[POV Liselotte]
The return to the Academy was a blur of disjointed images. I don’t remember descending the steps of the Throne Hall, nor the cold feel of the carriage door handle, nor the journey back through the capital’s streets. My mind had turned into a scratched record, replaying the same image over and over again: Ulric, clad in that radiant white armor, walking with the arrogance of someone who knows the world belongs to him. But to me, he was no legendary hero; he was the boy who used to mock my quiet nature in the hallways of a high school on Terra, the leader of a group that made other people’s lives a living hell.
When my senses finally returned to the present, I found myself sitting on the sofa in our suite in the dormitories. The fireplace was lit, yet my bones felt as though they were made of frost. Leah was in front of me, kneeling on the carpet, gripping my hands with desperate strength. Her eyes were red, clouded by a worry that bordered on panic.
“Lotte, please… say something. You’ve been staring without blinking for an hour. You’re really scaring me,” Leah begged, her voice breaking. “Ever since those men appeared in the hall, you turned pale as a corpse. What did they do to you? Did you feel some kind of magical attack that I didn’t see?”
I tried to form an answer, but my throat was dry. The reality of seeing the ghosts of my past, transformed into the so-called “saviors” of a corrupt church, was a knot that wouldn’t let me breathe. Chloé, who had been leaning against the wall watching the scene with a seriousness uncharacteristic of her, stepped forward. Her animal instincts had sensed something Leah, blinded by love, couldn’t fully grasp.
“Leah,” Chloé said in a low voice. “This is important. I need to talk to Lotte about what happened. Alone.”
Leah tensed, looking at the wolf with surprise and a flash of pain. “Alone? Why? I’m her friend, I’m the one she protects… if something’s wrong with her, I—”
“Trust me, princess,” Chloé insisted, placing a hand on Leah’s shoulder. “It’s not that we don’t want you here. It’s that Lotte needs to process something that only she and I can understand right now. I promise we’ll tell you afterward.”
Leah looked at me one last time, searching my blue eyes for some sign. I could only nod faintly, an almost imperceptible gesture. She sighed, stood up, and after giving me a quick kiss on the forehead that burned like fire, she left the room toward the balcony. The silence that followed was heavy. Chloé walked to the door and slid the bolt shut, then turned back to me, crossing her arms.
“Lotte,” Chloé began, her golden gaze fixed on mine. “Tell me the truth. Those guys… those so-called ‘heroes’… they’re from Terra, aren’t they?”
The name of the forbidden planet echoed through the room like thunder. I felt the ocean of energy in my chest stir. At last, I lowered my head and nodded.
“Yes… they’re from there,” I replied in a trembling voice.
“Did you know them from before?” she asked, sitting down in front of me.
“They were my classmates, Chloé,” I said, and speaking the words aloud was like releasing a leaden weight. “In my previous life, when I was Edward, they sat in the same classroom as me. One day… a day that seemed completely normal, they just disappeared. Like magic. No traces, no explanations. And now I understand why.”
I ran my hands through my green hair, tugging at the strands in frustration. “Once, I managed to speak with the spirit of my planet, with Tiara. She told me that Gaia had abducted them. But I… I wanted to believe they were somewhere safe. I remembered reading legends in this world about heroes who saved the kingdom and then vanished. I thought they were already part of the past. Seeing them there, in that armor, being called ‘Heroes of Gaia’… it was a blow I wasn’t prepared for. They were my classmates, Chloé. And even though back then they treated me terribly… even though Ulric was a bully who made my days hell and the others just watched or laughed… even so, I felt some affection for them. They were part of my home.”
Chloé stood and placed her hands on my shoulders. Her face was serious, but her eyes burned with a fierce warmth.
“Listen carefully, Liselotte,” Chloé said, gripping my shoulders so I wouldn’t look away. “I know Edward is suffering because of them. I can smell your sadness from here, and I know that part of you wants to run to them and ask what happened. But you need to understand something fundamental: you are no longer Edward Celium.”
“I know, Chloé, but it’s hard—” I tried to interrupt, but she cut me off.
“No, you don’t fully know. If you did, you wouldn’t be trembling over ghosts. Listen to me: Edward died in that fire, or at least that life ended forever. The boy who sat in that classroom disappeared just like they did—but you were reborn. Now you are Liselotte, the Supreme Guardian of Whirikal. Look at your hands, Lotte. These are not the hands of a frightened student. They are the hands of a woman who could freeze oceans if she wished.”
I fell silent, processing her words. She continued, her voice softening but losing none of its firmness.
“You have to accept that you are someone else now. You are stronger, wiser, and people depend on you. Those guys you saw in the throne room… they haven’t grown like you have. They may have shiny armor, but they’re still the same arrogant bullies—only now they have dangerous toys. Don’t let the memory of who you were stop you from seeing who you are now. Edward couldn’t defend himself, but Liselotte… Liselotte is the nightmare of any army.”
“Do you really think I’m that different?” I asked, searching for a certainty my clouded mind couldn’t find.
“You’re worlds apart, Lotte. Edward was a victim of fate; you are the one who shapes it now. You’re the woman who matured through three years of peace to prepare for this moment. Those people down there… they are no longer your classmates. They are soldiers of a church that wants to destroy what you love. Don’t let nostalgia turn you into a victim again. Edward suffered enough—don’t let Liselotte carry his chains.”
“You’re right, Chloé,” I said, taking a deep breath as the cold of my magic steadied my nerves. “I am Liselotte. And if they come as enemies, I’ll treat them as such.”
Chloé smirked and released me. “That’s what I like to hear. But listen… there’s more. You have to tell Leah. She was on the verge of tears a moment ago. She’s terrified because she feels like she’s losing you, like there’s something between you and those ‘heroes’ that she can’t reach. If you don’t tell her, that secret will become a crack between you. And in the war that’s coming, you can’t afford cracks.”
“I don’t know if she’s ready to hear that I come from another world, Chloé,” I murmured worriedly. “It’s too much.”
Chloé leaned forward, narrowing her eyes with a mischievous expression. “Besides… she loves you, you idiot.”
I froze. The air seemed to leave my lungs, and a burning heat rushed up my neck to set my cheeks ablaze. My blue eyes went wide as I stared at Chloé as if she had just claimed the sky was green.
“What…? What are you talking about, Chloé? She’s… we’re friends, I’m her guardian…” I stammered, unable to process the idea.
Chloé laughed mockingly at my reaction. “Please, Lotte, even a blind person could see it. The way she looks at you, how she reacts when others talk to you… don’t be so dense. But don’t take my word for it. It’s better if you ask her yourself and trust her. Leah followed you to the ends of the world without ever asking why; she deserves to know the truth about who you are.”
I covered my face with my hands, trying to calm my racing heart. The thought that Leah might feel something like that for me—for Liselotte, or for what remained of Edward—filled me with a mix of terror and a strange warmth.
“Alright,” I finally said, taking a deep breath. “I’ll tell her. Everything.”
Chloé nodded and moved to the door to slide the bolt open. “Good luck. I’ll go find something to eat and give you space. I have a feeling this is going to be a long conversation.”
Chloé left the room, and moments later Leah entered from the balcony. Her shoulders were slumped, but when she saw me standing, her eyes lit up with cautious hope.
“Lotte? Are you feeling better?” she asked, approaching carefully.
I took her hands and guided her to sit with me on the edge of the bed.
“Leah… there’s something I need to tell you,” I began, looking at her with all the sincerity I could muster. “Something about who I really am and why those men from the Church affected me so deeply. It’s a long story… but I need you to trust me once again.”
Leah squeezed my hands. “I trust you with my life, Lotte. I always have. Tell me anything.”
I inhaled deeply. “I wasn’t born in this world, Leah. Before I was Liselotte… I was someone called Edward.”
And so, I began to tell her everything.
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Chapters
- Chapter 243: The Trail in the Gloom and the Wild Reunion
- Chapter 242: The Exodus of Shadows and the Cry of Iron
- Chapter 241: The Regent’s Awakening and the Crystal of Memory
- Chapter 240: The Guardian of the Golden Gate
- Chapter 239: The Glacier of Sanity and the Labyrinth of Faces
- Chapter 238: The Echo of the Cave and the Empty Gaze
- Chapter 237: The Weight of the Crown and the Calm of the Lie
- Chapter 236: The Camp of Absent Shadows
- Chapter 235: The Trail of Crystal and the Echo of a Life
- Chapter 234: The Edge of Sacrifice and the Roar of Frost
- Chapter 233: Convergence at the Heart of the Gloom
- Chapter 232: The Echo of the Void and the Serpent’s Tongue
- Chapter 231: The Collapse of the Dark Hierarchy
- Chapter 230: The Cold That Knows No Limits
- Chapter 229: The Eclipse of Souls
- Chapter 228: The Garden of Aberrations
- Chapter 227: The Void in the Silence
- Chapter 226: Shadows at the Threshold
- Chapter 225: The Weight of Anonymity
- Chapter 224: The Puppeteer’s Nest
- Chapter 223: The Beast’s Trail and the Hunger for Justice
- Chapter 222: The Traitor’s Web and the Game of Shadows
- Chapter 221: The Trail of Madness
- Chapter 220: The Puppet of the Massacre
- Chapter 219: The Radiance of What Is Real
- Chapter 218: The Invisible Pillars of the Crown
- Chapter 217: The Lion’s Legacy and the Oath of Frost
- Chapter 216: The Fragility of Divine Steel
- Chapter 215: The Reflection in the Ice
- Chapter 214: The Color of Lost Days
- Chapter 213: The Lull Before the Storm
- Chapter 212: Confessions Beneath the Cobalt Sky
- Chapter 211: Chronicles of a Fractured Peace
- Chapter 210: The Roar of the Abyss and the Search for the Origin
- Chapter 209: The Shadow of a Distant Regret
- Chapter 208: The Weight of Stolen Innocence
- Chapter 207: The Ashes of First Love and the Awakening of Dread
- Chapter 206: The Omen of Blood and the Shattered Sky
- Chapter 205: The Awakening of the Crimson Throne
- Chapter 204: Terra’s Echo and Refuge in the Present
- Chapter 203: The Untamed Core and the Arrival of the “Chosen”
- Chapter 202: The Garden of Promises and the Weight of the Crown
- Chapter 201: The Blade of the Past and the King’s Legacy
- Chapter 200: The Sovereign’s Edge
- Chapter 199: The Winter That Devoured the Sun
- Chapter 198: A Challenge
- Chapter 197: The Soul That Crossed the Veil and the Fire That Embraces It
- Chapter 196: The Weight of Forgotten Identities
- Chapter 195: Shadows of the Past
- Chapter 194: The Weight of a Promise and the Echo of Maturity
- Chapter 193: The Real Battlefield
- Chapter 192: The Hammer of Faith and the Anvil of Flesh
- Chapter 191: The Baptism of Blood
- Chapter 190: The Mark of Impotence
- Chapter 189: The Awakening of the “Héroes”
- Chapter 188: The Advent of the Sacred Puppets
- Chapter 187: The Prelude to the Storm
- Chapter 186: The Roar of Embers and the Hunger of the Wolf
- Chapter 185: The Dance of Steel and Silk
- Chapter 184: The Foundations of Knowledge and the Silk Horizon
- Chapter 183: The Report of Chaos and the Strategic Withdrawal
- Chapter 182: The Classrooms and the Shadow of the Staff
- Chapter 181: The Seed of a World in My Veins
- Chapter 180: Fragments of an Imposed Fate
- Chapter 179: The Puppeteers of Lyre
- Chapter 178: The Garden of Forgotten Echoes
- Chapter 177: The Echo of the Void and the Judgment of Light
- Chapter 176: The Threshold of the Unknown
- Chapter 175: The Crystal Labyrinth
- Chapter 174: The Shadow of the Throne
- Chapter 173: Where Doubt Ends
- Chapter 172: A New Job
- Chapter 171: What a King Cannot Delegate
- Chapter 170: The Weight of a Crown
- Chapter 169: Other Dimensions
- Chapter 168: Before the World Broke
- Special Christmas Chapter
- Chapter 167: A Father and Daughter
- Chapter 166: Voices Beneath the Crown
- Chapter 165: Names Engraved in Iron
- Chapter 164: The Threshold of Recognition
- Chapter 163: A Place to Return To
- Chapter 162: Paths That Begin to Open Again
- Chapter 161: When Dawn Comes After the Abyss
- Chapter 160: Voices in the Darkness
- Chapter 159: The Refuge That Still Breathes
- Chapter 158: Echoes Among the Bodies
- Chapter 157: The Heart That Must Break
- Chapter 156: The Hidden Form in the Shadows
- Chapter 155: The Roar of Unraveling
- Chapter 154: The Devouring Core
- Chapter 153: Frozen Fury and Truths Beneath the Ashes
- Chapter 152: Ash, Ice, and Trust
- Chapter 151: Ice Against the Storm
- Chapter 150: The Rift That Devours the World
- Chapter 149: The Heartbeat of the Artifact
- Chapter 148: The Five Necessary Lights
- Chapter 147: Shadows That Whisper in the Night
- Chapter 146: Beneath the Breathing Mountain
- Chapter 145: Beneath the Ruins
- Chapter 144: The Calm Before the Last Step
- Chapter 143: Path
- Chapter 142: End of the Battle
- Chapter 141: The Night Shows Its Teeth
- Chapter 140: When the Forest Closes the Paths
- Chapter 139: Under a New Shared Step
- Chapter 138: Where Silence Learns to Speak
- Chapter 137: Cracks on the Road
- Chapter 136: The Price of Silence
- Chapter 135: Beneath the Gaze of the Deep Forest
- Chapter 134: Under Eyes That Won’t Accept Us
- Chapter 133: Preparations and Unspoken Words
- Chapter 132: The Weight of the Ascent
- Chapter 131: In the Stillness Before Dawn
- Chapter 130: Shadows of That Day
- Chapter 129: The King’s Announcement and the Oracle
- Chapter 128: A Past and Lights of Mana
- Chapter 127: The Ice and Flame
- Chapter 126: Signs of Power
- Chapter 125: Between Ice and Fire
- Chapter 124: Voices of Home and a Challenge
- Chapter 123: Whispers in the Guild
- Chapter 122: A Forest Full of Memories
- Chapter 121: Words of the Heart
- Chapter 120: Letters on Ice
- Chapter 119: Where Doubt Dawns
- Chapter 118: Where Home Still Burns in Winter
- Chapter 117: Where Ice Hurts
- Chapter 116: The Voice of Silence
- Chapter 115: The Royal Family
- Chapter 114: Return to the White City
- Special Chapter: Halloween — Night of Mist and Candies
- Chapter 113: The Name Beneath the Snow
- Chapter 112: Close to Home
- Chapter 111: Wings Over the Ice
- Chapter 110: Fragments That Move
- Chapter 109: North
- Chapter 108: Shadows in the Frost
- Chapter 107: Roads Beneath the Gray Sky
- Chapter 106: A Glimpse of Ice
- Chapter 105: Echoes of Marble and Wind.
- Chapter 104: Preparations
- Chapter 103: Beneath the Lights of Triumph
- Chapter 102: Symphony of Steel and Frost
- Chapter 101: The Roar of Dawn
- Chapter 100: Beneath the Same Fire
- Chapter 99: Beneath the Breath of Winter
- Chapter 98: Veins of Shadows
- Chapter 97: Shadows of a Reflection
- Chapter 96: The Weight of Synchronicity
- Chapter 95: Echoes in the Arena
- Chapter 94: Dawn
- Chapter 93: Invisible Strings
- Chapter 92: Beneath Ashes and Light
- Chapter 91: Dust and Radiance
- Chapter 90: Echoes of the Unknown
- Chapter 89: Shadows and Crossed Gazes
- Chapter 88: Between Fire and Breath
- Chapter 87: Beneath the Roar of the Arena
- Chapter 86: Before the Step
- Chapter 85: Calls to the Field
- Chapter 84: Echoes of the Arena
- Chapter 83: Forging the Strategy
- Chapter 82: The Price of the Miracle
- Chapter 81: Rumors of a Portal
- Chapter 80: Shadows in the Rest
- Chapter 79: Ever Closer
- Chapter 78: The Circle of Blood
- Chapter 77: Fire Against the Darkness
- Chapter 76: In the Pits of Silence
- Chapter 75: The Threshold of Stench
- Chapter 74: Whispers Between the Roads
- Chapter 73: At the Village Gates
- Chapter 72: Under a Shadowless Sky
- Chapter 71 Shadows in the Grass
- Chapter 70: Among Hills and Skies
- Chapter 69 The Road Opens
- Chapter 68: Promise Beneath the Stars
- Chapter 67: The Farewell Party
- Chapter 66: The Final Trial
- Chapter 65 The Final Warning
- Chapter 64: My heroine.
- Chapter 63: News from Whirikal
- Chapter 62: A Page in the Life of the Princess
- Chapter 61: Streets
- Chapter 60: Progress
- Chapter 59: The Anvil
- Chapter 58: The First Breath of Magic
- Chapter 57: The Echo of Shadows
- Chapter 56: The River of Frost
- Chapter 55: Training Begins
- Chapter 54: Under the Shadow of the Master
- Chapter 53: The princess’s determination
- Chapter 52: Paths
- Chapter 51: I’m sorry
- Chapter 50: For a future Friend
- Chapter 49: Lessons of Life
- Chapter 48: The Princess Awakens
- Chapter 47: A big decision
- Chapter 46: Decisions Under Fire
- Chapter 45: The Princess
- Chapter 44: The Broken Girl
- Chapter 43: The Cage in the Heart of Fire
- Chapter 42: The First Onslaught
- Chapter 41: Attack Plan
- Chapter 40: Tracks in the Frost
- Chapter 39: Copper Logbook and Frustration
- Side Chapter 4: Four Winters in Chains
- Chapter 38: Hunt in the Fog
- Chapter 37: First Job. Between Teeth and Thorns
- Chapter 36: Routes and Decisions – The Winter Path
- Side Chapter 3: The World in White
- Chapter 35: Memories of the Heroes
- Chapter 34: Magic Lessons
- Chapter 33: Adventurers’ Guild
- Chapter 32: Glarien and the Northern Flames
- Chapter 31: Echoes of the Absent
- Chapter 30: At the Awakening of Winter
- Chapter 29: The Heart of Winter
- Chapter 28: A Bittersweet End
- Chapter 27: The Groan of the Earth
- Chapter 26: Signs of Power
- Chapter 25: An Expected Opponent
- Chapter 24: Fire and Blood
- Chapter 23: The Long Night
- Chapter 22: Preparing the Storm
- Chapter 21: Echoes in the Mist
- Hiatus
- Chapter 20: Reassembling the pieces
- Chapter 19: Blood on the Ashes
- Chapter 18: Wordless Voices, Strength Without Magic
- Chapter 17: Days of Calm Beneath the Leaves
- Chapter 16: Voices of the Soul
- Chapter 15: Two Souls
- Chapter 14: Shadows on the Path
- Chapter 13: Footprints in the Twilight
- Side Chapter 2: The Kidnapping of the Princess
- Side Chapter: The True Objective
- Chapter 12: Solitude in the Strange Forest
- Chapter 11: A Separation
- Chapter 10: Days of Travel
- Chapter 9: The Journey Begins
- Chapter 8: The Journey
- Chapter 7: Where Hope Sleeps
- Chapter 6: One Sword is Enough
- Chapter 5: The Gods’ Plan
- Chapter 4: Magic
- Chapter 3: A Calm Beginning
- Chapter 2: The One Left Behind
- Chapter 1: Vestige of the Future