Chapter 259: You Must Learn To Moderate Yourself!

“my lady it’s almost time to go.”

“Uh, oh yeah, wait a minute, let me…. No, wait, come to think of it.”

Now that my mana was full again, I was about to do an active resonance, so I wouldn’t be left with an empty tank after creating a third doppelgänger,.

But I remembered there was something else to fix, specifically my hand.

“Ugh!!, gross.”

Last night when I saw this quirk I had made a quick fix, but now that I was getting my hand back to normal, I saw it transform into something that honestly kind of grossed me out.

I looked at my doppelgänger and it had the same thing. If I created a second one, I would also have this problem.

“My lady, I think it would be better not to show that.“(Elena).

“It’s really creepy, are you sure you’re human?”(Eira).

“I think it’s cute.”(Alice)

“Little…”(Selene)

What I saw yesterday was not my imagination, that explained why I felt weird, I didn’t have a stump as I expected, but a hand… but small as a baby’s, starting from the place where I cut myself.

It was so weird that it was unpleasant, although it worked normally when I moved it.

Yesterday I had ignored it and, using morphogenesis, and temporarily returned it to normal, but I had to fix it so it would be permanent.

If I had to say what caused this, I would say it was the new ability I got from Akihara. Regeneration was the most likely culprit.

Usually, healing magic couldn’t recover amputated limbs, at most only join them together if they were intact, but growing them back was impossible….

At least, in this realm there was no magical branch capable of doing so and finding it even in the most advanced places of this world was difficult and rare, being strictly controlled.

But as always thanks to my alternate self, I had that kind of magic, a branch of light magic that could regenerate limbs.

But they were such advanced spells that they required a great deal of mana and handling over many runes.

To regain a hand, I would have to perform a ritual with all kinds of support, materials and preparation and I would even need my doppelgängers to help me.

so this skill should be something that normally I, and anyone in this world, would appreciate.

However, I had a different trick that was even better and efficient. I felt that, if I left it as it was, I could get it back to normal eventually, but it wasn’t worth it, so….

“Elena, cut it.”

“….”

“Minuo Dolorem.”

I held out my little hand for Elena to cut it off while I cast spells to reduce the pain.

“….”

“Come on, I already cast an anti pain spell….. If you don’t cut it off, I’ll use it for other purposes in the night, huehueheu-.”

Swooosh.

“….”

Before I even realized it, my hand was once again severed. Well, that was what I wanted, but she was more determined than I thought.

But I decided to ignore it since I had to act fast or I would bleed out. I activated morphogenesis and started to grow a hand from the wound.

Then I started casting continuous healing spells on myself. My purpose was to do the trick I learned.

Using morphogenesis and undoing some parts, opening spaces little by little as if they were wounds, I was rebuilding my hand only with normal healing spells.

Closing the wounds, finally my hand created with morphogenesis gradually became a real hand.

You could say I fooled the healing magic with morphogenesis, which otherwise would have closed my wound into a stump.

It worked, so why not use it?

Well, my hand was now fine, I had no problem, the hole in my chest was properly closed and no problem.

So now it was completely fine and without any scratches or problems and I could go to the academy as usual.

..

As a mental note, I’m going to ignore that I saw Alice keep the severed little hand …. I didn’t see anything.

..

With my doppelganger I did the same, after all just morphogenesis was enough and it didn’t even consume that much mana.

’Good, now there’s no problem.’

I still hadn’t deactivated it and asked the twins to resonate.

I quickly created my last Dopelganger as I had to see Kiel, and accommodate him in addition to talking to that suspicious woman.

Was a new trick so I showed it to the girls proudly.

“See, now I can create another one. now there are three of us and three are one, huehuehue!” (x3).

We spoke in unison to make it clear that the three of us were under my total control.

“I quit.”

“Huh? What did you say, Elena?”(x3)

“I said I quit.”

“Huh? Why? What’s going on?”(x3).

“My lady, I’ve reached my limit. I could barely stand two of you, now there are three of you! I can’t take it anymore, I quit. You are like a cockroach and you will continue to multiply.”

“Wait, Elena, let’s talk first…also you know in spite of their appearance the cockroach are respectable beings” (x3).

I saw Elena throw away my uniform tie that she was about to pass me and go to her room.

I didn’t know what she was thinking, but I couldn’t live without her, so I quickly clung to her….. or rather, the three of us clung to her.

But she didn’t stop and dragged us away.

“…”(x3)

The rest of the girls just watched the scene, though I would appreciate it if they could help me appease Elena.

..

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Finally, Elena, who wanted to quit, was mollified. I made it clear to her that my third doopelganger was not for a third identity, or anything like that, and that she would generally stay out of sight, which was what I had originally planned.

Although she looked at me coldly when I did not deny that I would possibly use it at night, but in the end she seemed satisfied, not to have three like me hanging around and causing trouble.

I couldn’t complain, since I myself occasionally lose patience with my own doopelgangers, which is stupid.

..

I put the second doopelganger into the dimensional stone and activated morphogenesis and returned to Chris’ appearance after a long week.

As usual Under Elena’s concealment, we left, out of the female dorms.

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As we walked through the academy grounds, my doppelgänger and I quickly told Eira and Selene what had happened.

It was at that moment when we passed by a somewhat secluded place that we liked to pass by, because of the good scent that the flowers emitted in the morning.

There, we saw someone who seemed surprised to see me… or rather, to see us. Immediately, she became nervous.

That was Silvia, I had heard that she had a radical change of appearance, but I only see that she had her bangs and hair done.

She’s still wearing the big glasses that still cover most of her face. Well, those especially big round glasses that reflect a lot of light are the biggest obstacle if she wants to show how beautiful she is.

Not for nothing did I replicate it to hide my feminine appearance, and avoid William’s attention which so far has worked wonders.

I looked at her in detail and certainly now all she had to do was take them off and she would be in her prime.

Those glasses certainly do not allow to properly appreciate her face, even more when as an extra you have to fight against gravity, not to look at her big chest that always attracts the eye.

’Certainly Silvia has a beauty difficult to appreciate…no!, more important!’.

I wanted to talk to her, if she had come looking for me earlier it meant she had already processed and thought through everything I told her and showed her.

Ignoring her nervousness, I quickly moved ahead of the group grabbed her and dragged her to a secluded spot, where I placed a sound barrier.

“Okay, Silvia, tell me what you have to say.”

“….Huuu…haaaa~…”

She looked nervous and fixing her breathing. Although she usually acted like this, she wasn’t usually this nervous when she was with me.

I guess with everything I said and what happened, she might not know how to treat me now, so I decided to lighten the mood.

“What’s the matter, why are you nervous? Don’t tell me my beautiful face captivated you or something….but I’m sorry, Silvia, but I only see you as a friend.”

“…, haaah, stop, stop talking nonsense. You’re not even that handsome, it just took me by surprise. From what I heard, I thought you weren’t coming today.”

“….”

’Tsk, I forgot I wasn’t that handsome anymore. Seriously, the key factor of being a gigolo is being handsome. Damn shallow world.’

Well, he seemed to calm down so if it worked.

“Why didn’t you tell me you were going to the other side of the world this week? , you know how awkward it was when I came to your room, you should have warned someone about me beforehand.”

“I forgot… Teehee~(╹ڡ╹ ).”

“Don’t play dumb, it was an important topic. Thanks to that Your crazy girlfriend attacked me, I didn’t even know you were dating her.”

“Oh, yeah sorry about Eira….. Things between me and her happened out of the blue. One day after talking to you I went to see my mother-in-law and somehow ended up dating her. And that’s why I forgot to tell her about you. That day was crazy, you won’t believe it but now….”.

“stop…Haaa~ you tell me about that later, let’s get back to the main topic. Regarding what you told me about your secrets and stuff….”

“Fine, say it. I’m ready for everything.”

It was crunch time. At least with Eira, over the course of the week, it was conveyed what she thought of me and, at a certain point, I stopped worrying.

But with Silvia, I had no idea what would happen. It would be a shock to lose a friend like her. I felt we were both very compatible in the friendship sense.

“First of all, do you know why I even needed time to think after you showed me all those memories?”

“Well… I know it’s hard to accept your future you, but acceptance is an important step that-ugh!!!”

“No, you idiot!!, that wasn’t the most important thing!”

Before I could finish answering she kicked me, and it wasn’t a normal kick it was imbued with some spell to make it hurt.

“Hey, Silvia, don’t you think you’re hitting me more lately? You don’t even hesitate anymore… Where was your shy, whiny personality in the beginning?”

“….as I was saying The important thing is that, thanks to you doing that, you destroyed all my faith and belief in the gods.”

“Ahh!?…Oh!…” （⊙ｏ⊙）

Now that she mentioned it, I realized, I hadn’t thought of that. When I showed her my memories, I selected all the memories of my interactions with Silvia from the alternate line, but I didn’t consider anything else.

There were many things that could destroy beliefs and more, like generating hatred for the gods.

“Do you know what it feels like to have your beliefs come crashing down in an instant, just like that?”

“humm…, that certainly was a mistake….., I hadn’t thought of that.”

“Of course not, you idiot! Do you know the internal conflict I had to go through, do you know what it took for me to understand that the world I was living in was different from how I thought it was?”

“b-but it would eventually pass, wouldn’t it?”

“But it was gradual!!!, you idiot, throw it all at me at once, you think it was a nice thing to do!!!, you must learn to moderate yourself!!!”

“Wait, Silvia, calm down. The girls are watching us.”

Silvia became a little hysterical and started grabbing me by the neck and shaking me. We were out of the way, but still in sight of girls, who hadn’t left and were waiting for us to finish our conversation.

The funny thing was that, on that side, there was Eira, suspicious of my relationship with Silvia and also grabbing my doppelgänger by the neck, demanding explanations.

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