Chapter 155: Shame>(r18)

The feeling of intimacy and closeness gave her a shiver like never before, making her legs tremble and almost give out.

She didn’t just feel good, she felt safe, a feeling she had never had before. She felt like this was the place to be. She reciprocated and hugged him around the waist as well.

Now their bodies were closer than ever. Chris, sensing the change, for some reason felt the need and began to make slower, deeper movements.

Time seemed to stand still for them, but it kept flowing to the point where, without realizing it, they were both on the verge of cumming.

I didn’t know if it was that they were too sensitive or if it was just happening more than they realized, but neither of them cared. Right now they felt in harmony.

“!!!”

Spurt…. gush….. gush…!

Finally, Chris couldn’t take it anymore and began to release his seed inside her. His pumping was so strong and deep that Leyla stopped feeling the ground, but with Chris’s embrace she didn’t care, not resisting in the least.

From deep inside her she began to have more than just an orgasm. The feeling of release in more ways than one was overwhelming.

“mmmhn… aahh~💕💕💕💕”

Buried in Chris’s tight embrace, she had a single, deep orgasm. Today, Leyla had discovered many new and different things, and this orgasm would be added as one of them.

It didn’t feel like an orgasm just for pleasure; it was something deeper and more unique, something that resonated in her deeply. Even if she could never repeat it, she would never forget this unique and wonderful sensation for the rest of her life.

“Sweetheart.”

“Lily.”

Mmmmuaaah-Mmmma-chu-mua

They both finally looked at each other and began a gentle kiss as they cum, ignoring the reactions of their bodies and relegating pleasure to a corner of their thoughts. It was just him and her now, everything else, including time, was irrelevant to the two of them.

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Finally, after who knows how long, they stopped kissing. Chris carried them both to bed.

Finally, they lay down, still breathing heavily, not knowing what it was that they felt a moment ago. Without saying a word, Leyla settled into Chris’s embrace and felt bliss just by feeling his warmth.

She had never been so intimate with anyone. Even her husband didn’t give her this feeling of fullness that Chris gave her at this moment. Leyla felt like she wanted to be as close to him as possible for as long as she could.

“Hey… Lily, did you feel…?”

“Shhh, sweetheart, don’t say anything. I don’t understand, but I feel like we shouldn’t look for meaning in it.”

Chris wanted to ask her if she felt the same as he did, but even though Leyla seemed to have felt it, she preferred to keep it that way. Chris thought that, like Alice, Leyla had a taste for things romantic and related to fate.

However, Chris felt that there was a real phenomenon there and wondered if it was due to her hidden ability or something special about Leyla. Well, he would think about it tomorrow.

Chris could certainly go on even more, but he knew how to moderate himself and had that good feeling of unique comfort being this close to Leyla. So he simply reciprocated Leyla’s embrace and quietly began to let himself drift off into drowsiness.

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The next morning, Chris woke up without opening his eyes and sought the warmth at her side. He was used to always sleeping with someone, either Elena or Alice, who usually slept with him.

But as his mind began to clear, he remembered what had happened. Still, there should be someone next to him, but no matter how much he felt around, he couldn’t find her. His mind cleared and he opened his cloudy eyes quickly, gaining clarity.

He looked around and saw no one. He looked to the sides of the bed just in case, but Leyla was definitely not there. He even did a magical scan, to no avail.

The only thing next to her was a small table with what looked like breakfast and a note. With a bad feeling, Chris quickly walked over and read the note.

{I loved being your girlfriend for one night, but you’ll need more than that to go out with me. It was short but sweet. Until next time, your very own beautiful Lily.}

“Whew. I must stop reading so many romance novels. For a moment I made a tragic story in my mind.”

Despite the contents of the letter, Chris was relieved. Honestly, he thought for a moment the worst, fueled by all the plots in the romance books he’d read on Alice’s recommendation, his heart almost stopped.

“Still, is this a good thing or a bad thing?”

Chris thought for a moment, as he considered the factors in the letter, putting aside the shock that had come before the facts. Leyla was not someone easy, and he knew it. T

his is not fiction, where once a relationship begins it never ends. Here, everyone is free to decide what to do when they want and apparently Leyla didn’t take the beginning of their relationship too seriously, at least not like he did.

Was he disappointed? Yes, Chris was disappointed—but not in Leyla. He was disappointed in himself for failing to make her stay with him for good. He didn’t blame her; if he couldn’t persuade her to join his irrational harem, the fault was his alone.

But the letter also gave him hope. It said there would be a next time, which meant Leyla hadn’t closed off all possibilities, and Chris wouldn’t give up easily.

“Well, even if I have to fight a noble, I’ll do it. ᕦ(ò_óˇ)ᕤ”

Chris was determined to conquer Leyla, whatever it took. Chris didn’t care at all about Leyla’s circumstances or past, he would accept anything, even if it came with the charge of being a stepfather. He already had one with Astrid, two or three didn’t make much difference.

But what Chris didn’t know was that Leyla left that letter for only one reason: ’shame

’. When she woke up in the morning, she remembered everything that happened and felt ashamed.

She never felt so ashamed of so many things, starting with being outclassed in what was supposed to be her domain, as well as being interested in someone so young. Not only that, Leyla felt it. This was love.

Clarity came over her and directly, the embarrassment of her falling in love with someone so much younger made her squirm. Added to her natural shame towards the person who stole her heart, there were so many things she was ashamed of when she woke up that she decided to run away.

Besides, if she thought about her past and all the things she had been through, she felt it wasn’t fair to Chris for someone like her to fall in love with him., adding another kind of embarrassment to the list, although this latest one made her come to her senses.

But even though she knew she had to do it, she couldn’t easily break this connection. His head was urging her to do so, for both their sakes, but his heart didn’t want to lose this thing she discovered late in life, that warmth, that comfort and connection. She felt she might become addicted.

At the end of this struggle, she came to the agreement to at least pretend that being his girlfriend never happened. So she left that note, Even her shamelessness couldn’t combat the shame she felt that she had gained from just one night of interaction.

Leyla thought it would be best for both of them if their relationship continued to be purely physical, until eventually he tired of her. Until then, she would enjoy being by his side. She could at least afford that, right?

Well, anyway, Leyla didn’t think she could see him with composure for the next few days, so she left immediately after writing the note and ordering the employees to serve her a good breakfast, not knowing that Chris thought differently than she did.

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“Well, then, how did it go? You three don’t have to tell me anything, I can see it in your faces. Tell me, William, did you or didn’t you?”

Chris looked at the group of guys he found at the front desk of the store. He didn’t even ask the three idiots who looked a little weak and, to put it simply, sucked in, but still emitted an aura of pure happiness.

He could see that they had finally reached adulthood. He was more interested in the rest, specifically William.

He didn’t care what Alexander did, who lately he was thinking of taking him off his list of people to eliminate, as his interactions with Alice made him more pitiful than anything.

Not to mention, after thinking it through, Alexander, when Alice told him she liked William on the alternate line, gave up cleanly on Alice, so he wasn’t worth eliminating.

On the other hand, he was a little curious about what Auran did, but decided better not to ask.

He wanted to know if the onnesan were able to do anything to break through William’s defenses.

’That the protagonist must remain pure to the end with the heroine? To hell with clichés.’

Chris didn’t give a shit about clichés. His alternate self suffered a lot of clichés being around William, and he would make sure to break them all and not live the same. And the first thing was to break that damn annoying density, starting with his innocence.

But, honestly speaking, Chris wasn’t expecting much. He thought that, with William’s personality and luck, something almost impossible had happened or some intervention prevented him from losing his virginity.

with the shitty luck of the protagonists, dense lucky ones, who always have the good luck to create scenarios, but when they pass a limit, a superior force stops them, and that’s what most likely happened to Willian last night.

Yes, Chris was more curious, so he was able to prevent the oneesan from accomplishing their goal, but…

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