Chapter 105: Fucking freak
Everything felt warm for a moment, familiar.
My eyes fluttered open after Aubrey hit a pothole. The jolt jerked me fully awake. Even from Lila’s lap, I could see Aubrey’s fists tighten on the wheel, her jaw set as she tried to stay calm.
“You’re thinking too much about it—he was just tired.” Isabella reassured Aubrey from beside her.
Aubrey scoffed, muttering something about tossing the psycho slut out before we even reached Missouri.
I sat up quickly, realizing who she was talking about. I rubbed my head once and glanced at Lila. A smile lingered on her face, impossible to read.
Oh, shit.
“I hope you two were comfortable,” Aubrey spat from the front.
I looked at her from the backseat.
“Your cuddle buddy’s gonna go pretty soon.”
I exhaled slowly. I didn’t know what to say. Aubrey was supposed to be my girlfriend, and here I was, resting on my ex’s lap. Guilt churned in my stomach.
But it had no time to linger.
“Wait…—what the fuck is that?” Isabella muttered, her eyes fixed ahead.
The checkpoint that showed us we were leaving Chicago came into view— Armed men, armored vehicles, barrels of guns pointed directly at us. The orange in their eyes glinted in the sun.
A blockade.
They made a blockade for us…?
“Aubrey, we need to turn around,” Isabella said.
Aubrey didn’t answer. Her foot pressed harder on the gas.
What the fuck was she doing?
“We can make it,” she muttered under her breath.
“Aubrey, fucking stop!! You’re gonna kill us all!!!!”
The car gained speed. It was clear she had gone off the deep end.
“AUBREY!!!” I screamed.
She didn’t slow.
I sank back into the seat, closing my eyes, waiting for the collision.
The tires skidded, Aubrey hitting the breaks as her eyes widened. She seemed to realize a little bit too late that a Toyota Camry wasn’t built to ram a humvee.
The front of the car crumpled. Metal screamed. Glass shattered. The world tilted as we slammed forward.
I opened my eyes, gripping Lila tightly. Somehow, by inches or luck, we weren’t dead.
I smelt something metallic as I looked around, dust clouding my vision. I could see the airbag deflating from the dashboard. Outside through the cracked windows, I could see something else.
Armed men beginning to surround us from all sides.
I had almost choked on my words.
“We need to get out of here..”
Aubrey’s eyes fluttered as she opened them. They widened even more once she noticed the men already trying to break the glass with the butt of their rifles.
“MOVE!! MOVE!!”
Aubrey began to reverse, before hitting something— or someone.
“They’re surrounding us—!! I don’t have anywhere to—”
“Run them over!! Run them the fuck over!!!”
Isabella shouted.
Aubrey pressed the pedal, reversing, knocking whoever was in their path. It didn’t take moments for them to start firing at us, bullets peppering the glass, grazing my skin. I felt the heat of it all.
It was like she wasn’t reversing fast enough.
I felt bones and flesh crunch underneath us as Aubrey flung the car around, speeding off with what little remained of the vehicle.
I collapsed in my seat as the weight of what had just happened pressed down on me.
“They’re boxing us in,” I said through ragged breaths. No one answered. Maybe they were too scared.
For some reason I had underestimated how much territory those assholes had. Chicago was theirs now. Maybe Missouri, maybe even fucking Texas.
This felt like dealing with the Crucible all over again.
My mind began to work silently. Maybe we could cut through Wisconsin instead of directly taking the route we did from before.
Regardless, we were in their playground now.
The car didn’t slow for nearly two minutes.
The steering wheel shook in Aubrey’s hands. Or maybe her hands were shaking and the wheel followed.
Nobody spoke.
The only sound was the engine whining too hard and Aubrey’s breathing — sharp, uneven, dragging in air like she’d just run miles.
“We’re clear,” Isabella said softly.
Aubrey didn’t answer.
Her knuckles were white. Blood trickled from a thin cut along her wrist where the glass must’ve nicked her. She didn’t seem to notice.
“We’re clear,” Isabella repeated.
The car jerked slightly as Aubrey swerved around a bend too fast.
“I said we’re clear!” Isabella snapped.
Aubrey let out a laugh.
It wasn’t amused.
It wasn’t relieved.
It was thin. Wrong.
“Clear?” she echoed. “You saw how many there were, right? You saw their eyes?”
Her voice climbed higher with each word.
I shifted in the backseat. Lila’s hand slid into mine again, her thumb brushing slow circles against my palm.
Aubrey saw it in the rearview mirror.
Her laugh stopped.
The silence after felt heavier than the crash.
She kept driving another few seconds.
Then she slammed on the brakes.
The car skidded slightly before stopping crooked across the empty road.
“Aubrey—what the hell are you doing?” I asked. “We need to put more distance between us and them.”
She didn’t move.
Her chest was rising too fast.
“You almost died back there,” Isabella said carefully. “We all did.”
“No,” Aubrey whispered.
Her shoulders started trembling. At first I thought she was crying.
Then she started laughing again.
“You almost died,” she repeated. “And the first thing I see when I look back there is him cuddled up with his psycho ex like we’re on a fucking road trip.”
My stomach dropped.
“Aubrey—”
She ripped off her seatbelt and shoved the door open so hard it groaned in protest.
“Oh, we’re doing this now,” she muttered to herself, pacing a few steps before turning toward the backseat. “We’re absolutely doing this now.”
She yanked at the back door. It stuck on bent metal. She pulled harder, swearing under her breath until it tore open.
“You,” she said, pointing at Lila. Her finger was shaking. “Get the fuck out.”
Lila tilted her head slightly, still calm. Still smiling.
“Aubrey,” I said, stepping out quickly. “This isn’t the time.”
“When is the time?” Aubrey snapped, stepping closer. “After she gets you killed? After you freeze again?”
That one hit.
Behind me, Lila’s arms slipped around my waist.
I stiffened.
It was deliberate. I knew it was deliberate.
“Adrian,” she murmured softly. “She’s scaring me.”
Her grip tightened.
Aubrey stared at the way Lila pressed against me.
Something in her face shifted — not rage.
Something worse.
Recognition.
“You think I don’t see it?” she said quietly. Too quietly. “You think I don’t see what she’s doing?”
Lila leaned up, lips brushing my ear.
“Save me,” she whispered, just loud enough for Aubrey to hear.
Aubrey’s mouth parted slightly.
For a second, she just looked at me.
Not angry.
Not screaming.
Just tired.
“You chose,” she said.
She brushed past Isabella and walked toward the front of the car.
“Wait—where are you going?” I called.
“You want her?” Aubrey said without turning around. “Have her.”
She pulled the driver’s door open. It resisted, then gave.
“I’m done fighting for someone who doesn’t fight back.”
The engine roared again.
Isabella hesitated, looking between us.
Then she ran after Aubrey.
I stood there, heart pounding, Lila still holding onto me like I was the only stable thing left in the world.
The car disappeared around the bend.
And only then did it fully settle in.
We weren’t just trapped in Chicago.
We’d split again.
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Chapters
- Chapter 173: When It Breaks
- Chapter 172: Say It Out Loud
- Chapter 171: Real small world, huh?
- Chapter 170: Couldn’t get enough of me, could you?
- Chapter 169: Don’t be a fool
- Chapter 168: Signal
- Chapter 167: Human or Not?
- Chapter 166: And then there was two
- Chapter 165: Final Warning
- Chapter 164: Livestock
- Chapter 163: Here’s the real welcome
- Chapter 162: The buzz that never stops
- Chapter 161: What Mrs. Graham said
- Chapter 160: The Quiet Game
- Chapter 159: Western Intake Sector Three
- Chapter 158: The Great Land of Maple Leaf
- Chapter 157: Just the way things go, I guess
- Chapter 156: I’m Not Who You Pretend I Am
- Chapter 155: Are you proud of yourself?
- Chapter 154: That could’ve gone better
- Chapter 153: Ready or not
- Chapter 152: Selective emphathy
- Chapter 151: Everyone hates Adrian
- Chapter 150: What now?
- Chapter 149: Stalker
- Chapter 148: You’re too close for comfort
- Chapter 147: A ticking time bomb
- Chapter 146: Let me breathe
- Chapter 145: You move quick, don’t you?
- Chapter 144: Won’t be the last
- Chapter 143: I know who you really are
- Chapter 142: You’re not dead
- Chapter 141: The lie that changed everything
- Chapter 140: Nothing to look back to
- Chapter 139: Scars fade but never go
- Chapter 138: Let me in
- Chapter 137: Family matters
- Chapter 136: Ugly
- Chapter 135: If im being honest
- Chapter 134: I hope you rot too
- Chapter 133: The road ahead
- Chapter 132: They fall twice as hard
- Chapter 131: Just like the rest of us
- Chapter 130: A room full of twitching bodies
- Chapter 129: Shitty people
- Chapter 128: It’s just a dream, right?
- Chapter 127: With one eye open
- Chapter 126: Not at all what I thought it’d be
- Chapter 125: Solace in my Glock
- Chapter 124: The stench that follows you everywhere
- Chapter 123: always a step ahead
- Chapter 122: The hunted
- Chapter 121: Cold feet
- Chapter 120: It’s over
- Chapter 119: Blood on my hands
- Chapter 118: You can’t go back, Adrian
- Chapter 117: I can burn hotter
- Chapter 116: I’m so sorry
- Chapter 115: I’m sorry
- Chapter 114: Closure
- Chapter 113: Unfamiliar
- Chapter 112: The day everything fell
- Chapter 111: From Missouri to Texas
- Chapter 110: Saints
- Chapter 109: Blood and Shame
- Chapter 108: Unhashed wounds
- Chapter 107: How it was always meant to be
- Chapter 106: Witch
- Chapter 105: Fucking freak
- Chapter 104: Annie and Yas
- Chapter 103: A quiet building
- Chapter 102: Friends and enemies
- Chapter 101: Jealousy
- Chapter 100: Clarity
- Chapter 99: Anarchy
- Chapter 98: Don’t leave me
- Chapter 97: Withdrawal
- Chapter 96: Southern hospitality
- Chapter 95: Mine, not yours
- Chapter 94: Monster
- Chapter 93: By any means possible
- Chapter 92: No right
- Chapter 91: Sweet, loving city I left behind
- Chapter 90: Deep shit
- Chapter 89: Nothing to gain
- Chapter 88: Like moths to a flame
- Chapter 87: April 5, 2017
- Chapter 86: Amber Society
- Chapter 85: Look at the flowers
- Chapter 84: Semblance of normalcy
- Chapter 83: The winning side
- Chapter 82: Just inconvenience
- Chapter 81: Flickering red haze
- Chapter 80: Not dead yet
- Chapter 79: Easy street
- Chapter 78: No one’s coming to save you
- Chapter 77: Anomaly
- Chapter 76: Do what we do best
- Chapter 75: And the second
- Chapter 74: Dust and ash
- Chapter 73: The first crack
- Chapter 72: Throatburn
- Chapter 71: Charity service
- Chapter 70: Obedience
- Chapter 69: A sense of safety
- Chapter 68: The future is bright
- Chapter 67: Brain shortage
- Chapter 66: Power trip
- Chapter 65: Everything to loose
- Chapter 64: A deadly road trip’s end
- Chapter 63: Sleepless nights
- Chapter 62: Delusions of the heart
- Chapter 61: Not the Lily I remember
- Chapter 60: Uglier than I remember
- Chapter 59: We own this city
- Chapter 58: Mind Fractures
- Chapter 57: Compliance is key
- Chapter 56: Different ball park
- Chapter 55: A strand of blonde hair
- Chapter 54: Ego driven
- Chapter 53: Blonde hair, blue streak
- Chapter 52: Control freak
- Chapter 51: Maybe it’s better like this
- Chapter 50: Who’s the real predator?
- Chapter 49: Tick Tock
- Chapter 48: Rely on just me
- Chapter 47: Do you miss me yet?
- Chapter 46: Route 66
- Chapter 45: Point of no return
- Chapter 44: Closer than you think
- Chapter 43: Greater Good
- Chapter 42: It keeps us alive
- Chapter 41: Do we really?
- Chapter 40: Talk, damn you.
- Chapter 39: The morning after
- Chapter 38: Flaming desperation
- Chapter 37: Fault Lines
- Chapter 36: Actions speak louder
- Chapter 35: Fear the infected
- Chapter 34: A river in Egypt
- Chapter 33: For my own good!?!?
- Chapter 32: Reality hits hard like fuck
- Chapter 31: Sleeptalkers
- Chapter 30: Wake up call
- Chapter 29: Like flies to rotten meat
- Chapter 28: Spiderweb
- Chapter 27: City of sorrow
- Chapter 26: Not much to loose
- Chapter 25: Made violent
- Chapter 24: A glimmer of hope
- Chapter 23: Not the bang you wanted?
- Chapter 22: Murderer Douchebag
- Chapter 21: Fine, damn it.
- Chapter 20: You’re safe now
- Chapter 19: Fucking blonde women
- Chapter 18: True nature
- Chapter 17: I can behave
- Chapter 16: Miss Bubblegum
- Chapter 15: Lawless land
- Chapter 14: What lies ahead
- Chapter 13: Maybe a little crazy
- Chapter 12: What they become
- Chapter 11: Train Tracks
- Chapter 10: Ex for a reason
- Chapter 9: Animals
- Chapter 8: New Jersey
- Chapter 7: This isn’t a date, right?
- Chapter 6: Collateral Damage
- Chapter 5: The Grahams make me sick.
- Chapter 4: Forks and knives
- Chapter 3: Goodbye Englewood
- Chapter 2: Are you serious?
- Chapter 1: Damn it all to hell.