Chapter 99: Selfish
NOAH
I stood there, the weight of the last twelve hours pressing down on me, but I refused to buckle. I had watched him through the crack of a door; I had heard him dismiss my very existence. Now, standing in this sterile, locked room, I was determined to be the stone he couldn’t break.
Cassian pushed off the desk, his movements fluid and predatory. He stepped closer, the heat radiating from him like a physical force. “There it is,” he murmured, his eyes locked onto mine.
“I don’t know what you’re talking about,” I said, my voice tight. I held my ground, though every instinct told me to put a table between us.
“Yes, you do.” His voice dropped an octave, becoming that low, intimate vibration that usually made my heart skip—but today, it only made my blood boil. “You’re pissed at me. And you’re using Alex to get under my skin. It’s a transparent play, Noah.”
“I’m not—”
“Don’t lie to me, Noah,” he interrupted, moving even closer, invading my space until I could see the golden sparks of irritation in his irises. “You’re terrible at it. Your face gives away everything you’re trying to hide.”
I stepped back, my spine hitting the cold surface of the conference table. “If that’s all, I should get back to those notes you were so desperate for.”
As I turned to reach for my tablet, his hand shot out, fingers clamping firmly around my wrist. The contact was electric, a jolt of unwanted heat.
“We’re not done,” he hissed.
I tried to pull away, my pulse spiking where his thumb pressed against my skin. “Let go, Cassian.”
“Not until you tell me what the fuck is going on,” he countered, his grip tightening just enough to ensure I couldn’t escape without a struggle. “One minute you’re the perfect, silent assistant, and the next you’re playing house with Hendrix. What changed?”
I looked up at him, my eyes finally flashing with the fire I’d been suppressing all morning. The “distraction” was tired of being handled. “Nothing is going on,” I spat, my voice trembling with the effort to stay composed. “You’re imagining things, Cassian. Maybe you’re just not used to people having a life that doesn’t revolve entirely around your ego.”
The air in the small conference room was stagnant, smelling of floor wax and the ozone of the cooling projector. Outside that locked door, the world was moving toward a Michelin-starred lunch and billion-euro acquisitions, but inside, the atmosphere had thickened into something suffocating.
Cassian’s hand was a vice around my wrist. The heat of his palm seeped through the sleeve of my suit, a branding iron reminder of who held the power in this room.
“I warned you. Multiple times. To stay away from Alex,” he said, his voice dropping into that low, dangerous register that usually made my knees weak.
I didn’t let it work. Not today. I didn’t flinch, didn’t look down. I pulled against his grip, my feet planted firmly on the plush carpet. “So?”
“So?” Cassian’s eyes darkened, the blue of them turning into the color of a stormy sea. “I won that competition to keep him away from you. I went over that fence. I got injured doing it.” His voice went tight, vibrating with a raw, jagged edge I’d never heard before. “And you’re throwing it back in my face like it was nothing. Like the effort was a joke.”
He did get hurt. I saw the blood on his shirt; I saw the way he winced when he thought I wasn’t looking. But he didn’t do it for me. He didn’t risk his life because he cared if I was safe. He did it because his ego is a black hole that consumes everything in its path. He couldn’t handle the idea of Alex Hendrix “winning” a piece of property that had Cassian Wolfe’s name stamped on the deed. This isn’t about protection. It’s about a scorecard.
“I didn’t ask you to do that,” I said, my voice as cold and flat as the marble tiles in the lobby.
Cassian went still. The silence that followed was heavy enough to crush. His expression shifted, the irritation vanishing, replaced by something much darker, much more clinical. He leaned in, his shadow stretching over me, eclipsing the light from the hallway.
“You’re so fucking eager to cling to anyone who shows you the slightest bit of kindness, aren’t you?” he asked, his voice a soft, venomous purr.
My chest tightened. The breath caught in my throat.
“You’re pathetic, Noah. Desperate for attention. For validation.” He leaned closer, so close I could see the golden flecks of fury in his pupils. “Alex smiles at you, says a few nice words, and suddenly you’re ready to throw everything away. You’re easy. Too trusting. Too fucking naïve for your own good.”
The words hit me like a physical slap to the face.
Pathetic. Desperate. Easy.
The insults burned. My stomach twisted into a knot of hot, oily nausea, and heat crawled up the back of my neck, staining my skin. My heart was pounding so hard I could hear the blood rushing in my ears, a frantic, rhythmic thudding that screamed at me to run, to apologize, to shrink back into the “distraction” he wanted me to be.
But then, I remembered the hallway. I remembered the crack in the door. I remembered him telling Cyan I was nothing special, that I was just a toy he’d discard when the novelty wore off.
No. Not this time.
I forced a smile. It was a small, bitter thing that didn’t reach my eyes. “You know what? I’ve been trying to figure something out.”
Cassian’s brow furrowed slightly, his grip on my wrist loosening just a fraction out of pure confusion. “What?”
“Why you hate Alex so much,” I said.
“Noah, ” he started, his voice a warning growl.
“Cut the shit, Cassian,” I snapped, the fire finally breaking through my professional mask. “At first, I thought maybe it was professional. Business rivals. Competition over the Durant deal. Whatever…”
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- Chapter 258: Rats know when to run
- Chapter 257: A name
- Chapter 256: The Wait
- Chapter 255: The Man from his past
- Chapter 254: Grocery runs
- Chapter 253: Mission Failed
- Chapter 252: A bloody trap
- Chapter 251: Ambush
- Chapter 250: Operation
- Chapter 249: The hidden prince
- Chapter 248: the calm before the storm
- Chapter 247: A change of scene
- Chapter 246: Temporarily Useful
- Chapter 245: The little Secret
- Chapter 244: Bathroom tease r18
- Chapter 243: Gym Session
- Chapter 242: House Tour
- Chapter 241: Potential Husband/Tuesday Morning
- Chapter 240: Sweet wine
- Chapter 239: A specific kind of torture
- Chapter 238: A comfortable lie
- Chapter 237: Warmth
- Chapter 236: The Void 2
- Chapter 235: The Void
- Chapter 234: Foundation
- Chapter 233: A white whale
- Chapter 232: Transaction
- Chapter 231: Itch
- Chapter 230: A regular dinner
- Chapter 229: The Menu and The Lie
- Chapter 228: A new hobby
- Chapter 227: Favors
- Chapter 226: The Leak
- Chapter 225: Softness
- Chapter 224: Unresolved
- Chapter 223: Deja vu
- Chapter 222: The Exotic Bird
- Chapter 221: Pink Storm pt 2
- Chapter 220: The Pink Storm
- Chapter 219: Freight Train
- Chapter 218: Bait
- Chapter 217: Games
- Chapter 216: Distracted
- Chapter 215: Intruder
- Chapter 214: Saturday pt 2
- Chapter 213: Saturday
- Chapter 212: The Logic of Destruction
- Chapter 211: The blueprint of the wolf
- Chapter 210: Unwanted
- Chapter 209: The Ugly Past pt 2
- Chapter 208: The ugly past
- Chapter 207: Snacks
- Chapter 206: A small Wish
- Chapter 205: A park
- Chapter 204: A ghost in the corner
- Chapter 203: Subjects
- Chapter 202: The Wrong Bennett
- Chapter 201: Masterpiece
- Chapter 200: Disruption
- Chapter 199: Mistake
- Chapter 198: Old bruises
- Chapter 197: A worm
- Chapter 196: Man in the mirror
- Chapter 195: Anchor
- Chapter 194: The Devereaux Disaster
- Chapter 193: Bright Colorful Nothing
- Chapter 192: Invitation (A puppet)
- Chapter 191: The Perfect Son
- Chapter 190: Routine
- Chapter 189: Woes of A prodigy - Nick Bennett’s POV
- Chapter 188: Body pt 3 r18
- Chapter 187: Body pt 2 R18
- Chapter 186: Body r18
- Chapter 185: Screwed
- Chapter 184: More of him
- Chapter 183: Untouched
- Chapter 182: Satisfaction
- Chapter 181: Alley
- Chapter 180: The bigger pervert
- Chapter 179: Unwanted guard
- Chapter 178: Unexpected guest
- Chapter 177: Drinking game
- Chapter 176: Back to Work
- Chapter 175: Fading Light - End of Volume One
- Chapter 174: Alive
- Chapter 173: A splash of color
- Chapter 172: Theater pt 2
- Chapter 171: Theater
- Chapter 170: Over-fucked or Fucked Over
- Chapter 169: Surrender r18
- Chapter 168: Death by fucking r18
- Chapter 167: Obscene r18
- Chapter 166: Petty Face r18
- Chapter 165: Sex with a criminal r18
- Chapter 164: Hands up r18
- Chapter 163: Melted Candy - Thirty Seconds
- Chapter 162: Trapped Mouse
- Chapter 161: Nice
- Chapter 160: Answers
- Chapter 159: Laundry and Kdrama
- Chapter 158: New plates. New life
- Chapter 157: Safety
- Chapter 156: Verdict
- Chapter 155: Separation
- Chapter 154: Home
- Chapter 153: Wishful Thinking
- Chapter 152: Selfish
- Chapter 151: Home
- Chapter 150: Inconvenience
- Chapter 149: Stitches
- Chapter 148: Deer caught in headlights
- Chapter 147: Void
- Chapter 146: Weight of guilt
- Chapter 145: A wounded animal
- Chapter 144: Hunt
- Chapter 143: Demon
- Chapter 142: Buffet of Destruction
- Chapter 141: Devil in disguise
- Chapter 140: Trouble Trouble
- Chapter 139: Carnage
- Chapter 138: Kill Switch/Old debts
- Chapter 137: A Trap
- Chapter 136: Broken image
- Chapter 135: Stranger
- Chapter 134: Dance
- Chapter 133: Trapped
- Chapter 132: Chessboard
- Chapter 131: Gut feeling
- Chapter 130: Fuck-or-cry pt 2 r18
- Chapter 129: Fuck-or-cry
- Chapter 128: Masterpiece
- Chapter 127: Theater
- Chapter 126: The gala
- Chapter 125: Stranger in the Mirror
- Chapter 124: Kill shot
- Chapter 123: Back in the hospital
- Chapter 122: Promises promises
- Chapter 121: Appreciation
- Chapter 120: Good man
- Chapter 119: Stubborn
- Chapter 118: Cold
- Chapter 117: Suspicion
- Chapter 116: Terror
- Chapter 115: Ghost
- Chapter 114: Fear
- Chapter 113: Unexpected
- Chapter 112: Confession
- Chapter 111: Regret
- Chapter 110: Condition
- Chapter 109: The morning after...
- Chapter 108: Drunk, high mess pt 3 r18
- Chapter 107: Drunk, high mess pt 2
- Chapter 106: Drunk, high Mess
- Chapter 105: Death Sentence
- Chapter 104: Nothing
- Chapter 103: Taste Of Freedom 2
- Chapter 102: Taste of freedom
- Chapter 101: Villain
- Chapter 100: Selfish pt 2
- Chapter 99: Selfish
- Chapter 98: Coward
- Chapter 97: Leverage
- Chapter 96: New Rules
- Chapter 95: Idiot
- Chapter 94: The Truth
- Chapter 93: Stockholm Syndrome/Test
- Chapter 92: Sentimental
- Chapter 91: Surprise Wedding
- Chapter 90: Unpredictable
- Chapter 89: Gym escape
- Chapter 88: Help
- Chapter 87: "My little puppy."
- Chapter 86: Reckless
- Chapter 85: A bet?
- Chapter 84: Competition
- Chapter 83: Bathroom Shenanigans pt 2 r18
- Chapter 82: Bathroom Shenanigans
- Chapter 81: Sweet Torture
- Chapter 80: Lesson
- Chapter 79: King Noah
- Chapter 78: A new plan
- Chapter 77: Morning After
- Chapter 76: Yours to break r18
- Chapter 75: Surrender r18
- Chapter 74: Torture r18
- Chapter 73: trapped r18
- Chapter 72: Teasing r18
- Chapter 71: Game Over
- Chapter 70: Puppy
- Chapter 69: Angel
- Chapter 68: Picture
- Chapter 67: Third wheel
- Chapter 66: Unwelcome surprise
- Chapter 65: A good kisser
- Chapter 64: Agreement pt 2
- Chapter 63: Agreement
- Chapter 62: Pink-haired Lunatic pt 2
- Chapter 61: Pink haired lunatic pt 1
- Chapter 60: Cassie?
- Chapter 59: Anticipation
- Chapter 58: Distracted pt 2
- Chapter 57: Distracted
- Chapter 56: Secrets
- Chapter 55: I am a man
- Chapter 54: Worry
- Chapter 53: Negotiable
- Chapter 52: Angel
- Chapter 51: Hazard
- Chapter 50: HOSTAGE
- Chapter 49: Offering
- Chapter 48: Marked Prey r18
- Chapter 47: Ridiculous
- Chapter 46: Conversation
- Chapter 45: Imposter
- Chapter 44: Alexander
- Chapter 43: Inspection
- Chapter 42: Corrections
- Chapter 41: Underneath
- Chapter 40: Pretty Cage
- Chapter 39: Philanthropist
- Chapter 38: Impending doom
- Chapter 37: Humiliation Ritual
- Chapter 36: First Kiss
- Chapter 35: "You’re not special."
- Chapter 34: Helpess
- Chapter 33: Patience
- Chapter 32: Distraction
- Chapter 31: The Spare
- Chapter 30: Disowned
- Chapter 29: Provocation
- Chapter 28: Ghost
- Chapter 27: Family House pt 2
- Chapter 26: Family House
- Chapter 25: Bigger Problem
- Chapter 24: Interview pt 2
- Chapter 23: Interview
- Chapter 22: Bathroom
- Chapter 21: denial r18
- Chapter 20: Corrections r18
- Chapter 19: Therapist
- Chapter 18: Late Night Summons
- Chapter 17: Worse
- Chapter 16: USEFUL
- Chapter 15: Distractions
- Chapter 14: Acquisition
- Chapter 13: The Transfer
- Chapter 12: First Lesson r18
- Chapter 11: Agreement
- Chapter 10: The Offer
- Chapter 9: Consequences
- Chapter 8: Welcome to hell
- Chapter 7: Monday Morning
- Chapter 6: A New Toy
- Chapter 5: Defeat
- Chapter 4: Victory
- Chapter 3: The man who ruined my life
- Chapter 2: Shots and Bad decisions
- Chapter 1: "You’re pathetic Noah"