Chapter 27: City of sorrow
The radio crackled.
Static.
A sharp pop, then nothing again.
I twisted the dial for the fifth time, jaw tight, eyes flicking to the empty road ahead. Every frequency bled into the same thing— white noise, distant sobbing, screams caught mid-syllable.
“…please— please if anyone’s listening—”
I turned it again.
Silence.
Then—
A voice cut through.
“—This is Mayor Jonathan Locke of Chicago.”
Everyone in the vehicle froze.
The man didn’t sound frantic. He didn’t sound afraid.
He sounded… tired.
“If you’re hearing this, then you’ve already realized the truth,” the mayor continued. “Order is gone. The federal government is gone. And I never cared what the president thought anyway.”
A pause.
I could hear slow, measured breathing— like he’d been trying to figure out the words.
“We tried restraint. We tried evacuation. We tried pretending the people of this city was worth saving in its entirety.”
Another pause.
“They aren’t.”
My stomach dropped.
“Kill what threatens you,” the mayor said calmly. “Kill what hesitates. Kill what pleads.”
The radio hissed softly.
“This is not cruelty,” he added. “This is clarity.”
Then—
The unmistakable sound of a gun being cocked.
BANG.
Silence swallowed everything.
Terri’s hands flew to her mouth. Her shoulders trembled as she sobbed silently, eyes squeezed shut like she could erase what we’d just heard.
My throat closed. I forced myself to swallow, the motion painful, useless.
Aubrey didn’t look away from the road. Her face was pale, jaw set tight, hands steady on the wheel like if she let go for even a second, everything would collapse.
I glanced at Lila.
She stared straight ahead, expression distant. Flat.
Unmoved.
What the fuck was I even doing?
I slouched back into my seat, my head heavy, the world outside blurring past— overturned cars, cracked asphalt, a rusted sign that still read WELCOME TO CHICAGO. The words “have a nice stay” underneath it lingered in my mind like some kind of sick joke.
The people in this car… the others following behind us…
They were looking at me for answers.
For direction.
For something.
The woman who led the camp before me—she would’ve known what to say. What to do. I already knew Id make more mistakes than her.
A hand squeezed mine. I snapped out of it.
Lila.
She gave me a small smile. Not warm. Not reassuring.
But steady.
It helped. A little.
Then—
“Oh—COME ON—!”
Aubrey slammed the brakes.
The car slowed to a stop, tires crunching against debris. We all looked up.
Oh, fuck me.
The road ahead was completely clogged—abandoned vehicles piled at every angle, some overturned, others burned out, blocking the highway like a barricade built by panic itself.
No way through.
No way around.
And suddenly, the silence felt heavier than the gunshot ever had.
“So…what now?”
A whisper. My mind stuttered. My heart sank.
Could I catch a break? Could we?
I slowly unlocked the door, the metal cool beneath my fingers. The air hit me, hot and dry, smelling of burnt rubber and scorched asphalt. The others behind us did the same.
Hale appeared, his boots crunching over glass and gravel, rifle slung across his shoulder. His voice cut through the heat and smoke.
“I suggest we take the supplies we need and continue on foot off the main road. We’re sitting ducks out here.”
I ran a hand through my hair as I felt Terri and the others stare at me.
“…That’s what we do then,” I said. “For now, at least.”
Frustrated sighs followed— inside the car, behind us. I tried to ignore them.
You think I don’t feel the same fucking way?
It’s not like we had a choice.
From here on out, every step mattered.
A rifle was slung over my shoulder as we climbed over the wreckage and slipped into the tree line, leaving the cars behind and carrying only what we needed. Leaves crunched beneath our boots. The air grew thick— damp, rotten.
The smell hit next.
Death. Close.
Bodies hidden just beyond sight. Supplies scattered through the grass like bait.
I slowed, letting the others pass.
That’s when I saw it.
Carved deep into the bark of a tree—
THE CRUCIBLE THRIVES.
My throat closed. My fists tightened.
A promise.
A warning.
“Keep walking, Cream Twinkie.”
I flinched as Aubrey passed me.
I exhaled slowly, tore my eyes away from the mark, and kept moving.
“Adrian.”
I looked up. Terri.
“I have a serious question, if I may ask…”
I tried not to sound annoyed. Failed anyway.
“What’s up?”
“Where exactly are we planning to go?” she asked carefully. “N—not to bash your leadership or anything, but like… I can’t be a nomad.”
Her eyes searched my face for something—anything. An answer.
The words died in my mouth.
She frowned.
And then—
“Everybody get down—!”
Aubrey’s voice dropped into a harsh, forced whisper as she crouched.
The others followed instantly.
So did I.
Anticipation knotted tight in my chest as I clutched the rifle— heavy, unfamiliar, useless in my hands.
I held my breath.
Ahead of us, the woods stretched out in uneven layers— ferns, fallen logs, shadows stacked on shadows. Sunlight filtered through the canopy in thin, broken shafts, catching motes of dust and ash drifting lazily in the air. Too peaceful.
Aubrey held up two fingers. Then slowly clenched her fist.
We all froze at that.
I followed her gaze. There was movement.
Branches parted just slightly— enough for a shape to pass through. A silhouette slid between the trees, low to the ground, careful. Then another. Boots. I caught the dull glint of metal for half a second before it vanished behind bark.
Not infected.
People.
My stomach twisted.
Hale shifted beside me, slow and controlled, bringing his rifle up like it was an extension of his body. I tried to mirror him and nearly scraped metal against stone. I froze, pulse hammering in my ears, waiting for someone to shout.
No one did.
Voices drifted in— murmurs, close enough now that I could almost make out words.
“…told you someone would come this way…”
The voice was soft, muffled by foliage. Female.
My stomach tightened.
“Think they’re friendly?”
Another voice answered. Male. That accent— unfamiliar, clipped— made my skin crawl. Not Chicago. Not Midwest. Not anyone I recognized.
My grip tightened on the rifle.
“Adrian.”
Hale’s voice was barely a breath. I glanced back. His eyes never left the treeline.
“We sound like we outnumber them,” he murmured. “We can take their supplies easily.”
A pause.
“It’s your call.”
My mouth went dry.
Supplies meant food. Ammo. Medicine. Things we didn’t have enough of. Things people killed for now. My mind flashed with Terri’s shaking hands. With Lila’s steady grip on mine. To the broadcast message from the mayor.
Moments stretched— thin, fragile— before instinct took over.
I surged up from cover, rifle snapping forward, arms trembling as I aimed into the brush.
“Don’t move!”
They froze.
Hands shot into the air.
“Don’t shoot!!!!” the woman shouted. I closed one eye.
Her voice cracked halfway through the sentence, panic scraping raw against the air. She stood stiff, shoulders tight, fingers spread wide like she was afraid even her hands might betray her.
She had auburn hair— stiff and brittle. Caked with hairspray that caught the light in dull flakes. It looked wrong out here. Somewhat preserved. Like she was clinging to a version of the world that didn’t exist anymore.
The man beside her was overweight, breath already coming fast. A thick goatee framed his mouth, his expression stuck somewhere between fear and resentment. The kind of face I’d seen before— gas stations, dive bars, places that smelled like grease and bad decisions.
Redneck.
My eyes dropped to their clothes.
Loose fabrics. Beads. Layers that made no sense for running or fighting.
Hippies.
The weight of guilt had lifted just slightly.
“Drop everything you have,” I ordered. “Now.”
The woman crouched first, movements careful. She reached into her pockets, placing items on the dirt one by one— snacks, a lighter, a small bottle of pills. The man followed, grunting as he bent, setting down a knife, some loose ammo, a folded map.
My jaw tightened as I tried to preserve my cold look.
The woman’s sleeve had ridden up as she moved,
Just for me to see it.
My eyes widened slightly.
What the hell..?
A tattoo etched along her forearm— dark lines forming a symbol I didn’t immediately understand.
Yet, for some reason, it felt familiar.
My voice was barely above a whisper.
“You Crucible…—?”
I don’t know why I felt so inclined to ask. I suddenly felt dumb.
Aubrey shot me a look. She probably thought i was paranoid.
The woman’s lip trembled.
“A—are you asking if I believe in Jesus?”
I frowned. Silence followed soon after.
With that, laughter exploded behind me.
High. Sharp. Unhinged.
It sliced straight through the tension like a blade.
My head snapped toward the sound.
The blonde woman— blue streaks still threading through her hair like a cruel joke—was doubled over, wrists bound, laughing like
this was all entertainment.
Her eyes met mine, glittering with something wild and knowing.
I sighed.
I’d almost forgotten she came with us.
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Chapters
- Chapter 173: When It Breaks
- Chapter 172: Say It Out Loud
- Chapter 171: Real small world, huh?
- Chapter 170: Couldn’t get enough of me, could you?
- Chapter 169: Don’t be a fool
- Chapter 168: Signal
- Chapter 167: Human or Not?
- Chapter 166: And then there was two
- Chapter 165: Final Warning
- Chapter 164: Livestock
- Chapter 163: Here’s the real welcome
- Chapter 162: The buzz that never stops
- Chapter 161: What Mrs. Graham said
- Chapter 160: The Quiet Game
- Chapter 159: Western Intake Sector Three
- Chapter 158: The Great Land of Maple Leaf
- Chapter 157: Just the way things go, I guess
- Chapter 156: I’m Not Who You Pretend I Am
- Chapter 155: Are you proud of yourself?
- Chapter 154: That could’ve gone better
- Chapter 153: Ready or not
- Chapter 152: Selective emphathy
- Chapter 151: Everyone hates Adrian
- Chapter 150: What now?
- Chapter 149: Stalker
- Chapter 148: You’re too close for comfort
- Chapter 147: A ticking time bomb
- Chapter 146: Let me breathe
- Chapter 145: You move quick, don’t you?
- Chapter 144: Won’t be the last
- Chapter 143: I know who you really are
- Chapter 142: You’re not dead
- Chapter 141: The lie that changed everything
- Chapter 140: Nothing to look back to
- Chapter 139: Scars fade but never go
- Chapter 138: Let me in
- Chapter 137: Family matters
- Chapter 136: Ugly
- Chapter 135: If im being honest
- Chapter 134: I hope you rot too
- Chapter 133: The road ahead
- Chapter 132: They fall twice as hard
- Chapter 131: Just like the rest of us
- Chapter 130: A room full of twitching bodies
- Chapter 129: Shitty people
- Chapter 128: It’s just a dream, right?
- Chapter 127: With one eye open
- Chapter 126: Not at all what I thought it’d be
- Chapter 125: Solace in my Glock
- Chapter 124: The stench that follows you everywhere
- Chapter 123: always a step ahead
- Chapter 122: The hunted
- Chapter 121: Cold feet
- Chapter 120: It’s over
- Chapter 119: Blood on my hands
- Chapter 118: You can’t go back, Adrian
- Chapter 117: I can burn hotter
- Chapter 116: I’m so sorry
- Chapter 115: I’m sorry
- Chapter 114: Closure
- Chapter 113: Unfamiliar
- Chapter 112: The day everything fell
- Chapter 111: From Missouri to Texas
- Chapter 110: Saints
- Chapter 109: Blood and Shame
- Chapter 108: Unhashed wounds
- Chapter 107: How it was always meant to be
- Chapter 106: Witch
- Chapter 105: Fucking freak
- Chapter 104: Annie and Yas
- Chapter 103: A quiet building
- Chapter 102: Friends and enemies
- Chapter 101: Jealousy
- Chapter 100: Clarity
- Chapter 99: Anarchy
- Chapter 98: Don’t leave me
- Chapter 97: Withdrawal
- Chapter 96: Southern hospitality
- Chapter 95: Mine, not yours
- Chapter 94: Monster
- Chapter 93: By any means possible
- Chapter 92: No right
- Chapter 91: Sweet, loving city I left behind
- Chapter 90: Deep shit
- Chapter 89: Nothing to gain
- Chapter 88: Like moths to a flame
- Chapter 87: April 5, 2017
- Chapter 86: Amber Society
- Chapter 85: Look at the flowers
- Chapter 84: Semblance of normalcy
- Chapter 83: The winning side
- Chapter 82: Just inconvenience
- Chapter 81: Flickering red haze
- Chapter 80: Not dead yet
- Chapter 79: Easy street
- Chapter 78: No one’s coming to save you
- Chapter 77: Anomaly
- Chapter 76: Do what we do best
- Chapter 75: And the second
- Chapter 74: Dust and ash
- Chapter 73: The first crack
- Chapter 72: Throatburn
- Chapter 71: Charity service
- Chapter 70: Obedience
- Chapter 69: A sense of safety
- Chapter 68: The future is bright
- Chapter 67: Brain shortage
- Chapter 66: Power trip
- Chapter 65: Everything to loose
- Chapter 64: A deadly road trip’s end
- Chapter 63: Sleepless nights
- Chapter 62: Delusions of the heart
- Chapter 61: Not the Lily I remember
- Chapter 60: Uglier than I remember
- Chapter 59: We own this city
- Chapter 58: Mind Fractures
- Chapter 57: Compliance is key
- Chapter 56: Different ball park
- Chapter 55: A strand of blonde hair
- Chapter 54: Ego driven
- Chapter 53: Blonde hair, blue streak
- Chapter 52: Control freak
- Chapter 51: Maybe it’s better like this
- Chapter 50: Who’s the real predator?
- Chapter 49: Tick Tock
- Chapter 48: Rely on just me
- Chapter 47: Do you miss me yet?
- Chapter 46: Route 66
- Chapter 45: Point of no return
- Chapter 44: Closer than you think
- Chapter 43: Greater Good
- Chapter 42: It keeps us alive
- Chapter 41: Do we really?
- Chapter 40: Talk, damn you.
- Chapter 39: The morning after
- Chapter 38: Flaming desperation
- Chapter 37: Fault Lines
- Chapter 36: Actions speak louder
- Chapter 35: Fear the infected
- Chapter 34: A river in Egypt
- Chapter 33: For my own good!?!?
- Chapter 32: Reality hits hard like fuck
- Chapter 31: Sleeptalkers
- Chapter 30: Wake up call
- Chapter 29: Like flies to rotten meat
- Chapter 28: Spiderweb
- Chapter 27: City of sorrow
- Chapter 26: Not much to loose
- Chapter 25: Made violent
- Chapter 24: A glimmer of hope
- Chapter 23: Not the bang you wanted?
- Chapter 22: Murderer Douchebag
- Chapter 21: Fine, damn it.
- Chapter 20: You’re safe now
- Chapter 19: Fucking blonde women
- Chapter 18: True nature
- Chapter 17: I can behave
- Chapter 16: Miss Bubblegum
- Chapter 15: Lawless land
- Chapter 14: What lies ahead
- Chapter 13: Maybe a little crazy
- Chapter 12: What they become
- Chapter 11: Train Tracks
- Chapter 10: Ex for a reason
- Chapter 9: Animals
- Chapter 8: New Jersey
- Chapter 7: This isn’t a date, right?
- Chapter 6: Collateral Damage
- Chapter 5: The Grahams make me sick.
- Chapter 4: Forks and knives
- Chapter 3: Goodbye Englewood
- Chapter 2: Are you serious?
- Chapter 1: Damn it all to hell.