Chapter 6: I’ve Lost Control…
As Aden’s head fell against a dry piece of bark, his memories vividly replayed every moment—his feeble attempts to penetrate the wild, and the more unrestrained attacks he had unconsciously executed.
Call it an exaggeration, but the pain he experienced at that moment was absolute.
Initially, he had believed the pain he felt during the beast attack was the pinnacle of whatever stimulus the body could endure, but he was proven wrong in the most painful way possible.
At first, it was a small heat that bloomed along his ribs, causing mild discomfort—not enough to disrupt his concentration.
Then it moved to his heart, slowly, almost methodically, coiling around it like a snare tightening around a neck.
But he pushed through.
He relentlessly fired punches at his master, who remained unflinching and unreadable, never allowing a single sign of weakness to seep through the cracks of his expression.
And it worked.
For the time being, he managed to fool his frighteningly perceptive master, and he was determined to keep it that way.
What he failed to notice, however, was that his movements were becoming faster—and more… foreign.
His thoughts streamlined.
His eyes sharpened, catching the tiniest details—from subtle shifts in his master’s footing to the seemingly random twitches of his muscles.
In his perception, he was still moving at roughly the same speed as before—no different from when he had evaded the beast’s attacks and begun training under his de facto mentor.
So he let the lingering suspicion drift away with the wind tearing past his face as he leapt off the cabin.
’Finally!’
Aden rejoiced internally, deliberately ignoring the pain that had spread its ugly tendrils into his muscles and tendons.
That excitement was immediately extinguished by a near-incapacitating collision with a tree, courtesy of his master’s force field.
Like fuel added to flame, his body screamed in protest.
Every nerve, every muscle, every organ howled at the punishment they were subjected to, and Aden decided—at least mentally—that it was time to stop before he killed himself.
That was what he told himself.
His body didn’t listen.
Cold sweat drenched his clothes. His heart beat erratically. His hands shook uncontrollably.
And his mind fixated on a single thought:
’I’m not in control.’
As if to confirm it, his mouth opened wide—but what escaped wasn’t human.
It was a primal roar, saturated with rage, resentment, and suffocating bloodlust.
Before he could comprehend it, his foot was already arcing toward his master’s temple with terrifying precision.
’Duck!’ Aden tried to scream, but the words died before they reached his throat.
Another blast hurled him deeper into the jungle.
’W—what’s happening?! These aren’t my actions! I—!’
His mind clicked.
The beast attack. Although he had confidently reassured himself he was fully aware of what happened, he couldn’t actually remember the last three or so minutes prior him losing unconsciousness.
Did he actually kill that beast by his own abilities?
How come he had no recollection of how he did it?
What happened after those intense bouts of pain he experienced? Did he pass out? Did the beast get killed by his mentor?
His thoughts spiraled, questions colliding, answers dissolving, until a fresh bout of pain snapped him back into his body.
’What have I gotten myself into?’ Aden questioned himself as he watched the reckless beast that he had become through the screen of his eyes.
’And my master….why can’t he see through this? How come he doesn’t know I’m not the real me? Is my Adaptive Resonance that interesting to study or is he just hell bent on proving his superiority?!’
Rage— genuine, human, rage festered in Aden’s mind, and for the first time, he felt his face twitch for a split second.
Whatever took control of his body seemed to have sensed that rage. Aden’s— no, it’s lips curved to it’s limits as it’s movements grew faster, stronger and unrestrained.
Gone was the training session.
This had turned into a blatant murder attempt.
Aden could no longer keep up with the speed at which his body was moving. All he managed to make out was a constant repulsive energy that forced him back with every attack.
Head, neck, back, legs, even the groin, no attack aimed at any part of his body made a difference.
The shield remained steady and unyielding.
At least, that was the prediction.
Fate, as they say, always seemed to have other plans.
A loud crack shattered the storm that brew in Aden’s mind and even brought an apparent look of shock to his stoic master’s face.
’No!’
If Aden’s soul could jump out of his body and pushed him away, he would’ve done so in a heartbeat as he belatedly noticed a transparent energy flow in and out of him. It’s flow was unrestricted and almost…. sentient.
No, Aden couldn’t have predicted this, he instinctively knew it.
This was a final attack.
’Dammit! Dammit! Dammit! I have to do something! Anything!!’
But it was too late.
Luckily, he was allowed the pleasure of feeling his fists collide against his master’s tough face and the sounds of his knuckles shattering.
Pain detonated through him, erasing coherence, reducing everything to raw, unbearable sensation, his eyes blackened but his body still refused to give out.
The sheer will power that was being forced upon him was enough to make the strongest being in this kingdom to pass out.
But Aden wasn’t allowed that luxury.
He was forced to hear and feel the pain of his ribs shattering as it collided against their cabin and the disturbing thuds that came after.
He felt something crash against his back, but he was too disoriented to care. Blood flowed from every orifice, bones protruded from his hands and feet and the demonic adrenalin had worn off, making the pain fifty times worse.
’What a… cruel… master…’
Aden’s mind and whatever had taken over, finally lost control of his body. Luckily, he was able to slip into the warm hands of unconsciousness.
….
On the other side, his master walked over calmly, his cheeks slightly reddened but his eyes had a shine that was never there before as he stared at his student’s deformed figure.
“You’re definitely not Sir. Daren,” he squinted, his hands weaving complex signs above Aden, leaving a stream of green energy pouring out of it. “I wonder who you are….” He mumbled.
***
The moon hung low above the ruins, pale light settling over broken wood and bloodied earth. A cool breeze swept past, pushing his long hair back as he carried the still-healing Aden across his broad back. Together, they formed a scene that was strangely beautiful.
He walked steadily toward what remained of their cabin, his steps unhurried as his thoughts wandered.
’No one has ever managed to land a punch on me since the Great Demon War, even though I wasn’t at full defense, for him to accomplish that…’
He let out a quiet breath.
’I don’t know whether I should be proud or embarrassed.’
A few minutes passed before Aden’s mentor reached the damage site that was once their former home.
He gently set him down in a secluded spot, positioning his own back against a large piece of wood to keep it from collapsing onto his student.
Despite having the ability to heal himself, he chose not to. Whether it was a silent apology or simple forgetfulness was impossible to tell—his face had already returned to its wooden calm.
Another sigh left his mouth as he stared at the wreckage they created.
“It would seem work never stops coming my way.”
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Chapters
- Chapter 127: The Outer Wastes
- Chapter 126: The Seeker has Seeked Death
- Chapter 125: The Seeker
- Chapter 124 124: Aden the Insurance Policy
- Chapter 123: Repercussions
- Chapter 122: Eren is Leaking
- Chapter 121: Battle of the Century
- Chapter 120: Away With Your Vermin
- Chapter 119: Black-Stripe Gorge
- Chapter 118: To the Abyss
- Chapter 117: The Effects of a Breakthrough
- Chapter 116: Raising Children
- Chapter 115: Eren’s Potential
- Chapter 114: Eren Vs Aden (2)
- Chapter 113: Eren and Aden
- Chapter 112 112: A Moment of Peace
- Chapter 111 111: A Meal For the Kids and a Side-Quest
- Chapter 110: Evendur Redwyn (4)
- Chapter 109: Orel the Wonderful Guardian
- Chapter 108: Will Parallel Lines Ever Meet?
- Chapter 107: Evendur Redwyn (3)
- Chapter 106: Evendur Redwyn (2)
- Chapter 106 106: Evendur Redwyn (2)
- Chapter 105 105: Evendur Redwyn
- Chapter 104 104: Tower Conquerors
- Chapter 103 103: The Pains Of Failure
- Chapter 102 102: What Is Your Goal?
- Chapter 101 101: The Void Isn't Your Friend.
- Chapter 100 100: Void Energy in All its Eeriness
- Chapter 99 99: Why Am I Losing My Memories?
- Chapter 98 98: Awakening and Memory Loss?
- Chapter 97: Things Don’t Just Fix Themselves
- Chapter 96: An Old Man
- Chapter 95: A Suicide Attack With No Warning
- Chapter 94: Battle Against the Affinities
- Chapter 93: Finally Learning Affinities
- Chapter 92: The Power of Co-ordination and Affinities
- Chapter 91: The Silver God is Our Hero... At least that’s What it’s Supposed To Be
- Chapter 90: No Time for Drama, No Time to Aura–Farm
- Chapter 89: The Pit
- Chapter 88: I Want To Go To The Arena
- Chapter 87: What Is Life Without Meat? Meaningless.
- Chapter 86: Getting A Hold On Things
- Chapter 85: A Good Liar Doesn’t Have To Speak
- Chapter 84: Meeting Horen for Damage Control
- Chapter 83: Aftermaths Of the Battle Still Linger
- Chapter 82: Back to Grey–Rock
- Chapter 81: What Just... Happened?
- Chapter 80: If The Vassals Should Resist Me, It Would Pose A Bit Of Trouble, But Would I Lose? Nah, I’d Win.
- Chapter 79: Didn’t See This Coming, Did You?
- Chapter 78: If You’re Heavy, Accept it.
- Chapter 77: Lord Aden and His Loyal Vassals
- Chapter 76: How Many Vassals Are There?
- Chapter 75: Preparations Against the Unknown
- Chapter 74: Void Goes In The Bones, Resonance Stays In Your Hole
- Chapter 73: Adaptive Resonance: A Cheat or A Curse in Disguise?
- Chapter 72: Don’t Delay the Inevitable
- Chapter 71: Resonance Veins? I Don’t Have That.
- Chapter 70: A Clear Guide In The Art Of Cultivating Nothingness
- Chapter 69: You’re Not Alone In There, Are You?
- Chapter 68: Aden Finally Returns
- Chapter 67: If I Can’t Have My Life, Then I’ll Kill Everyone Who Wants It and Kill Myself
- Chapter 66: All Of Us Will Die Here Today
- Chapter 65: Aden! Please Come Back!
- Chapter 64: Your Mind Shall Become My Playground
- Chapter 63: Lorelei Vs ...Aden?
- Chapter 62: True Survival is Never Valiant
- Chapter 61: Life Requires Sacrifices, But Can You Pay The Price?
- Chapter 60: Curiosity Killed The Cat
- Chapter 59: Daren?
- Chapter 58: Absolute Dominance
- Chapter 57: The Two Hunters Meet
- Chapter 56: Getting Stripped Naked
- Chapter 55: Determination Doesn’t Always Yield Success
- Chapter 54: The Rebellion Of The Devil
- Chapter 53: Ten Minutes Till Possible Doom
- Chapter 52: A Meeting For The Small Price Of Humanity
- Chapter 51: The Sun, The Void and Death
- Chapter 50: Even The Heavens Come Against Me
- Chapter 49: A Leader’s Burden Burns Hotter Than Any Flame
- Chapter 48: The First Sun and The Return Of The Entity
- Chapter 47: The Twenty Vassals Of Lord Aden
- Chapter 46: Questions Questions Questions
- Chapter 45: A Strange Follower
- Chapter 44: A Successful Heist
- Chapter 43: A Wall Climbing Session
- Chapter 42: The Hunted Finally Becomes The Hunter
- Chapter 41: Meeting The Alchemist
- Chapter 40: Aden:1, Elara:0
- Chapter 39: You Are Trash And I Will Make You Understand That
- Chapter 38: Brothers By Blood Strangers By Blood
- Chapter 37: Two Birds With Five Stones
- Chapter 36: Fanaticism Has Its Uses
- Chapter 35: A God Gets Scammed By A Mortal
- Chapter 34: Fixing The Ring
- Chapter 33: Taking Out The Trash, Then Becoming One
- Chapter 32: Ghosts Of The Past
- Chapter 31: A Local God Is Born
- Chapter 30: Aden Gains A New Hunter
- Chapter 29: Leaving The Deserted Jungle
- Chapter 28: Flexing On A Weird Guard
- Chapter 27: Where Do I Go From Here?
- Chapter 26: Baldric and Kaelthorn Leave The Stage
- Chapter 25: Kaelthorn’s True Strength
- Chapter 24: Primal Hatred
- Chapter 23: Let Me Show You How Weak You Truly Are
- Chapter 22: Adaptive Resonance Meets Weapon Dexterity
- Chapter 21: Death Does Not Discriminate
- Chapter 20: Fondling With The Ring
- Chapter 19: An Unfamiliar Memory
- Chapter 18: Getting A New Body Part
- Chapter 17: Aden and The Beast (2)
- Chapter 16: Aden and The Beast (1)
- Chapter 15: Aden’s Change
- Chapter 14: Kaelthorn’s Rage
- Chapter 13: A Storm On The Horizon
- Chapter 12: A Pyrrhic Victory
- Chapter 11: An Unmistakable Checkmate
- Chapter 10: A Dream Or A Glimpse Of The Future?
- Chapter 9: Kaelthorn’s Motivation Rises
- Chapter 8: The Tree Is Your First Antagonist
- Chapter 7: The Ripple Effect
- Chapter 6: I’ve Lost Control...
- Chapter 5: Adaptive Resonance, But At What Cost?
- Chapter 4: For True Strength To Bloom, Bones Must Break
- Chapter 3: The Man in The Woods
- Chapter 2: The Merciless World Welcomes You
- Chapter 1: The Price Of Being Seen