Chapter 9: Fever
They were scared of their power and the possible catastrophe they could unleash once they went berserk from not receiving guiding for years.
Also, one of the main reasons was that they possibly could not control them. The two were more than capable of ruining humanity on their own if they so wished. This made the government, which was used to the power they held, powerless against them.
It was only that the consequences of such actions would also lead to their death. Not to mention, unnecessary and tiring.
And the two would prefer to fool around with each other than interact with other people. For the past three years, that was their routine.
And they did not know yet that the arrival of this beautiful but cold guide would completely change that.
By this time, Ayen had completely fallen asleep as the exhaustion washed over him, and also the relief that he survived the ordeal.
He did not think about it and let it overwhelm him.
Usually, Ayen did not dream vividly. Of course, nightmares were a common occurrence; he had grown used to adapting to the point of forgetting them when he woke up.
He was not one to remember dreams or force himself to do so, like some people. But now, he found himself in one. The mental barrier he created for himself might have turned off itself to recover.
Ayen saw the familiar corridor, which he had not seen for years. His memories of this place were not exactly pleasant, and looking at his current state, this was probably the worst one of all.
“E-class? Huh, that’s basically trash.”
“How come?” a confused one asked. “He’s the genius one they always praise, right?”
“They even said he has the potential to be an S-class Guide from the preliminary examination.”
“Eh, what genius? He’s been a useless guide since the start.”
“Probably his parents are using connections to create a false image.”
“Look, it backfired!”
These apprehensions were few and far between, and most reactions were insults, as the whole organization was laughing at someone who had fallen from grace.
If Ayen could recall, it was truly like falling from heaven to hell. He never thought such a situation would happen to him.
But what went wrong?
Ayen’s mind was clouded by that point; he did not even hear the whole explanation by the examiner. Only a sentence kept repeating in his mind at that time.
“He’s a guide but like an ordinary person.”
And now he stood in the same situation as the people around him, scrutinizing him. He lifted his blank and almost lifeless gaze and looked at the two people who looked at him in disgust.
He still remembered how his heart shattered that time. It was like his whole life was judged as a failure at that point.
“Mom… Dad…”
Ayen opened his mouth, trembling. The 17-year-old him called his parents desperately. To the people he believed would be there even if the whole world abandoned him. Yet, what awaited him was heartbreak.
“Useless!” His father twitched his lips, disgust and anger plastered on his face. “Are you sure he’s our son? I can’t believe a failure has come in my bloodline!” He even cupped the back of his neck as though about to faint.
Ayen cried and looked at his mother, pleading in his eyes.
His mother averted her gaze, pursed her lips, but did not say anything.
One would say, not saying insults were better, but for Ayen at that time, his mother’s blatant silence was more of a betrayal than the insults and doubts of his father.
Ayen hated to be relieved of that despair, of how he was disowned by his parents for being labeled as a useless guide. He was truly in a nightmare.
But at least… It was not his worst memory. Ayen mocked himself for thinking like that.
While Ayen in the dream cried, he was actually indifferent to it all. It had been almost 10 years, and he was numb through it all. The wounds were there, but he had done a good job patching them up until they could barely be seen on the surface.
The nightmare continued, and Ayen waited until he woke up. And soon, he did, and slowly his eyes opened. Despite remembering that dream or a memory, there was no hint of it when he woke up.
He looked at the ceiling, not trying to move, intending to stay for as long as he could. However, it seemed even this would not be easily obtained.
“You’re awake?” Without looking, Ayen already knew it was. His voice was deeper and calmer than the other one.
His gaze turned to the side and met a calm gaze. It was Khal.
“Feeling alright now?” he asked.
Instead of answering, Ayen remembered someone.
“Keeran?”
For the first time, Khal furrowed his brows.
“Aren’t you more concerned with your condition?”
Ayen did not speak. Khal stared at him and soon sighed.
“She’s still not awake. Wait, listen.” Khal stopped Ayen from fully getting up. “She might have needed more rest because of trauma, but she’s stable. But you…”
Khal shook his head, seeing no waves in those eyes like the first time he had seen them.
“You only recovered from a high fever last night.”
“I had a fever?”
Ayen did not feel anything; he felt fine.
Khal was not the one who responded this time, but someone else.
“Heh, it’s not just fever.” Devion’s loud mouth appeared. He was soon beside Khal and stared at Ayen with astounded eyes. “You’re burning up, literally.” He even motioned exaggeratedly, as though it was his first time seeing a human with a high temperature like that. After all, Ayen was not an Esper. Even an Esper would only have that same temperature if they were on the verge of losing control.
Khal facepalmed but did not deny and agreed.
“Even making this room colder did not help lower your temperature,” he added to Devion’s rambling.
Hearing that, Ayen looked around and only noticed that it seemed to be the case. The room was still covered with ice, and even surrounded the bed with thick ice.
“We thought you were about to die, but, strangely, you look fine.”
Ayen looked at him weirdly. What did that even mean?
Devion became defensive. “He’s unconvinced, Khal. Explain to him.”
Khal raised a brow. “Why don’t you do it?”
He shrugged. “I’m not good with words, and he doesn’t trust me.”
Ayen narrowed his eyes and retorted inwardly. I don’t trust either of you.
Khal let out a deep sigh.
“Devion’s telling the truth. You were burning up, but your condition was stable. Your pulse was steady, your heartbeat normal. Nothing was wrong except your absurdly high temperature.”
What else did he need to add? That was a simple and correct explanation of it.
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- Chapter 213: Another Backlash (1)
- Chapter 212: Darkness (2)
- Chapter 211: Darkness (1)
- Chapter 210: Curse Guiding (10)
- Chapter 209: Curse Guiding (9)
- Chapter 208: Curse Guiding (8)
- Chapter 207: Curse Guiding (7)
- Chapter 206: Curse Guiding (6)
- Chapter 205: Curse Guiding (5)
- Chapter 204: Curse Guiding (4)
- Chapter 203: Curse Guiding (3)
- Chapter 202: Curse Guiding (2)
- Chapter 201: Curse Guiding (1)
- Chapter 200: Madmen (8)
- Chapter 199: Madmen (7) (M)
- Chapter 198: Madmen (6) (M)
- Chapter 197: Madmen (5) (M)
- Chapter 196: Madmen (4) (M)
- Chapter 195: Madmen (3) (M)
- Chapter 194: Madmen (2) (M)
- Chapter 193: Madmen (1)
- Chapter 192: Reveal (6)
- Chapter 191: Reveal (5)
- Chapter 190: Reveal (4)
- Chapter 189: Reveal (3)
- Chapter 188: Reveal (2)
- Chapter 187: Reveal (1)
- Chapter 186: Slap
- Chapter 185: To Vent One’s Anger (8)
- Chapter 184: To Vent One’s Anger (7)
- Chapter 183: To Vent One’s Anger (6)
- Chapter 182: To Vent One’s Anger (5)
- Chapter 181: To Vent One’s Anger (4)
- Chapter 180: To Vent One’s Anger (3)
- Chapter 179: To Vent One’s Anger (2)
- Chapter 178: To Vent One’s Anger (1)
- Chapter 177: Another War Zone (9)
- Chapter 176: Another War Zone (8)
- Chapter 175: Another War Zone (7)
- Chapter 174: Another War Zone (6)
- Chapter 173: Another War Zone (5)
- Chapter 172: Another War Zone (4)
- Chapter 171: Another War Zone (3)
- Chapter 170: Another War Zone (2)
- Chapter 169: Another War Zone (1)
- Chapter 168: Red Zone 67 (8)
- Chapter 167: Red Zone 67 (7)
- Chapter 166: Red Zone 67 (6)
- Chapter 165: Red Zone 67 (5)
- Chapter 164: Red Zone 67 (4)
- Chapter 163: Red Zone 67 (3)
- Chapter 162: Red Zone 67 (2)
- Chapter 161: Red Zone 67 (1)
- Chapter 160: Realm Core (8)
- Chapter 159: Realm Core (7)
- Chapter 158: Realm Core (6)
- Chapter 157: Realm Core (5) (M)
- Chapter 156: Realm Core (4) (M)
- Chapter 155: Realm Core (3) (M)
- Chapter 154: Realm Core (2)
- Chapter 153: Realm Core (1)
- Chapter 152: Trapped Sea Lord (2)
- Chapter 151: Trapped Sea Lord (1)
- Chapter 150: The Horror Under The Sea (12)
- Chapter 149: The Horror Under The Sea (11)
- Chapter 148: The Horror Under The Sea (10)
- Chapter 147: The Horror Under The Sea (9)
- Chapter 146: The Horror Under The Sea (8)
- Chapter 145: The Horror Under The Sea (7)
- Chapter 144: The Horror Under The Sea (6)
- Chapter 143: The Horror Under The Sea (5)
- Chapter 142: The Horror Under The Sea (4)
- Chapter 141: The Horror Under The Sea (3)
- Chapter 140: The Horror Under The Sea (2)
- Chapter 139: The Horror Under The Sea (1)
- Chapter 138: Training (3)
- Chapter 137: Training (2)
- Chapter 136: Training (1)
- Chapter 135: Next Stage (6)
- Chapter 134: Next Stage (5)
- Chapter 133: Next Stage (4)
- Chapter 132: Next Stage (3)
- Chapter 131: Next Stage (2)
- Chapter 130: Next Stage (1) (M)
- Chapter 129: Urgent
- Chapter 128: Trust
- Chapter 127: Subordinate Contract
- Chapter 126: A Mother’s Curse (3)
- Chapter 125: A Mother’s Curse (2)
- Chapter 124: A Mother’s Curse (1)
- Chapter 123: The Most Imperfect Anomaly (8)
- Chapter 122: The Most Imperfect Anomaly (7)
- Chapter 121: The Most Imperfect Anomaly (6)
- Chapter 120: The Most Imperfect Anomaly (5)
- Chapter 119: The Most Imperfect Anomaly (4)
- Chapter 118: The Most Imperfect Anomaly (3)
- Chapter 117: The Most Imperfect Anomaly (2)
- Chapter 116: The Most Imperfect Anomaly (1)
- Chapter 115: Finding Khal (5)
- Chapter 114: Finding Khal (4)
- Chapter 113: Finding Khal (3)
- Chapter 112: Finding Khal (2)
- Chapter 111: Finding Khal (1)
- Chapter 110: Curse Wavelength (2)
- Chapter 109: Curse Wavelength (1)
- Chapter 108: To Find Companions (7)
- Chapter 107: To Find Companions (6)
- Chapter 106: To Find Companions (5)
- Chapter 105: To Find Companions (4)
- Chapter 104: To Find Companions (3)
- Chapter 103: To Find Companions (2)
- Chapter 102: To Find Companions (1)
- Chapter 101: Mana Disturbances (5)
- Chapter 100: Mana Disturbances (4)
- Chapter 99: Mana Disturbances (3)
- Chapter 98: Mana Disturbances (2)
- Chapter 97: Mana Disturbances (1)
- Chapter 96: To Travel The Chaotic Lands (8)
- Chapter 95: To Travel The Chaotic Lands (7)
- Chapter 94: To Travel The Chaotic Lands (6)
- Chapter 93: To Travel The Chaotic Lands (5)
- Chapter 92: To Travel The Chaotic Lands (4)
- Chapter 91: To Travel The Chaotic Lands (3)
- Chapter 90: To Travel The Chaotic Lands (2)
- Chapter 89: To Travel The Chaotic Lands (1)
- Chapter 88: Visitors (4)
- Chapter 87: Visitors (3)
- Chapter 86: Visitors (2)
- Chapter 85: Visitors (1)
- Chapter 84: More than Body Heat (4) (M)
- Chapter 83: More than Body Heat (3) (M)
- Chapter 82: More than Body Heat (2) (M)
- Chapter 81: More than Body Heat (1)
- Chapter 80: The Impending Chaos (2)
- Chapter 79: The Impending Chaos (1)
- Chapter 78: Body Heat (2)
- Chapter 77: Body Heat (1)
- Chapter 76: Curse (4)
- Chapter 75: Curse (3)
- Chapter 74: Curse (2)
- Chapter 73: Curse (1)
- Chapter 72: Recognized (2)
- Chapter 71: Recognized (1)
- Chapter 70: Shadow (2)
- Chapter 69: Shadow (1)
- Chapter 68: Nevaris
- Chapter 67: Feelings (5)
- Chapter 66: Feelings (4)
- Chapter 65: Feelings (3)
- Chapter 64: Feelings (2)
- Chapter 63: Feelings (1)
- Chapter 62: Changes (5)
- Chapter 61: Changes (4)
- Chapter 60: Changes (3)
- Chapter 59: Changes (2)
- Chapter 58: Changes (1)
- Chapter 57: Arrival (5)
- Chapter 56: Arrival (4)
- Chapter 55: Arrival (3)
- Chapter 54: Arrival (2)
- Chapter 53: Arrival (1)
- Chapter 52: Coming
- Chapter 51: Call
- Chapter 50: Guide Circumstances
- Chapter 49: Guiding Strain
- Chapter 48: Desire and Bodyguard
- Chapter 47: Photo
- Chapter 46: Some Gossip
- Chapter 45: The S-class Esper’s Arrival
- Chapter 44: The Stronghold Under Snow Storms (6)
- Chapter 43: The Stronghold Under Snow Storms (5)
- Chapter 42: The Stronghold Under Snow Storms (4)
- Chapter 41: The Stronghold Under Snow Storms (3)
- Chapter 40: The Stronghold Under Snow Storms (2)
- Chapter 39: The Stronghold Under Snow Storms (1)
- Chapter 38: Red Zone (4)
- Chapter 37: Red Zone (3)
- Chapter 36: Red Zone (2)
- Chapter 35: Red Zone (1)
- Chapter 34: About Dungeon Explorations (4)
- Chapter 33: About Dungeon Explorations (3)
- Chapter 32: About Dungeon Explorations (2)
- Chapter 31: About Dungeon Explorations (1)
- Chapter 30: The Other Side of Forbidden Zone (4)
- Chapter 29: The Other Side of Forbidden Zone (3)
- Chapter 28: The Other Side of Forbidden Zone (2)
- Chapter 27: The Other Side of Forbidden Zone (1)
- Chapter 26: Guiding Contract
- Chapter 25: The Concept Of Backlash (3)
- Chapter 24: The Concept Of Backlash (2)
- Chapter 23: The Concept Of Backlash (1)
- Chapter 22: Guiding Session (5)
- Chapter 21: Guiding Session (4)
- Chapter 20: Guiding Session (3)
- Chapter 19: Guiding Session (2)
- Chapter 18: Guiding Session (1)
- Chapter 17: Parting Ways
- Chapter 16: Awake
- Chapter 15: Try
- Chapter 14: Rank
- Chapter 13: Compatibility
- Chapter 12: Guide
- Chapter 11: Relationship
- Chapter 10: Boyfriend
- Chapter 9: Fever
- Chapter 8: Emotionless
- Chapter 7: Help
- Chapter 6: Calamity Espers
- Chapter 5: Where It Started
- Chapter 4: Morals
- Chapter 3: Survival
- Chapter 2: Instant Dungeon Break
- Chapter 1: The Useless Guide