Chapter 236: 236: Are You Afraid Of Death?
After Lilith came to the realization that the demon/daemon that was tasked with the fate of the entire demon realm was not actually a mere sixteen year old but an old demon in the body of a sixteen year old, she knew that she had to change her methods of interacting with him.
She had been observing him ever since he entered the underground cave, and every decision he made and every action he took was not something a sixteen year old would do.
Normally, she would have chosen to act like a master to Simon if she found Simon worthy enough.
She would teach him several things and guide him on the right path of power to take. She would gain his gratitude, his awe, and before Simon knew it, subconsciously, he’d be reliant on her when it came to certain things.
While doing this, she would also ensure that Simon works hard enough to recover her lost strength.
She would barely have to do anything, yet Simon would still help her regain her strength first and foremost.
It’s not that she’d have evil intentions toward him as long as he had none toward her, but for her, her strength mattered the most.
However, now that she knew that she was working with an old demon/daemon, she could not help but curse her luck.
Compared to a sixteen year old, dealing with an old and experienced demon was more complicated.
Instead of a situation where she could tell or convince a sixteen year old boy with words to do what she wanted, now, she had to give something that’ll be beneficial to Simon.
Mutual Benefits.
That was a method she knew would work on Simon, and well… everybody.
’And this old demon is even a backstabbing demon. My luck is truly bad.’
Lilith could not help but release a soft sigh.
As for Simon, he could not deny the fact that he could benefit greatly from Lilith despite the fact that he did not trust her and did not like how she literally had a front-row seat to everything he did.
He would learn and benefit as much as possible from her, and at the same time, he’ll remain wary and cautious of her.
The only thing that gave him assurance was that she could not see his Seven Stars Blessing and that she could not read his mind.
’Having a being that’s stronger than the gods I know living rent free inside my heart… Life is truly filled with surprises.’
Simon shook his head softly, then he finally broke the silence that was between them, bringing Lilith out of her thoughts.
“Can you fight for me?”
Lilith looked at him with slightly raised brows.
“You want a woman to fight your battles for you?”
Simon nonchalantly shrugged. “It’s something that I’m not averse to doing. The important thing is that I don’t die.”
Lilith looked at him with slightly narrowed eyes.
“Are you afraid of death? Is that why you possessed this child’s body? So that you won’t die? To cling unto life?”
Simon could sense the disdain in Lilith’s voice and he could even see it in her expression. He understood why she had such an expression, but it’s not like it affected him.
“I am not afraid of death. Those who kill by the sword must be prepared to die by the sword. I’ve killed countless people, so why should I be afraid if death finally catches up to me?”
Lilith’s expression slowly eased up as his words reminded her of her father and mother.
“Those who kill by the sword must be ready to die by the sword. Never forget that, Lilith.”
“Yes. And those who consume lives by the flames must be prepared to be consumed by the flames themselves one day. Don’t you forget that, Lilith.”
It felt like her mother and father were speaking right to her, and the way she looked at Simon changed.
’Not every Daemon, talk less of demons, is able to have the same mentality as my father and mother. I know that for a fact, and I have seen how some Daemons clung to life.’
’But this demon… He’s actually speaking his heart… I can see it.’
Lilith’s eyes flickered with an unknown light, and Simon continued, not knowing her thoughts.
“As for your remaining questions, I’m not going to deny or say that your words are true. But what I can tell you now is that if I have to possess a child’s body to survive and live, I would do so without hesitation.”
“Even if it’s a newly born child.”
This time around, Lilith could not help but frown.
“You’re contradicting yourself. If you’re not afraid of death, then why would you be willing to look for a way to cheat death? You say you’re not afraid of death, but you look for ways to preserve your life and run away from death, then how are you not afraid of death?”
“Do you not have pride.”
This time around, Simon could not help but burst into loud laughter.
He didn’t mind the fact that everybody around him gave him strange looks, because he just couldn’t help himself.
Lilith had a slight frown and a flicker of bafflement in her eyes as she looked at Simon. She wondered what was so funny.
A few seconds later, Simon stopped laughing, and he wiped away the tears in his eyes.
“Will you tell me what’s so funny now?”
Simon chuckled softly with a smile.
“What you said made me laugh.”
Lilith narrowed her eyes. “I said something funny?”
Simon shook his head. “Even if one is not afraid of death, or accepts that death can come at any time, that does not mean you should foolishly face death without trying to defy it.”
“If there is a path that allows you to live even one extra day, you should take it and not claim that your pride would not allow you to do so.”
“At the end of the day… It’s the living that rewrites the story of the dead.”
“If the living decide to paint a good dead man as evil, can the good man defend himself?”
“If the living decides to make an evil dead man good, can the actions of the evil man change the script? None would believe that he was actually evil because a dead man can do neither evil nor good.”
“So it is foolish to say that, because of pride, you would refuse a path that grants you life.”
“You asked if I had any pride.”
“My pride lies in the fact that I’m alive and that I escaped the jaws of death. That’s all.”
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- Chapter 376: Raksha; Two Questions
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- Chapter 372: You May Leave
- Chapter 371: Take A Step Back
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- Chapter 366: I See
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- Chapter 345: I’m Right Here
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- Chapter 343: Mind War Theatre Array
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- Chapter 341: I’m Hungry
- Chapter 340: Bump Into
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- Chapter 338: Things I Have To Do
- Chapter 337: Are You Sure?
- Chapter 336: Hollow Sky Eye (3)
- Chapter 335: Hollow Sky Eye (2)
- Chapter 334: Hollow Sky Eye (1)
- Chapter 333: Hollow Gaze
- Chapter 332: Revenge For The Iron Fangs
- Chapter 331: Hung Corpses
- Chapter 330: Eating With Sunless Again
- Chapter 329: New Paths Of Power
- Chapter 328: Offensive & Defensive Mental Techniques
- Chapter 327: Forgotten
- Chapter 326: Delving Deep Into His Sea of Consciousness
- Chapter 325: Praise
- Chapter 324: Slap!
- Chapter 323: Instructor Aphon
- Chapter 322: Pinch
- Chapter 321: My Brother
- Chapter 320: Gangs & Factions
- Chapter 319: Ambitions
- Chapter 318: Reasons, Loyalty & Grave Mark
- Chapter 317: Your Story
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- Chapter 315: Just Like He Wanted
- Chapter 314: Disregard
- Chapter 313: Kindly Protect Us
- Chapter 312: I Won The Bet
- Chapter 311: AKAZAAAAAAA!!!!
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- Chapter 309: On The Losing End
- Chapter 308: Flying
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- Chapter 300: Waste Of Money
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- Chapter 297: Stepping
- Chapter 296: I Need Your Help
- Chapter 295: Ranks Of Runes
- Chapter 294: The Clan’s Will
- Chapter 293: Order & Chaos Runes
- Chapter 292: Runes
- Chapter 291: He’s Terrifying
- Chapter 290: Buy This Book
- Chapter 289: Use The Causeway
- Chapter 288: Win The Battle But Lose The War
- Chapter 287: Share Them With You
- Chapter 286: Currencies & Exchange Rate
- Chapter 285: The Three Six’s
- Chapter 284: I’ll Build Up My Perseverance
- Chapter 283: I Am Actually...
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- Chapter 281: Shell World
- Chapter 280: So Many Questions
- Chapter 279: He Wanted To Become A God
- Chapter 278: History
- Chapter 277: Fall Of The Kingdom Of Death
- Chapter 276: The Traitorous Fallen Hero
- Chapter 275: Going To The Library
- Chapter 274: Three Weeks
- Chapter 273: Absurd Talent In Energy Control
- Chapter 272: Improve My Demonic Energy Control
- Chapter 271: Input Control- Pulse
- Chapter 270: Output Control Class (2)
- Chapter 269: Output Control Class
- Chapter 268: Energy Control Class
- Chapter 267: Falling
- Chapter 266: Blame Yourself For Being Weak
- Chapter 265: A Hated King Is Still A King
- Chapter 264: The Main Reason
- Chapter 263: How Did He Notice Me?
- Chapter 262: Rich Kids
- Chapter 261: The More The Merrier
- Chapter 260: Want To Make A Bet?
- Chapter 259: I’m Protecting All Of You
- Chapter 258: The Birth Of A King?
- Chapter 257: Stormspawns
- Chapter 256: What The Poison Does
- Chapter 255: 6,375 Merits
- Chapter 254: Fighting For The Iron Fangs
- Chapter 253: The Reasons For Exposing Himself
- Chapter 252: Why Expose Yourself?
- Chapter 251: Protection Fee & Church Rat
- Chapter 250: Because They Work For Me
- Chapter 249: Disturbance
- Chapter 248: Heart Daemons
- Chapter 247: You Cannot
- Chapter 246: Cursed Spirits
- Chapter 245: I Hate School
- Chapter 244: I Want To Kill Him
- Chapter 243: Corpse Of A Herald
- Chapter 242: I’ll Expose You
- Chapter 241: You Don’t Have To Help Me
- Chapter 240: The Abyss
- Chapter 239: Hemach & A Dangerous Gamble
- Chapter 238: A Cursed Spirit
- Chapter 237: An Exchange
- Chapter 236: Are You Afraid Of Death?
- Chapter 235: Mutual Benefits
- Chapter 234: Forbidden Knowledge
- Chapter 233: A Hybrid
- Chapter 232: Soul Mirror Demons
- Chapter 231: Can You See My Soul & Heart?
- Chapter 230: Is There A Difference?
- Chapter 229: What If?
- Chapter 228: The Last Hurdle
- Chapter 227: Am I Not Right?
- Chapter 226: Interrogator Zebos
- Chapter 225: I Guess It’s Time
- Chapter 224: Kicked Out Of Class
- Chapter 223: I’ll Go
- Chapter 222: See You Later
- Chapter 221: Back To The Starting Point
- Chapter 220: Sky Eye
- Chapter 219: Reaching The Fourth Section
- Chapter 218: I’m Rich
- Chapter 217: The Three Hundred Feet Section
- Chapter 216: They’ve Started Attacking?
- Chapter 215: I See
- Chapter 214: Reaching The First Hundred Feet
- Chapter 213: Vertical Mobility Class
- Chapter 212: Cragborns & Instructor Sormon
- Chapter 211: She’s Strange
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- Chapter 208: Gravity!
- Chapter 207: Very Good
- Chapter 206: Instructor Emith
- Chapter 205: What To Do?
- Chapter 204: The Iron Fangs Serve Me
- Chapter 203: Unconscious
- Chapter 202: Gravity
- Chapter 201: A Kick!
- Chapter 200: Entertain Me!
- Chapter 199: Lord Akaza!
- Chapter 198: Battle Against The Iron Fangs (2)
- Chapter 197: Are You Geryan?
- Chapter 196: Battle Against The Iron Fangs
- Chapter 195: Charade
- Chapter 194: Ritual Ingredients
- Chapter 193: Bastard
- Chapter 192: Yes, I Do
- Chapter 191: Lilith
- Chapter 190: Sudden Strangeness
- Chapter 189: Becoming A Fiend
- Chapter 188: STOP!
- Chapter 187: A Favour
- Chapter 186: Borrow Me Some Money
- Chapter 185: Bloodlines & Chaos Flame
- Chapter 184: High C Grade Shadow Affinity
- Chapter 183: Devour
- Chapter 182: The Iron Fangs & Hell Stones
- Chapter 181: Great
- Chapter 180: Who Are The Iron Fangs
- Chapter 179: Interrogation
- Chapter 178: Pay Heavily For This
- Chapter 177: Shadow Enforcers
- Chapter 176: Scream of Pain
- Chapter 175: Year Two Initiates
- Chapter 174: Right Eye
- Chapter 173: Headmaster
- Chapter 172: A Good Mood
- Chapter 171: Ninety Six Merits
- Chapter 170: How Many Merits...
- Chapter 169: I’ll Take Everything
- Chapter 168: Two A Grade Shadow Affinity
- Chapter 167: I’ll Be Fine
- Chapter 166: DAMN IT!
- Chapter 165: Simon’s Shadow Affinity Grade
- Chapter 164: I Have Shadow Affinity
- Chapter 163: I’ll Go Next
- Chapter 162: Seventh Dosage
- Chapter 161: Who Wants To Come Up First?
- Chapter 160: Twelve Elements
- Chapter 159: Elemental Planes
- Chapter 158: Increasing Affinity Grades
- Chapter 157: Affinity Grades
- Chapter 156: All Four Pillars
- Chapter 155: Specialized Lessons
- Chapter 154: The Body Pillar
- Chapter 153: Four Pillars
- Chapter 152: Weekly Stipend
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- Chapter 150: Instructor Valdin
- Chapter 149: Reaching The Academy
- Chapter 148: Crumbled Beneath Their Feet
- Chapter 147: First Day In School Begins
- Chapter 146: Birth of The Broken Halo
- Chapter 145: So Out Of Control
- Chapter 144: Shut The Door
- Chapter 143: 75% Refinement
- Chapter 142: A New
- Chapter 141: Fighting Against Devour?
- Chapter 140: I’ll Never Forgive You
- Chapter 139: I Saw Everything
- Chapter 138: I Can Help
- Chapter 137: Devoured Him
- Chapter 136: Child’s Heart
- Chapter 135: It’s a...
- Chapter 134: Pigs Cannot Look At The Sky
- Chapter 133: Suppress From The Shadows
- Chapter 132: Pork For Midnight Snack
- Chapter 131: Should I Take The Risk?
- Chapter 130: 67,000 Merits
- Chapter 129: The Worth of Mine
- Chapter 128: If Any Of You
- Chapter 127: Merits
- Chapter 126: Two Daggers Become One
- Chapter 125: Room 47
- Chapter 124: Structure of the Clan
- Chapter 123: Rejected
- Chapter 122: WHY ARE YOU NOT FURIOUS?!
- Chapter 121: Slave
- Chapter 120: Clan Symbol
- Chapter 119: Broken Halo
- Chapter 118: Titles
- Chapter 117: The Broken Smile Mask
- Chapter 116: Wall of Masks
- Chapter 115: Speech
- Chapter 114: Questioning
- Chapter 113: Utter Disbelief
- Chapter 112: 1,977 & 999
- Chapter 111: 666
- Chapter 110: 169
- Chapter 109: Vanished
- Chapter 108: Terrible Experience
- Chapter 107: Last Thing
- Chapter 106: I Don’t Think So
- Chapter 105: How Is This Possible?
- Chapter 104: Reason For His Disgust
- Chapter 103: What The Fuck?
- Chapter 102: We’re Demons
- Chapter 101: A Deal
- Chapter 100: Ashes
- Chapter 99: Weaker Than Me
- Chapter 98: My Revenge
- Chapter 97: A Little Help
- Chapter 96: Utter Foolishness
- Chapter 95: Brother
- Chapter 94: A Better Shadow Affinity
- Chapter 93: An Alpha
- Chapter 92: A Royal Bloodline?
- Chapter 91: Going Back Up
- Chapter 90: Where Does It Lead To?
- Chapter 89: Chaos Plane & Sword Daemon’s Mask
- Chapter 88: Chaos Blade
- Chapter 87: Hell’s Sword Daemon
- Chapter 86: A Sword & Black Wraps
- Chapter 85: A ring?
- Chapter 84: Wooden Door
- Chapter 83: Warm Wind
- Chapter 82: The Region of Death
- Chapter 81: What Do I Do?
- Chapter 80: I’ll Do Anything To Live
- Chapter 79: A True Demon
- Chapter 78: Clap
- Chapter 77: Simon Says...
- Chapter 76: Simon Says
- Chapter 75: Bloodline Suppression
- Chapter 74: A Game?
- Chapter 73: For The Abyss
- Chapter 72: He’s Just Like Us
- Chapter 71: A Strange Boy and Girl
- Chapter 70: New Rules
- Chapter 69: 786
- Chapter 68: Demon Beasts & Points
- Chapter 67: Second Trial Is About Teamwork
- Chapter 66: Reaching The Withered Tree
- Chapter 65: The Odrasils
- Chapter 64: Mental Changes
- Chapter 63: Just Who Is That Boy?
- Chapter 62: You Pass
- Chapter 61: The First Trial (2)
- Chapter 60: The First Trial (1)
- Chapter 59: Sub-Grades
- Chapter 58: Other Trial Members
- Chapter 57: Unique Ocular Technique
- Chapter 56: Changes
- Chapter 55: A Flickering Heart
- Chapter 54: Eight
- Chapter 53: Coming Of Age Rite
- Chapter 52: Healing & Reflection
- Chapter 51: Concern & Worry
- Chapter 50: A Slave of The Shadowgrave Clan
- Chapter 49: Take Him To...
- Chapter 48: That’s Enough
- Chapter 47: A Life of Pain (2)
- Chapter 46: A Life of Pain (1)
- Chapter 45: Game Master Pellin
- Chapter 44: You?
- Chapter 43: I Understand
- Chapter 42: An Opportunity
- Chapter 41: I Want To Live
- Chapter 40: Why You Have It
- Chapter 39: Pillars
- Chapter 38: Killed & Taken Away
- Chapter 37: Run To Where?
- Chapter 36: Hey Kid
- Chapter 35: Divinity?
- Chapter 34: Cursed Loudly
- Chapter 33: A Divine Weapon?
- Chapter 32: Another Betrayal
- Chapter 31: Devour
- Chapter 30: Corpses
- Chapter 29: Can You...
- Chapter 28: History of Devourers
- Chapter 27: A Thousand Years
- Chapter 26: Are You Just Poor?
- Chapter 25: Slave Collar
- Chapter 24: Never Again
- Chapter 23: Regret
- Chapter 22: Second Betrayal
- Chapter 21: Awake
- Chapter 20: I’m A Merchant
- Chapter 19: Shows No Mercy
- Chapter 18: Absorbing The Blood Essence (2)
- Chapter 17: Absorbing The Blood Essence (1)
- Chapter 16: Stealing From A Thief
- Chapter 15: Buying A Sword
- Chapter 14: A Blood Essence
- Chapter 13: The Merchant
- Chapter 12: A Merchant
- Chapter 11: Coming Of Age
- Chapter 10: Difference
- Chapter 9: Yes, I Did
- Chapter 8: Stealing
- Chapter 7: Bloodline & Demonic Heart
- Chapter 6: Time Skip (2)
- Chapter 5: Time Skip (1)
- Chapter 4: Fearless
- Chapter 3: Seven Stars
- Chapter 2: Blessing & Magic
- Chapter 1: Blackmoon