Chapter 146: It’s Messy, Not Wrong
(ALICE)
I am fully determined to keep a low profile at the upcoming events and meals. However, when I enter the breakfast banquet the next morning, all eyes turn toward me.
I swallow.
“I told you we should have come later,” I whisper to Mary.
Breakfast is taking place on the palace grounds. Small, round tables have been set up, and there is a buffet. People are mingling, the conversation is light-hearted and easy. But most of it fades when I arrive.
“Should we leave?” Mary asks, but before I can answer, I hear a voice from behind me.
“Do you ladies need a partner?”
I look over my shoulder and see a handsome wolf shifter. His skin is dusky, his brown eyes twinkling. Mary is gaping at him, and I wonder if I should tell her that she’s beginning to drool a little.
“We’re quite alright,” I begin, but his lips turn upward in a smile.
“You do realize that the moment you approach any one of these tables, you will be swarmed by the other guests.”
I cast an anxious look around the banquet area. “We’ll come back later.”
“The hunting event is in two hours,” the man says before holding out his hand to me. “My name is Jason Marrock. I am the alpha of the Shadow Pack.”
Mary’s eyes widen. “You are the Jason Marrock?”
I cast her a questioning look, but she just shakes her head, blushing brightly. “I see your friend knows who I am. But you don’t?” He looks surprised.
Before I can try to come up with an answer, Mary takes over. “My friend here doesn’t pay much attention to pack politics. Alice, Alpha Marrock, is the youngest alpha ever in the Wolf Kingdom. He’s incredibly talented.
King Griffin even tried to recruit him into the royal army once. Jason turned him down.”
I give the man before me a strained smile. “Are you here to take him up on his offer?”
Jason chuckles. “No. I came here with the hopes of finding my fated mate. I wasn’t so lucky the past few years. I’m starting to think that perhaps I should look elsewhere.”
He gazes at me for a long time, and I smile awkwardly. “Well, there are plenty of eligible girls here. I’m sure you’ll find somebody you like. Excuse us.”
I take Mary’s hand and drag her toward the trees, away from the crowded tables. Mary is muttering something to herself, and when I stop, out of sight of everyone, she slaps me on the arm. “What is wrong with you? He was hitting on you!”
“What?” I gape at her. “No, he wasn’t.”
“That whole speech about not having found his fated mate and now deciding to look elsewhere?” Mary says in a mocking tone before smacking me on the arm again. “He was looking at you, Alice!”
“Stop hitting me!” I scowl. “What did you want me to do? I already have a fated mate. Why would he hit on me if he knows I already have someone, that someone being Darian?”
“Because Darian wasn’t around, you idiot,” my friend bursts out. “He should be here, by your side, to let everyone know that you are taken. You really have no idea how this works, do you?”
I stare at her. “I think my head is going to explode.”
“Fated mates verbally accept each other after the red thread appears. If they don’t, others consider them fair game. It’s something of a competition among the unmated shifters, and if one of the fated mate pairs is powerful, they try even harder to court them till the last day.”
“But fated mates mostly choose each other, don’t they?” I ask slowly.
“Mostly, yes.” Mary shrugs. “Anyway, I have a feeling that Willow might have spread information about you not having a wolf spirit, but I don’t know if that’ll be enough to hold off the other men. The fact that you are Darian’s fated mate makes you special. And—” She sniffs me again, frowning. “Seriously, why do you smell so good?”
I push her away. “Will you stop that?”
But Mary moves closer, her expression grim. “Wait. There’s something about your scent.”
“Mary, now isn’t the time to joke around.” She moves along my arm to my neck, and I turn stiff. “What is it?”
“Your scent is changing.” She leans back, looking astounded. “That’s why I couldn’t put my finger on it. It’s tantalizing. To a female like me, it smells sweet, but to men, it might smell irresistible. You smell like power.”
“Like power?” I repeat, wondering if she went and hit her head somewhere. “You’re going to have to explain that because power isn’t a smell!”
She gestures with her hand, frustrated. “I don’t know how to explain it. This is something I learned in one of my classes when I was in the training program to become a healer: scent is very important to male shifters when choosing a mate. The purer a scent, the more powerful a wolf shifter is supposed to be. This is especially true for female shifters. Before, your scent has always felt diluted, just a bit off. But ever since a few weeks ago, it’s begun to change. Wait…” She makes a face, thinking. “Not a few weeks. You know that day in your apartment when I told you that you smelled different? That was the first time I caught the change. I didn’t put two and two together at the time, but now, it’s growing stronger.”
“You’re saying my scent is pure?” I sniff myself. “I don’t smell anything.”
“I’m telling you, it’s true,” Mary insists. “And if you don’t believe me, you can ask Darian. You smell strong. No other way to explain it.”
“But I’m not strong,” I remind her, exasperated.
She shrugs. “Don’t ask me. I’m just telling you what I’m noticing, but you should probably talk to Darian. He shouldn’t be leaving you alone like this at any of the events. Otherwise, you’ll start gaining a bunch of suitors.”
“I don’t have a wolf spirit, Mary!” I enunciate each word. “What does it matter if my scent is pure or diluted? I’m not a powerful shifter.”
“But you can produce powerful pups,” Mary scoffs. “A lot of male shifters look for that in a mate. Some of them may not care that you don’t have a wolf spirit. Talk to Darian. It could be—” She cuts herself off, a strange look forming on her face. “Never mind. That’s not possible.”
“What?”
She shakes her head. “Forget it. Let’s go grab some breakfast.”
I peek out from behind the tree, mentally drained from this conversation.
Most of the wolf shifters have already eaten and left. We quickly hurry over to the buffet, and as I’m piling food on my plate, I feel a pair of eyes on me. When I look over my shoulder, I see Jason leaning against a tree in the distance, watching me. He doesn’t approach me, but his chin lifts when he catches me looking over.
I wince. “Do you think we can take this to our room?”
Mary has a piece of bacon in her mouth, and she shakes her head. “I don’t think so. Let’s just find a quiet spot to eat before the hunting competition begins. We have to get dressed for that.”
We find an empty table, and as we’re eating, I catch a few shifters coming our way. However, to my surprise, Jason steps in front of them, stopping their descent toward us. He’s getting rid of them, letting us have our breakfast in peace.
When our eyes meet, he grins at me and mouths, “I’ve got this.” I can’t help but smile. Maybe I misjudged him.
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Chapters
- Chapter 165: Just Kill Me
- Chapter 164: Something Still Breathing
- Chapter 163: To Break Her Spirit
- Chapter 162: To Make It Work
- Chapter 161: All I Never Had
- Chapter 160: This Was Never Nothing
- Chapter 159: After Everything
- Chapter 158: The Fight I Won
- Chapter 157: Lawyer, Mother, Survivor
- Chapter 156: Refusing to Lose
- Chapter 155: I Did it Anyway
- Chapter 154: Even Death Denied Me
- Chapter 153: A Second Heartbeat
- Chapter 152: Too Far to Believe
- Chapter 151: Less Than Enough
- Chapter 150: Over the Edge
- Chapter 149: Before Anyone Listened
- Chapter 148: Chosen in Private
- Chapter 147: Into the Palace Woods
- Chapter 146: It’s Messy, Not Wrong
- Chapter 145: Maybe This Is Good
- Chapter 144: Not My World
- Chapter 143 - 20
- Chapter 142 - 19
- Chapter 141 - 18
- Chapter 140 - 17
- Chapter 139 - 16
- Chapter 138 - 15
- Chapter 137 - 14
- Chapter 136 - 13
- Chapter 135 - 12
- Chapter 134 - 11
- Chapter 133 - 10
- Chapter 132 - 9
- Chapter 131 - 8
- Chapter 130 - 7
- Chapter 129 - 6
- Chapter 128 - 5
- Chapter 127: Give Me a Reason
- Chapter 126: Heart on Empty
- Chapter 125: Invisible
- Chapter 124: Screwed
- Chapter 123: Need You
- Chapter 122: As Ready as I’ll Ever Be
- Chapter 121: The Best Revenge
- Chapter 120: For Us
- Chapter 119: Her Awakening
- Chapter 118: Return of the Wolf King
- Chapter 117: To End a Lineage
- Chapter 116: A Broken Belief
- Chapter 115: I Got You
- Chapter 114: In Her Misery
- Chapter 113: For What it’s Worth
- Chapter 112: Slipping Away
- Chapter 111: I’ll Stand By You
- Chapter 110: Whatever She Wants
- Chapter 109: Unworthy of You
- Chapter 108: To Live Again
- Chapter 107: Somebody Lied
- Chapter 106: I Hate You
- Chapter 105: A World Without Her
- Chapter 104: The Kingdom Will Never Accept
- Chapter 103: Giving Love a Chance
- Chapter 102: Stranger in His Court
- Chapter 101: The Queen They Chose
- Chapter 100: The Moment I Knew
- Chapter 99: Meant for the Alpha
- Chapter 98: Just For Tonight
- Chapter 97: By Blood and Destiny
- Chapter 96: Bound by a Crown
- Chapter 95: Never Stopped Believing
- Chapter 94: No Longer Invisible
- Chapter 93: Touched by the Ancient One
- Chapter 92: Not a Burden
- Chapter 91: Familiarity
- Chapter 90: All For Control
- Chapter 89: Our Space
- Chapter 88: Heavy is the Crown
- Chapter 87: Home
- Chapter 86: You Are King
- Chapter 85: The Cost of Leaving
- Chapter 84: In The Quiet of her Voice
- Chapter 83: In His Silence
- Chapter 82: Counting The Hours
- Chapter 81: Finding Our Way Back
- Chapter 80: Eyes On The Distance
- Chapter 79: In His Eyes
- Chapter 78: Work or Die
- Chapter 77: Let The World Know
- Chapter 76: We Will Be Ready
- Chapter 75: Not Dead Yet
- Chapter 74: Always a Substitute
- Chapter 73: Make the Vow
- Chapter 72: The True Queen
- Chapter 71: All Hail the King and Queen
- Chapter 70: Something I Should Know
- Chapter 69: Back To Life
- Chapter 68: He Is Mine
- Chapter 67: Confessions
- Chapter 66: You Are Mine
- Chapter 65: The Real Queen
- Chapter 64: Rules Must Change
- Chapter 63: New Developments
- Chapter 62: A Lot To Lose
- Chapter 61: Somebody Knew
- Chapter 60: Disaster Yet Again
- Chapter 59: A King’s Son
- Chapter 58: What I Put You Through
- Chapter 57: Goddess’ Blessing
- Chapter 56: Whatever the Cost
- Chapter 55: Without You
- Chapter 54: His True Mate
- Chapter 53: Do I Know You?
- Chapter 52: Of Promises and Sacrifices
- Chapter 51: All I Want Is My Mate
- Chapter 50: Come Home To Me
- Chapter 49: Whatever it Takes
- Chapter 48: The Price of Trust
- Chapter 47: Silent Screams
- Chapter 46: In My World
- Chapter 45: Bitter Pill
- Chapter 44: Truth and Consequences
- Chapter 43: Not Your Mate
- Chapter 42: Keep Your Distance
- Chapter 41: A Price to Pay
- Chapter 40: Another Man’s Mark
- Chapter 39: Not Your Prisoner
- Chapter 38: Who’s Your Father?
- Chapter 37: Stalking Corrine
- Chapter 36: Bonds Beyond Death
- Chapter 35: Truth and Consequences
- Chapter 34: You Have No Claim
- Chapter 33: Lurking Danger
- Chapter 32: To Claim You Again
- Chapter 31: Alpha’s Secret Baby
- Chapter 30: Away from the World
- Chapter 29: All Her Fault
- Chapter 28: Gone
- Chapter 27: A Cruel World
- Chapter 26: Far, Far Away
- Chapter 25: When I Die
- Chapter 24: The Fake Princess
- Chapter 23: Safe With You
- Chapter 22: Built For Me
- Chapter 21: Not of Pure Blood
- Chapter 20: Nothing Between Us
- Chapter 19: Outside at Last
- Chapter 18: Behave, Corrine
- Chapter 17: Sorry not Sorry
- Chapter 16: Whose King?
- Chapter 15: Not So Queen
- Chapter 14: A Reason to Live
- Chapter 13: Stranger to the North
- Chapter 12: Free of Everything
- Chapter 11: What Happened to You?
- Chapter 10: An Odd Sense of Guilt
- Chapter 9: In My Mind
- Chapter 8: Know Your Place
- Chapter 7: A Side Piece?
- Chapter 6: A Doll and a Puppet
- Chapter 5: Nothing More than a Substitute
- Chapter 4: Queen to Be
- Chapter 3: Executed at Dawn
- Chapter 2: Die for Her
- Chapter 1: No Escape