Chapter 78: …Touch Me!
“Don’t touch me!”
Ezra’s voice came out sharper than he intended. His hand shot up between them, palm outward, as if he were warding off an enemy instead of his prince.
Helios froze.
“Ezra…”
There was worry in his voice.
And something else.
Guilt.
“I don’t know what came over me,” Helios said quietly. “I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to.”
He sounded sincere. Truly sincere. As if he genuinely had no idea what he had just done.
And Ezra knew that.
It was obvious Helios had not released his pheromones on purpose. He hadn’t even seemed aware of it. He hadn’t noticed Ezra struggling to breathe, knees buckling, vision dimming.
Because if he had—
He would have stopped immediately.
Ezra swallowed.
“I know,” he whispered, voice rougher now. “I know you didn’t mean to, Helios. But please… I just need a few minutes. Just please… do not get close.”
Helios didn’t argue.
He didn’t step forward again.
But he didn’t step back much either.
And Ezra could feel it.
That stare.
Heavy. Searching.
’Stop staring,’ Ezra wanted to say. ’Please.’
But if he said that, Helios would ask why.
And Ezra did not want to answer that.
He shifted slightly on the ground, one hand braced behind him, the other lowering awkwardly to his lap.
Covering.
Shielding.
He could feel the heat of his own embarrassment rising up his neck.
The reason he didn’t want Helios near wasn’t fear.
It wasn’t anger.
It wasn’t even the lingering weakness in his legs.
It was something worse.
In that brief, suffocating moment when Helios’ pheromones had wrapped around him—
When the world had narrowed and his body had gone heavy—
Something had responded.
Against his will.
Against his pride.
His body had reacted.
He had gone hard.
Hard.
The realization made his stomach twist.
’What is wrong with me?’
Fortunately, it hadn’t triggered his heat. That would have been catastrophic. Humiliating beyond repair.
But it had stirred something.
Something very familiar.
A pull low in his abdomen. A warmth he hadn’t felt in a long time. Not like that. Not so suddenly.
And he hated it.
He hated that his body could betray him so easily.
He hated that it had happened because of Helios.
Because of his scent.
Because of him.
Ezra kept his head slightly lowered, pretending he was still catching his breath.
In truth, he was trying to calm his body.
Trying to will the reaction away.
Trying to bury it before Helios noticed.
Before Helios stepped closer.
Unfortunately, Helios’ kindness did not retreat.
If anything, it deepened.
Ezra felt him step closer.
Too close.
And before he could react, before he could shift away or protest properly, Helios moved.
An arm slid behind his back.
Another hooked beneath his knees.
And suddenly—
The ground disappeared.
Ezra sucked in a quiet breath as he was lifted clean off the stone.
Carried.
Like a princess.
“H-Helios,” Ezra hissed under his breath, grabbing onto the front of Helios’ tunic purely out of instinct. “Put me down. Please.”
He resisted the urge to raise his voice. The last thing he needed was attention. But Helios’ expression had changed.
He looked serious.
Worried.
“I could have hurt you,” Helios said firmly, adjusting his hold as if Ezra weighed nothing. “I don’t know what happened. I don’t know why that happened. And I know it was my fault.”
“It wasn’t—”
“I know there is a part of you that may not want to be near me right now,” Helios continued, cutting him off. “But you nearly collapsed. I need you to get checked.”
“That’s—”
“As your prince,” Helios said, voice tightening, “this is my order.”
’Aurethys fucking damn it.’
Ezra closed his eyes for a second.
Helios wasn’t doing this to embarrass him. He wasn’t trying to dominate him. He was doing it because he was worried.
Because that was who Helios was.
And somehow that made it worse.
Worse because Ezra’s body—
His body was not cooperating.
Being this close. Being held like this. Chest to chest.
The warmth.
The scent that still lingered faintly on Helios’ skin.
The tightness in his pants had not disappeared.
If anything, it had become harder to ignore.
’This is a disaster.’
“I will summon the physician at once—”
“I’m flustered!” Ezra blurted out suddenly.
The words escaped before he could stop them.
Helios blinked down at him. “What?”
Ezra looked away immediately, jaw tight, ears burning.
“I’m not mad,” he said quickly. “I know you didn’t do it on purpose. For whatever reason, your pheromones just… burst. It isn’t uncommon. Alphas can lose control when stressed.”
His voice grew quieter.
“And I…” He swallowed. “I am still an omega. As much as I try to forget that. My body… reacted.”
“Reacted?” Helios repeated, genuinely confused.
Ezra wanted the ground to open and swallow him whole.
“Yes, reacted,” he muttered, refusing to meet his eyes. “What happens when an omega gets too close to an alpha’s pheromones.”
He said it quickly. Quietly.
Almost under his breath.
“Oh.”
Yeah.
Oh.
Understanding dawned slowly across Helios’ face.
Color crept faintly up his neck.
“Please don’t hold it against me,” Ezra whispered, forcing himself to speak through the embarrassment. “It’s not as if I wanted it. We both… reacted in ways that are natural to what we are.”
Even as he said it, a question lingered in the back of his mind.
’Why were you agitated enough to release them in the first place?’
Stress?
Jealousy?
Something else?
“I won’t,” Helios said softly.
Relief loosened something in Ezra’s chest.
“Then please,” he said again, quieter this time. “Put me down.”
Helios’ hold did not shift.
“No.”
Ezra’s head snapped up. “What?” he asks with a now slightly annoyed tone. “Helios…was I not clear enough about–”
“I know what you meant.”
“Then why–”
“I am responsible for this. So, I will help you.”
…help?
’Did he just say help?’
Ezra looks at him.
Helios looked back.
They both stared at each other.
“…”
“…”
WHAT?
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Chapters
- Chapter 167: Helios Vs. Aurien Pt. 1
- Chapter 166: Not An Accident.
- Chapter 165: Lior’s Father.
- Chapter 164: Walk Me Out.
- Chapter 163: Aren’t You Exhausted?
- Chapter 162: Moving...Where?!
- Chapter 161: Parental Jealousy.
- Chapter 160: Flickering Lights, Flickering Eyes.
- Chapter 159: Have You Ever Been In Love?
- Chapter 158: List of Suspects.
- Chapter 157: Pretty Princess.
- Chapter 156: He Doesn’t Love…
- Chapter 155: Alyce.
- Chapter 154: The Suspects.
- Chapter 153: Keep Being Captain.
- Chapter 152: Relying On Chaos.
- Chapter 151: Back To Business.
- Chapter 150: Splash.
- Chapter 149: Circe.
- Chapter 148: You...Are...So...BEAUTIFUL....TO MEEEEE
- Chapter 147: A Tea Party?
- Chapter 146: Love? Pssh.
- Chapter 145: Government, Taxes, and Stuff.
- Chapter 144: Teresita.
- Chapter 143: Are You Two Arguing?
- Chapter 142: Am I Inlove?
- Chapter 141: Different People.
- Chapter 140: That Was All That It Was.
- Chapter 139: Light On His Palms.
- Chapter 138: Did Something Wrong.
- Chapter 137: Lying Skills.
- Chapter 136: Questions & Answers.
- Chapter 135: Tension Between Brothers.
- Chapter 134: Your Son?
- Chapter 133: Lior Comes First.
- Chapter 132: I...Can’t Be...
- Chapter 131: ...And His Papa.
- Chapter 130: The Tears.
- Chapter 129: The Lake.
- Chapter 128: Maman or Monster?
- Chapter 127: Most of All, Afraid.
- Chapter 126: Brighter Than The Sun.
- Chapter 125: Brave.
- Chapter 124: Why Peppermint?
- Chapter 123: Breathe.
- Chapter 122: Watching. Waiting.
- Chapter 121: Not From Fleur De Lys.
- Chapter 120: Double Nightmares.
- Chapter 119: Yay! Yay! Hurray!
- Chapter 118: Remembered Remember.
- Chapter 117: Eat Together?
- Chapter 116: Dinner After Dessert.
- Chapter 115: Mini-Ezra.
- Chapter 114: What is my FUCKING Life?
- Chapter 113: Self-Pitying.
- Chapter 112: A Crack on Loyalty.
- Chapter 111: Who is the Father?
- Chapter 110: Stained With Gold.
- Chapter 109: The Only Alpha.
- Chapter 108: Like A Virgin.
- Chapter 107: Little Omega.
- Chapter 106: Beautiful.
- Chapter 105: Ezra, The Omega.
- Chapter 104: Cinnamon Sugar.
- Chapter 103: Not Again.
- Chapter 102: She was Gone.
- Chapter 101: Avoiding.
- Chapter 100: You Motherfucker!
- Chapter 99: Watch Out.
- Chapter 98: What Do We Do Now?
- Chapter 97: A Cult.
- Chapter 96: The Investigation.
- Chapter 95: Blind Loyalty.
- Chapter 94: Survivors...?
- Chapter 93: All Caught Up.
- Chapter 92: Something is REALLY Off.
- Chapter 91: Kaelis is WHAT?
- Chapter 90: Father Figure.
- Chapter 89: Ten Years Ago...
- Chapter 88: My Word?
- Chapter 87: Arrived.
- Chapter 86: The Punching Bag.
- Chapter 85: Going To Find Out.
- Chapter 84: Coz We’re Useless.
- Chapter 83: Butterfly.
- Chapter 82: Is It Safe?
- Chapter 81: Big Angry Uncle.
- Chapter 80: I’m Here Too.
- Chapter 79: Disappointed, Not Disappointed.
- Chapter 78: ...Touch Me!
- Chapter 77: Don’t...
- Chapter 76: Go Together.
- Chapter 75: Golden Whip.
- Chapter 74: Fucked, and NOT in the Good Way.
- Chapter 73: You Seem...Happy.
- Chapter 72: MY.
- Chapter 71: ’A Reason to Smile.’
- Chapter 70: Plain Sight.
- Chapter 69: Very Considerate.
- Chapter 68: Back to Back.
- Chapter 67: Thirty Seconds.
- Chapter 66: A Drink.
- Chapter 65: Imagine What I Can Do.
- Chapter 64: Do Not Move.
- Chapter 63: Try to Keep Up.
- Chapter 62: Redirecting Their Instincts.
- Chapter 61: Speak Out.
- Chapter 60: If Despair was Enough.
- Chapter 59: Of Course, It’s Kaelis.
- Chapter 58: Who is That?
- Chapter 57: Kindness is Not a Weakness.
- Chapter 56: More Surprises For Ezra.
- Chapter 55: Wah. Wah. Wah.
- Chapter 54: The First Time.
- Chapter 53: Do You Know?
- Chapter 52: We Should Talk.
- Chapter 51: Heeyos.
- Chapter 50: Almost Peaceful.
- Chapter 49: Reactive Hypoglycemia.
- Chapter 48: Golden Beacon.
- Chapter 47: Something Colder.
- Chapter 46: Fleur De Lys.
- Chapter 45: Sailor Song.
- Chapter 44: Back In Favor.
- Chapter 43: All In. No Guard.
- Chapter 42: Looking At You.
- Chapter 41: The Challenge.
- Chapter 40: Street Rat.
- Chapter 39: Guy Man.
- Chapter 38: Truths, and a Lie.
- Chapter 37: Kill Count.
- Chapter 36: Sticky.
- Chapter 35: People Who are Alive.
- Chapter 34: Steer the Conversation.
- Chapter 33: Pink Blossoms.
- Chapter 32: The Prince and His Knight.
- Chapter 31: Five years and A Child Later.
- Chapter 30: Candies.
- Chapter 29: Lakes, Tears, and a Papa.
- Chapter 28: A Night to Forget. Pt. 5
- Chapter 27: A Night to Forget. Pt. 4
- Chapter 26: A Night to Forget. Pt. 3
- Chapter 25: A Night to Forget. Pt. 2
- Chapter 24: A Night to Forget. Pt. 1
- Chapter 23: The Night of the Ball. Pt. 3
- Chapter 22: The Night of the Ball. Pt. 2
- Chapter 21: The Night of the Ball. Pt. 1
- Chapter 20: Mysteries.
- Chapter 19: Annoyingly Frustrated.
- Chapter 18: The Weak Prince. Pt. 2
- Chapter 17: The Weak Prince. Pt. 1
- Chapter 16: Storytime.
- Chapter 15: Settling In.
- Chapter 14: Nothing (Everything) Has Changed.
- Chapter 13: Puzzling Words.
- Chapter 12: The King.
- Chapter 11: Tongue Biting Origins.
- Chapter 10: Shouldn’t Have Looked.
- Chapter 9: The One Ezra Hated The Most.
- Chapter 8: Sunspire.
- Chapter 7: My Captain.
- Chapter 6: Just Say It.
- Chapter 5: Loaves of Bread.
- Chapter 4: Peppermint.
- Chapter 3: Gold to Orange.
- Chapter 2: Five Years Later...
- Chapter 1: Prologue