Chapter 277: I don’t accept it.

Honestly, I think with Willian’s protagonis power, they could have eventually found the culprit and settled this legally, while gaining recognition from the rest.

But honestly I didn’t want Silvia to be in the middle of this for a long time and if it was possible to do it quickly as I did it was much better.

As I told Silvia, it was just personal satisfaction and I don’t think I’m a protagonist or anything.

Those bastards just annoyed me and I did what I wanted, while I took the opportunity to get rid of the rumors, nothing more, nothing less.

It’s like Silvia says, I honestly put my emotions first, and I lacked a lot of consideration in her opinion of all this.

And I did it knowing that I might have angered her, although luckily I didn’t.

I told myself with the Aurora incident that happened only last night, that I was going to improve this aspect, but apparently I lack more than just realizing to improve this part of me.

“Haa~haha, I don’t know whether to laugh or sigh. it’s true that those guys deserved this, but still you didn’t have to, haha…. You know, I don’t even want to know the face my dad will make when he finds out about this.”

Oh, Silvia is laughing. i’m glad i even got a laugh out of her, really is that i wouldn’t know how to react if Silvia really liked those idiots, and i was thinking of what to do to ask for her forgiveness.

“I’m glad you understand me, Silva. This was a good mini-arc to reinforce our friendship.”

“Chriss!!! Don’t hug me being a boy, the surroundings will misunderstand us.”

“ah!?, that’s true, but it’s okay when I’m a girl, right?”

“… fine, anyway it’s hard to stop you, do what you want, but just being a girl.”

“So, can I stick my head in and go’ brrr’?, the ’brrr’ is important”

“Chris!!, I give you an inch, and you want to take the whole mile.”

“But that’s how girls reinforce friendship, that’s common sense in my former world.”

“You’re lying! Don’t think I don’t know that. You were able to fool my alternate self with that, but you remember she found out the truth later.”

“Yet you still let me keep doing it!”

“And I’m telling you we’re not the same person, what she did had nothing to do with me.”

“At least let me give you a grope. I won’t be able to do that when you go out with Willian or will I…wait, I guess I can since they would be a girl on girl interaction after all.”

“Stop using you’re a girl as an excuse! It sounds weird when you say it with your current appearance, and I won’t let you grope anything, you won’t go further than a simple hug.”

“Oh, So, you’re letting me. good, I’m still satisfied. They’re so big that I’ll still feel them and hueheuhue- Ouch, you started with the kicks!”

“You really don’t change, urg!!! Don’t poke me!!!” ”

“You think because you’re a Tsundere I’ll let one-sided violence happen?”

“Obviously you’re the one who’s wrong here, I’m not being a Tsundere! Take that!”

“Ugh!You used star magic on that kick, damn it, Silvia, I didn’t give it to you for that. Fine, let’s settle this. I won’t back down even if you want to cause mutual destruction.”

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After that, it happened as Silvia thought. Although we had alibis, they question us, especially Willian, who had a record, but they didn’t get anything out of us.

Still, the infamy of our group got a little worse, but it didn’t affect us at all.

Because of what I did I could not meet with Astrid that day, due to a meeting she had, which delayed my confession for two more days since there was another one the next day.

Thursday At the end of the class, I finally had my assistant role with Astrid, where I finally talked to her to introduce her to the girls and tell her something important.

Honestly there was no reason, why I should do it, but I want to take my relationship with Astrid to a new level.

I thought it would be good for the girls to be with me and support me as it’s never an easy thing to say and explain, plus I don’t know if my nervousness will lead me to mess it up like with Eira and it would be good to have support.

Astrid is a very logical person, and it will be hard for her to believe everything I will tell her, and she might refuse to believe some things, she will have a lot of questions and my nerves could ruin it.

Although I still can’t get it out of my head that all her logical thinking goes out the window when it comes to novels.

Even though we made up, I still can’t believe I want my Bella to be defiled by twelve guys.

’No, let’s not think about that. The important thing now is for her to meet the girls.’

being Friday , it was me and my whole harem walking in the direction of Astrid’s office.

The last time I introduced Astrid to Alice, everything went well and she even asked me when she could bring her back and asked me if she could meet Selene.

That, although Astrid has not met her directly, as an instructor, she could see her every time she teaches. Also, yesterday I told Astrid about Eira, so everything should be fine.

’Wait, come to think of it…’

“Girls, like I said, let’s go see Astrid. You all know she’s a married woman with a daughter, right?”

I asked them and even Eira nodded. Apparently, during that week that I was gone, she had caught up with everything going on around me.

I didn’t want a repeat of Alice the last time she was taken by surprise.

“Besides, Eira 눈_눈.”

“What, why are you looking at me like that?”

“In case you don’t know, I’ll tell you that Astrid has, to put it mildly, she has big breasts, so I don’t want irrasonal violence.”

Astrid usually wears robes with the function of concealment, to hide her voluptuous figure. It didn’t work on me, that’s why I hadn’t noticed it.

Then I realized that the rest of the persons (men) never talked about his explosive body, which was still a bit visible through those big robes.

Although it was still little to be noticed, one can deduce the immensity that she hid, and only talked about how beautiful she was.

It was then that I asked her and she explained the function of the tunic, on which she herself had inscribed with runes.

So Eira probably doesn’t understand the magnitude of what Astrid’s body is.

“Hey, do you think I’m going to attack her or something just because she has big breasts?”

“Maybe. I know you have something against it, Lily already told me about it, how you were raging at her breasts. She even told me that you slapped my little angel’s from time to time for no reason.”

Thank goodness she doesn’t do it anymore, but I know it was because her attention went to Silvia, who was a superior nuisance to her.

“well, it’s my fault, I won’t do anything, besides how big can they get?”

“more than Silvia”

“… seriously ?”

“very seriously 눈_눈”

“….how is it even possible…. well it’s okay!!!, don’t look at me like that, I still wouldn’t attack a female instructor just because of her breasts.”

“well I’m glad, I hope you guys get along”.

“hmph!”

Since I filled her with love, she has been calmer.

As I thought, what she was missing was a pinch of love, which I couldn’t give her during the week I was gone.

She has been so calm and acting well since then that I just warned her in case seeing Astrid’s body brought something back to life in her.

If I think about it Eira has changed quite a lot, my alternate self never met such a moderate Eira, although for me she was annoying and exasperating at the beginning it was true that compared to what my alternate self saw, her way of acting is much better.

She never insulted me again as bad as our first meeting, even when I started dating Selene.

Whether what Lily said was true or not, it is true that Eira was relatively better and now that everything had been clarified, that we were at peace and in a relationship, she has calmed down even more.

While her personality hasn’t changed, at least with the people around us, although recently they had earned the old insults from Eira when they doubted our relationship or rather when they called her flat-chested.

Especially Silvia, these days, didn’t seem to be actively looking for a fight as usual and stopped being insistent about the secret affair.

And with me, when I didn’t bother her, she was affectionate like a girlfriend, and even every time we are alone she was more sincere, and now I would say that she is the most cuddly of all of them so far.

Even her complaints and jealousy about how I interact with the girls who aren’t in the harem seem cute to me, and she didn’t seem to be as against it as the first day either.

Well at least with Lys and Cordelia, if I had to say the reason besides showering her with love and giving her the attention she deserves , it was my talk about balance.

Since she didn’t seem to be a problem, I went back to concentrating on what was going to happen.

I wanted to stay focused, my secrets is never an easy thing to say.

I mean, from my point of view, it’s more shocking to be told that your boyfriend is a woman, than to be told that your girlfriend can become a man, not to mention that I was a man in my past life.

It’s so hard to believe all that it’s not easy for me to say, but I was serious about her, and secrets like that are something I have to tell from the beginning to have a long relationship.

If I tell them later it could be worse, and more so if they found out on their own. Astrid and I have already started dating and our relationship has gone beyond the simple desire of the body, so I think it was time to be honest, but it is never easy for me.

The fear of being rejected and her not liking my situation flooded my head…everyone is unique and has a different mindset, and I didn’t know how she would take this revelation.

Although with what I understood about her, I thought everything would be fine. The anxiety never diminished; she was already in my heart and it would be hard to lose her.

Nothing could fill the void she would leave. Every girl is special to me.

Still, I would endure Astrid’s rejection and I would give up on her after nagging her 10, no, 100 times to reconsider.

After all, if you love something, you have to let it go….. To the thousandth rejection…or maybe the ten thousandth…hmm….

“Ha~”

Knock!…knock!.

“It’s open.”

At that moment, the 6 of us entered her office. Yes, there was also my Doppelganger Seraphina, because it would be easier to explain things that way.

When we all sat down on the couch, I looked at Astrid, but she seemed curiously serious.

’Is she nervous about meeting all the girls and my what I had to say? Or is it that intructor again…’

Just as I wondered if that instructor again came to visit her and if I should get rid of him somehow too, she spoke.

“Welcome, make yourselves comfortable, you can have a seat. I think I know why everyone is here, but, student Christian…”

“Uh….what’s going on?”

I say. He usually calls me ’honey’ when we’re alone, but in public he calls me that.

What I don’t understand is why she ’now’ speaks as an instructor, and also calls me “student Christian”.

Minimally I would expect her to call me “Chris”, plus that tone of professionalism as an instructor, speaking to me as a student, is something I haven’t heard in a while, except when we role play.

Anxiety began to grow in me and I wondered if I had done something wrong from the beginning.

“If I’m not mistaken, today those who are here are because of what you told me earlier, right?”

“Y-yes?”

So stop talking like that, you’re making me more nervous.

“Yes, I thought so. But could you tell me why the student Seraphina is in this place? I didn’t hear anything about it.”

’Maybe it was better not to have brought her. Hmm… where do I start?’

“Astrid… haaaa…”

I ignored her ’don’t call me casually in front of strangers’ look, but there was no problem here anyway and continued.

“There’s something I want to tell you and it has to do with regarding that girl.”

“Wait… don’t tell me that… she’s also part of our family.”

Yes, Astrid usually refers to my harem as family, somehow she has that in common with Alice, that’s another reason I brought her along the previous time.

Even though she hasn’t met the rest of them until now, she tends to say it that way, as if she’s psyching herself up to live with them, which I’m glad for.

While she doesn’t have Alice’s sisterly tendencies, she is very motherly. In fact, our role-plays lately went awry and every now and then we get into something more… taboo.

Well, the point is, I need to clear this up, but before I could even say anything, she continued.

“If that’s the way it is. I don’t accept it.”

“(´Д｀ )”

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