Chapter 1: Damn it all to hell.
“For the last time, Lila!! I never cheated on you!”
My voice cracked—actually cracked—echoing through the run-down apartment like it was bouncing between every water-damaged wall. Someone’s box TV down the hall mumbled through thin drywall, adding this strange, sitcom laugh-track that was starkly contrast to the fact that my life was falling apart.
I realized I’d been backed up almost completely into the corner. My hands were trembling and I hated that I knew she could see it.
I wasn’t a big guy—more skinny-athletic than anything. Runner’s build. Slight tan, a dark brown wolf-cut brushing my shoulders, a look that usually made me feel cool.
Right now I probably looked like a kicked dog.
Frustrated. Tear-stained.
Frailer than I wanted to admit.
Lila stood in front of me—same height, maybe an inch shorter. Normally, she was…beautiful. I used to brag about it. Dirty-blonde hair down her back, eyeliner sharp enough to kill someone even without the knife she was holding.
But now those same features twisted into something terrifying. Her eyes were red from crying, the eyeliner streaking down her cheeks like war paint. The blade in her hand glinted under the flickering apartment light.
“That’s not what the fuck Aubrey told me,” she snapped.
Aubrey.
That bitch.
Why couldn’t she mind her own damn business?
I stayed quiet while Lila ranted, twisting Aubrey’s words into something even worse than whatever started this mess.
The accusation was insane on its own, but Lila…she would’ve sworn the sky was purple if it meant blaming me for something.
I finally exhaled, exhaustion punching through my chest.
“Why would you believe her? After everything? After two years and five months—”
She didn’t want to hear it. Something in her face changed—like a wire snapping.
And suddenly she was closer.
Too close.
Cornering me fully.
“It doesn’t matter if it happened or not…” she whispered.
Her free hand rose, fingertip dragging slowly down my cheek. The softness of the touch made it worse than the knife.
“The fact that I even imagined you touching someone else… that look you gave that stupid, dumb, bimbo blonde bitch… that’s betrayal enough.”
Her smile stretched—soft, twisted, unhinged.
“But don’t worry.”
She leaned in, voice a breath against my ear.
“I already took care of the problem.”
The words hit me like a bullet train.
Took care? Of what?
“Lila…” My heartbeat spiked so hard I could feel it behind my eyes. “What do you mean by that?”
She frowned, almost annoyed at the question.
“If she was a threat to us, I had no choice but to get rid of her.”
My mind blanked. Everything was normal with her until 2 weeks ago. What the fuck even caused this change? Why me? Why the hell did I have to be in the center of this nightmare?
My voice came out strained. I almost choked on my own words.
“What the fuck did you do, Lila?!”
Her brows furrowed— her own frustration boiling as her anger began to flare.
“What’s the big deal? It could’ve been you instead. Would you have preferred that?”
“I would’ve preferred if you killed nobody!!”
My shout rattled the whole room. Lila just frowned—not sad…more irritated.
Before either of us could speak again—
BANG.
A muffled, pissed-off voice from upstairs, accent unmistakably Chicago:
“Shut the FUCK up down there!!”
Neither of us answered. The silence that followed was razor-thin.
“Lila, what the fuck has gotten into you??”
I tried to keep my voice quiet. I couldn’t. The frustration burst out of me, raw and ugly.
She tilted her head, stepping back a fraction.
“I just thought—”
“No, you didn’t think about anything!! You’ve been impulsive as hell! This is my future you’re screwing with! You dragged me into this shit!”
This time, she actually looked hurt upon hearing the words I hurled. Genuinely— just for a second.
“I thought you said we’d be in this together… no matter what happened…”
“Not if you fucking kill somebody!”
I shot back.
“You think I wanna go to jail for this? You think I was a straight-A student for nothing, Lila? I was gonna go to an Ivy League, damn it! Why are you so selfish!?”
The word broke her.
Her eyes widened—then hardened into glass-sharp fury.
“Selfish? I’m selfish, Adrian???” she hissed, gripping my shirt with white knuckles. “I do everything for you.”
Before I could respond, everything outside seemed to shift before me.
Something exploded somewhere nearby. A fireball? A car? I didn’t care—I just felt the heat brush my face through the thin window.
before my senses got a chance to recoup from even that , screams ripped through the streets, raw and jagged, bouncing off the cracked concrete walls, making my bones shake.
To be honest, I didnt even catch what Lila was saying in that moment.
Yet,
Her knife reminded me that she was very much present. The cold metal pressed against my throat.
Too much shit was going on for me to keep up with.
“I killed for you, I’d die for you…” Lila’s voice quivered with rage.
“And you have the gall to call me selfish???”
I stared at her, my eyes flickering with something akin to fear and frustration.
Just then, the TV flickered.
The channel switched on its own— to breaking news.
Lila’s grip loosened only slightly. She focused on her periphery, the tv’s light glinting in her eyes.
A reporter was frantically explained something impossible:
TV Anchor (studio):
“We interrupt your regular programming with breaking news developing across multiple neighborhoods on the South and West Sides. Police are responding to what they’re calling a ’citywide violent incident.’ Details are still coming in, but we’re going live to our reporter on 63rd. Maya, what can you tell us?”
The reporter seemed to be on the street, breathing hard.
“Yeah—Jim, this situation is… it’s escalating faster than authorities can contain it. Within the last twenty minutes, we’ve had dozens of calls reporting people attacking one another at random. No known motive, no prior connection between the victims and attackers.”
A distant scream is faintly audible behind her.
“Police are urging residents to stay inside and lock their doors. We’ve already seen EMS crews overwhelmed. Several officers have described individuals as—uh—unresponsive to commands, extremely violent, and showing signs of… erratic behavior.”
Another shout. Something crashes nearby.
“One moment—sorry, Jim—there’s—there’s a group moving down the street right now, and it looks like— okay, folks, we’re going to move back— move back—”
Camera shifts, shaky. A silhouette lunges across the street.
She panicked.
“Jim—Jim, they’re attacking people for no reason! They’re not stopping— they’re—”
She screams. The mic picks up a heavy impact, the camera jerks sideways, and a wet, choking sound erupts from the feed.
Camera Operator:
“GO, GO—BACK UP! BACK UP!”
A second scream. The camera hits the ground. Footsteps. Something drags across concrete.
The TV Anchor was nothing short of horrified as he watched everything unfold.
“Maya? Maya, can you hear us? Maya?—”
Static.
My blood ran cold, eyes reflecting the purple light from the tv.
My stomach twisted into a pit.
“Fuck this shit,” I muttered, shoving Lila back. “I’m outta here.”
Her eyes went wide.
“Wait—where are you going??”
“Far away from you. We’re done, Lila—!”
“Adrian, wait! Outside is too dangerous—!”
To tell you the truth, I didn’t even know where I was gonna go. My family’s up in New Jersey. I really had no one to check on.
New Jersey…
Damn it, I was supposed to go there soon for college. It would’ve been so great.
As I gave Lila one last look, I couldn’t help but think to myself that somehow…somehow this was all her fault.
That…gave me comfort.
The doorknobs twisted as I stepped outside. Even with the carnage around me, I felt a sense of relief.
I was finally away from her crazy ass.
But— the relief cut short as I felt hungry eyes of bloodlust stare into my back a corridor down.
Something wet scraped across the concrete.
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Chapters
- Chapter 173: When It Breaks
- Chapter 172: Say It Out Loud
- Chapter 171: Real small world, huh?
- Chapter 170: Couldn’t get enough of me, could you?
- Chapter 169: Don’t be a fool
- Chapter 168: Signal
- Chapter 167: Human or Not?
- Chapter 166: And then there was two
- Chapter 165: Final Warning
- Chapter 164: Livestock
- Chapter 163: Here’s the real welcome
- Chapter 162: The buzz that never stops
- Chapter 161: What Mrs. Graham said
- Chapter 160: The Quiet Game
- Chapter 159: Western Intake Sector Three
- Chapter 158: The Great Land of Maple Leaf
- Chapter 157: Just the way things go, I guess
- Chapter 156: I’m Not Who You Pretend I Am
- Chapter 155: Are you proud of yourself?
- Chapter 154: That could’ve gone better
- Chapter 153: Ready or not
- Chapter 152: Selective emphathy
- Chapter 151: Everyone hates Adrian
- Chapter 150: What now?
- Chapter 149: Stalker
- Chapter 148: You’re too close for comfort
- Chapter 147: A ticking time bomb
- Chapter 146: Let me breathe
- Chapter 145: You move quick, don’t you?
- Chapter 144: Won’t be the last
- Chapter 143: I know who you really are
- Chapter 142: You’re not dead
- Chapter 141: The lie that changed everything
- Chapter 140: Nothing to look back to
- Chapter 139: Scars fade but never go
- Chapter 138: Let me in
- Chapter 137: Family matters
- Chapter 136: Ugly
- Chapter 135: If im being honest
- Chapter 134: I hope you rot too
- Chapter 133: The road ahead
- Chapter 132: They fall twice as hard
- Chapter 131: Just like the rest of us
- Chapter 130: A room full of twitching bodies
- Chapter 129: Shitty people
- Chapter 128: It’s just a dream, right?
- Chapter 127: With one eye open
- Chapter 126: Not at all what I thought it’d be
- Chapter 125: Solace in my Glock
- Chapter 124: The stench that follows you everywhere
- Chapter 123: always a step ahead
- Chapter 122: The hunted
- Chapter 121: Cold feet
- Chapter 120: It’s over
- Chapter 119: Blood on my hands
- Chapter 118: You can’t go back, Adrian
- Chapter 117: I can burn hotter
- Chapter 116: I’m so sorry
- Chapter 115: I’m sorry
- Chapter 114: Closure
- Chapter 113: Unfamiliar
- Chapter 112: The day everything fell
- Chapter 111: From Missouri to Texas
- Chapter 110: Saints
- Chapter 109: Blood and Shame
- Chapter 108: Unhashed wounds
- Chapter 107: How it was always meant to be
- Chapter 106: Witch
- Chapter 105: Fucking freak
- Chapter 104: Annie and Yas
- Chapter 103: A quiet building
- Chapter 102: Friends and enemies
- Chapter 101: Jealousy
- Chapter 100: Clarity
- Chapter 99: Anarchy
- Chapter 98: Don’t leave me
- Chapter 97: Withdrawal
- Chapter 96: Southern hospitality
- Chapter 95: Mine, not yours
- Chapter 94: Monster
- Chapter 93: By any means possible
- Chapter 92: No right
- Chapter 91: Sweet, loving city I left behind
- Chapter 90: Deep shit
- Chapter 89: Nothing to gain
- Chapter 88: Like moths to a flame
- Chapter 87: April 5, 2017
- Chapter 86: Amber Society
- Chapter 85: Look at the flowers
- Chapter 84: Semblance of normalcy
- Chapter 83: The winning side
- Chapter 82: Just inconvenience
- Chapter 81: Flickering red haze
- Chapter 80: Not dead yet
- Chapter 79: Easy street
- Chapter 78: No one’s coming to save you
- Chapter 77: Anomaly
- Chapter 76: Do what we do best
- Chapter 75: And the second
- Chapter 74: Dust and ash
- Chapter 73: The first crack
- Chapter 72: Throatburn
- Chapter 71: Charity service
- Chapter 70: Obedience
- Chapter 69: A sense of safety
- Chapter 68: The future is bright
- Chapter 67: Brain shortage
- Chapter 66: Power trip
- Chapter 65: Everything to loose
- Chapter 64: A deadly road trip’s end
- Chapter 63: Sleepless nights
- Chapter 62: Delusions of the heart
- Chapter 61: Not the Lily I remember
- Chapter 60: Uglier than I remember
- Chapter 59: We own this city
- Chapter 58: Mind Fractures
- Chapter 57: Compliance is key
- Chapter 56: Different ball park
- Chapter 55: A strand of blonde hair
- Chapter 54: Ego driven
- Chapter 53: Blonde hair, blue streak
- Chapter 52: Control freak
- Chapter 51: Maybe it’s better like this
- Chapter 50: Who’s the real predator?
- Chapter 49: Tick Tock
- Chapter 48: Rely on just me
- Chapter 47: Do you miss me yet?
- Chapter 46: Route 66
- Chapter 45: Point of no return
- Chapter 44: Closer than you think
- Chapter 43: Greater Good
- Chapter 42: It keeps us alive
- Chapter 41: Do we really?
- Chapter 40: Talk, damn you.
- Chapter 39: The morning after
- Chapter 38: Flaming desperation
- Chapter 37: Fault Lines
- Chapter 36: Actions speak louder
- Chapter 35: Fear the infected
- Chapter 34: A river in Egypt
- Chapter 33: For my own good!?!?
- Chapter 32: Reality hits hard like fuck
- Chapter 31: Sleeptalkers
- Chapter 30: Wake up call
- Chapter 29: Like flies to rotten meat
- Chapter 28: Spiderweb
- Chapter 27: City of sorrow
- Chapter 26: Not much to loose
- Chapter 25: Made violent
- Chapter 24: A glimmer of hope
- Chapter 23: Not the bang you wanted?
- Chapter 22: Murderer Douchebag
- Chapter 21: Fine, damn it.
- Chapter 20: You’re safe now
- Chapter 19: Fucking blonde women
- Chapter 18: True nature
- Chapter 17: I can behave
- Chapter 16: Miss Bubblegum
- Chapter 15: Lawless land
- Chapter 14: What lies ahead
- Chapter 13: Maybe a little crazy
- Chapter 12: What they become
- Chapter 11: Train Tracks
- Chapter 10: Ex for a reason
- Chapter 9: Animals
- Chapter 8: New Jersey
- Chapter 7: This isn’t a date, right?
- Chapter 6: Collateral Damage
- Chapter 5: The Grahams make me sick.
- Chapter 4: Forks and knives
- Chapter 3: Goodbye Englewood
- Chapter 2: Are you serious?
- Chapter 1: Damn it all to hell.