Chapter 404: Corruption of Death
Five hundred years ago, the Western Continent was divided into numerous small kingdoms that were constantly at war with one another, seeking to devour their rivals and expand their own power. It was a ruthless, dog-eat-dog world.
The seven major kingdoms of that era were Ironvale, Thornwall, Valencrest, Stormhold, Ravenmoor, Silvergard, and the Hundred Sky Mountains, though the last one did not concern itself with the affairs of the Western Continent.
It was during this chaotic age that a legendary figure emerged: Valerious Solaris.
He began his conquest of the Western Continent, unifying the kingdoms beneath his banner. Through his extraordinary strength and meticulous tactics, he brought six of the seven major kingdoms to their knees, forcing them to swear absolute loyalty to him.
He proclaimed these six kingdoms as duchies and established the Azure Sun Empire.
Over time, these duchies became the absolute pillars of the empire.
Now, during the reign of Kharos, the current six dukes had reached the Eternal Sage Realm, becoming the strongest warriors of the empire.
One such warrior was Astrid Ironvale. His mastery and talent in weaponry had surpassed all of his predecessors. Under his rule, Ironvale soared to new heights with its advanced war machines, weapons, and armor, all personally designed by him.
His obsession with weaponry awakened a unique Weapon Attribute within him, allowing his body to transform into any weapon while also inheriting the properties of the metal he touched.
This ability made him nearly invulnerable and untouchable, turning him into one of the empire’s greatest assets.
And now, that asset had been destroyed under the fury of a young god.
The moment Taranis brought down his blade in a sudden jolt, Astrid, standing a few metres away, felt a stinging pain spread through his body. Slowly, a vertical red line appeared on his body from head to crotch. Beads of blood began to leak, and before he realized it, his body was sliced into two and opened like a book split along its spine.
“It’s far from the level of Senior,” Taranis murmured, gazing at the catastrophe he had unleashed.
Behind Astrid’s split body, the earth had been cleaved into an expanding V that stretched for dozens of kilometres. In the sky, a similar V had been carved through the clouds, exposing the blue sky beyond them.
The battle was over. Taranis had emerged victorious, yet he did not feel the satisfaction he thought he would after killing him. His fury had not calmed in the slightest. He wanted Astrid to regenerate like he had during the battle so he could kill him again. He wanted to slaughter any being related to him.
His eyes turned toward the Ironvale Fortress in the distance. He wanted to destroy that as well. He wanted to slaughter every citizen of that kingdom, just as Astrid, along with the other Dukes and the Empire, had done to his family and sect.
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Strange, ominous voices whispered in Taranis’s mind, pounding his head with unbearable pain.
“You are not capable of meddling with my mind!” Taranis muttered through gritted teeth.
Ding…
“The Skill Unshakable Mind is resisting the corruption of death!”
Slowly, the voices faded and eventually vanished, though the throbbing headache remained.
Taranis’s grip on his sword loosened as blood leaked at a terrifying rate from the wound where his arm had been torn away.
His Sea of Soulforce turned chaotic, and his body began to glow with a golden radiance.
“Vivi, do I have enough Soulforce to activate Ruru’s blessing if I suffer a critical injury now?”
“No. The Host does not contain enough Soulforce to activate Ruru’s blessing.”
The last skill Taranis had unleashed had nearly emptied his Sea of Soulforce, so it was obvious he did not have enough to activate Ruru’s blessing, which consumed a considerable amount of Soulforce. When Taranis reached the Transcendent Realm, his body had evolved. As a result, Ruru’s blessing now required even more Soulforce to heal the injuries of a stronger body.
The air around Taranis began to stir, and he felt his Soulforce surging within him.
The next moment, a gust of energy burst outward from his body, shattering the ground beneath his feet.
The wounds along his sides began healing. The melted skin on his stomach regenerated, and the gap in his left shoulder slowly started to fill.
Ding…
“Congratulations! The Host has successfully broken through! The Host’s level has increased.
Level Two Transcendent Realm → Level Three Transcendent Realm.
All stats +50.”
While Taranis’s body healed, the Sect Masters who had witnessed the battle remained completely stunned by Taranis’s final move.
They could not tear their widened eyes away from the sky-splitting and earth-shattering skill he had just unleashed.
Aurelion was the only one who remained unaffected by the spectacle, or at least that was what his unreadable expression suggested.
“What about your arm?” Aurelion asked as he approached Taranis, who was now fully healed but missing an arm.
Breaking through to the next level could heal all injuries, but it could not regenerate what had already been lost. Ruru’s blessing was also useless now. It would have regenerated his arm if it had been activated before the breakthrough, but now that the wound on his shoulder had closed, the blessing would no longer restore the missing limb.
“It’s just an arm,” Taranis replied in a cold tone, hiding his exhaustion beneath his helm.
Aurelion frowned upon hearing that answer. They had only claimed victory over one Duchy, and Taranis was already in such a condition.
Aurelion did not say it aloud, but he could sense that Taranis’s mental state was far from stable. He wanted to tell him that the burden he carried was not his alone, that he did not need to push himself so far, that…Nymeria would not want to see him in such a state.
Aurelion opened his mouth to say those words, but then closed it again.
He could not say them. He feared that if Taranis stopped pushing himself, he might not reach the level required to heal Nymeria in time.
In the end, he was just a helpless father who wished to see his daughter healthy again.
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Chapters
- Chapter 445: Return of the Mythic Bloodline
- Chapter 444 444: End of the Second Ultimate War
- Chapter 443 443: To save her
- Chapter 442: The Final Stand
- Chapter 441: River of Blood
- Chapter 440: A Prophecy
- Chapter 439: Might of the Flame Emperor
- Chapter 438: Aethon vs Two Dukes
- Chapter 437: Barbatos vs Brandon
- Chapter 436
- Chapter 435
- Chapter 434: Temporary Truce
- Chapter 433: A dual
- Chapter 432: Defend the wall
- Chapter 431: Take my blood
- Chapter 430: The Demi-God Aurelion has fallen?
- Chapter 429: Soulforce deviation
- Chapter 428: New Recruit
- Chapter 427 427: The War at it's zenith
- Chapter 426 426: Upgraded Madam Doom
- Chapter 425: Long live the Prince! Long live the Hundred Sky Mountains!
- Chapter 424: Three days truce
- Chapter 423: Curious Windbane
- Chapter 422 422: Scout Party
- Chapter 421 421: Great Array of Forgotten Era
- Chapter 420 420: Heaven's disappointment
- Chapter 419 419: Who are you?
- Chapter 418: Taranis vs Elite Knights
- Chapter 417: The Inevitable War
- Chapter 416: Elemental Arrays
- Chapter 415 415: The Empire's army arrived
- Chapter 414: Let’s Kill more
- Chapter 413: Absolute ruthlessness
- Chapter 412: Killing Intent
- Chapter 411: Helping Hand
- Chapter 410: All hell broke loose
- Chapter 409: Rescue Mission III
- Chapter 408: Rescue Mission II
- Chapter 407: Rescue Mission
- Chapter 406: Infiltration
- Chapter 405: Wooden box
- Chapter 404: Corruption of Death
- Chapter 403: Taranis vs Astrid III
- Chapter 402: Taranis vs Astrid II
- Chapter 401: Taranis vs Astrid
- Chapter 400: I feel hollow
- Chapter 399: Life and Death
- Chapter 398: Why do you want to become stronger?
- Chapter 397: The Natural Disaster!
- Chapter 396 396: The Banes' army vanished
- Chapter 395 395: Training or beating?
- Chapter 394 394: Still too weak
- Chapter 393: First Victory
- Chapter 392: Explosion Attribute
- Chapter 391: Entering the Fortress
- Chapter 390: Madam Doom
- Chapter 389: The Dark Knight
- Chapter 388: Attacking the House Ironvale
- Chapter 387: Reinforcements
- Chapter 386: Attacking the Thornwall Fortress
- Chapter 385: Main Quest
- Chapter 384: Meeting with senior
- Chapter 383: Upgrading Vajra
- Chapter 382: The Second Ultimate War
- Chapter 381: Punishment for treason
- Chapter 380: The Royal Court
- Chapter 379: Things we do for love
- Chapter 378: Goodbye
- Chapter 377: Nymeria’s Memories IV
- Chapter 376: Nymeria’s Memories III
- Chapter 375: Nymeria’s Memories II
- Chapter 374: Nymeria’s Memories
- Chapter 373: Nymeria’s wedding
- Chapter 372: The Ancient Gods of forgotten era
- Chapter 371: The Traitor
- Chapter 370: Lucifer vs Ignis III
- Chapter 369: Lucifer vs Ignis II
- Chapter 368: Lucifer vs Ignis
- Chapter 367: Target necessary to eliminate for the peace of Western Continent
- Chapter 366: I have always wished to meet you
- Chapter 365: Thunderbanes vs Rockbanes
- Chapter 364: Will of the warriors
- Chapter 363: The Competition begins!
- Chapter 362: Azure Sky Competition
- Chapter 361: I proposed her on one knee
- Chapter 360: Punishment by Tyrant Princess
- Chapter 359: When he met her
- Chapter 358: A day before the competition
- Chapter 357: Operation II
- Chapter 356: Operation
- Chapter 355: I have a request
- Chapter 354: You should smile more
- Chapter 353: Hellish Training
- Chapter 352: I refuse
- Chapter 351: The Medicinal Hall
- Chapter 350: You must live, Master Robert
- Chapter 349: Thunderbane Swordsmanship
- Chapter 348: The Snow Goddess is ill
- Chapter 347: You are not a second choice
- Chapter 346: Why was Aestra kept hidden?
- Chapter 345 345: Clash with Eternal Sage II
- Chapter 344 344: Clash with Eternal Sage
- Chapter 343: Yes, Mother...
- Chapter 342: I will marry both of them
- Chapter 341: The Priestess in the temple
- Chapter 340: Dual against the Core Disciples
- Chapter 339: Who is Lucifer Morningstar?
- Chapter 338: Core Disciple Selection Competition
- Chapter 337: Are they really...gone
- Chapter 336: The Core-Disciples
- Chapter 335: Prepare to answer for your actions, Lucifer Morningstar
- Chapter 334: Teaching the lesson
- Chapter 333: Joining the Thunderbane Sect
- Chapter 332: Child of the Heavens
- Chapter 331: Keep your hands off my woman
- Chapter 330: Trial of Sky Mountains
- Chapter 329: Begin the departure!
- Chapter 328: Tree of Divinity
- Chapter 327: Transcendent Realm
- Chapter 326: It’s time to reach the Transcendent Realm
- Chapter 325: The Infiltration Unit!
- Chapter 324: Vyaghra: Sharp or oblivious?
- Chapter 323: Clear Spring Sect
- Chapter 322: A way to enter the Main Land
- Chapter 321: My name is not Raj
- Chapter 320: Claim me wholly, Raj(18+)
- Chapter 319: I need the actual thing inside me!(18+)
- Chapter 318: Moving to the main course(18+)
- Chapter 317: Do whatever you want(18+)
- Chapter 316: May I go further? (18+)
- Chapter 315: I will keep you to myself(18+)
- Chapter 314: Dark desire of Ume
- Chapter 313: It’s time to return
- Chapter 312: Legend of Taranis El Thunderbane
- Chapter 311: Wrath of the Lightning God
- Chapter 310: The thread of sanity
- Chapter 309: The Slaughter of Thunderbanes
- Chapter 308: The Rains of Sentinal Line
- Chapter 307: Who gave the scar to Stormir?
- Chapter 306: Increasing tensions
- Chapter 305: My son is rather unruly
- Chapter 304: The grand feast
- Chapter 303: Confession of Taranis
- Chapter 302: Arrival of Aestra and Nymeria
- Chapter 301: End of the long war
- Chapter 300: Might of the Strongest Cultivator of Western Continent
- Chapter 299: Voltrex vs Azhryx II
- Chapter 298: Voltrex vs Azhryx
- Chapter 297: Judgement of the Lightning God
- Chapter 296: Taranis vs Iskandor
- Chapter 295: Voltrex’s decision
- Chapter 294: The God of Lightning and Thunder
- Chapter 293: Reason for the war
- Chapter 292: The King of the Demons appeared
- Chapter 291: I feel terrible
- Chapter 290: Taranis’ first kill
- Chapter 289: Taranis’ first battle
- Chapter 288: The Demons attacked
- Chapter 287: Emperor of Azure Sun Empire
- Chapter 286: Who is Stormir El Thunderbane
- Chapter 285: Arrived at the Sentinal Line
- Chapter 284: Leaving the Hundred Sky Mountains
- Chapter 283: Do you not consider me your wife?
- Chapter 282: Taranis’ punishment
- Chapter 281: Heaven’s wraith
- Chapter 280: Ignis’ Reward
- Chapter 279: Aurelion’s warning
- Chapter 278: The Seven Banes
- Chapter 277: Marriage proposal
- Chapter 276: Then...what about me?
- Chapter 275: Meeting Nymeria’s father
- Chapter 274: Seen at the worst moment
- Chapter 273: Meeting Taranis’ mother
- Chapter 272: The Five Wardens
- Chapter 271: Filling the gap of each other
- Chapter 270: Let’s play sword-sword
- Chapter 269: The fated meeting between God and Goddess
- Chapter 268: A light dual
- Chapter 267: An angel is born
- Chapter 266: The World Tree
- Chapter 265: The Prince is born
- Chapter 264: Awakened Sage
- Chapter 263: Summoning Heavenly Tribulation
- Chapter 262: Another Blood Demon emerged
- Chapter 261: Devourous Prime
- Chapter 260: An anomaly
- Chapter 259: A king who had already passed judgement!
- Chapter 258: The trapped awakeners
- Chapter 257: Blade of Death
- Chapter 256: Curse of Binding
- Chapter 255: I’m not a saint
- Chapter 254: The Strongest ability in battle
- Chapter 253: Troll King Grendel
- Chapter 252: The Courtroom of hell
- Chapter 251: yu...kill...trolls...yu...die!
- Chapter 250: Divide and Conquer
- Chapter 249: Clover Eyes
- Chapter 248: Curiosity kills the cat
- Chapter 247: Trolling a troll
- Chapter 246: Spirit Warrior Realm
- Chapter 245: Fate in the hands of an E-Ranked
- Chapter 244: Pushing through
- Chapter 243: Creepy Smiles
- Chapter 242: The Orientation
- Chapter 241: Special Custom Challenge
- Chapter 240: Passage of time
- Chapter 239: Meeting with Chairman
- Chapter 238: Am I in trouble?
- Chapter 237: Crimson Moon Requim
- Chapter 236: The Historical Battle begins!
- Chapter 235: Blood Demon is here!
- Chapter 234: The reason is him
- Chapter 233: The SS-Rank Awakener!
- Chapter 232: Training
- Chapter 231: Secret between friends
- Chapter 230: White Knight
- Chapter 229: Press Conference
- Chapter 228: Black Raven Guild vs Silver Sword Guild?
- Chapter 227: A foreign seal
- Chapter 226: How have you been?
- Chapter 225: An old sage
- Chapter 224: Clash between S-Ranks
- Chapter 223: An unexpected ally
- Chapter 222: Fighting an S-Rank
- Chapter 221: Sword King Rudra
- Chapter 220: Beware of the two daggers
- Chapter 219: Alpha Wolf
- Chapter 218: Hill of Corruption
- Chapter 217: Race against time
- Chapter 216: Special Challenge II
- Chapter 215: Shinku no Sabi
- Chapter 214: Rusty Katana
- Chapter 213: Black Raven Guild
- Chapter 212: Power and Influence
- Chapter 211: A Blessed E-Rank Awakener
- Chapter 210: First debuff skill
- Chapter 209: Fighting the Boss Monster
- Chapter 208: A walk in the park
- Chapter 207: Island of the undead
- Chapter 206: Fasten your seat belt
- Chapter 205: Special Challenge
- Chapter 204: Yes
- Chapter 203: Welcome back
- Chapter 202: Shadow Monarch
- Chapter 201 - 30-days Daily Challenge
- Chapter 200: Awakening the attribute
- Chapter 199: Greetings, Host!
- Chapter 198: The new world
- Chapter 197: Vivi is gone?
- Chapter 196: A voice I longed to hear
- Chapter 195: I have found the donor
- Chapter 194: Success chance less than 1%
- Chapter 193: Finally said it!
- Chapter 192: I need to tell you something
- Chapter 191: Dan...da...dhun...
- Chapter 190: A mistake or an opportunity?
- Chapter 189: Returning to Dreadspire city
- Chapter 188: The Priceless Smile
- Chapter 187: New Mayor
- Chapter 186: Another Broken Shard
- Chapter 185: Beyond the gate
- Chapter 184: Dreadspire city
- Chapter 183: Please...don’t cry, Maa
- Chapter 182: Lady of the Sacred Throne
- Chapter 181: A teleportation array
- Chapter 180: Four commanders
- Chapter 179: Don’t trust the words of strangers
- Chapter 178: I will find you even at the farthest edge of the universe
- Chapter 177: I can return to Earth?
- Chapter 176: Sea of Soulforce
- Chapter 175: El Dorado is no more
- Chapter 174: Punished by the Gods
- Chapter 173: Everything for a wish
- Chapter 172: Shaking the entire Abandoned Land
- Chapter 171: Everybody wants to be my enemy
- Chapter 170: When the darkness erupts
- Chapter 169: Pathetic insect
- Chapter 168: Orbital Crash
- Chapter 167: Performance worthy of being a Goddess’ fiancé
- Chapter 166: The array is broken
- Chapter 165: A hidden army?
- Chapter 164: When did she become so needy
- Chapter 163: Art is an explosion
- Chapter 162: The Soul oath
- Chapter 161 161: Solo vs Squad
- Chapter 160 160: Things are getting interesting
- Chapter 159: Master Bettor
- Chapter 158: Master Gambler
- Chapter 157: A Devilish plan
- Chapter 156: Mirror Detonation Mandala
- Chapter 155: The approaching army
- Chapter 154: Carry the burden
- Chapter 153: A face I could never see again
- Chapter 152: The debt shall be repayed hundred folds
- Chapter 151: Where is he?
- Chapter 150: The Baby Shower
- Chapter 149 149: I finally protected you once
- Chapter 148 148: There are people waiting for me
- Chapter 147 147: An ambush
- Chapter 146 146: I won't forgive you
- Chapter 145: An invitation letter
- Chapter 144: I will be waiting for you
- Chapter 143: Essence of the Soul Stones
- Chapter 142: Chat on the Dining Table
- Chapter 141 141: Broken Shard
- Chapter 140 140: Indra's Eye
- Chapter 139 139: Let's see what ends first
- Chapter 138 138: The three-headed serpent
- Chapter 137: Secondary Attribute
- Chapter 136: You are too cute to be scary
- Chapter 135: Do you even love me?
- Chapter 134: I abolish the slave system
- Chapter 133: The man in black robe
- Chapter 132: One of them is this...
- Chapter 131: Reason for the boundary
- Chapter 130: Do you wish to test it?
- Chapter 129: Harbinger of the Dawn Part 2
- Chapter 128: Harbinger of the Dawn
- Chapter 127: I'm used to it
- Chapter 126: The Sinner has paid for his crimes
- Chapter 125: Rite of the Red Harvest Begins!!!
- Chapter 124 124: Where are you Raj?
- Chapter 123 123: The Sacrifice
- Chapter 122: Victor Kale has arrived!
- Chapter 121: Jambavan and Vyaghra returns
- Chapter 120 120: The boundary between lust and temperance
- Chapter 119 119: My realm has increased!!??
- Chapter 118 118: Bring the dawn, Sir Morning Star
- Chapter 117 117: Don't wake the Sleeping Demon
- Chapter 116 116: A desperate cry
- Chapter 115 115: Mine Number 10
- Chapter 114: Powerful yet Powerless
- Chapter 113: Sir Morning Star
- Chapter 112: I'm gonna put some dirt into your eyes
- Chapter 111 111: A Golden Future?
- Chapter 110 110: I'm scared
- Chapter 109 109: Swatting the mosquitoes
- Chapter 108 108: No more holding back
- Chapter 107 107: A Warrior's Pride
- Chapter 106 106: Let's begin the show
- Chapter 105: Vyaghra's shocking reveal
- Chapter 104: She is gone
- Chapter 103: Two Promises
- Chapter 102: I want to know more about her
- Chapter 101 101: Should I make a run for it
- Chapter 100: The Unknown Attacker
- Chapter 99: I think I really need to rest now
- Chapter 98 98: Let's go, Beloved
- Chapter 97 97: Welcome to The Tux Shop
- Chapter 96 96: It's Shopping time!!!
- Chapter 95 95: Don't seduce me, Ume
- Chapter 94 94: Ume's request
- Chapter 93 93: Nymeria, Who are you really?
- Chapter 92 92: Eyes of the Fallen
- Chapter 91: Breaking the Barrier
- Chapter 90: Reached the Border
- Chapter 89: I'm engaged?
- Chapter 88: What have I done
- Chapter 87: An unexpected announcement
- Chapter 86 86: Removing the boundary of You and I
- Chapter 85 85: Heavenly Touch
- Chapter 84 84: Sister or Rival?
- Chapter 83 83: A terryfing Arousal(18+)
- Chapter 82 82: Stuck between Heaven and Death
- Chapter 81: Reason behind eternal night
- Chapter 80: New features, New skills
- Chapter 79: Blessing of Vyaghra
- Chapter 78: Even in death, We will Protect You
- Chapter 77: A generous senior
- Chapter 76: The Forgotten Past part 29
- Chapter 75: The Forgotten Past part 28
- Chapter 74 74: The Forgotten Past part 27
- Chapter 73 73: The Forgotten Past part 26
- Chapter 72 72: The Forgotten Past part 26
- Chapter 71 71: The Forgotten Past part 25
- Chapter 70 70: The Forgotten Past part 24
- Chapter 69 69: The Forgotten Past part 23
- Chapter 68: The Forgotten Past part 22
- Chapter 67: The Forgotten Past part 21
- Chapter 66: The Forgotten Past part 20
- Chapter 65: The Forgotten Past part 19
- Chapter 64 64: The Forgotten Past part 18(18+)
- Chapter 63 63: The Forgotten Past part 17
- Chapter 62 62: The Forgotten Past part 16
- Chapter 61 61: The Forgotten Past part 15
- Chapter 60: The Forgotten Past part 14
- Chapter 59: The Forgotten Past part 13
- Chapter 58 58: The Forgotten Past part 12
- Chapter 57 57: The Forgotten Past part 11
- Chapter 56: The Forgotten Past part 10
- Chapter 55: The Forgotten Past part 9
- Chapter 54: The Forgotten Past part 8
- Chapter 53: Gumiho is dead?
- Chapter 52: The Ultimate Showdown
- Chapter 51: Nearing the end
- Chapter 50: The Crimson Night
- Chapter 49: The thing I was most afraid of
- Chapter 48 48: A new skill
- Chapter 47 47: Spells of Gumiho
- Chapter 46 46: She is here
- Chapter 45 45: Who is Gumiho
- Chapter 44: The moon saw everything
- Chapter 43: Another Dream
- Chapter 42 42: Plea of a God
- Chapter 41: The Forgotten Past part 7
- Chapter 40: The Forgotten Past part 6
- Chapter 39: The Forgotten Past part 5
- Chapter 38: The Forgotten Past: part 4
- Chapter 37: When a hunter gets hunted
- Chapter 36: The Hunt has begun
- Chapter 35: Who is Vyaghra?
- Chapter 34: Blessing of Jambavan
- Chapter 33: The side-effects
- Chapter 32: The Forgotten Past Part 3
- Chapter 31: The Forgotten Past part 2
- Chapter 30: The Forgotten Past
- Chapter 29: How to defeat a God
- Chapter 28: The might of Jambavan
- Chapter 27: A rematch
- Chapter 26: The escalating Tensions
- Chapter 25: When Vajra meets Frostbite
- Chapter 24: You are merciless, Master
- Chapter 23: The way of Sword
- Chapter 22: The might of Thunderbanes
- Chapter 21: A sudden downpour
- Chapter 20: Consequences of my actions
- Chapter 19: Fighting with the GOD
- Chapter 18: Combo of bow and mace
- Chapter 17: Entering the third zone
- Chapter 16: The Heart that beats beautifully
- Chapter 15: Mystery behind the forest
- Chapter 14: Ethics vs Desires(18+)
- Chapter 13: Holding onto my sanity(18+)
- Chapter 12: The fated meeting
- Chapter 11: A spark in life
- Chapter 10: Stacking Dangers
- Chapter 9: Blessing of Ruru
- Chapter 8: My heart stings
- Chapter 7: One versus Six
- Chapter 6: The infinite thrust
- Chapter 5: Deeper into the forest
- Chapter 4: Is killing really necessary?
- Chapter 3: First step into the unknown
- Chapter 2: The Awakener
- Chapter 1: A life full of regrets