Chapter 116: He Doesn’t Like—
My hands cradle his face like he’s made of glass. His skin is warm, damp with the tears I keep failing to stop.
“Angel,” I whisper again, my voice breaking on his name.
“Please. Tell me why you’re crying.”
He doesn’t speak. His lips press together, a thin, trembling line. His gaze drops, escaping mine, fleeing to somewhere I can’t follow.
The silence is unbearable.
I take a breath, slow and steady.
My hand slides from his face to his wrist, wrapping gently around the delicate bones. I pull him, not with force, but with a quiet, urgent tenderness.
His steps are light, nearly soundless on the marble. Mine are heavy with the weight of my own dawning guilt.
We enter the living room. The soft light, the familiar furniture—it’s meant to be comforting. It feels like a confessional.
I guide him to the couch and he sits, sinking into the cushions like a wounded bird folding its wings.
A servant appears, bowing. I don’t look at her. “Bring water,” I say. She nods and disappears.
I sit beside him. Not close enough. The space between us is a canyon I dug myself.
His head is bowed. His hands are clenched in the fabric of his trousers, knuckles white, fingers twisting the soft material into tortured peaks.
“Angel.” My voice is a quiet plea.
“Please look at me.”
Slowly, he lifts his head. His eyes meet mine. More tears spill over, tracing silver rivers down his flushed cheeks. I reach out, my thumb brushing the wetness away, a futile, tender gesture.
“Please talk to me,” I murmur.
“I don’t like this silence.”
He looks at me. Really looks. His expression shifts, trembles, gathers itself. I see him summoning courage, pulling words up from some deep, wounded place.
Finally, he speaks.
“Zyren…”
I hold my breath. Wait.
“Are you… angry with me?”
My eyes fly wide. “What? No. Angel, no. Why would I be—”
His tears come faster now, fresh and unstoppable.
“Then why…” His voice fractures.
“Why are you ignoring me? It’s been two days. You didn’t come home. You didn’t answer my calls. You didn’t even read my messages.”
Each word is a small, sharp blade. Each one is aimed at me.
Two days. I left him alone, worrying, waiting, for two days. And I was so consumed with Deniz, with Moon, with my own tangled mess, that I didn’t even notice.
My thumb moves again, wiping his tears, but they won’t stop. “I’m sorry,” I breathe, the words tumbling out in a rush.
“I didn’t mean to hurt you. I didn’t realize. I was just… busy. With work, and the hospital, and—” I stop. Excuses. They’re all excuses.
“Please forgive me, Angel. Please.”
He stares at me.
Silent.
Searching.
Then, before I can prepare, he surges forward.
His arms lock around my neck, his body pressing into mine. The hug is sudden, desperate, the grip of someone who’s been holding themselves together for too long and finally, finally let go.
I flinch, just a fraction, startled by the force of his need. Then my own arms rise, circling his back, pulling him closer. My hand finds the space between his shoulder blades and presses there, a steady, soothing rhythm.
Neon, you fool.
This innocent Omega, this boy who has only ever shown you kindness, who waited for you in this empty mansion while you ran after everyone else—you left him alone.
You made him cry.
His voice is muffled against my shoulder, fragile and fierce.
“Please don’t do this again.”
Guilt is a physical ache, a stone lodged beneath my ribs. “I’m sorry,” I whisper into his hair.
“I won’t.”
“Promise?” The word is small, childlike.
“Yes. Promise.” I pull back just enough to meet his eyes.
“Now please, stop crying. I’m here now.”
He doesn’t reply. He just tightens his hold, burrowing closer, as if afraid I’ll disappear again.
And I hold him, letting the silence stretch, letting my guilt settle into a vow.
I will never let him feel this abandoned again.
Never.
Angel and I stay like this for a while. His arms are locked around my neck, desperate and clinging, as if I’m the only anchor in a storm. I hold him just as tightly, my hand a steady, soothing weight between his shoulder blades.
The silence is no longer heavy with unshed tears—it’s soft now, tender, filled with the quiet rhythm of his breathing slowly steadying.
I’ve hurt him. But I’m here now.
I’m not letting go.
Then, a voice cuts through the warmth.
Cold.
Flat.
Surgical.
“Are you two done holding each other?”
I flinch as if electrocuted. Angel stiffens, then slowly, reluctantly, pulls back. His eyes are still red-rimmed, his cheeks still damp, but he’s stopped crying.
He glances toward the door, then back at me, confused and wary.
I turn my head.
Moon stands in the doorway, arms crossed over his chest. His blue gaze is fixed on us—on me, specifically. His face is a mask of perfect, glacial indifference.
But his eyes. His eyes are not indifferent.
I force my voice to stay even.
“When did you get here?”
He doesn’t answer my question. Instead, his gaze flicks to Angel, then back to me. A muscle in his jaw tightens.
“Did I interrupt something?” His tone is silk over steel.
“Your… lovey-dovey embrace?”
I stare at him.
This pathetic, impossible Alpha.
I look away from him, turning my full attention back to Angel. My voice softens.
“Go freshen up. We’ll talk later, okay?”
Angel nods slowly. He rises from the couch, his movements careful, and walks toward the door. He doesn’t look at Moon. He doesn’t need to.
The tension in the room is a physical thing, pressing in from all sides.
The door clicks shut behind him.
I exhale slowly, then turn to face the storm.
“Can you,” I say, each word clipped, “for once in your life, try to think something positive? I already told you. He’s my best friend. My family. Nothing else.”
Moon is silent. His gaze doesn’t leave mine.
Then, slowly, he moves.
He steps closer. I instinctively lean back into the couch cushions, creating distance. He follows.
His hands plant themselves on either side of me, caging me against the soft fabric. His face is inches from mine.
“Hey—” I start, but the protest dies in my throat.
He leans in. More closer. His nose brushes the curve of my jaw, trailing down to the hollow of my throat. He inhales, slow and deliberate.
The warmth of his breath against my skin sends an involuntary shiver down my spine.
“Smelling like strawberries,” he murmurs, the words a low vibration against my pulse.
Then, just as suddenly, he straightens. His face snaps back to its mask of cool detachment, as if the last ten seconds never happened.
“Go wash up,” he says flatly.
“You smell like that Omega. I don’t like it.”
I stare at him, disbelief washing over me in waves.
…Dislike?
He doesn’t like it. He doesn’t like that I smell like Angel. He doesn’t like that I was holding someone else.
He doesn’t like—
I don’t finish the thought. I don’t dare.
But my heart, traitor that it is, has already started racing.
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Chapters
- Chapter 216: I Feel Like I’m Dreaming....
- Chapter 215: Zyren… You Look Gorgeous...
- Chapter 214: This Time, I Have No Regrets...
- Chapter 213: How Am I Supposed To Accept This?
- Chapter 212: Kill Me....
- Chapter 211: My Body Requires An Alpha…
- Chapter 210: Take Care Of Yourself, Angel...
- Chapter 209: How Could Angel Do This?
- Chapter 208: I Will Never Stop Loving You..
- Chapter 207: Am I Really… Dying Like This?
- Chapter 206: Love Has No Rules...
- Chapter 205: Angel Doesn’t Feel The Same...
- Chapter 204: It’s Just Dinner...
- Chapter 203: I Realized It From The Beginning...
- Chapter 202: The Same Impossible Dream...
- Chapter 201: A Month Since Moon Left..
- Chapter 200: Without A Goodbye...
- Chapter 199: He Won’t Come Back...
- Chapter 198: Why Can’t I Just Walk Away?
- Chapter 197: Would You Still Stay With That Beta?
- Chapter 196: Belongs To Someone Else...
- Chapter 195: Did He Just Say Thank You?
- Chapter 194: What Else Didn’t The Novel Say?
- Chapter 193: How Do I Become Heartless… Like Him?
- Chapter 192: Sometimes Words Make Things More Complicated...
- Chapter 191: Why… Are His Eyes Gold?
- Chapter 190: Just Hurting Me Differently...
- Chapter 189: I Love Him Most Like This....
- Chapter 188: You’re My Most Effective Medicine...
- Chapter 187: Why Are You Acting Like This?
- Chapter 186: What Was He Trying To Say?
- Chapter 185: Golden Omega....
- Chapter 184: Something I Don’t Recognize....
- Chapter 183: I’m Here... I’m Yours...
- Chapter 182: I Don’t Want To Lose My Pheromones...
- Chapter 181: I’m Not An Alpha Anymore...
- Chapter 180: You’re A Terrible Kisser, Zyren...
- Chapter 179: He’s Something He Shouldn’t Be...
- Chapter 178: Why Do You Smell Like An Omega?
- Chapter 177: Making Love... Last Night...
- Chapter 176: He’s A Foodie Now?
- Chapter 175: It’s Your Punishment...
- Chapter 174: He Didn’t Do Anything....
- Chapter 173: Something Off...
- Chapter 172: Everyone Deserves A Second Chance...
- Chapter 171: It Feels Like Heaven...
- Chapter 170: I’d Rather Live Alone...
- Chapter 169: I’m Your Present... And Your Future....
- Chapter 168: Eyes Like Winter Stars..
- Chapter 167: A Perfect Night… Almost
- Chapter 166: Sweeter Than Anything....
- Chapter 165: This Is Our Stop..
- Chapter 164: This Is Everything I Wanted...
- Chapter 163: Let’s Be Stupid And Young And In Love. ..
- Chapter 162: Night And Moon—Meant For Each Other
- Chapter 161: You’re Mine, Zyren...
- Chapter 160: Your Omega Is Truly Incredible.. Beautiful..
- Chapter 159: Too Strong For A Beta...
- Chapter 158: My Pink Bunny...
- Chapter 157: The Silence Of Love♡
- Chapter 156: I’ll Wait... For The Day You Come Back To Me...
- Chapter 155: There’s No ’Better’ Or ’Worse’ Here...
- Chapter 154: Let’s Start Fresh... A New Beginning..
- Chapter 153: I’ve Loved You Since We Were Children...
- Chapter 152: You’re The Reason..
- Chapter 151: Now In Return Be My bride...
- Chapter 150: I’m Trying To Be A Gentleman..
- Chapter 149: Dreaming With Open Eyes...
- Chapter 148: Your Eyes.. They Look Sad...
- Chapter 147: Monster In Human Skin..?
- Chapter 146: Why Are You Like This?
- Chapter 145: Do You Feel Like My Secret Lover Now?
- Chapter 144: I’ll Say It... You’re My Omega...
- Chapter 143: No One Can Take Your Place....
- Chapter 142: Let’s Sit Down And Talk....
- Chapter 141: You Need To Give Me Something In Return..
- Chapter 140: I Have An Offer For You...
- Chapter 139: Aren’t I Your Family Too...?
- Chapter 138: What If He Leaves?
- Chapter 137: The Cost Of A Fantasy
- Chapter 136: Because That’s What Family Does...
- Chapter 135: We Can’t Reveal Our Relationship...
- Chapter 134: Every Night, I’ll Remind You..
- Chapter 133: I Was The Bottom..
- Chapter 132: Zyren.... Touch Me..
- Chapter 131: When Did You Start Liking Me?
- Chapter 130: I Am Just... Loved...
- Chapter 129: Cutey Are You Single....?
- Chapter 128: Unfortunately You’re Not My Omega...
- Chapter 127: Because I Like Your Scent...
- Chapter 126: A Surprise.... For Me..
- Chapter 125: He Came Back To Me..
- Chapter 124: The Damn Cream-Colored... Card
- Chapter 123: Who Is This Omega?
- Chapter 122: I’m a Beta.....
- Chapter 121: I Feel Like I Know Nothing...
- Chapter 120: Betas Don’t Have Pheromones...
- Chapter 119: Just Him.. Just Me.. Just Heaven♡
- Chapter 118: You Could Hide From Me?
- Chapter 117: Dream, Illusion, Or Reality
- Chapter 116: He Doesn’t Like—
- Chapter 115: In Your Room.. Like Before..
- Chapter 114: A Little Late-Blooming Omega?
- Chapter 113: Teddy Bear...
- Chapter 112: You’re The One Who Changed..
- Chapter 111: This Is Payback...
- Chapter 110: Something Is Off...
- Chapter 109: Were You Jealous?
- Chapter 108: Kiss Him... Kiss Him Now...
- Chapter 107: A Shy Nod of Yes
- Chapter 106: I Love You ♡
- Chapter 105: Teenagers Behind The Bleachers
- Chapter 104: A Terrible (Kiss) Fight♡
- Chapter 103: Walking On Clouds
- Chapter 102: Family Deserves Honesty
- Chapter 101: Is There Someone In Your Life?"
- Chapter 100: Your Whole Attention
- Chapter 99: Just… Stay With Me
- Chapter 98: The Love Hasn’t Faded... It Has Been Deleted...
- Chapter 97: A Worried, Angry Angel...
- Chapter 96: Why Is He Acting Like This?
- Chapter 95: You’re Overthinking... Little Bunny..
- Chapter 94: Retired Villain’s Burning Cheeks
- Chapter 93: My Favorite Place In Any World
- Chapter 92: Ready To Pay Anything For Him....
- Chapter 91: You Can Be An Angel In Hell..?
- Chapter 90: I Want To See Him....
- Chapter 89: A Bunny’s Deal..
- Chapter 88: Cute Bunny ♡
- Chapter 87: Finally... I Win...
- Chapter 86: I Want An Answer....
- Chapter 85: First Snowfall♡
- Chapter 84: I Need To Find Someone Else...
- Chapter 83: Bittersweet Couple...?
- Chapter 82: Two Passes, Please....
- Chapter 81: You’re The Problem
- Chapter 80: Between Us...?
- Chapter 79: Trapped Rabbit
- Chapter 78: Handsome Guest
- Chapter 77: How Did We End Up Here?
- Chapter 76: The Unexpected Question
- Chapter 75: It Felt Like… Disappointment
- Chapter 74: Are You Sure You’re An Alpha..?
- Chapter 73: I Didn’t Think You’d be This Useless.....
- Chapter 72: Male Lead Staring At Me...?
- Chapter 71: Is Angel… Trying To Kiss Me?
- Chapter 70: Sun And Moon
- Chapter 69: Sugar and Soft Laughter
- Chapter 68: Borrowed Warmth
- Chapter 67: I Mean— Every Single Word
- Chapter 66: Blackmail Was the Plan. The Kiss Wasn’t...
- Chapter 65: I Want You....
- Chapter 64: My Best Friend...
- Chapter 63: Good Match
- Chapter 62: Your Dream?
- Chapter 61: Flustered Mystery
- Chapter 60: Forget it...
- Chapter 59: My First Real— Kiss ♡
- Chapter 58: Beauty..?
- Chapter 57: Why Did You Hide This?
- Chapter 56: Find Deniz
- Chapter 55: I Should Stop Trying...
- Chapter 54: A Confession
- Chapter 53: Good Morning... Zyren ♡
- Chapter 52: I’ve Ruined Everything.
- Chapter 51: One Hundred And Four
- Chapter 50: Be My— Family
- Chapter 49: Can I Join You..?
- Chapter 48: You’re Just Drunk On Power
- Chapter 47: A Purer Kind Of Scheme
- Chapter 46: Little Villain
- Chapter 45: You Left Me Here.... Alone
- Chapter 44: Is My Pillow Softer... Or Is Your Chest?
- Chapter 43: He’s Just A Beta... A Side Character
- Chapter 42: Just Sleep...On The Bed
- Chapter 41: Stop Saying Cute.. Say Handsome
- Chapter 40: I Have Good Cleaning Skills
- Chapter 39: Deniz… Can I Stay At Your House Tonight?
- Chapter 38: Mommy… What is Love?
- Chapter 37: Who Is The Villain, Really?
- Chapter 36: How You’d Look Wearing Something… Precious
- Chapter 35: I Don’t Want To Leave You…
- Chapter 34: God—Have Mercy On Me
- Chapter 33: The Reason Zyren Kael Became A Villain.
- Chapter 32: All I Want Is to Comfort You
- Chapter 31: If My Partner Is You... I’m Ready To be an Omega
- Chapter 30: We Look… Perfect
- Chapter 29: A D-Class Alpha… Rare?
- Chapter 28: I’m Not An Omega! I’m An Alpha
- Chapter 27: Give Me A Bright Smile Instead Of A Thank You
- Chapter 26: Something Beautiful... Like Him
- Chapter 25: Let’s Spend The Whole Weekend Together
- Chapter 24: I Respect Your Choice, Angel
- Chapter 23: Body Of Retired Villain
- Chapter 22: Like Foolish Teenagers
- Chapter 21: It Would Be Someone Like You
- Chapter 20: That Was Definitely Not In The Novel
- Chapter 19: I’m Extraordinary Lucky
- Chapter 18: Why Am I Paying for Zyren?
- Chapter 17: Pink Rose Stands For Friendship
- Chapter 16: My Favorite Book Character ♡
- Chapter 15: Cold Punishment
- Chapter 14: Different Reasons. Same Loneliness.
- Chapter 13: I Want A Future With Him...
- Chapter 12: Even I’m Villain... I Will Survive.
- Chapter 11: Together...? Yes Together.
- Chapter 10: What About A Strawberry Cake....?
- Chapter 9: I Change The Script
- Chapter 8: Get A Grip Neon....
- Chapter 7: Small Steps Are Enough
- Chapter 6: Things Begin To Change
- Chapter 5: I’ll Fix This
- Chapter 4: The First Deviation
- Chapter 3: I’m Going To Rewrite Everything
- Chapter 2: Woke Up as the Villain
- Chapter 1: If I Were the Villain