Chapter 300: Body and Mind

“…” I’m lying in a viscous black liquid that I recognize as my consciousness, but it’s strangely empty, without the Pandora monster or the Tiny Pandora.

It’s just me, trapped on the ground by this darkness, wondering where the other two are, without them here it’s kind of…empty.

I hear a wet sound, like footsteps in this liquid, so I turn my head to see who it is, but I’m surprised to find that it’s not either of the two I’m used to.

I see a version of myself, she seems to be practically the same size as me, but has more mature features and slightly larger breasts, and has a chilling aura that makes my body react.

“Where are the other two?” I ask this other version of myself, more to share the space.

“They’re trapped”

“…?” She just says that, squatting down next to me while giving an enormous diabolical smile.

“Who are you?” I ask, trying to move, but being grasped more tightly by the darkness, I seem more trapped in place than the other times.

“I’m you, the ’final’ version of you, so to speak, or would it be the ’original’ version of you? I can say that I’m the closest to being identical to you after everything” She speaks, not explaining much.

“Of course, the small version calls me Torturer among some other nicknames, and the Monster version calls me arrogant Yandere, so I wonder how you’ll call me?” She says while poking my cheek, I must say that both titles are not pleasant.

And it gets even worse that she’s being called that way when I already have the information that the other two versions are trapped.

“Why did you show up?” I don’t know why she’s here, my other two versions I even understand, but this one is too enigmatic.

“I’ve come to take your place, I believe the system warned you” She speaks as if it’s nothing special, and with that I remember the system warning me to be careful not to be devoured by my own consciousness.

“From what you said, I believe you are…my body?” I say what I think she is.

“Bingo, I’m the one who takes the reins to solve all your problems, in fact I’ve always been here, even before those two arrived, but you’ve never seen me, you’ve just bathed in what I am without knowing” She speaks as the perception hits me.

This black thing I’m lying in now is her, I’ve always wondered why my consciousness is completely black and viscous, it seems I have the answer now.

“So when I lose control or my body reacts on pure impulse, it’s you?” The time I fled from Mikael on our first meeting, it was something I hadn’t even thought about yet, but my body alone decided to flee without caring what I would think.

And when I lost consciousness during training to control my monster form, my body moved and did things on its own, even irrational things like just attacking.

“Yes, I’m the one who makes the decisions to keep us alive, it was I who decided that we love Mikael because he is a strong man and a good candidate to impregnate us, it was I who decided how long it would take for you to be able to control our true form”

“Among many other things that I also decided, of course many you denied, you resisted following what I wanted many times, but that’s okay” She speaks, climbing onto my body and sitting on my abdomen.

“What do you want?” I ask.

“Autonomy, I want you, the only misaligned piece of our existence, I know what you are, a former human, a lucky soul who had a new chance, someone full of hatred”

“But our race has full autonomy even without consciousness, your older sister must also have gone through this trial to resist her own body before being fully consumed”

“I wonder what her choice was, to surrender? To kill? To resist? Or to unite completely, I have no way of knowing and I don’t care, what I mean to say is that even without a soul I would still exist”

“Of course, I wouldn’t be as well-defined, I would be weaker, and I would be less rational, but without you my body would still exist, and you also know this, our body was built before you were inserted here”

“…”

“I’m not calling you an intruder, this body is yours as much as it is mine, your decisions are also entirely yours, but I won’t just give up what is mine to you without trying to resist” She says, tearing my clothes.

“…Think of this as a final test, if you lose, the result will be bad for you, you will lose possession of this body and be locked up here obeying what I want”

“Is this revenge?” I ask.

“I’m glad you understand quickly, I didn’t gain anything special with you here, why should I compete for something that’s already mine? Show me that our mother didn’t make a mistake in creating us”

“Show me that our mother made the right choice by allowing body and soul to be based on us two” She speaks as she begins to touch my breasts.

“Can’t we negotiate?” I ask.

“Negotiate? I think I’m already being very gentle with you, I tortured your Tiny version for several days while you weren’t here, and I raped your monster version, giving her a lot of love”

“I think just by not torturing you, I’m already being very generous, by the way, you have a really nice body” She says with a little smile while playing with my nipples.

“It’s exactly my type, big breasts, a voluptuous body, long hair and a super tempting body…but, I prefer more submissive girls, I like to break those who are rebellious, so what’s your choice?”

“I’ll be submissive” I tell her, leaving her in shock.

“…Yes?” She just says a confused yes.

“Do whatever you want, you’re right, if you were here before, the body is yours, but you can’t deny that from the moment it evolved based on me and that we share decisions and feelings, this body is also mine”

“Don’t be so arrogant thinking that everything here is yours, all of this is ours, even this consciousness we’re in now also comes from me, your love, your talent in torturing, all of that you took from me”

“…”

“Admit, you’re nothing without me, and I’m nothing without you, maybe that’s why mom put us together, because she knew we’d be perfect for each other” I say to her boldly.

“HAHAHAHAHAHA” She bursts out laughing.

“You’re really something funny, so you don’t mind that I’m trying to steal your place?” She asks me with an amused smile.

“Of course I mind, but in the end we are the same being, if you take my place, I know it won’t make a difference, you’ll avenge those we hate, rule with responsibility, tyranny and intelligence”

“You’ll impregnate our beautiful wife Zephyra, have children with Mikael and we’ll have all the care in the world for Delphina, we can even fuck Grimm a little bit”

“…”

“I hate how good we are with words” She says with an annoyed look, knowing that my plan is to try to negotiate some way for us not to have to compete for control.

“Haaa…so I’m willing to negotiate, I’m the body, you’re the mind, we’re a single being, we’re all that matters, so be rational here and let me have a little bit of all the good things you can get”

“And that would be?” I ask.

“Obviously sex! We’re not human, we’re not of any race like the others, we’re monsters, our life is simple, survive, kill, reproduce and destroy, nothing else”

“You know that, we can even be rational, but our desires are the most basic of all, so I want you to be my submissive bitch when you’re in here, it’s not fair that only you have fun out there and all I get are memories”

“Or it’s that, or I’ll go with all my might to take your place, I don’t accept no as an answer, and don’t look at me like that, you know perfectly well that we’re narcissists”

“If I can’t have the outside, I at least want the inside for myself, it’s not like the others would know what happens in here, I want a version of you that no one else knows, just for me” She says with a small smile.

’Is this how Zephyra feels? Am I really someone lovingly obsessed?’ I think for a moment, until she looks at me angrily, knowing exactly what I was thinking.

“Okay, then Pandora Yandere, please take me as yours” I say to her, unsure of what to call her, I never thought my body and my mind would have sex, life is really crazy, I didn’t even know my body could talk to me.

“Great, then we’ll seal this deal, inside the consciousness you’re totally mine, live and do what you want on the outside, but on the inside only I’m the one you should think about”

“You use me, so it’s fair that I use you too” She says, running her hands over my body.

“What will you do with the other two?” I ask.

“They came from you, so they’ll be mine too, I can very well teach them, in fact I’ve already started with Tiny Pandora, I fucked her so much that she’s changed a lot, you’ll be surprised when I reintroduce her to you” She says with an extremely diabolical smile.

“Besides…” She licks my cheek before speaking.

“Congratulations on fulfilling part of your revenge, it was what we needed for greater mental maturity, which allowed me some novelties”

“That’s good…” I speak until she looks at me in a frightening way.

“Pandora, I hope you understand, this is a provisional agreement, if you try to deceive me I will know, and the moment you break your part of the agreement I will do everything to take possession of the consciousness”

“Know that 80% of the consciousness has already been taken by me, all that remains is you, who are the remaining 20%, look at this black liquid, it already occupies everything, you are the only wall that prevents me from total control”

“I’m accepting this provisional agreement because we two are the same being, I liked your response so I decided to accept not to do anything”

“But not doing anything doesn’t mean I can’t do anything, fulfill your part or you’ll have a special prison in here”

“…Of course…” I hesitate before answering, this is a bit more serious than expected.

“Great, I believe you know how a submissive bitch acts, right?” She says with an arrogant smile.

“…Tks…I know…” I click my tongue, it’s okay to act submissive if it’s to have total freedom, if she’s the body and I’m the mind, together our power will be much greater and freer than before.

“What a delight, then please act very well to give me a lot of pleasure, and don’t worry, no one will ever know the things that happen in here, my love” She speaks with maniacally loving eyes.

’Damn…I fell in love with myself…what a shame, I’m so narcissistic…’ No one should ever know this or I would die of embarrassment.

“Please, l-love, do whatever you want to me” I say, starting to act following the agreement between body and mind, my body is more complex than I expected, but it’s okay.

As soon as I say that, she seems unable to hold back and kisses me deeply, still keeping me trapped in this viscous liquid.

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