Chapter 79: Waking Up
There was no pain, or any kind of final burst of sensation. Nor any dramatic revelation or moment of clarity.
It was just an abrupt, complete and empty end.
One moment Ishiki was reaching for his wife’s face, desperate to touch her one last time.
The next moment, everything ended.
It didn’t fade to black or white, that wasn’t how death felt. When death came, everything simply stopped. Like a candle extinguished by an indifferent wind.
Then there was white.
Pure, absolute white. Not bright enough to hurt, not dim enough to be comforting. Just an endless expanse of colorless existence that stretched in every direction.
Ishiki sat at the edge of a cobblestone path.
His hand was still outstretched and frozen in the motion of reaching for something that no longer existed. He stared at his palm and felt… nothing.
His mind was indifferent to the change.
The cobblestones beneath him were old and weathered. Each stone was slightly different—some cracked, some smooth but all of them seemed… eerily familiar.
He slightly shifted forward, and looked beyond the path’s edge.
There was nothing.
The only thing he saw was a void so absolute it made his eyes ache. A peerless emptiness that stretched down forever.
Ishiki pulled his outstretched hand back slowly.
’I’m dead.’
The thought arrived with strange detachment.
’I died. The god fell and the shockwave erased me.’
’So why am I still thinking? Are dead people supposed to think?’
He looked around.
’Is this the afterlife?’
The questions felt hollow and meaningless. What did it matter what this place was called? He was here, all alone and everyone he had tried to save was gone.
’My wife.’
’My daughter.’
Their names were a mystery still, even in death… the missing memories stung deeper than the the actual loss. He didn’t want to admit, but their death’s felt… distant to him.
’What kind of father forgets his own child’s name?’
The thought cracked something inside him.
’I failed them. I wasn’t strong enough, i wasn’t fast enough. I was a goddamn Lieutenant. My ass, it a meaningless title.’
His breathing became uneven.
’They died because I was weak.’
His hands began to shake. This particular sentence stirred something inside of him, he… he could feel it, he was truly and utterly weak.
But that was meaningless, everything was meaningless.
Even his pain was meaningless here.
Ishiki collapsed forward, hands pressing against the cold cobblestones. His shoulders heaved.
’I’m sorry.’
’I’m so sorry.’
’I should have been there. I should have stayed home. Screw that god… Screw them all. I should have—’
“Should have what?”
The voice came from behind him. It was soft, gentle and almost kind. But underneath the sweetness was something that made Ishiki’s skin crawl despite the lack of physical sensation.
In truth, It was malevolent and insidious. Like honey laced with poison.
Ishiki froze and slowly, he turned around.
The cobblestone path that had ended at the void now stretched backward. Extended into the distance. And at its terminus, rising from the white nothing like a monument to the corrupted gods, stood a temple.
It was magnificent.
Constructed entirely of lustrous wood that gleamed with an inner light. The craftsmanship was perfect—every timber was aligned seamlessly.
At the top of the broad stone stairs leading up to the temple entrance stood a figure.
He was beautiful.
Not just handsome in the conventional sense, he was beyond what mortals could hope to get. Tall and graceful, with features so perfectly symmetrical they seemed carved. His eyes were the color of molten gold, warm and compassionate. His hair fell in waves of black silk.
He wore simple robes of cream and gold, and behind his head, there was a dark halo.
Fragments of darkness arranged in a circle that pulsed with soft radiance.
Behind him, visible through the temple’s open entrance, stood dozens of figures.
Ishiki recognized them.
He recognized, all of them. They… were the people of the clearing.
’What clearing? What am i thinking?’
Still, he looked at the with narrowed eyes and there, near the back stood a young man with a familiar pale face.
’Alex.’
The name surfaced in his mind. Alex was his friend and—
’Wait. Who is Alex?’
Ishiki frowned. ’I know that name, and that face is very familiar.’
’When did we meet? Where?’
As he focused on the question, the world around him seemed to shift. The white void rippled and flickered like a mirage.
Then the beautiful figure at the top of the stairs moved. He descended gracefully.
“Don’t,” the figure said gently. “Don’t hurt yourself trying to remember.”
He reached the bottom of the stairs and approached Ishiki with the slow, careful movements of someone approaching a wounded animal.
“You’ve suffered so much already,” the figure continued, his voice was like warm oil.
“The helplessness,” the figure whispered. “The loss. Watching people die and being powerless to stop it.”
Ishiki’s hands clenched into fists.
“That god,” He said. “The radiant one. He fell from the sky and Killed everyone you protected and swore to protect.”
His Gold eyes met Ishiki’s blue iris and they were shinning with, sympathy.
“Don’t you want revenge?”
Ishiki’s mouth was dry. “Revenge? On… on a god?”
The figure smiled. It was a beautiful smile, gentle and understanding.
And utterly devious.
“Yes,” he said. “On the god who murdered your family.”
“I’m dead,” Ishiki said flatly. “What revenge can a dead man take?”
“That depends,” the figure replied, moving closer. “On what you choose.” He gestured toward the temple behind him.
“I can offer you something precious. Something you people call, eternal peace. There would be no more pain, loss, and helpless rage.”
“What… what do I have to do?” Ishiki asked trembling.
The figure’s smile widened. “Your soul.”
Ishiki stared at him blankly.
“Give me your soul,” the figure continued, “and I will use its strength to free myself. The gods who killed you, who crush mortals beneath their wars—I will make them suffer. And in their suffering, you will find satisfaction.”
“Why?” Ishiki asked. “Why do you want revenge against the gods?”
The figure’s expression darkened. His the beautiful face twisted into something bitter and full of hate.
“Because they sealed me for eternity, they took my freedom.” he said quietly.
He looked at Ishiki with eyes that suddenly seemed very old. Ishiki felt weird… very uneasy.
Something was wrong. Something about this entire conversation felt—
“Think about it,” the figure pressed. “What do you have to return to? Your family is dead. Your city is in ashes. You failed to protect anything that mattered.”
“Your death won’t be meaningless if you give yourself to a greater cause.”
Ishiki closed his eyes.
’My family is dead.’
The thought was heavy.
’My mother…’
His mother died ten years ago.
The memory was fuzzy. His mother passed away from an incurable disease.
’Wait.’
Another memory surfaced.
His mother may have been crushed under falling debris of Neo-Tokyo’s towers.
’Neo-Tokyo? What’s Neo-Tokyo?’
Ishiki’s eyes snapped open.
There were… two memories of same woman, in two different worlds?
“What…” he whispered.
The figure’s expression suddenly shifted.
“Don’t think,” he said quickly. “What’s there to think? Just accept and peace is—”
“Who the heck are you bastard?” Ishiki snapped, pushing himself away, and stood up slowly. He looked at his hands again.
“Who am I?” he asked with narrowed and urgent eyes. “What’s my name?”
The figure opened its mouth to speak, but Ishiki beat him to it.
“What do I do?” He asked. “Am I a Lieutenant? But a Lieutenant of what?”
The white void rippled again. More violently this time.
“Stop,” the figure said, with the same gentle smile. “Stop trying to hurt yourself, you will never find peace like this.”
But Ishiki couldn’t stop. And somewhere, inside the deepest parts of his mind there was an eerie name.
’Memory Reaper.’
The title floated up from somewhere deep.
’Wait… Memory Reaper. ’ His eyes widened in realization.
’That’s what I am. That’s my… Title.’
“I don’t have a wife,” Ishiki said slowly, staring at the figure with cold eyes. “I don’t have a daughter. I’m sixteen years old.”
The figure’s eyes narrowed and his jaw clenched.
But it was too late.
Ishiki looked at him straight in the eyes. “Goddamn bastard… what did you do to me?”
Everything made sense now, everything that had happened—the disappearances, the names on the list, the hollow-eyed players.
And everything that Ishiki just now experienced.
’It was an illusion.’
The thought sent shivers cascading down his spine.
All of it. The perfect life, the family and the city.
’The Lord of Illusions.’ He remembered and looked up at the beautiful figure and finally saw what it truly was.
It Not a benevolent spirit or a god offering salvation.
He was a corrupted being. Sealed in the temple for unknown crimes. Feeding on the souls of anyone who entered its domain. Creating perfect illusions tailored to each victim’s deepest desires and greatest fears.
Breaking their will to live and then consuming them.
“The people in the clearing,” Ishiki whispered. “You ate them? You wretch.”
The figure’s face twisted, revealing his true malevolence underneath that was all angles and hunger.
“I was starving,” it hissed. “Trapped and forgotten for centuries. You were the fools who opened the seal.”
Ishiki felt as if with every passing second, something was being lifted off his mind. A fog that obscured reality and mixed it with illusions.
“The skeletons,” he said. “The ones in the temple. Those were the original people of the clearing, weren’t they?”
The Lord of Illusions and Deceit smiled with too many teeth. “What if they were, yes i killed them all” it said, “my halo is nearly complete. Just a few more souls…”
It reached for Ishiki. “Starting with yours.”
Ishiki grinned. “In your dreams…”
The world shattered like glass and Ishiki’s eyes snapped open.
He was lying on his makeshift bed in the house at the clearing’s edge. Soaked in sweat and his heart raced like it was on the edge. But he was alive.
He gasped for air, hands clutching at his chest.
’I’m alive. It was an illusion, just a goddamn illusion.’ He was happy and afraid.
Afraid for the fact that he might have lived through the illusion, but the others might not. After all, the Lord if illusion and deceit had taken almost 20 of their people, he was not weak by any chance.
Ishiki, himself might have just given up his soul, not for the fact that his mother’s memory saved him.
He rolled off the bed and ran. He burst through the door into the crimson-lit night. The Crimson Moon still hung in the sky.
’It’s still Crimson Night. Shit!’
He sprinted toward the temple, boots pounding against dirt. The gates were closed but not locked. He yanked them open and rushed inside.
The warmth and smell hit it all at once.
The inside reeked of death, decay and blood. It was still lit up by the sconces burning on the each side.
The statue stood in the center, it looked serene and calm. Its hands were still raised as if holding something.
Nothing much had changed, leave the halo behind its head.
… It was almost complete. Just a few fragments and it would be a perfect arc.
And the other new site that Ishiki saw was, below the obsidian platform—
His stomach revolted at the scene.
Skeletons. Dozens of them. They were all piled beneath the statue like offerings. Some old and yellowed. Others fresh and still white.
They were the skeletons of dozens of players who had gone missing. They were all dead… just like that. Ishiki staggered back, feeling a very vague feeling of loss.
’Their Scenario is Completed. ’
The statue’s empty eyes seemed to follow him as he staggered back.
’That… that thing just looked at me, damn it… It’s going to come alive any moment.’
A creep ran down his spine. They were screwed if that happened. He needed to wake up the others and get out of here.
RIGHT NOW.
They might live through the onslaught of the trees and the withering beasts. But there would sure as hell die if they stay here.
He turned toward the exit and froze.
Five figures stood in the doorway.
Their eyes were empty. Void-like pits that reflected nothing.
And they all stared at Ishiki.
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Chapters
- Chapter 252: The Corrupted Boy
- Chapter 251: A hidden Player
- Chapter 250: Rest...
- Chapter 249: Camouflage
- Chapter 248: SlaughterHouse
- Chapter 247: Surprise Attack
- Chapter 246: Ruins of Civilization (II)
- Chapter 245: Ruins of Civilization
- Chapter 244: Ruling out
- Chapter 243: The wall Report
- Chapter 242: A surprise birthday party
- Chapter 241: No One
- Chapter 240: Welcome Back
- Chapter 239: A day in life as a Father
- Chapter 238: A Trial
- Chapter 237: Peice
- Chapter 236: Coincidence
- Chapter 235: Meeting
- Chapter 234: Underground Chase
- Chapter 233: Investigation (III)
- Chapter 232: Investigation (II)
- Chapter 231: Investigation (I)
- Chapter 230: Mysterious Behaviour
- Chapter 229: New Attendant
- Chapter 228: The New Life
- Chapter 227: Horns
- Chapter 226: Ghost
- Chapter 225: The Cruel and Sinful World
- Chapter 224: Results
- Chapter 223: Sweet Victory
- Chapter 222: All as Planned
- Chapter 221: The mastermind
- Chapter 220: The Two Orbs
- Chapter 219: Traitor
- Chapter 218: Battle for Salvation (XII)
- Chapter 217: Battle for Salvation (XI)
- Chapter 216: Battle for Salvation (X)
- Chapter 215: Battle for Salvation (IX)
- Chapter 214: Battle for Salvation (VIII)
- Chapter 213: Battle for Salvation (VII)
- Chapter 212: Battle for Salvation (VI)
- Chapter 211: Battle For Salvation (V)
- Chapter 210: Battle for Salvation (IV)
- Chapter 209: Battle for Salvation (III)
- Chapter 208: Battle for Salvation (II)
- Chapter 207: Battle for Salvation
- Chapter 206: Pieces of the Puzzle
- Chapter 205: The Great Corruption (II)
- Chapter 204: The Great Corruption
- Chapter 203: Truth Behind it all (II)
- Chapter 202: Truth behind it all
- Chapter 201: Divine Blood
- Chapter 200: Born Again
- Chapter 199: Forgotten Hero
- Chapter 198: Eternal Prisoner
- Chapter 197: Unknown Chamber
- Chapter 196: A Monster
- Chapter 195: Curse of The Forgotten
- Chapter 194: Roundabout
- Chapter 193: Timelines
- Chapter 192: Restless
- Chapter 191: In the Ruins (III)
- Chapter 190: In the Ruins (II)
- Chapter 189: In the Ruins (I)
- Chapter 188: Innocense
- Chapter 187: Cathedral Ruins
- Chapter 186: Exploration
- Chapter 185: Numbers
- Chapter 184: Secret Meeting
- Chapter 183: Followers
- Chapter 182: Ishiki’s conjectures
- Chapter 181: Cheat!!
- Chapter 180: Soul Space
- Chapter 179: Sorrow’s Edge
- Chapter 178: Strength
- Chapter 177: A deeper understanding
- Chapter 176: Intruder
- Chapter 175: Forward
- Chapter 174: Older
- Chapter 173: The Emperor of Aethelburg
- Chapter 172: True Form
- Chapter 171: Possesed
- Chapter 170: Impossibe Odds (X)
- Chapter 169: Impossible Odds (IX)
- Chapter 168: Impossible Odds (VIII)
- Chapter 167: Impossible Odds (VII)
- Chapter 166: Impossible Odds (VI)
- Chapter 165: Impossible odds (V)
- Chapter 164: Impossible Odds (IV)
- Chapter 163: Impossible Odds (III)
- Chapter 162: Impossible Odds (II)
- Chapter 161: Impossible Odds (I)
- Chapter 160: Heartless
- Chapter 159: Hidden ability
- Chapter 158: Game of Choice
- Chapter 157: Idea
- Chapter 156: Relics of Bygone Age
- Chapter 155: Manipulation
- Chapter 154: Slap
- Chapter 153: Allies
- Chapter 152: Sacrifice shrouded in Mysteries
- Chapter 151: A Dragon
- Chapter 150: How painful can reality be?
- Chapter 149: Inside Memories (II)
- Chapter 148: Inside Memories
- Chapter 147: An Unseen Enemy
- Chapter 146: Alone
- Chapter 145: A strange Encounter (II)
- Chapter 144: A strange Encounter
- Chapter 143: Immortal Heart
- Chapter 142: Walker between two World
- Chapter 141: Anomaly
- Chapter 140: Invaluable information
- Chapter 139: The Diary of Secrets
- Chapter 138: Fighting a Skeleton
- Chapter 137: The Fifth room
- Chapter 136: History of Gods (II)
- Chapter 135: History of Gods
- Chapter 134: The will to Live
- Chapter 133: Slave
- Chapter 132: Winds Embrace
- Chapter 131: Aftermath
- Chapter 130: A random Player
- Chapter 129: Demonic Creatures
- Chapter 128: A coward
- Chapter 127: The Last option
- Chapter 126: Trickster
- Chapter 125: Doctor in an Apocalypse
- Chapter 124: Xenon
- Chapter 123: The Fall (II)
- Chapter 122: The fall
- Chapter 121: Goodbye
- Chapter 120: Prison Escape (VIII)
- Chapter 119: Prison Escape (VII)
- Chapter 118: Prison Escape (VI)
- Chapter 117: Prison Escape (V)
- Chapter 116: Prison Escape (IV)
- Chapter 115: Prison Escape (III)
- Chapter 114: Prison Escape (II)
- Chapter 113: Prison Escape (I)
- Chapter 112: In a Prison once again
- Chapter 111: Cat and Mouse chase
- Chapter 110: Terrible Price
- Chapter 109: Truth Seeker
- Chapter 108: Eye of Ruin
- Chapter 107: The Eyeless Roamer
- Chapter 106: Battle at the Bridge (II)
- Chapter 105: Battle at the Bridge
- Chapter 104: Neural Matrix System
- Chapter 103: Hollow Celebration
- Chapter 102: Progress
- Chapter 101: Climbing to the Top
- Chapter 100: Monsters
- Chapter 99: What the Future Holds
- Chapter 98: Friend
- Chapter 97: Lost in History
- Chapter 96: What Matters
- Chapter 95: A Date
- Chapter 94: Secondary Ring
- Chapter 93: Plan B
- Chapter 92: The City of Dreams
- Chapter 91: The Sun
- Chapter 90: The Invisible Blade
- Chapter 89: Story of a Boy
- Chapter 88: Tainted Demon
- Chapter 87: Fighting through the Dark
- Chapter 86: The beggar and The princess
- Chapter 85: A polished cage
- Chapter 84: Choices (II)
- Chapter 83: Choices
- Chapter 82: Inside Hell
- Chapter 81: From one to another
- Chapter 80: Trapped
- Chapter 79: Waking Up
- Chapter 78: Falling Star
- Chapter 77: A Perfect Life
- Chapter 76: Dream
- Chapter 75: Hero
- Chapter 74: Hunt (III)
- Chapter 73: Hunt (II)
- Chapter 72: Hunt (I)
- Chapter 71: Memories of what was
- Chapter 70: Who?
- Chapter 69: Illusions
- Chapter 68: In a Week
- Chapter 67: Missing Names
- Chapter 66: Nightmare
- Chapter 65: The Fear of Unknown
- Chapter 64: The Crimson Storm
- Chapter 63: Sinister
- Chapter 62: Thirty-one
- Chapter 61: Calm Before the Storm
- Chapter 60: Freedom...
- Chapter 59: Dark Truth
- Chapter 58: The Lord of...
- Chapter 57: The Temple
- Chapter 56: Violence
- Chapter 55: New Life
- Chapter 54: Exclusive Skill
- Chapter 53: Guests (II)
- Chapter 52: Guests
- Chapter 51: Breaking Hope
- Chapter 50: From the Top
- Chapter 49: Mysterious Village (II)
- Chapter 48: Mysterious Village
- Chapter 47: Dreadful Night Sky
- Chapter 46: Beautiful Night Sky
- Chapter 45: Crimson Canopy
- Chapter 44: A Merciful Stranger
- Chapter 43: Terror of the Sleeping Forest
- Chapter 42: Worst
- Chapter 41: Rhino-Worm
- Chapter 40: The Living Forest
- Chapter 39: Scenario
- Chapter 38: Vanished
- Chapter 37: Sword Play
- Chapter 36: Nine Days
- Chapter 35: Killing from Inside
- Chapter 34: Camp Breach (II)
- Chapter 33: Camp Breach
- Chapter 32: Friendly Spar
- Chapter 31: Team
- Chapter 30: Ghost Blade
- Chapter 29: In the Dark
- Chapter 28: Hunting Party
- Chapter 27: Real Rain
- Chapter 26: Wondering
- Chapter 25: Title
- Chapter 24: The Princess
- Chapter 23: Alliance
- Chapter 22: Registration
- Chapter 21: Relief Camp
- Chapter 20: In a ruined world
- Chapter 19: Back To Earth
- Chapter 18: Back Home
- Chapter 17: Memory Reaper
- Chapter 16: Complete
- Chapter 15: Even Shadows can Kill
- Chapter 14: How unexpected can life be...
- Chapter 13: No Matter what it costs
- Chapter 12: The old monk
- Chapter 11: Treasure Crate
- Chapter 10: Demons
- Chapter 9: First Kill
- Chapter 8: Brace Yourself
- Chapter 7: Shinobi
- Chapter 6: Getting away
- Chapter 5: Inhumane Beast
- Chapter 4: Assault
- Chapter 3: Announcement
- Chapter 2: Trial Begins
- Chapter 1: The End...