Chapter 34: A river in Egypt
Night had settled on the camp fast.
The air was sharp with cold and smoke, embers from the fires drifting like dying stars. Most people had retreated into tents, voices lowered, the camp pulled inward on itself the way it always did after violence. Like pretending quiet could undo noise.
I crouched near a dented metal pail by the fire pit.
The water inside was pale in the moonlight, skin-slick and trembling when I touched it. I dipped my hands in, sucked in a breath, and lifted the water to my face.
Cold bit hard.
I hissed as it hit the graze on my cheek, blood gone tacky, the skin around it swollen and angry. The pain was sharp enough to cut through everything else for half a second.
Then it was gone.
The smell lingered instead.
Gunpowder.
Metallic. Bitter. Like it had soaked into my lungs instead of my clothes.
My fingers shook when I dipped them back into the water, rubbing gently at the cut, trying to wash away something that wouldn’t come off. I scrubbed until the skin burned, until my hands ached.
It didn’t help.
The memory wouldn’t loosen its grip.
Her weight on my chest.
The pressure.
The sound.
BANG.
I exhaled slowly and leaned forward, plunging my face into the pail. Water closed over my ears, dulling the world, swallowing sound. For a moment there was nothing but cold and the steady thud of my heart.
It was just another episode.
That’s what I told myself.
Just the disease. Just fear twisting her up into something ugly. She didn’t mean it. She wouldn’t—
I lifted my head, water streaming down my chin, dripping back into the pail in uneven drops.
I wiped my face on my sleeve and stood, legs stiff, joints aching like I’d aged ten years in a day. The campfire cracked softly behind me as I ducked into my tent, grabbed a rag, pressed it briefly to my cheek.
Then I stepped back out into the night.
The cold hit harder now.
And the first face I saw was Aubrey’s.
She stood a few feet away, arms crossed tight over her chest, shoulders squared like she’d been bracing herself. The firelight caught the edges of her hair, the tension in her jaw. She hadn’t been wandering.
She’d been waiting.
My stomach dropped.
I turned my head instinctively, starting to step past her.
“Hey.”
The word didn’t sound like a greeting.
I stopped anyway.
She closed the distance in two strides, voice already rising. “What the hell is up with you? What were all those gunshots? Do you have any idea how loud that was?” Her eyes flicked past me, scanning the dark. “The infected could’ve heard—”
“Stop stalking me, Aubrey.”
The words came out cold. Sharp. I barely recognized my own voice.
Her expression froze.
For a split second, I thought she might actually step back.
Then the anger hit.
White-hot. Immediate.
Before I could react, her hand closed around my wrist, grip firm, and she yanked me back around to face her. Not violent. Not gentle either.
Her eyes snapped to my face.
They widened.
Just slightly.
Her other hand lifted without asking, fingers brushing my chin, tilting my head to the side so she could see the graze properly. Firelight caught the raw skin, the thin smear of blood I hadn’t managed to clean away.
Her breath hitched.
“What the fuck happened, Adrian?”
I pulled away hard enough that her hand dropped.
“I had an accident,” I said flatly. “Nothing that concerns you.”
Her mouth opened, then shut again. Her brows knit together, disbelief bleeding into her anger.
“An accident,” she repeated. “You don’t get a gunshot graze from tripping over a root.”
I didn’t answer.
Silence stretched between us, thick and brittle. The fire popped behind her. Somewhere farther off, someone coughed. The world kept moving like nothing had changed.
Aubrey’s voice dropped. “Was it Lila?”
My chest tightened.
I looked past her, at the dark line of trees, at the way the shadows seemed to lean closer when you weren’t paying attention.
“That’s not your business.”
She stared at me for a long moment, searching my face like she might find the truth etched into my skin if she looked hard enough.
Her jaw set.
“You’re shaking,” she said quietly.
I hadn’t noticed.
I curled my fingers into fists, nails biting into my palms. “Hale was just— he was teaching me. That’s all.”
“That’s bullshit.”
Her voice wasn’t loud now. It was worse—controlled. Hurt threaded through the anger, sharp enough to cut.
“You disappear. There are gunshots. You come back bleeding. And you think you can just brush past me like I won’t notice?” She shook her head. “You don’t get to—.”
“Just fucking drop it, alright man?”
That did it.
“You aren’t even my friend. You’re Lila’s. Stop acting like you give a shit.”
Hurt flashed on her face for a brief moment, before she stepped closer, dropping her voice even further. “If someone put a gun to your head—”
“She didn’t,” I snapped.
The lie burned on the way out.
Aubrey flinched like I’d slapped her.
We stood there, staring at each other, the space between us charged and fragile. I could feel eyes on us now— shapes shifting at the edges of tents, people pretending not to listen.
I hated that she’d seen.
I hated that part of me was relieved she had.
“Just—” I dragged a hand through my damp hair, suddenly exhausted. “Just leave it alone, Aubrey. Please.”
I turned to walk.
I didn’t look back, but I felt it anyway—Aubrey’s stare burning into the space between my shoulders, her expression hardening as I put distance between us.
“Adrian…?”
Terri’s voice caught me just as I passed the edge of the fire pit.
“Are you—?”
“I’m fine.” My words came out flat.
Terri frowned as I brushed past her, confusion flickering across her face before it settled into something quieter. Hurt, maybe. Or concern she didn’t know what to do with.
Guilt coiled in my stomach.
Terri never deserved that. She never pushed. Never demanded. She just… cared. And I’d treated it like an inconvenience.
I walked faster at that.
Boots scraped dirt. Firelight faded. The camp thinned out into darker lanes between tents where conversations dropped to murmurs and eyes pretended not to follow me.
I barely made it five seconds.
“Adrian.”
I didn’t stop.
Footsteps fell in beside mine, matching my pace perfectly. Too deliberate to be accidental. I didn’t turn my head. I didn’t ask who it was.
“We have a problem.”
I exhaled through my nose, irritation flaring sharp and tired. My body ached. My head throbbed. Every nerve felt scraped raw.
I stopped anyway.
Slowly.
“Can this please wait until morning?” I said, rubbing a hand over my face. “I’m exhausted.”
The camp member didn’t slow. Didn’t soften it.
“Scouts spotted infected moving this direction. A few miles out.”
That made my hand drop.
“Count’s just over a dozen,” they continued. “And one of them’s armed.”
The word armed hit like ice water.
I turned now.
“What?”
“There’s a real chance they drift into the clearing before we know they’re close,” the camp member said. “If that happens, they won’t be wandering. They’ll be looking.”
My fatigue evaporated in an instant, replaced by something tight and alert. My jaw clenched as the implications stacked up— sleeping people, thin perimeter, low visibility.
An ambush.
My gaze slid toward the dark treeline at the edge of camp. The shadows between the trunks looked deeper than they had a minute ago. Closer.
“How much time?” I asked.
The camp member shook their head. “Couple hours. Could be less.”
I swallowed.
Somewhere behind me, a fire popped. Someone laughed too loud. Life went on, ignorant and fragile.
I straightened, exhaustion shoved aside by necessity.
“Get Hale,” I said. “Quietly. Don’t spark panic.”
The camp member nodded and peeled off into the dark.
I stayed where I was for a moment longer, staring toward the woods, my cheek still burning, Lila’s voice echoing in my head, Aubrey’s stare heavy on my back.
So much for tomorrow.
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Chapters
- Chapter 173: When It Breaks
- Chapter 172: Say It Out Loud
- Chapter 171: Real small world, huh?
- Chapter 170: Couldn’t get enough of me, could you?
- Chapter 169: Don’t be a fool
- Chapter 168: Signal
- Chapter 167: Human or Not?
- Chapter 166: And then there was two
- Chapter 165: Final Warning
- Chapter 164: Livestock
- Chapter 163: Here’s the real welcome
- Chapter 162: The buzz that never stops
- Chapter 161: What Mrs. Graham said
- Chapter 160: The Quiet Game
- Chapter 159: Western Intake Sector Three
- Chapter 158: The Great Land of Maple Leaf
- Chapter 157: Just the way things go, I guess
- Chapter 156: I’m Not Who You Pretend I Am
- Chapter 155: Are you proud of yourself?
- Chapter 154: That could’ve gone better
- Chapter 153: Ready or not
- Chapter 152: Selective emphathy
- Chapter 151: Everyone hates Adrian
- Chapter 150: What now?
- Chapter 149: Stalker
- Chapter 148: You’re too close for comfort
- Chapter 147: A ticking time bomb
- Chapter 146: Let me breathe
- Chapter 145: You move quick, don’t you?
- Chapter 144: Won’t be the last
- Chapter 143: I know who you really are
- Chapter 142: You’re not dead
- Chapter 141: The lie that changed everything
- Chapter 140: Nothing to look back to
- Chapter 139: Scars fade but never go
- Chapter 138: Let me in
- Chapter 137: Family matters
- Chapter 136: Ugly
- Chapter 135: If im being honest
- Chapter 134: I hope you rot too
- Chapter 133: The road ahead
- Chapter 132: They fall twice as hard
- Chapter 131: Just like the rest of us
- Chapter 130: A room full of twitching bodies
- Chapter 129: Shitty people
- Chapter 128: It’s just a dream, right?
- Chapter 127: With one eye open
- Chapter 126: Not at all what I thought it’d be
- Chapter 125: Solace in my Glock
- Chapter 124: The stench that follows you everywhere
- Chapter 123: always a step ahead
- Chapter 122: The hunted
- Chapter 121: Cold feet
- Chapter 120: It’s over
- Chapter 119: Blood on my hands
- Chapter 118: You can’t go back, Adrian
- Chapter 117: I can burn hotter
- Chapter 116: I’m so sorry
- Chapter 115: I’m sorry
- Chapter 114: Closure
- Chapter 113: Unfamiliar
- Chapter 112: The day everything fell
- Chapter 111: From Missouri to Texas
- Chapter 110: Saints
- Chapter 109: Blood and Shame
- Chapter 108: Unhashed wounds
- Chapter 107: How it was always meant to be
- Chapter 106: Witch
- Chapter 105: Fucking freak
- Chapter 104: Annie and Yas
- Chapter 103: A quiet building
- Chapter 102: Friends and enemies
- Chapter 101: Jealousy
- Chapter 100: Clarity
- Chapter 99: Anarchy
- Chapter 98: Don’t leave me
- Chapter 97: Withdrawal
- Chapter 96: Southern hospitality
- Chapter 95: Mine, not yours
- Chapter 94: Monster
- Chapter 93: By any means possible
- Chapter 92: No right
- Chapter 91: Sweet, loving city I left behind
- Chapter 90: Deep shit
- Chapter 89: Nothing to gain
- Chapter 88: Like moths to a flame
- Chapter 87: April 5, 2017
- Chapter 86: Amber Society
- Chapter 85: Look at the flowers
- Chapter 84: Semblance of normalcy
- Chapter 83: The winning side
- Chapter 82: Just inconvenience
- Chapter 81: Flickering red haze
- Chapter 80: Not dead yet
- Chapter 79: Easy street
- Chapter 78: No one’s coming to save you
- Chapter 77: Anomaly
- Chapter 76: Do what we do best
- Chapter 75: And the second
- Chapter 74: Dust and ash
- Chapter 73: The first crack
- Chapter 72: Throatburn
- Chapter 71: Charity service
- Chapter 70: Obedience
- Chapter 69: A sense of safety
- Chapter 68: The future is bright
- Chapter 67: Brain shortage
- Chapter 66: Power trip
- Chapter 65: Everything to loose
- Chapter 64: A deadly road trip’s end
- Chapter 63: Sleepless nights
- Chapter 62: Delusions of the heart
- Chapter 61: Not the Lily I remember
- Chapter 60: Uglier than I remember
- Chapter 59: We own this city
- Chapter 58: Mind Fractures
- Chapter 57: Compliance is key
- Chapter 56: Different ball park
- Chapter 55: A strand of blonde hair
- Chapter 54: Ego driven
- Chapter 53: Blonde hair, blue streak
- Chapter 52: Control freak
- Chapter 51: Maybe it’s better like this
- Chapter 50: Who’s the real predator?
- Chapter 49: Tick Tock
- Chapter 48: Rely on just me
- Chapter 47: Do you miss me yet?
- Chapter 46: Route 66
- Chapter 45: Point of no return
- Chapter 44: Closer than you think
- Chapter 43: Greater Good
- Chapter 42: It keeps us alive
- Chapter 41: Do we really?
- Chapter 40: Talk, damn you.
- Chapter 39: The morning after
- Chapter 38: Flaming desperation
- Chapter 37: Fault Lines
- Chapter 36: Actions speak louder
- Chapter 35: Fear the infected
- Chapter 34: A river in Egypt
- Chapter 33: For my own good!?!?
- Chapter 32: Reality hits hard like fuck
- Chapter 31: Sleeptalkers
- Chapter 30: Wake up call
- Chapter 29: Like flies to rotten meat
- Chapter 28: Spiderweb
- Chapter 27: City of sorrow
- Chapter 26: Not much to loose
- Chapter 25: Made violent
- Chapter 24: A glimmer of hope
- Chapter 23: Not the bang you wanted?
- Chapter 22: Murderer Douchebag
- Chapter 21: Fine, damn it.
- Chapter 20: You’re safe now
- Chapter 19: Fucking blonde women
- Chapter 18: True nature
- Chapter 17: I can behave
- Chapter 16: Miss Bubblegum
- Chapter 15: Lawless land
- Chapter 14: What lies ahead
- Chapter 13: Maybe a little crazy
- Chapter 12: What they become
- Chapter 11: Train Tracks
- Chapter 10: Ex for a reason
- Chapter 9: Animals
- Chapter 8: New Jersey
- Chapter 7: This isn’t a date, right?
- Chapter 6: Collateral Damage
- Chapter 5: The Grahams make me sick.
- Chapter 4: Forks and knives
- Chapter 3: Goodbye Englewood
- Chapter 2: Are you serious?
- Chapter 1: Damn it all to hell.