Chapter 139: Remnants of the Nightmare
After the battle with the Sixth Rank that attacked the school, the cleanup crew arrived almost immediately. Initially, only five people came, but as they realized that nearly every student at the elementary school had been affected, the number of responders increased rapidly.
Police officers, paramedics, and other people in the know—including memory manipulation specialists—all gathered, filling the school grounds. Skilled handlers, undoubtedly experienced with various types of monster aftermath, struggled as they transported the students to the hospital. I watched it all, silently, as Nina held onto my hand.
The two of us sat on a small ledge at the edge of the schoolyard, observing the scene before us as if we were watching a film. The whole time, I stayed quiet.
I had no idea what to say to Nina after she had told me, “All I need is you, Itsuki.”
Any response that came to mind—”That’s not right,” or “Just me isn’t enough”—felt insufficient, even meaningless. If my words could have reached her, she probably wouldn’t have said that in the first place.
So, I was at a loss for words. Each time I found myself in situations like this, I cursed my past life. Why had I gone out of my way to avoid meaningful communication?
Perhaps what I had done in my previous life wasn’t truly communication at all—just bland conversations that didn’t matter who they were with, meaningless exchanges that could have been with anyone. At school, at work, all I did was make small talk; had I ever genuinely connected with someone?
If I hadn’t avoided connecting with others back then… would I have words that could reach Nina now? Pointless thoughts, I knew, but they filled my mind anyway.
While I was lost in my own scattered thoughts, Nina continued to hold my hand.
Just as she always had when we faced monsters, as if saying she’d always stay by my side.
I have no idea how long we sat like that. The crowd had thinned to half, and a group of onlookers had begun gathering outside the school gates when I spotted a woman walking toward us.
I recognized her immediately without seeing her face. It was Irena.
She approached us with sure steps, stopping in front of us before bowing her head deeply.
“Thank you, Itsuki.”
Before I could respond, Irena continued.
“So, ‘Muppet Lappet Marionette’ was here.”
“Ma… what?”
I hadn’t quite caught the name, so I asked again, and she pointed to my chest pocket. Following her gesture, I looked down to see a small orb—a relic, red, white, and green interwoven—that peeked out from my pocket.
“That’s the monster’s name. It killed Edmond… Nina’s father, and caused the ‘Hundred Demon Carnival’ in England.”
“It’s the monster that led to Nina’s memory being sealed, right?”
“Yes. And now… she’s remembered everything, hasn’t she?”
Hesitating, I tried to think of the best way to convey the situation. Rather than recalling it all herself, it had been forcibly dredged up.
But as I hesitated, Nina spoke softly.
“…Everything.”
That single word told Irena all she needed to know, her expression turning bitter as she continued.
“Nina. I know it must be difficult, but for now—”
“No, it’s not difficult at all.”
Nina’s clear, firm voice cut off Irena’s words. Her tone was surprisingly strong, and I couldn’t hide my shock. In a lighthearted voice, she continued.
“I’m okay because Itsuki is here.”
“…”
Irena was silent in response. But she quickly regained her composure and spoke again.
“I understand. But, Nina, let’s go home for now. You can’t stay here.”
“No, I’m not going home.”
“…Not going home? So you intend to stay at school?”
“No, I intend to stay with Itsuki.”
At Nina’s words, Irena furrowed her brow in contemplation. But Nina continued, as if she’d known her answer all along.
“Itsuki protected me. He saved me. That’s why I don’t need anything else anymore. I don’t need my home. As long as I have Itsuki, that’s enough.”
At that, Irena closed her eyes. After a moment’s thought, she opened them, reached out a gentle hand toward Nina, and murmured a short incantation.
“Sleep.”
At once, Nina’s body slumped forward, but Irena caught her. Nina’s grip loosened, her hand slipping from mine as her body went limp.
“Thank you for everything, Itsuki. I apologize for Nina’s behavior.”
“No, it’s fine. I’m okay. But… what about Nina…?”
“It was a drastic measure, but I think it’s best if she rests for now. The sudden recollection could trigger panic.”
“But she seemed calm…”
Unable to imagine her in a panic, I voiced my doubts, but Irena shook her head softly.
“A heart in shock can become numb, overtaken by something larger than itself. For Nina, that something was you, Itsuki.”
Was that really the case?
“Pain can surface later, seeping in over time. That’s why I sealed Nina’s memories. Though I doubt it can be done again.”
“Why… can’t it be done again?”
I asked reflexively, puzzled by her resigned smile.
Was it that the magic couldn’t be used again, or was there some other reason?
“Memory seals don’t work well on children. They have fewer memories than adults, making it difficult to hide a painful one in the sea of forgetfulness. For adults, well… they forget things naturally over time.”
With that explanation, Irena turned on her heel, still holding Nina in her arms.
“And once someone breaks through a memory seal, they’re more likely to do so again in the future. It becomes a habit.”
“Then… Nina…”
“She’ll have to stand on her own, without magic.”
“…”
Isn’t that… cruel?
I thought so, but I couldn’t put it into words.
“Itsuki, if I may, I have a request, though it may be rude of me to ask.”
“A request?”
“If Nina tries to stand on her own, could she rely on you for support?”
I didn’t hesitate, nodding vigorously, even though she wasn’t facing me.
“Yes! If there’s anything I can do, I’ll do it!”
“Thank you… so much.”
With that, Irena left the school grounds, carrying Nina.
Left alone, I lingered for a moment in the quiet schoolyard. Then, realizing there was no point in staying, I headed back to the classroom to pick up my school bag.
For the first time in a long time, I arrived home with a feeling of unease in my chest. That feeling of unease remained with me until I received a call from Irena the next day.
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Chapters
- Chapter 176 Rebirth of the Stars
- Chapter 175 The Seventh Rank
- Chapter 174 Triumphant Return
- Chapter 173 Sunny, Sometimes
- Chapter 172 Resolve
- Chapter 171 Amid the Rain, Into the Depths of Fear
- Chapter 170 Lion Attacking a Rabbit
- Chapter 169 Under The Rain
- Chapter 168 Master of the World Part III
- Chapter 167 Master of the World Part II
- Chapter 166 Master of the World Part I
- Chapter 165 Raging Tempest
- Chapter 164 Clash of the Titans
- Chapter 163 Master of the Immortal Realm
- Chapter 162 Echoes of the Immortal Realm
- Chapter 161 Immortal Realm 2
- Chapter 160 Immortal Realm
- Chapter 159 The Absent Inheritance
- Chapter 158 Gatekeeper
- Chapter 157 Apprentice
- Chapter 156 The Power of the Written Word
- Chapter 155 Dream Chaser
- Chapter 154 The Morning After
- Chapter 153: Self-Training
- Chapter 152: Enchanted Realm
- Chapter 151: Eureka
- Chapter 150: Ice Princess
- Chapter 149: Illusion
- Chapter 148: The Blacksmith's Price
- Chapter 147: Forging the Demonic Sword
- Chapter 146: Angel's Wings
- Chapter 145: A Handful of Rest: Part II
- Chapter 144: A Handful of Rest: Part I
- Chapter 143: Trust
- Chapter 142: Demonic Sword
- Chapter 141: Hot Spring Therapy
- Chapter 140: How to Save a Broken Girl
- Chapter 139: Remnants of the Nightmare
- Chapter 138: Tragedy Kitchen
- Chapter 137: Whose Utopia Is It?
- Chapter 136: Puppet, Lappet, Marionette
- Chapter 135: Exorcist
- Chapter 134: End of the Dream
- Chapter 133: Where Dreams Reside
- Chapter 132: Daydream
- Chapter 131: Wonderland
- Chapter 130: To the roof
- Chapter 129: Monster Panic
- Chapter 128: Actor
- Chapter 127: Unexpected Surprise
- Chapter 126: A Lazy Sunday Afternoon
- Chapter 125: How to View a Nightmare
- Chapter 124: Nightfall, Just the Two of Us
- Chapter 123: One Request
- Chapter 122: Severed Ties
- Chapter 121: The End of a Dream
- Chapter 120: Dreamkeeper
- Chapter 119: Dream On!
- Chapter 118: Blurring the Lines Between Work and Play
- Chapter 117: Choose Your Job!
- Chapter 116: Special Training: New Magic
- Chapter 115: Chiming In
- Chapter 114: Echoes of Victory
- Chapter 113: Factory Tour: Part 2
- Chapter 112: Factory Tour: Part 1
- Chapter 111: Flavor of Gum
- Chapter 110: The Grown-Up World
- Chapter 109: Dusk is The Devil's Hour
- Chapter 108: Morning Greeting Activity
- Chapter 107: Special Training: Castling
- Chapter 106: Gut Feeling
- Chapter 105: The Melody of Autumn
- Chapter 104: Interlude: Spring Tempest
- Chapter 103: To You, Who Will Soon Become the Ice Princess
- Chapter 102: Contract
- Chapter 101: Reverse Role Model
- Chapter 100: Shall I Not Avenge This Grudge? Part 2
- Chapter 99: Shall I Not Avenge This Grudge? Part 1
- Chapter 98: Flowers are Butterfly, Melody is Magic
- Chapter 97: Reliving the Experience
- Chapter 96: The Ice Princess 3
- Chapter 95: The Ice Princess 2
- Chapter 94: The Ice Princess 1
- Chapter 93: Inside One's Heart
- Chapter 92: Resonance
- Chapter 91: Meeting
- Chapter 90: Escalation
- Chapter 89: Those Who Bear a Name
- Chapter 88: First Adventure
- Chapter 87: Adult's Thoughts
- Chapter 86: One Plus One
- Chapter 85: Exploration! The Realm of the Mind!
- Chapter 84: Cause Investigation Squad
- Chapter 83: Effort's Chain Reaction
- Chapter 82: Special training: Resonance
- Chapter 81: Honor Student's Time to Shine!
- Chapter 80: Let's Begin! The Lesson of Resonance!
- Chapter 79: Collapse! The Great Friendship Plan
- Chapter 78: Let's Go to the Countryside: Part 3
- Chapter 77: Let's Go to the Countryside: Part 2
- Chapter 76: Let's Go to the Countryside: Part 1
- Chapter 75: Deadlock
- Chapter 74 : Resonate Together
- Chapter 73 : Exorcists are Well-paid
- Chapter 72: Interlude: The Rainy Season, After School, Spring Haze.
- Chapter 71: The Shape of Family
- Chapter 70: Math Time
- Chapter 69: Ireena's Shadow Sending
- Chapter 68: Monster and Parent
- Chapter 67: School Explorers Part 5
- Chapter 66: School Explorers Part 4
- Chapter 65: School Explorers Part 3
- Chapter 64: School Explorers Part 2
- Chapter 63: School Explorers Part 1
- Chapter 62: Know Love
- Chapter 61: Round Relationships, Square Relationships
- Chapter 60 : Where Promises Are Kept
- Chapter 59 : The History of Magic
- Chapter 58: My Training Keeps Getting Interrupted!
- Chapter 57: Alchemy Training: Part 2
- Chapter 56: Cube! Cube!! Cube!!!
- Chapter 55: Let's Go to the School at Night!
- Chapter 54: The Arrival of Noob
- Chapter 53: Promise
- Chapter 52: Quick Draw
- Chapter 51: Alchemy Training: Part 2
- Chapter 50: Alchemy Training: Part 1
- Chapter 49: The Young Soccerer
- Chapter 48: Common Points
- Chapter 47: Finding Nina
- Chapter 46: Fishing
- Chapter 45: Mastering the Barrier Technique
- Chapter 44: Short on Hands
- Chapter 43: First Encounter
- Chapter 42: The Entrance Ceremony
- Chapter 41: The Circle of Invitations
- Chapter 40: Trending on the Internet
- Chapter 39: Progress
- Chapter 38: Mastering the Sixth Sense
- Chapter 37: Growing Up
- Chapter 36: Seventh Rank
- Chapter 35: The Way of Life of Kisaragi Itsuki
- Chapter 34: Determination
- Chapter 33: A Bolt Out Of The Blue
- Chapter 32: Advance
- Chapter 31: As I Walk Through the Streets
- Chapter 30: Quintessence
- Chapter 29: Mastering the Art of Healing
- Chapter 28: Mastering the Art of Close Combat
- Chapter 27: Reward
- Chapter 26: Child Prodigy
- Chapter 25: Unexpected First Battle
- Chapter 24: Fifth Rank
- Chapter 23: Trap
- Chapter 22: Seen and Unseen
- Chapter 21: Postponing Healing Magic
- Chapter 20: Mastering the Art of Shapeshifting
- Chapter 19: New Family
- Chapter 18: Unfinished
- Chapter 17: Exorcism
- Chapter 16: Real-World Experience
- Chapter 15: The Third Meeting
- Chapter 14: The Second Meeting
- Chapter 13: The First Meeting
- Chapter 12: Strange Phenomena
- Chapter 11: Mastering the Blade
- Chapter 10: Mastering the Art of Silk
- Chapter 9: Mastering the Rotation Technique
- Chapter 8: Extraordinary
- Chapter 7: Testing the Limits
- Chapter 6: First Magic
- Chapter 5: Growth
- Chapter 4: The Privileges of the Reincarnated
- Chapter 3: Exorcist
- Chapter 2: I Reincarnated in Modern... Japan?
- Chapter 1: Reincarnation of an Ordinary Guy