Chapter 90: All For Control
(MAYA)
The long oak table is covered in food. Roasted meats, platters of vegetables, baskets of warm bread, bowls of steaming soup. It smells like heaven, rich and buttery and so comforting that my knees nearly buckle.
“Come. Sit. Eat.” I catch Erik looking at his older brother, the corner of his mouth tensing, and I wonder if it’s because of how thin Griffin looks.
Griffin’s hand, warm and steady, finds the small of my back and nudges me gently forward. I let him guide me, too dazed by the sheer amount of food to speak.
We sit near the center of the table. Before I can even reach for a spoon, Griffin plucks one up and starts serving me. “Griffin—” I protest weakly as he heaps a thick slice of roast onto my plate, then piles potatoes next to it like he’s been appointed my personal caretaker.
“You’re too thin,” he mutters, not looking at me.
Heat creeps up my neck. I catch Erik watching us with a spark of amusement in his sharp, gray eyes, but he says nothing, just raises a brow slightly.
I pick up my fork, feeling oddly self-conscious under Griffin’s quiet scrutiny. His knee brushes mine beneath the table. Not an accident this time.
Trying to focus, I spear a piece of potato and lift it to my mouth. It’s buttery, rich, and practically melts on my tongue. I didn’t realize how hungry I was until now.
Erik leans back in his chair, eyeing me more seriously. “You said you wanted to talk to me.” I swallow, the bite turning heavy in my throat.
“Yes.” I set my fork down carefully. “About the Silver Ring Organization. They’ve been working on something. A formula.” Griffin’s hand stops in midair, a piece of bread halfway to my plate.
Before I continue, I grab his wrist, forcing the bread down to his own plate and glaring at him. “You need to serve yourself, too. You weren’t exactly being wined and dined there, either. Eat.”
“But you—”
“Eat,” I order, and he sighs, reluctantly picking a piece of roasted ham and putting it on his plate. I add a few slices of turkey bacon and catch him watching me.
“What?” I glower at him. “Only you are allowed to put food on my plate?”
Erik clears his throat. “Let’s focus on our own plates and get back to the matter at hand. This formula you mentioned, Maya—”
“They’ve nearly perfected it.” I turn my attention back to him. “It traps a shifter in their human form. Locks them there.”
Erik’s face hardens immediately, his entire posture going rigid. “That’s not possible.”
“It shouldn’t be.” I glance down at my hands, flexing my fingers as if doing so could shake off the cold knot forming in my stomach. “But they’re using both science and technology. Bioengineering. Nanotechnology. Things I don’t fully understand.”
Griffin sets a piece of bread on my plate. I blink at him, but he gives me a look—eat—before he focuses on his own plate again.
“They’re also developing a new way to force a transformation,” I say. “They were using injections before. However, they are now working on a collar. Something that will—”
Griffin straightens abruptly, tension radiating off him like a storm cloud. “A collar?” His voice is unrecognizable now.
I nod slowly. “To force the transformation whenever they want. From human to wolf. Maybe even to keep the shifter stuck.” Erik’s expression turns grim. “That’s barbaric.”
Griffin’s gaze is distant now, focused somewhere beyond the room. His hand tightens into a fist on the table. “They put one on me,” he says suddenly.
My heart lurches. “What?” I whisper.
Griffin drags in a breath through his nose, like he’s pulling the memory up from a locked box he didn’t want to open.
“I don’t remember everything. It’s all rather hazy. But they collared me once. In my wolf form.” His voice is so calm that it terrifies me more than if he were shouting. “It’s not what made me stuck, though. Not in the way you’re describing. If anything, it made me even more aggressive. Stronger. Out of control. I broke it.”
Erik leans forward, every inch of him sharpened with focus. “Maybe the collar wasn’t meant only to trap you. It was meant to weaponize you.”
Griffin shrugs one shoulder stiffly, probably easier to do than admit what those bastards did to him.
I force myself to stay calm, to keep my voice steady. “I only saw the file for a few minutes. Cassian removed it before I could read more. But if Griffin remembers correctly, and given how dazed he was during captivity—”
I glance at Griffin. His gaze is locked on mine, unreadable. A silent thread of connection hums between us. “They could be trying to control the wolf forms,” I finish. “Force shifters into a rage state. Turn them into weapons.”
Erik exhales sharply, rubbing a hand over his face. “Goddess! Why?”
I pick up my fork again just to have something to do with my hands. Griffin immediately shovels another piece of roast onto my plate like I’m about to wither away on the spot. I glare at him half-heartedly, and he nudges my knee under the table, daring me to fight him about it.
I take a bite, mostly because if I don’t, he’ll probably start feeding me himself.
“They’re organized. Strategic,” I say between bites. “They want control. Over everything, for some reason.”
Griffin’s expression darkens. His thumb brushes my leg again beneath the table, a subtle stroke that sends a shiver up my spine despite the grim conversation. I know he’s trying to comfort me, but the reaction his touch elicits is the furthest thing from comfort.
“They could turn whole packs into weapons,” Erik mutters. “Send them after humans. Start a war.”
“That’s what I’m afraid of,” I admit.
Erik pushes back in his chair slightly, arms folded, face stormy. “And if they control the wolf’s mind—”
“They control the person,” Griffin finishes ominously.
Silence falls over the table, heavy and suffocating.
I push my half-eaten plate away, my appetite gone. Griffin immediately pulls it back toward me and drops a buttered roll on it like that will fix everything.
I can’t help it—I laugh, a breathless, incredulous sound. Erik chuckles, too, the tension in the room breaking just slightly. “She’s not going to waste away, Griffin,” Erik says, shaking his head.
Griffin grunts. “She might.”
My heart does a funny little twist in my chest. I meet Griffin’s eyes—and the warmth there nearly knocks the air out of me.
Protective. Stubborn. Possessive.
I glance down, feeling the heat in my face, but I don’t miss the way his foot slides along mine under the table, a slow, deliberate brush that leaves my skin buzzing.
Erik clears his throat pointedly, but there’s a smile tugging at the corners of his mouth.
“Alright,” he says, leaning forward again, serious once more. “We need to find out everything we can. Plans, prototypes, weaknesses. Before they finish whatever they’re building.”
I nod, feeling the weight of this settle on my shoulders. “We will,” I say.
Beside me, Griffin reaches up and gently tucks a loose strand of hair behind my ear, his fingers grazing my cheek in the softest, most possessive touch imaginable.
I go still.
“Your hair was getting in the way,” he says quietly.
If it were anyone else touching me, I would explode. I don’t like people touching me. Not so casually. But when Griffin does it, I feel grounded.
When did that start happening? When did I transition from finding him untrustworthy and slightly dangerous to considering him a source of comfort?
Erik sits up in his chair, a thoughtful look shadowing his features as he cuts into a piece of rare meat. “Can either of you describe the place?”
Griffin wipes his mouth with the back of his hand, his plate nearly empty. He glances at me hesitantly before answering. “My memories are cloudy,” he says slowly. “Pieces are missing. Things they did to me—drugs, restraints. I don’t remember much about the facility itself.”
My heart breaks. I hate how easily he says it, as he has already buried the worst parts to be able to keep breathing.
“But I do,” I say quietly, setting my fork down. Griffin’s gaze flicks to me, some of the weight lifting from his shoulders. I shift in my seat, picking at the edge of my napkin. “Not the exact layout, except for the parts of the building they had me working in, and the way from our cell to the exit. But the land surrounding it. The area.”
Erik’s attention sharpens, the whole room seeming to narrow down to just the three of us.
“It was private property. Definitely,” I continue, racking my brain. “Probably ten acres, maybe more. There was an electric fence surrounding it. Remember? We jumped over it. It wasn’t a wild forest, either—it was…organized. Like someone designed it to look natural while hiding the security measures.”
Griffin lets out a low hum, rubbing the back of his neck. “When we were running, I didn’t pay much attention. I was just focused on getting us out of there.”
“You ran fast,” I say with a small smile. “Really fast. I had to hide my face in your fur because I thought I would get whiplash.”
He gives me a serious look, impressed. “Because of you,” he says, putting a piece of bread on my plate. Again.
I shake my head in amusement and start picking at it. “I gave him something,” I explain to Erik, who is watching us with the faintest hint of a smile. “A vial of a liquid I created. It was designed to boost a shifter’s strength and speed for a short time. I had been developing it here, and the formula was still in my head.”
Griffin shakes his head. “It worked a little too well. I barely remember half the escape. Just moving. Fast.”
Erik taps his fork against his plate thoughtfully. “So, you’re estimating the facility was several days’ journey from here?”
Griffin shrugs. “Maybe. In human form, driving? Definitely a couple of days. In wolf form…Well, we pushed ourselves hard.”
Erik leans forward, resting his elbows on the table. “But Griffin, you’re not exactly a baseline shifter.” Griffin blinks at him, frowning slightly.
“You’re the heir to the throne. More than that, you’re the true king.” Erik’s voice is low, deliberate. “Your strength, stamina, and speed are naturally beyond those of any other wolf.”
Griffin sits back, silent. I feel the change in him, the discomfort, the weight of what Erik is saying. “So what was two days to you”—Erik pauses, shrugging—”might actually be much farther away.” The realization hangs heavy in the air.
I push the food around on my plate, my appetite fading. “Which means finding that place is going to be like finding a needle in a haystack.”
Erik’s jaw tightens. “Not impossible. Just harder.”
I try to picture the route we took. “There were landmarks. Hills, rivers…The air smelled different. Like wet iron.” Griffin leans closer, interest sparking in his eyes. “You remember that?”
I nod, my heartbeat kicking up a notch. “Yeah. I remember thinking it didn’t smell like a forest near a city. It was rawer.
Wilder. And silent. No traffic, no planes. Nothing.”
Erik’s lips press into a thin line. “That narrows it down. Somewhat.”
Griffin glances at him, a flicker of hope lighting up his expression. “You know places like that?”
Erik nods. “Old properties. Private estates abandoned after the last human war. Miles and miles of nothing. Some are even off the official maps. But they’re all human-owned.”
I take a small bite of the bread Griffin piled onto my plate earlier, barely tasting it. “They chose it deliberately,” I say. “They didn’t want anyone stumbling onto their experiments.”
Griffin’s hand brushes mine again under the table, grounding me. I hold onto it like a lifeline. “They didn’t want witnesses,” he says severely.
A shiver runs down my spine. I remember the way the chains holding him down looked, the way he was held prisoner, like he was nothing to them. The way his wolf snarled and thrashed, mindless with rage.
“We have to find it,” I say. “Before they finish the collar.”
Erik nods. “We will. Did you see any of the other kidnapped victims?”
I knew that many shifters had been kidnapped over the course of several years, Erik’s kingdom only having noticed these disappearances relatively recently, after one of the victims showed up. He was at death’s door.
“I was only allowed in two parts of the facility: the cell where I stayed with Griffin, and the lab. The lab had an attached bathroom that I was allowed to use. I saw no sign of anybody else, but the facility looked huge when I finally saw it from the outside. If the kidnapped shifters are alive, they could very well be in there.”
“If you want to send people to look for the place, I’ll go with them,” Griffin offers. “No!”
The word is out of my mouth before I can stop myself.
The two sets of eyes that land on me have me wilting in my chair. “I mean, you’ve barely recovered, and they were able to capture you once. What’s to stop them from doing it again?”
He looks insulted. “I wouldn’t be so foolish as to—”
“That’s not what I’m saying.” I don’t know why I’m still talking. “The palace is safe. Stay here. Recover.”
Before Griffin can reply, his brother intervenes. “I have to agree with Maya. But not for the same reasons. You’ve just returned. You need to take back the kingdom. I’ll go. Or, once you’re in better health, we can go together with a few squadrons. However, right now, you’re needed here.”
Griffin doesn’t look too pleased with the idea, but I am relieved. I can’t explain the feeling, but the idea of him going back there makes me sick to my stomach. Something about Cassian doesn’t sit right with me, and I don’t think Griffin should go head-to-head with him.
Not yet, at least. He’s not ready yet.
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Chapters
- Chapter 165: Just Kill Me
- Chapter 164: Something Still Breathing
- Chapter 163: To Break Her Spirit
- Chapter 162: To Make It Work
- Chapter 161: All I Never Had
- Chapter 160: This Was Never Nothing
- Chapter 159: After Everything
- Chapter 158: The Fight I Won
- Chapter 157: Lawyer, Mother, Survivor
- Chapter 156: Refusing to Lose
- Chapter 155: I Did it Anyway
- Chapter 154: Even Death Denied Me
- Chapter 153: A Second Heartbeat
- Chapter 152: Too Far to Believe
- Chapter 151: Less Than Enough
- Chapter 150: Over the Edge
- Chapter 149: Before Anyone Listened
- Chapter 148: Chosen in Private
- Chapter 147: Into the Palace Woods
- Chapter 146: It’s Messy, Not Wrong
- Chapter 145: Maybe This Is Good
- Chapter 144: Not My World
- Chapter 143 - 20
- Chapter 142 - 19
- Chapter 141 - 18
- Chapter 140 - 17
- Chapter 139 - 16
- Chapter 138 - 15
- Chapter 137 - 14
- Chapter 136 - 13
- Chapter 135 - 12
- Chapter 134 - 11
- Chapter 133 - 10
- Chapter 132 - 9
- Chapter 131 - 8
- Chapter 130 - 7
- Chapter 129 - 6
- Chapter 128 - 5
- Chapter 127: Give Me a Reason
- Chapter 126: Heart on Empty
- Chapter 125: Invisible
- Chapter 124: Screwed
- Chapter 123: Need You
- Chapter 122: As Ready as I’ll Ever Be
- Chapter 121: The Best Revenge
- Chapter 120: For Us
- Chapter 119: Her Awakening
- Chapter 118: Return of the Wolf King
- Chapter 117: To End a Lineage
- Chapter 116: A Broken Belief
- Chapter 115: I Got You
- Chapter 114: In Her Misery
- Chapter 113: For What it’s Worth
- Chapter 112: Slipping Away
- Chapter 111: I’ll Stand By You
- Chapter 110: Whatever She Wants
- Chapter 109: Unworthy of You
- Chapter 108: To Live Again
- Chapter 107: Somebody Lied
- Chapter 106: I Hate You
- Chapter 105: A World Without Her
- Chapter 104: The Kingdom Will Never Accept
- Chapter 103: Giving Love a Chance
- Chapter 102: Stranger in His Court
- Chapter 101: The Queen They Chose
- Chapter 100: The Moment I Knew
- Chapter 99: Meant for the Alpha
- Chapter 98: Just For Tonight
- Chapter 97: By Blood and Destiny
- Chapter 96: Bound by a Crown
- Chapter 95: Never Stopped Believing
- Chapter 94: No Longer Invisible
- Chapter 93: Touched by the Ancient One
- Chapter 92: Not a Burden
- Chapter 91: Familiarity
- Chapter 90: All For Control
- Chapter 89: Our Space
- Chapter 88: Heavy is the Crown
- Chapter 87: Home
- Chapter 86: You Are King
- Chapter 85: The Cost of Leaving
- Chapter 84: In The Quiet of her Voice
- Chapter 83: In His Silence
- Chapter 82: Counting The Hours
- Chapter 81: Finding Our Way Back
- Chapter 80: Eyes On The Distance
- Chapter 79: In His Eyes
- Chapter 78: Work or Die
- Chapter 77: Let The World Know
- Chapter 76: We Will Be Ready
- Chapter 75: Not Dead Yet
- Chapter 74: Always a Substitute
- Chapter 73: Make the Vow
- Chapter 72: The True Queen
- Chapter 71: All Hail the King and Queen
- Chapter 70: Something I Should Know
- Chapter 69: Back To Life
- Chapter 68: He Is Mine
- Chapter 67: Confessions
- Chapter 66: You Are Mine
- Chapter 65: The Real Queen
- Chapter 64: Rules Must Change
- Chapter 63: New Developments
- Chapter 62: A Lot To Lose
- Chapter 61: Somebody Knew
- Chapter 60: Disaster Yet Again
- Chapter 59: A King’s Son
- Chapter 58: What I Put You Through
- Chapter 57: Goddess’ Blessing
- Chapter 56: Whatever the Cost
- Chapter 55: Without You
- Chapter 54: His True Mate
- Chapter 53: Do I Know You?
- Chapter 52: Of Promises and Sacrifices
- Chapter 51: All I Want Is My Mate
- Chapter 50: Come Home To Me
- Chapter 49: Whatever it Takes
- Chapter 48: The Price of Trust
- Chapter 47: Silent Screams
- Chapter 46: In My World
- Chapter 45: Bitter Pill
- Chapter 44: Truth and Consequences
- Chapter 43: Not Your Mate
- Chapter 42: Keep Your Distance
- Chapter 41: A Price to Pay
- Chapter 40: Another Man’s Mark
- Chapter 39: Not Your Prisoner
- Chapter 38: Who’s Your Father?
- Chapter 37: Stalking Corrine
- Chapter 36: Bonds Beyond Death
- Chapter 35: Truth and Consequences
- Chapter 34: You Have No Claim
- Chapter 33: Lurking Danger
- Chapter 32: To Claim You Again
- Chapter 31: Alpha’s Secret Baby
- Chapter 30: Away from the World
- Chapter 29: All Her Fault
- Chapter 28: Gone
- Chapter 27: A Cruel World
- Chapter 26: Far, Far Away
- Chapter 25: When I Die
- Chapter 24: The Fake Princess
- Chapter 23: Safe With You
- Chapter 22: Built For Me
- Chapter 21: Not of Pure Blood
- Chapter 20: Nothing Between Us
- Chapter 19: Outside at Last
- Chapter 18: Behave, Corrine
- Chapter 17: Sorry not Sorry
- Chapter 16: Whose King?
- Chapter 15: Not So Queen
- Chapter 14: A Reason to Live
- Chapter 13: Stranger to the North
- Chapter 12: Free of Everything
- Chapter 11: What Happened to You?
- Chapter 10: An Odd Sense of Guilt
- Chapter 9: In My Mind
- Chapter 8: Know Your Place
- Chapter 7: A Side Piece?
- Chapter 6: A Doll and a Puppet
- Chapter 5: Nothing More than a Substitute
- Chapter 4: Queen to Be
- Chapter 3: Executed at Dawn
- Chapter 2: Die for Her
- Chapter 1: No Escape