Chapter 100: Clarity
For a moment, everything was dark.
Then sound came first.
The low growl of an engine. The rattle of loose metal. Her own breathing.
Lila’s eyelashes fluttered as she opened her eyes. The world felt slow, like it was still catching up to her. She pushed herself upright in the driver’s seat of the rusted car, hands braced against the steering wheel.
The feeling hit her fully then.
Light.
Warm.
Clear.
It spread through her chest and up into her head, smoothing out the noise that was usually there. The constant ache. The hunger. The doubt.
She hadn’t felt this steady in days.
She looked into the rearview mirror.
Her reflection stared back at her, sharper than usual. Focused. Alive.
She lifted her fingers and traced the skin beneath her eye. The faint amber glow in the corner was still there.
Amber was in her veins again.
Of course it was.
For a second, she just sat there and let herself breathe. The clarity felt like freedom. Like she wasn’t tied to anyone. Not to Adrian. Not to the cravings. Not to the fear of losing control.
Just her.
But even as the thought formed, something colder followed.
It won’t last.
It never does.
The memory came back without warning.
Her on the grass. Weak. Shaking. Abandoned.
A shadow falling over her.
“You ever need more of that shit? Just come running, blondie. We’ll hook you up.”
The woman with the mullet had grinned as she handed it over. Like it was a gift.
Like it wasn’t a chain.
She was dead now.
Lila tightened her grip on the steering wheel.
“I don’t need you…” she muttered.
She shifted the car into reverse and slammed her foot on the gas.
The tires spun, then caught. The car fishtailed out of the lot, gravel spraying behind her.
“I don’t need you,” she repeated, louder this time.
The gate scraped against the side of the car as she shot through it. Metal screamed. She didn’t slow down.
The road opened ahead.
The clarity was already thinning at the edges.
But she drove anyway.
—
My body moved before I told it to. Mark quickly got up from his chair as if to chase— but his daughter stopped him.
The Lattice detonated inside my skull.
Distance: thirty-two meters.
Speed increasing.
Trajectory: direct line toward the east access road.
Interception probability: decreasing—decreasing—
Shut up.
I didn’t want numbers.
My boots slammed into pavement. I was already running.
Wind cut into my eyes. Gravel bit into my palms when I pushed harder, faster. The world narrowed to the shrinking outline of that car.
“Lila!”
No response.
The Lattice adjusted again, kept feeding me shit that I didn’t care about.
The gate hung half-open from earlier repairs. The car clipped it on the way through, metal screeching, sparks flying.
She didn’t slow down.
My lungs burned. Blood from earlier combat dripped from my nose again, hot and steady.
The Lattice pulsed.
Override recommended.
Muscular strain acceptable.
Continue pursuit.
It wasn’t helping.
It was pushing.
For the first time, the calculations felt wrong.
This wasn’t some fucking enemy to dismantle.
This was her.
Locked inside that car.
Alone.
If she was conscious, she was unstable.
If she wasn’t—
My stomach dropped.
The car hit the main road and swerved violently before correcting itself.
Seventy meters now.
Too far.
The Lattice offered solutions.
Acquire vehicle.
Disable tire via precision shot.
Calculate ricochet probability.
No.
If I misjudged—
If I hit her—
My pace faltered for half a breath.
The system didn’t.
Optimal shot window in three seconds.
Wind compensation minimal.
“Shut. Up.”
I skidded to a stop in the middle of the road, chest heaving, watching the car shrink into the distance.
For the first time since I learned how to stop hesitating—
I didn’t know what the right move was.
The Lattice hummed.
Waiting.
I wiped the blood from my lip.
Then I started running again.
If the world thought it could take her from me again—
It had just made a mistake.
—
The next scream cut short with a wet choke.
The body slumped forward.
The executioner stepped to the next captive.
Aubrey’s wrists had been twisting inside the rope since the sacks came off. Slow. Careful. Grinding skin raw. She had already forced one thumb halfway out of place without making a sound.
Pain was better than dying clean.
She leaned slightly toward Isabella.
“When I move,” she whispered, “fall left.”
Isabella didn’t respond.
The boots stopped behind them.
A hand grabbed Isabella’s hair and yanked her head back.
She gasped.
The blade hovered at her throat.
That was the moment.
Aubrey slammed her shoulder into the captive on her right.
Hard.
The man panicked and jerked forward. His basin tipped. Thick blood spilled across the concrete, spreading fast beneath their knees.
Someone shouted.
The executioner shifted his footing.
That was enough.
Aubrey wrenched her half-loosened hand free, skin tearing as her thumb slipped fully out of joint. She lunged sideways, throwing her entire body into the man holding Isabella.
The blade came down.
It caught her shoulder instead of Isabella’s throat.
She didn’t scream.
She drove forward again.
The executioner slipped in the blood and went down hard. The machete clattered across the floor.
Another infected swore as blood splashed across his apron.
“You idiot!” he snapped at the one who fell.
“You pushed him!”
“I didn’t—”
The line broke.
Captives started scrambling. Someone tried to stand and slipped. Another began screaming uncontrollably. One of the infected kicked him in the ribs, but his boot slid in the blood.
Control cracked.
Aubrey dove for the machete.
An infected grabbed her jacket from behind. She swung blindly, the blade catching his forearm. He recoiled, more shocked than hurt.
She turned immediately and cut Isabella’s bindings first.
“Up,” Aubrey ordered through clenched teeth.
Isabella hesitated.
“UP!”
Another infected charged.
Aubrey shoved Isabella sideways as the man lunged. He crashed into one of his own. The two stumbled, arguing as they tried to regain balance.
“You’re wasting it!”
“Shut the hell up!”
The room was no longer organized. It was loud. Slippery. Chaotic.
That was all Aubrey needed.
She grabbed Isabella’s wrist and dragged her toward the side wall instead of the main door. Everyone would expect a run for the exit.
There was a smaller service door half-hidden behind hanging tarps.
An infected noticed them.
“Hey—!”
Aubrey threw the empty basin at his face. It hit hard enough to stun him for a second.
They burst through the side door just as a blade sliced across Aubrey’s back.
She stumbled but didn’t stop.
Behind them, shouting turned to furious yelling as the infected argued over who let them slip.
The hallway beyond was dark.
Narrow.
Not safe.
But not a slaughter line either.
Aubrey slammed the door shut and shoved a rusted pipe through the handles.
Her shoulder bled freely now.
Isabella stared at her, shaking.
“You’re bleeding—”
“Still alive,” Aubrey snapped, forcing her thumb back into place with a sickening pop.
She met Isabella’s eyes.
“This isn’t over.”
From the other side of the door came pounding.
Angry.
Disorganized.
They hadn’t escaped.
They’d just changed the battlefield.
And that was enough.
—
My legs felt heavier on the walk back.
Every step dragged, but I pushed through it. The lot came into view, half wrecked from the barricade, gravel torn up where Lila had driven through.
Mark and Agnes were waiting near the entrance.
“What do you expect to gain from chasing her?” Mark asked.
I didn’t look at him. I was already scanning the row of abandoned cars, checking windows, door locks, steering columns. One of them would start. One of them had to.
“She’s infected,” he continued. “She belongs with her own kind.”
My jaw tightened.
I moved to a faded blue sedan and yanked the door handle. Locked.
“Listen, son. It’s best if you—”
I turned then.
“You know what’ll happen once they see her?” I asked, meeting his eyes. “The same one who escaped that wretched place with me?”
He didn’t answer.
“She betrayed them,” I continued. “She doesn’t belong anywhere. She has nobody.”
The words hung there.
He held my stare for a moment longer, then looked away first. Without another word, he turned and walked back toward the building.
The door shut behind him.
Only Agnes remained.
The wind moved through the lot, carrying dust and the faint smell of gasoline. For a few seconds, neither of us spoke.
I smashed the side window of the sedan with the butt of my gun and reached inside to unlock it.
“Got something to say as well, doll face?” I asked without looking at her.
I expected anger. Maybe a lecture.
Instead, she stepped closer.
I straightened up just as she leaned in and pressed a quick kiss to my cheek.
It caught me off guard.
I blinked at her.
“Thanks for saving me and my pop,” she said.
Before I could respond, she dug into her jacket pocket and grabbed my hand. She opened my palm and dropped a small bundle into it.
Loose rounds.
A small folding knife.
A wrapped bandage.
“It ain’t much, but…” she said. “That’s all I could really give.”
I looked down at the bullets, then back at her. I gave a single nod.
It was enough.
“Good luck with your girlfriend,” she added, a faint smile pulling at her mouth.
Then she turned and jogged back toward the building, catching the door before it closed.
I stood there for a second longer.
Girlfriend.
I shoved the supplies into my pocket and slid into the driver’s seat. The steering column cracked open under my knife. Wires exposed. Red to red. Twist.
The engine coughed once.
Twice.
Then it roared to life.
I gripped the wheel and stared at the open road ahead.
An exhale.
The tires spun as I pulled out of the lot.
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Chapters
- Chapter 173: When It Breaks
- Chapter 172: Say It Out Loud
- Chapter 171: Real small world, huh?
- Chapter 170: Couldn’t get enough of me, could you?
- Chapter 169: Don’t be a fool
- Chapter 168: Signal
- Chapter 167: Human or Not?
- Chapter 166: And then there was two
- Chapter 165: Final Warning
- Chapter 164: Livestock
- Chapter 163: Here’s the real welcome
- Chapter 162: The buzz that never stops
- Chapter 161: What Mrs. Graham said
- Chapter 160: The Quiet Game
- Chapter 159: Western Intake Sector Three
- Chapter 158: The Great Land of Maple Leaf
- Chapter 157: Just the way things go, I guess
- Chapter 156: I’m Not Who You Pretend I Am
- Chapter 155: Are you proud of yourself?
- Chapter 154: That could’ve gone better
- Chapter 153: Ready or not
- Chapter 152: Selective emphathy
- Chapter 151: Everyone hates Adrian
- Chapter 150: What now?
- Chapter 149: Stalker
- Chapter 148: You’re too close for comfort
- Chapter 147: A ticking time bomb
- Chapter 146: Let me breathe
- Chapter 145: You move quick, don’t you?
- Chapter 144: Won’t be the last
- Chapter 143: I know who you really are
- Chapter 142: You’re not dead
- Chapter 141: The lie that changed everything
- Chapter 140: Nothing to look back to
- Chapter 139: Scars fade but never go
- Chapter 138: Let me in
- Chapter 137: Family matters
- Chapter 136: Ugly
- Chapter 135: If im being honest
- Chapter 134: I hope you rot too
- Chapter 133: The road ahead
- Chapter 132: They fall twice as hard
- Chapter 131: Just like the rest of us
- Chapter 130: A room full of twitching bodies
- Chapter 129: Shitty people
- Chapter 128: It’s just a dream, right?
- Chapter 127: With one eye open
- Chapter 126: Not at all what I thought it’d be
- Chapter 125: Solace in my Glock
- Chapter 124: The stench that follows you everywhere
- Chapter 123: always a step ahead
- Chapter 122: The hunted
- Chapter 121: Cold feet
- Chapter 120: It’s over
- Chapter 119: Blood on my hands
- Chapter 118: You can’t go back, Adrian
- Chapter 117: I can burn hotter
- Chapter 116: I’m so sorry
- Chapter 115: I’m sorry
- Chapter 114: Closure
- Chapter 113: Unfamiliar
- Chapter 112: The day everything fell
- Chapter 111: From Missouri to Texas
- Chapter 110: Saints
- Chapter 109: Blood and Shame
- Chapter 108: Unhashed wounds
- Chapter 107: How it was always meant to be
- Chapter 106: Witch
- Chapter 105: Fucking freak
- Chapter 104: Annie and Yas
- Chapter 103: A quiet building
- Chapter 102: Friends and enemies
- Chapter 101: Jealousy
- Chapter 100: Clarity
- Chapter 99: Anarchy
- Chapter 98: Don’t leave me
- Chapter 97: Withdrawal
- Chapter 96: Southern hospitality
- Chapter 95: Mine, not yours
- Chapter 94: Monster
- Chapter 93: By any means possible
- Chapter 92: No right
- Chapter 91: Sweet, loving city I left behind
- Chapter 90: Deep shit
- Chapter 89: Nothing to gain
- Chapter 88: Like moths to a flame
- Chapter 87: April 5, 2017
- Chapter 86: Amber Society
- Chapter 85: Look at the flowers
- Chapter 84: Semblance of normalcy
- Chapter 83: The winning side
- Chapter 82: Just inconvenience
- Chapter 81: Flickering red haze
- Chapter 80: Not dead yet
- Chapter 79: Easy street
- Chapter 78: No one’s coming to save you
- Chapter 77: Anomaly
- Chapter 76: Do what we do best
- Chapter 75: And the second
- Chapter 74: Dust and ash
- Chapter 73: The first crack
- Chapter 72: Throatburn
- Chapter 71: Charity service
- Chapter 70: Obedience
- Chapter 69: A sense of safety
- Chapter 68: The future is bright
- Chapter 67: Brain shortage
- Chapter 66: Power trip
- Chapter 65: Everything to loose
- Chapter 64: A deadly road trip’s end
- Chapter 63: Sleepless nights
- Chapter 62: Delusions of the heart
- Chapter 61: Not the Lily I remember
- Chapter 60: Uglier than I remember
- Chapter 59: We own this city
- Chapter 58: Mind Fractures
- Chapter 57: Compliance is key
- Chapter 56: Different ball park
- Chapter 55: A strand of blonde hair
- Chapter 54: Ego driven
- Chapter 53: Blonde hair, blue streak
- Chapter 52: Control freak
- Chapter 51: Maybe it’s better like this
- Chapter 50: Who’s the real predator?
- Chapter 49: Tick Tock
- Chapter 48: Rely on just me
- Chapter 47: Do you miss me yet?
- Chapter 46: Route 66
- Chapter 45: Point of no return
- Chapter 44: Closer than you think
- Chapter 43: Greater Good
- Chapter 42: It keeps us alive
- Chapter 41: Do we really?
- Chapter 40: Talk, damn you.
- Chapter 39: The morning after
- Chapter 38: Flaming desperation
- Chapter 37: Fault Lines
- Chapter 36: Actions speak louder
- Chapter 35: Fear the infected
- Chapter 34: A river in Egypt
- Chapter 33: For my own good!?!?
- Chapter 32: Reality hits hard like fuck
- Chapter 31: Sleeptalkers
- Chapter 30: Wake up call
- Chapter 29: Like flies to rotten meat
- Chapter 28: Spiderweb
- Chapter 27: City of sorrow
- Chapter 26: Not much to loose
- Chapter 25: Made violent
- Chapter 24: A glimmer of hope
- Chapter 23: Not the bang you wanted?
- Chapter 22: Murderer Douchebag
- Chapter 21: Fine, damn it.
- Chapter 20: You’re safe now
- Chapter 19: Fucking blonde women
- Chapter 18: True nature
- Chapter 17: I can behave
- Chapter 16: Miss Bubblegum
- Chapter 15: Lawless land
- Chapter 14: What lies ahead
- Chapter 13: Maybe a little crazy
- Chapter 12: What they become
- Chapter 11: Train Tracks
- Chapter 10: Ex for a reason
- Chapter 9: Animals
- Chapter 8: New Jersey
- Chapter 7: This isn’t a date, right?
- Chapter 6: Collateral Damage
- Chapter 5: The Grahams make me sick.
- Chapter 4: Forks and knives
- Chapter 3: Goodbye Englewood
- Chapter 2: Are you serious?
- Chapter 1: Damn it all to hell.