Chapter 181: Eira (3)(r18)

The hatred for him resurfaced with more intensity. She didn’t care about anything that had happened, in this place and time she would destroy him.

Why was she so angry? Because he was dating her sister and her mother? Or was it something else?, Did it bother her that her mother was dating that idiot too? Where did that anger come from? She didn’t know. She didn’t understand exactly what she was feeling or thinking.

Was she angry because the common sense that said mother and daughter shouldn’t date the same person had been broken? Or because she herself repudiated the idea? It was all chaos in her mind, but what was clear to her was that she wanted to kill him.

She didn’t know why, but she wanted to cry too. However, with tenacity, she swallowed those tears and attacked him with murderous intent.

…

Finally, things she never thought would happen, happened, leading them to this situation.

Eira, somehow, wanted to make her annoying mother pay. why? Because she was right, and it frustrated her.

It was hard for her to admit it, but it was true. She wasn’t calling her “old hag” for nothing. She was right about the whole situation, and it led them to this situation, if something like this hadn’t happened, realizing so many things would have taken a long time or maybe it never would have happened.

Eira came to the conclusion that all those chaotic feelings she didn’t understand were affection, even love, for Chris. But she had never experienced anything like that, so she didn’t understand them or know how to handle them.

As her mother used to say, she loved him, but she didn’t understand. For Eira, it all boiled down to frustration, anger and jealousy, because that was the only thing she knew how to interpret.

The “old witch” who did not believe in love had discovered, long before her, what her real problem was, perhaps from the beginning, it was not Chis or Selene who needed her mother’s intervention, it was herself: a feeling that even she did not want to accept.

She didn’t know at what point her anger, frustration or real hatred had transformed into these new feelings. She didn’t even know if they had been there from the beginning or if they appeared at some point without her noticing.

Maybe these chaotic feelings had always been affection, or maybe they were born of something different that changed before she could notice.

Now, even, she couldn’t deny that her physical fights with Chris could be a misunderstood form of affection. Even she wasn’t sure about that, but accepting his feelings made her question all of his actions and the reasons behind them.

While she did know that sometimes he made her really angry, she was also beginning to wonder how much of that anger was real and how much was a disguise for what she really felt.

She looked at the idiot in front of her. She couldn’t deny it: she liked him more than she was willing to admit. He had his arms around her neck now, and the closeness was something that, while no longer a surprise, she didn’t dislike at all. In fact, what she was feeling was beyond anything she had imagined.

Think~ing about it all embarrassed her so much that she felt the need to externalize it, to get it out somehow.

Finally, Eira pulled away a little, her face still flushed, and looked him straight in the eye. For the first time, there was no confusion in her gaze, only decision. The words were out of her mouth before she could stop herself.

“I love you~💕…you piece of shit~💜.”

“you still…mhunm”

Yes, his body and mind were not as aligned as she thought, or at least it seems his tongue did not agree with them, and she put out unnecessary words on his own.

Mwah-mwah-mwah

Embarrassed, she brought her lips back together with Chris’s. Although she felt she had said words too much, the feeling of true release was so intense that her body began to act on its own, at least in this her tongue was honest as she thrust it inside Chris’s mouth preventing him from giving any response.

“Mhnnhm?…”

At that moment, Chris, confused and not understanding what was going on, with Eira suddenly saying something he didn’t understand, voluntarily initiated an intense kiss and suddenly felt an intense sensation in the place of his connection with Eira that squeezed him tightly.

The pressure and the events took him by surprise, pushing him to his limit faster than he thought, he finally couldn’t take it anymore.

With his mind slightly dizzy from the intense kiss, he went blank. Then, he began to release a great amount of seed deep inside Eira.

“!!!hmmmhhnnnhm~❤️❤️💕”

Eira At that moment, she was having different sensations, everything she had been thinking became clearer and once again confirmed that she was not wrong in her thoughts.

When she felt Chris filling her completely, releasing that warm and hot feeling of euphoria and pleasure were genuine, there was no feeling of rejection and she wanted to have him as close as possible, without stopping kissing him and while he kept filling her, she embraced him with her hands and legs without letting him go.

She accepted that great feeling, even looked forward to it. She intensified the kiss as her body responded to Chris’s, accepting it without any hesitation. She never broke the contact between their lips.

“Hhunnmmhn!!~💕💕💕”

Again, she felt that overwhelming and abundant heat filling her completely. Her body reacted positively, becoming one of her favorite experiences.

She felt so free, so good, that she lost control of herself. However, in Chris’s arms, she felt safe. She continued to let herself be carried away by that feeling until, finally, it all came flooding out.

..

“Haaah~ damn.”

“Haaah….you still want to try to fight at this point?”

Chris, who finally came to his senses after hearing a faint “I like you,” tried to concentrate again. But the sensations kept distracting him and his mind went blank for a few moments.

When he regained his composure, he responded with the words that had been stalled by Eira’s sudden kiss came out, a little out of context, he couldn’t help but feel a little incredulous at the situation.

He thought for a moment that Leyla had been right, but in the end it was just Eira hurling an insult as if she was looking for a fight, even at this point in the situation.

That was so typical of her that Chris had no doubt, that what Leyla said at the end hadn’t worked.

’I guess I will indeed have to fake my death…. Haa… Well, I’ll have to explain to Astrid and Leyla, who have no idea, and then start again with Lys and the others…. Will it be too late? Well, if I die, at least it will be epic. Hmm…’

Chris was thinking a lot of things, his ideas were a bit off the mark, maybe he was still confused and not yet processing what Eira’s actions entailed, but it is also because of the prejudice and his knowledge of Eira that he put more emphasis on the last part of what he said.

“Why the hell is your first thought after I tell you my feelings is to pick a fight?”

“…. And you’re still asking? Who the hell says ’piece of shit’ after you say you love her? What is that if not a provocation to fight?”

“…Damn it, it just comes out. Okay!, I just love you and that’s it, okay? If that’s all…you bastard who raped me, I hope you take responsibility or I’ll kill you.”

“…? Huh? ” Chris took a moment to process what Eira said and couldn’t believe it, “R-really?Did what Leyla said work? Are you fucking kidding me?” he stared Eira in the eyes and realized that Eira wasn’t kidding.

He activated his resonance and began to sense her current emotions and intentions. Unlike yesterday, when he didn’t even understand why on earth she was confessing something to him, he felt something different now.

At the time, he thought it was only because of her power, but now he sensed a unique feeling and he understood it, because, sometimes, when he activated the resonance being with Selene, those same feelings seemed to be directed towards him, but now from Eira.

Still, Chris couldn’t quite believe it. It was too unreal. He acted following what Leyla had said and, in part, also his own desires. Well, at some point it was more out of his own desire than anything else.

The possibility that Leyla really was right was slim and only one among many, but he tried another approach that occurred to him: if Eira really was serious, then….

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Name

: Eiravella

Race: Semi-human (Felis)

Rank: Intermediate Transformation

Gender: Female

Stats:

Strength: 34

Mana: 178

Agility: 44

Defense: 29

Vitality: 42

Skills:

Frost Resilience (Ω)

Resonance (B)

Affinity for Ice (A)

Flexibility (C)

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