Faded
- Chapter 376 376: The Grandfather
- Chapter 375: The loud ringing
- Chapter 374: Back to the basics
- Chapter 373: The Empty Room
- Chapter 372: The replacement
- Chapter 371 371: Supposed to be dead
- Chapter 370 370: Unwanted Kiss
- Chapter 369 369: Bad Idea
- Chapter 368: The first testing
- Chapter 367: Intimate relationship
- Chapter 366: A waste of time
- Chapter 365: She’s lost
- Chapter 364: Feared
- Chapter 363: Nineteen & Lonely
- Chapter 362: Lost Priorities
- Chapter 361: Fall Out
- Chapter 360: Space
- Chapter 359: A new journey
- Chapter 358: Back to Elysium
- Chapter 357: Unsettled
- Chapter 356: Flashback
- Chapter 355: Looking Normal
- Chapter 354: The best plan
- Chapter 353: The Tense Silence
- Chapter 352: What next?
- Chapter 351: The Fear of an Abomination
- Chapter 350: The True Electra
- Chapter 349: The weak human
- Chapter 348: Emptiness
- Chapter 347: The Reawakening
- Chapter 346: Stabbing the mark
- Chapter 345: On display
- Chapter 344 344: Awake...but at what cost?
- Chapter 343: Tempting offer
- Chapter 342: Public Execution
- Chapter 341: Prisoner
- Chapter 340: The light awakens
- Chapter 339: Hospital visit
- Chapter 338: Finding Electra
- Chapter 337: One last try
- Chapter 336: Waiting
- Chapter 335: An unlikely request
- Chapter 334: Waiting to burn
- Chapter 333: Bring her to me
- Chapter 332: A way through
- Chapter 331 331: Poisoned Victory
- Chapter 330: Protecting her
- Chapter 329: The need to save her
- Chapter 328: The trapped abomination
- Chapter 327: Unknown culprit
- Chapter 326: I’m not her
- Chapter 325: Another body
- Chapter 324: Burned out
- Chapter 323: No last words
- Chapter 322: Stupid Snake
- Chapter 321: The Games Begin
- Chapter 320: A bad morning
- Chapter 319: D-day (Disaster day)
- Chapter 318: A not-so-brilliant idea
- Chapter 317: Out of line
- Chapter 316: Just You and Me
- Chapter 315: Enough for now
- Chapter 314: Cowardly
- Chapter 313: Honest Conversations
- Chapter 312: Stay Away
- Chapter 311: Wrong Focus
- Chapter 310: Death or Humiliation
- Chapter 309: Threatened
- Chapter 308: Not about trust
- Chapter 307: An unexpected summon
- Chapter 306: A Different Kind of Condition
- Chapter 305: Yura’s condition
- Chapter 304: The Last Shot
- Chapter 303: Fear of the known
- Chapter 302: Let the Games Begin
- Chapter 301: A warning
- Chapter 300: Back on Her Feet
- Chapter 299: The King’s Warning
- Chapter 298: A not-so-good feeling
- Chapter 297: Happy
- Chapter 296: The L word
- Chapter 295: Two girlfriends
- Chapter 294: Don’t Cross Me
- Chapter 293: An Audacious Bitch
- Chapter 292: Choosing Silence
- Chapter 291: What are you?
- Chapter 290: Another One
- Chapter 289: What Do You Want from Me?
- Chapter 288: The Ones I Can’t Escape
- Chapter 287: The sigil
- Chapter 286: Her Sacrifice
- Chapter 285: Is there a price?
- Chapter 284: New age
- Chapter 283: Cranky
- Chapter 282: No More Hiding
- Chapter 281: Back
- Chapter 280: A process of confusion
- Chapter 279: Is She Dying?
- Chapter 278: The Worst Possible Timing
- Chapter 277: Tired
- Chapter 276: The Imitation
- Chapter 275: Deep breaths
- Chapter 274: Waiting to be found
- Chapter 273: The ’easy’ test
- Chapter 272: A Safe Space
- Chapter 271: A Ticking Time Bomb
- Chapter 270: A Whole New World
- Chapter 269: Sneaking her out
- Chapter 268: A different kind of pain
- Chapter 267: A lot of nonsense
- Chapter 266: Putting out the fire
- Chapter 265: The Unknown Chaos
- Chapter 264: Barely hanging on
- Chapter 263: A lying b*tch
- Chapter 262: A slap in the face
- Chapter 261: An Unsettling Encounter
- Chapter 260: A Sick Obsession
- Chapter 259: Surprise visit
- Chapter 258: Awaiting death
- Chapter 257: You’re a Vessel
- Chapter 256 256: It's getting closer
- Chapter 255: Payback
- Chapter 254: Walking Corpse
- Chapter 253: The Rift Between Us
- Chapter 252: The Perfect Distraction
- Chapter 251: It goes from bad to worse
- Chapter 250 250: She's Creepy
- Chapter 249 249: Distant
- Chapter 248 248: Stressed
- Chapter 247 247: Drown in filth
- Chapter 246 246: Hide and Seek
- Chapter 245 245: Hiding pain
- Chapter 244 244: Back to the hellhole
- Chapter 243 243: Her big secret
- Chapter 242: Yuna Returns
- Chapter 241: The Queen’s Gambit
- Chapter 240 240: Just us
- Chapter 239 239: A Different Side
- Chapter 238 238: Iris Aurelian
- Chapter 237 237: Overheated
- Chapter 236 236: Third Eye
- Chapter 235 235: Foolish Pride
- Chapter 234 234: Meeting Hunter
- Chapter 233 233: A dangerous trip
- Chapter 232 232: You're my saving grace
- Chapter 231 231: Slipping Away
- Chapter 230 230: Let's be serious
- Chapter 229 229: House guest
- Chapter 228 228: Yours Forever
- Chapter 227 227: Mine
- Chapter 226 226: Her Territory
- Chapter 225 225: Sexual tension and Jealousy
- Chapter 224 224: Bold Requests
- Chapter 223 223: Rattled
- Chapter 222 222: Running out of time
- Chapter 221 221: The Voice Returns
- Chapter 220 220: This Miserable Feeling
- Chapter 219 219: An Unexpected Encounter
- Chapter 218 218: Backstabbing B*tch
- Chapter 217 217: Responsibilities
- Chapter 216 216: Acceptance
- Chapter 215 215: Handling Betrayal
- Chapter 214 214: The condition
- Chapter 213 213: Let's do it!
- Chapter 212 212: 'Cat fight'
- Chapter 211 211: Saved by the Prince
- Chapter 210 210: She's upset
- Chapter 209 209: Drawing attention
- Chapter 208 208: Calling for help
- Chapter 207 207: Locked in
- Chapter 206 206: Not an option
- Chapter 205 205: Who are we killing?
- Chapter 204 204: Alone and Exhausted
- Chapter 203 203: You're too young
- Chapter 202 202: Speaking Privately
- Chapter 201 201: A pending decision
- Chapter 200 200: The Proposal
- Chapter 199 199: On the losing end
- Chapter 198 198: Her Replacement
- Chapter 197 197: Koran's Funeral
- Chapter 196 196: Back to reality
- Chapter 195 195: Back to life
- Chapter 194 194: Reset
- Chapter 193 193: The Funeral
- Chapter 192 192: Born to Die
- Chapter 191 191: The past and the future
- Chapter 190 190: And it just gets worse!
- Chapter 189 189: Dead and Gone
- Chapter 188 188: Electra's Funeral
- Chapter 187 187: Her Birth Mother
- Chapter 186 186: Back in dreamland
- Chapter 185 185: Who is Solara?
- Chapter 184 184: A Carbon Copy
- Chapter 183 183: Hunter's girlfriend
- Chapter 182 182: Iris's Secret
- Chapter 181 181: You're my bully
- Chapter 180 180: No Flames
- Chapter 179 179: A New Experience
- Chapter 178 178: Electra's 'hobby'
- Chapter 177 177: Passion and Sex
- Chapter 176 176: All that matters
- Chapter 175 175: Stunned
- Chapter 174 174: The Prettiest Girl
- Chapter 173 173: Intense Jealousy
- Chapter 172 172: She's Insane
- Chapter 171 171: Blank Memories
- Chapter 170 170: In the middle of nowhere
- Chapter 169 169: I like her
- Chapter 168 168: A Cautious Distance
- Chapter 167 167: Blatant Rejection
- Chapter 166 166: I know what I want
- Chapter 165 165: Anything for her
- Chapter 164 164: Drugged
- Chapter 163 163: Out of Place
- Chapter 162 162: Rules
- Chapter 161 161: Protective Instinct
- Chapter 160 160: A Bold Step
- Chapter 159 159: Distant
- Chapter 158 158: Loneliness
- Chapter 157 157: She could be desperate
- Chapter 156 156: She's hiding something
- Chapter 155 155: She wants revenge
- Chapter 154 154: Needing a Change
- Chapter 153 153: We're not together
- Chapter 152 152: Out of Character
- Chapter 151 151: Could it be Jealousy?
- Chapter 150 150: A Moment of Weakness
- Chapter 149 149: New Friend
- Chapter 148 148: New Interest
- Chapter 147 147: I don't like her
- Chapter 146 146: Iris
- Chapter 145 145: A Bad Morning
- Chapter 144 144: Inconsistencies
- Chapter 143 143: A break down
- Chapter 142 142: I said yes
- Chapter 141 141: Back and Forth
- Chapter 140 140: An Odd Feeling
- Chapter 139 139: Deja vu
- Chapter 138 138: Breaking the cycle
- Chapter 137 137: It's a strange world
- Chapter 136 136: Time Loop
- Chapter 135 135: A Strange Repeat
- Chapter 134 134: A little understanding
- Chapter 133 133: It's in the past
- Chapter 132 132: Out of the woods
- Chapter 131 131: Saved by the princess
- Chapter 130 130: The Queen's Banquet
- Chapter 129 129: An Unexpected Difference
- Chapter 128 128: Royal Duty
- Chapter 127 127: Yuna's Type
- Chapter 126 126: Hunter Vale
- Chapter 125 125: Avoid Her
- Chapter 124 124: Understanding each other
- Chapter 123 123: Not a tyrant
- Chapter 122 122: I know who you are
- Chapter 121 121: Out of depth
- Chapter 120 120: Odd
- Chapter 119 119: The unexpected question
- Chapter 118 118: A Friend's Care
- Chapter 117 117: Walk of Shame
- Chapter 116 116: Justice and Guilt.
- Chapter 115 115: The height of humiliation
- Chapter 114 114: Powerless
- Chapter 113 113: A Hot Problem
- Chapter 112 112: Past Sins
- Chapter 111 111: Trapped
- Chapter 110 110: The Summon
- Chapter 109 109: A Wild Idea
- Chapter 108 108: Could it be a trap?
- Chapter 107 107: Crossing the line
- Chapter 106 106: The Princess to the rescue
- Chapter 105 105: Borrowing Authority.
- Chapter 104 104: Protective
- Chapter 103 103: A never before felt rage
- Chapter 102 102: Commanding attention
- Chapter 101 101: Her first 'normal' friend
- Chapter 100 100: Blessing in Disguise
- Chapter 99 99: To Be 'Her'
- Chapter 98 98: From Pleasure to Pain
- Chapter 97 97: Pent-up Passion
- Chapter 96 96: Open Invitation
- Chapter 95 95: Verbal Foreplay
- Chapter 94 94: Wearing a Mask
- Chapter 93 93: A slap in the face
- Chapter 92 92: Embrace it!
- Chapter 91 91: Electra's Secret
- Chapter 90 90: Seraphina Vale
- Chapter 89 89: Switched
- Chapter 88 88: Alternate Reality
- Chapter 87 87: Another Nightmare
- Chapter 86 86: The Voice
- Chapter 85 85: He's gone
- Chapter 84 84: He's... mortal
- Chapter 83 83: Helped by the Devil
- Chapter 82 82: Unhealthy Obsession
- Chapter 81 81: The roadblock
- Chapter 80 80: Desperate
- Chapter 79 79: The Unexpected Call
- Chapter 78 78: The Nightmare
- Chapter 77 77: A terrible present
- Chapter 76 76: Assault
- Chapter 75 75: An Impulsive Visit
- Chapter 74 74: My life is precious
- Chapter 73 73: A shocking discovery
- Chapter 72 72: She's different...
- Chapter 71 71: Repercussions or maybe not?
- Chapter 70 70: Trending
- Chapter 69 69: Bad Mood
- Chapter 68 68: Uria's Jealousy
- Chapter 67 67: Let's make a bet
- Chapter 66 66: It's a date
- Chapter 65 65: Impromptu
- Chapter 64: Gone
- Chapter 63: Awkward
- Chapter 62 62: You can't like her
- Chapter 61 61: Just Sex
- Chapter 60 60: A much needed distraction
- Chapter 59 59: You're mine alone
- Chapter 58 58: Not a Coincidence
- Chapter 57 57: She's the Suspect
- Chapter 56 56: Poisoned
- Chapter 55 55: The Commotion
- Chapter 54 54: Left Behind
- Chapter 53 53: The permanent target
- Chapter 52 52: I'll make you miserable
- Chapter 51 51: Becoming the target
- Chapter 50 50: Welcome to the team
- Chapter 49 49: Not Forgotten
- Chapter 48 48: Hide Away
- Chapter 47 47: The shock of her life
- Chapter 46 46: Disgust
- Chapter 45 45: Lover's Spat
- Chapter 44 44: She's untouchable
- Chapter 43 43: You've been warned
- Chapter 42 42: No Regrets
- Chapter 41 41: The biggest idiot
- Chapter 40 40: Pleasure
- Chapter 39 39: Sera's first
- Chapter 38 38: Seduced
- Chapter 37 37: An Instant Cure
- Chapter 36 36: Doubt
- Chapter 35 35: The next level payback
- Chapter 34 34: Someone has to pay
- Chapter 33 33: A Bold Confrontation
- Chapter 32 32: She needs to go
- Chapter 31 31: You have to say no
- Chapter 30 30: Sick
- Chapter 29 29: What did I do wrong?
- Chapter 28 28: A 'Fun' Show
- Chapter 27 27: Meeting Uria
- Chapter 26 26: Entering the Lion's Den
- Chapter 25 25: The Jealous Princess
- Chapter 24 24: Anxiety
- Chapter 23 23: Nowhere to be found
- Chapter 22 22: You made me this way
- Chapter 21 21: The Marriage Proposal
- Chapter 20 20: Run, Sera, run.
- Chapter 19: It’s a crush
- Chapter 18: Cat & Mouse
- Chapter 17: Tension
- Chapter 16: She Calls, I Obey
- Chapter 15: I’m the only right one
- Chapter 14: Elysium’s Open Secret
- Chapter 13: Snake girl?
- Chapter 12: She’s interested in me.
- Chapter 11: What did I just see?
- Chapter 10: A Troubled Kid
- Chapter 9: Pretend to be brave
- Chapter 8: Her first ’friend’
- Chapter 7: The goddess is a devil
- Chapter 6: The Ice Queen of Elysium High
- Chapter 5: The Heart-stopping Beauty
- Chapter 4: Exposed
- Chapter 3: A ’Warm’ Welcome
- Chapter 2: A New World
- Chapter 1: The Beginning