Chapter 113: Teddy Bear…
The words hang in the sterile air, a verdict.
You’re the one who changed.
I have no defense.
How can I argue about a past I never lived?
I can only sit in the silence of his accusation, a thief in the body of the accused.
Slowly, I sit up. His arm around my waist loosens, letting me move, but his gaze never wavers. It feels heavier than his touch.
“Moon,” I start, my voice careful. I meet his eyes, willing sincerity into my own.
“I haven’t changed. Not in the way you mean. I’m still your cousin, Zyren. But everyone changed after they found out I was a D-Class Alpha. Everyone looked at me differently. That… that does things to a person.”
He says nothing. Just watches me, a statue absorbing sound. Then, with a fluid motion, he sits up too, bringing us eye-to-eye on the soft mattress.
The green light casts deep shadows under his eyes, making him look carved from something ancient and weary.
I press on, leaning into the half-truth.
“Moon… I don’t remember. Anything about the past. Our past.”
His expression shifts. Not with anger, but with a chilling, dawning realization. The silence breaks.
“You really don’t remember?”
I give a small, hesitant nod.
He laughs. It’s a short, sharp sound with no warmth, a brittle crack in the quiet. Then he leans in, so close I can see the flecks of silver in his blue irises.
“Are you sure?” he whispers, the words a venomous caress.
“Or are you just trying to play the innocent amnesiac? It’s a convenient little shield, isn’t it?”
I blink, forcing my eyes wide with a confusion that isn’t entirely fake. “Nope. I don’t remember anything.” I inject a thread of frustrated honesty into my voice.
“If we have some… unfinished thing between us, we can clear it. But please, just stop. Stop with the weird hot-and-cold behavior. I’m fed up with trying to guess which Moon I’m going to get.”
His gaze sharpens, pinning me to the spot.
“So I’m irritating to you now?”
“It’s not like that!” I say quickly, then falter. I look down at my own hands, clenched in the sheets. My voice drops to a murmur.
“You just… you’re happy one moment, then so angry the next. I don’t understand. Please, just tell me. What did I do to you?”
He doesn’t answer. His eyes perform a slow, meticulous scan of my face, as if he’s reading lines of invisible text written on my skin.
Then, his hand rises. His fingers are cool as they cup my chin, tilting my head back up, forcing me to look at him.
“Why,” he asks, each word a measured drop, “did you suddenly forget our past?”
Think, Neon. Think!
I can’t tell him the truth.
Hey, I’m actually a broke teenager from another world who used to hate the villain character—and somehow ended up here.
He’d think I was insane. Locked up.
My mind races, grabbing the first plausible lie that flashes by. “Two years ago,” I say, the words coming out in a shaky rush.
“There was a car accident. It wasn’t… it wasn’t major. But I hit my head. After that… a lot of things just faded. Like they were written in sand and the tide came in. Most of my past, it’s just… gone.”
I hold my breath. My fists are clenched so tight in my lap my nails bite into my palms.
Please, just believe it. Just this once.
He blinks. Once. Twice. The intensity in his gaze doesn’t lessen, but it changes—shifts from accusation to a deep, unsettling scrutiny.
Then, without another word, he lets go of my chin. He lies back down on the pillows, his movements slow, deliberate.
“Let’s sleep,” he says, his voice flat.
Before I can process the dismissal, his arm snakes out again. It wraps around my waist and pulls, a firm, undeniable tug.
I fall back against the mattress, my side pressed flush to his. He arranges me against him like a doll, tucking my head against his chest.
“Moon—”
“Zyren,” he cuts me off, his voice a drowsy murmur near my ear.
“I’m sleepy. Don’t make a sound. Just sleep. Good night.”
He says it like a command. Then he closes his eyes, his breathing already deliberately evening out.
But his arm around me doesn’t relax. It tightens, pulling me impossibly closer until my face is buried in the soft cotton of his hospital gown, my body curled into the heat of his.
He holds me like a child clings to a beloved, tattered teddy bear—a grip that is both possessive and, somehow, desperately needy.
And in the dark, with the steady beat of his heart loud in my ear, I am left to wonder which one of us is really the teddy bear..?
Moon’s eyes are closed, his breathing a slow, even tide. Mine are wide open, staring at the dark hollow of his throat.
Sleep is impossible. Not like this. Not with his arms locked around me like steel bands, my face mashed against the solid plane of his chest.
I am a captive in a cage of warmth and stubborn muscle.
Finally, I can’t take it. “Moon…”
His eyes drift open. Lazy. Unconcerned. He looks down at me.
I inject every ounce of my frustration into a whisper.
“Can you stop clutching me like a stuffed toy? I’m uncomfortable. I can’t sleep.”
He doesn’t blink. Just stares, as if processing a foreign language. Then he says, “You’re uncomfortable.”
I nod, eager.
Yes. Finally.
Instead of releasing me, his arms tighten. He pulls me even closer, eliminating the last whisper of space. My body is now flush against his, every line and contour aligned.
My eyes fly wider. “Hey, are you—?”
“Just take a deep breath,” he murmurs, his voice a low, hypnotic rumble against my temple.
“You’ll get comfortable.”
“How can I breathe,” I hiss, struggling weakly, “when you’re holding me like thi—”
The words die in my throat.
I inhale.
The air… changes.
It thickens, warms, saturates with a scent that is no longer just a background note. It’s amber wood, but deepened, enriched, woven through with something profoundly… soothing.
It feels less like a smell and more like a physical presence, a golden haze I can almost see glowing in the dark room. It wraps around my head, seeps into my lungs, and spreads through my bloodstream like warmed honey.
My body… gives up.
It’s not a choice. It’s a physiological surrender. The tension leaching from my muscles is instantaneous. The frantic alertness in my mind softens, blurs at the edges.
My eyelids, so stubbornly wide a second ago, grow impossibly heavy. They drift halfway shut.
A soft, confused sound escapes me.
“Moon… what is this…?”
My voice is a drowsy slur. I fight to keep my eyes open, to cling to my irritation, but it’s slipping away, dissolving in the fragrant, golden fog.
He smiles. I feel the curve of his lips against my hair. His finger brushes my cheek, a feather-light stroke.
“My soothing pheromones,” he whispers, as if sharing a secret.
A last flicker of resistance sparks. “I’m an Alpha…” I murmur, the protest weak, distant.
“Not an Omega… How can I…?”
The question remains unfinished. My eyes flutter, then close completely. The argument, the discomfort, the rigid line of my own body—it all melts away.
His warmth.
This deep, drugging comfort.
It’s… heavenly.
The last thing I know is the steady, sure beat of his heart under my ear, and the scent of a tranquil forest wrapping me in a deep, dreamless peace.
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Chapters
- Chapter 216: I Feel Like I’m Dreaming....
- Chapter 215: Zyren… You Look Gorgeous...
- Chapter 214: This Time, I Have No Regrets...
- Chapter 213: How Am I Supposed To Accept This?
- Chapter 212: Kill Me....
- Chapter 211: My Body Requires An Alpha…
- Chapter 210: Take Care Of Yourself, Angel...
- Chapter 209: How Could Angel Do This?
- Chapter 208: I Will Never Stop Loving You..
- Chapter 207: Am I Really… Dying Like This?
- Chapter 206: Love Has No Rules...
- Chapter 205: Angel Doesn’t Feel The Same...
- Chapter 204: It’s Just Dinner...
- Chapter 203: I Realized It From The Beginning...
- Chapter 202: The Same Impossible Dream...
- Chapter 201: A Month Since Moon Left..
- Chapter 200: Without A Goodbye...
- Chapter 199: He Won’t Come Back...
- Chapter 198: Why Can’t I Just Walk Away?
- Chapter 197: Would You Still Stay With That Beta?
- Chapter 196: Belongs To Someone Else...
- Chapter 195: Did He Just Say Thank You?
- Chapter 194: What Else Didn’t The Novel Say?
- Chapter 193: How Do I Become Heartless… Like Him?
- Chapter 192: Sometimes Words Make Things More Complicated...
- Chapter 191: Why… Are His Eyes Gold?
- Chapter 190: Just Hurting Me Differently...
- Chapter 189: I Love Him Most Like This....
- Chapter 188: You’re My Most Effective Medicine...
- Chapter 187: Why Are You Acting Like This?
- Chapter 186: What Was He Trying To Say?
- Chapter 185: Golden Omega....
- Chapter 184: Something I Don’t Recognize....
- Chapter 183: I’m Here... I’m Yours...
- Chapter 182: I Don’t Want To Lose My Pheromones...
- Chapter 181: I’m Not An Alpha Anymore...
- Chapter 180: You’re A Terrible Kisser, Zyren...
- Chapter 179: He’s Something He Shouldn’t Be...
- Chapter 178: Why Do You Smell Like An Omega?
- Chapter 177: Making Love... Last Night...
- Chapter 176: He’s A Foodie Now?
- Chapter 175: It’s Your Punishment...
- Chapter 174: He Didn’t Do Anything....
- Chapter 173: Something Off...
- Chapter 172: Everyone Deserves A Second Chance...
- Chapter 171: It Feels Like Heaven...
- Chapter 170: I’d Rather Live Alone...
- Chapter 169: I’m Your Present... And Your Future....
- Chapter 168: Eyes Like Winter Stars..
- Chapter 167: A Perfect Night… Almost
- Chapter 166: Sweeter Than Anything....
- Chapter 165: This Is Our Stop..
- Chapter 164: This Is Everything I Wanted...
- Chapter 163: Let’s Be Stupid And Young And In Love. ..
- Chapter 162: Night And Moon—Meant For Each Other
- Chapter 161: You’re Mine, Zyren...
- Chapter 160: Your Omega Is Truly Incredible.. Beautiful..
- Chapter 159: Too Strong For A Beta...
- Chapter 158: My Pink Bunny...
- Chapter 157: The Silence Of Love♡
- Chapter 156: I’ll Wait... For The Day You Come Back To Me...
- Chapter 155: There’s No ’Better’ Or ’Worse’ Here...
- Chapter 154: Let’s Start Fresh... A New Beginning..
- Chapter 153: I’ve Loved You Since We Were Children...
- Chapter 152: You’re The Reason..
- Chapter 151: Now In Return Be My bride...
- Chapter 150: I’m Trying To Be A Gentleman..
- Chapter 149: Dreaming With Open Eyes...
- Chapter 148: Your Eyes.. They Look Sad...
- Chapter 147: Monster In Human Skin..?
- Chapter 146: Why Are You Like This?
- Chapter 145: Do You Feel Like My Secret Lover Now?
- Chapter 144: I’ll Say It... You’re My Omega...
- Chapter 143: No One Can Take Your Place....
- Chapter 142: Let’s Sit Down And Talk....
- Chapter 141: You Need To Give Me Something In Return..
- Chapter 140: I Have An Offer For You...
- Chapter 139: Aren’t I Your Family Too...?
- Chapter 138: What If He Leaves?
- Chapter 137: The Cost Of A Fantasy
- Chapter 136: Because That’s What Family Does...
- Chapter 135: We Can’t Reveal Our Relationship...
- Chapter 134: Every Night, I’ll Remind You..
- Chapter 133: I Was The Bottom..
- Chapter 132: Zyren.... Touch Me..
- Chapter 131: When Did You Start Liking Me?
- Chapter 130: I Am Just... Loved...
- Chapter 129: Cutey Are You Single....?
- Chapter 128: Unfortunately You’re Not My Omega...
- Chapter 127: Because I Like Your Scent...
- Chapter 126: A Surprise.... For Me..
- Chapter 125: He Came Back To Me..
- Chapter 124: The Damn Cream-Colored... Card
- Chapter 123: Who Is This Omega?
- Chapter 122: I’m a Beta.....
- Chapter 121: I Feel Like I Know Nothing...
- Chapter 120: Betas Don’t Have Pheromones...
- Chapter 119: Just Him.. Just Me.. Just Heaven♡
- Chapter 118: You Could Hide From Me?
- Chapter 117: Dream, Illusion, Or Reality
- Chapter 116: He Doesn’t Like—
- Chapter 115: In Your Room.. Like Before..
- Chapter 114: A Little Late-Blooming Omega?
- Chapter 113: Teddy Bear...
- Chapter 112: You’re The One Who Changed..
- Chapter 111: This Is Payback...
- Chapter 110: Something Is Off...
- Chapter 109: Were You Jealous?
- Chapter 108: Kiss Him... Kiss Him Now...
- Chapter 107: A Shy Nod of Yes
- Chapter 106: I Love You ♡
- Chapter 105: Teenagers Behind The Bleachers
- Chapter 104: A Terrible (Kiss) Fight♡
- Chapter 103: Walking On Clouds
- Chapter 102: Family Deserves Honesty
- Chapter 101: Is There Someone In Your Life?"
- Chapter 100: Your Whole Attention
- Chapter 99: Just… Stay With Me
- Chapter 98: The Love Hasn’t Faded... It Has Been Deleted...
- Chapter 97: A Worried, Angry Angel...
- Chapter 96: Why Is He Acting Like This?
- Chapter 95: You’re Overthinking... Little Bunny..
- Chapter 94: Retired Villain’s Burning Cheeks
- Chapter 93: My Favorite Place In Any World
- Chapter 92: Ready To Pay Anything For Him....
- Chapter 91: You Can Be An Angel In Hell..?
- Chapter 90: I Want To See Him....
- Chapter 89: A Bunny’s Deal..
- Chapter 88: Cute Bunny ♡
- Chapter 87: Finally... I Win...
- Chapter 86: I Want An Answer....
- Chapter 85: First Snowfall♡
- Chapter 84: I Need To Find Someone Else...
- Chapter 83: Bittersweet Couple...?
- Chapter 82: Two Passes, Please....
- Chapter 81: You’re The Problem
- Chapter 80: Between Us...?
- Chapter 79: Trapped Rabbit
- Chapter 78: Handsome Guest
- Chapter 77: How Did We End Up Here?
- Chapter 76: The Unexpected Question
- Chapter 75: It Felt Like… Disappointment
- Chapter 74: Are You Sure You’re An Alpha..?
- Chapter 73: I Didn’t Think You’d be This Useless.....
- Chapter 72: Male Lead Staring At Me...?
- Chapter 71: Is Angel… Trying To Kiss Me?
- Chapter 70: Sun And Moon
- Chapter 69: Sugar and Soft Laughter
- Chapter 68: Borrowed Warmth
- Chapter 67: I Mean— Every Single Word
- Chapter 66: Blackmail Was the Plan. The Kiss Wasn’t...
- Chapter 65: I Want You....
- Chapter 64: My Best Friend...
- Chapter 63: Good Match
- Chapter 62: Your Dream?
- Chapter 61: Flustered Mystery
- Chapter 60: Forget it...
- Chapter 59: My First Real— Kiss ♡
- Chapter 58: Beauty..?
- Chapter 57: Why Did You Hide This?
- Chapter 56: Find Deniz
- Chapter 55: I Should Stop Trying...
- Chapter 54: A Confession
- Chapter 53: Good Morning... Zyren ♡
- Chapter 52: I’ve Ruined Everything.
- Chapter 51: One Hundred And Four
- Chapter 50: Be My— Family
- Chapter 49: Can I Join You..?
- Chapter 48: You’re Just Drunk On Power
- Chapter 47: A Purer Kind Of Scheme
- Chapter 46: Little Villain
- Chapter 45: You Left Me Here.... Alone
- Chapter 44: Is My Pillow Softer... Or Is Your Chest?
- Chapter 43: He’s Just A Beta... A Side Character
- Chapter 42: Just Sleep...On The Bed
- Chapter 41: Stop Saying Cute.. Say Handsome
- Chapter 40: I Have Good Cleaning Skills
- Chapter 39: Deniz… Can I Stay At Your House Tonight?
- Chapter 38: Mommy… What is Love?
- Chapter 37: Who Is The Villain, Really?
- Chapter 36: How You’d Look Wearing Something… Precious
- Chapter 35: I Don’t Want To Leave You…
- Chapter 34: God—Have Mercy On Me
- Chapter 33: The Reason Zyren Kael Became A Villain.
- Chapter 32: All I Want Is to Comfort You
- Chapter 31: If My Partner Is You... I’m Ready To be an Omega
- Chapter 30: We Look… Perfect
- Chapter 29: A D-Class Alpha… Rare?
- Chapter 28: I’m Not An Omega! I’m An Alpha
- Chapter 27: Give Me A Bright Smile Instead Of A Thank You
- Chapter 26: Something Beautiful... Like Him
- Chapter 25: Let’s Spend The Whole Weekend Together
- Chapter 24: I Respect Your Choice, Angel
- Chapter 23: Body Of Retired Villain
- Chapter 22: Like Foolish Teenagers
- Chapter 21: It Would Be Someone Like You
- Chapter 20: That Was Definitely Not In The Novel
- Chapter 19: I’m Extraordinary Lucky
- Chapter 18: Why Am I Paying for Zyren?
- Chapter 17: Pink Rose Stands For Friendship
- Chapter 16: My Favorite Book Character ♡
- Chapter 15: Cold Punishment
- Chapter 14: Different Reasons. Same Loneliness.
- Chapter 13: I Want A Future With Him...
- Chapter 12: Even I’m Villain... I Will Survive.
- Chapter 11: Together...? Yes Together.
- Chapter 10: What About A Strawberry Cake....?
- Chapter 9: I Change The Script
- Chapter 8: Get A Grip Neon....
- Chapter 7: Small Steps Are Enough
- Chapter 6: Things Begin To Change
- Chapter 5: I’ll Fix This
- Chapter 4: The First Deviation
- Chapter 3: I’m Going To Rewrite Everything
- Chapter 2: Woke Up as the Villain
- Chapter 1: If I Were the Villain