Chapter 280: 280: So Many Questions
Simon believed he read wrong.
No.
He had to have read wrong.
’My flesh and blood was used by my past comrades to become Demi-Gods?’
Simon read this line over and over and over again, but no matter how many times he read it, the words did not change.
They remained the same.
He frowned deeply.
’This cannot be.’
’Even if my friends betrayed me, I don’t believe that they’ll stop so low and use my flesh and blood to become Demi-Gods.’
’Such paths are meant for demons, not humans, and especially not those guys.’
’Yes, I know that there are cannibals amongst humans, but they were not cannibals. That’s just going too far.’
’Maybe it means another thing. Maybe…maybe they…’
’…no. That can’t be… Did they use my flesh and blood to concoct alchemical products? Could that be what it means?’
Simon placed his face in his hands and released a deep sigh while looking down.
’I know that I should not have this confidence that they would never do such a thing to me since I had such confidence that they would never backstab me.’
’But if they did…if they did… Then that would be going too far.’
’Even if it’s to become a Demi-God and to become more powerful, using my flesh and blood is just going too far.’
Although one might make the claim that he had done something similar to Thorgan.
He stabbed Thorgan in the back, then used his flesh and blood to get stronger and to even get a new affinity for himself.
However, Simon did this for a reason, and his current personality was as a result of the betrayals, pain, torture, and suffering he had gone through.
His previous self would have never thought of doing such a thing for power, especially to his friends and wife.
They never went through what he did, and if one of the reasons why they betrayed him was to get power through his flesh and blood.
The disappointment he’d feel would not be quantifiable.
It’d mean that his friends were monsters and demons in human skin.
’It’s not bad enough for you to destroy my reputation and call me a traitor, you also used my flesh and blood to become Demi-Gods?’
’Oh, old friends, I just pray that those words are the words of a drunkard and not the truth. Cause if they are, I won’t mind bathing in your flesh and blood.’
Simon closed the book with more force than necessary, then he went back to the shelf to return it.
He had reached the end of the book, and unfortunately, the writer did not write about the Second Great War between the demon realm and earth.
He planned on looking for a book that talked about the Second Great War.
As for everything he read, he had far too many thoughts and questions regarding them.
He wouldn’t deny the fact that all the reputation and fame that he built has been completely razed to the ground by either his friends, the gods, or both.
He spent decades building that reputation, and he believed that he would go down in history as one of the greatest kings and heroes of earth.
That was his wish.
That once he was done annihilating the demon realm, he would have children, focus on his kingdom, and build a long lasting legacy for his lineage.
But who was he before fate?
Man planneth, fate decideth.
The realisation that his reputation was in the grounds stung his heart no matter how frozen and dark it currently was, but he made sure that he didn’t dwell too much on it.
He was no longer Simon, but Blackmoon.
He was no longer the Hero or Halo of Earth, he was now a weak demon who was struggling to climb the path of power.
He had to focus on the present and not the past.
If the humans he bled, sweat, and risked his life for countless number of times chose to believe that he was actually a traitor who wanted to use the corpse of a demon to become a god, then so be it.
It wasn’t his problem anymore.
However, he still had some questions which he was 100% certain that only the gods or his friends could give him the answer to.
Why?
Why exactly had they betrayed him?
Was it to get power?
Was it to get his riches?
Was it because of envy and jealousy?
Or was it actually because of the corpse of the Demon King of Death?
He also had the same question the author of the book had.
How had the Demon Lords gotten the corpse of the Demon King of Death?
Was it the gods that were actually the masterminds behind his death?
Why were there no Demon Gods even after so many years?
Even after the existence of Hell Holes?
What was the true relationship between the gods and demons?
What of the Heralds?
The system that humans use.
The Heralds were the ones that brought the system to earth, and they were like the administrators of the system.
But now, Simon knew that there were beings that were more powerful than the gods he knew.
And that the Heralds were also more mysterious and maybe even more powerful than the gods themselves.
Simon could go on and on and on about the questions and thoughts he had after reading this book, but he needed to read more books.
He needed to see what other books recorded.
He knew that he could not completely believe what a book said, but if three or more books said the same thing, then there was some element of truth to it.
After spending about ten minutes looking through the books on the shelf, he took three more books and went to seat down.
One book was about the Second Great War between Earth and the Demon Realm.
The second book was about the current Geopolitical situation of the demon realm.
He wanted to take a book on politics alone, but after thinking about it, he had no idea what changes had been made to the geographical state of the demon realm.
So, he chose a book on Geopolitics instead.
And the third book was on Economy.
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Chapters
- Chapter 392: An Emergency
- Chapter 391: The Truth Seeker
- Chapter 390: The Mad Scientist’s Deeds
- Chapter 389: I Want You
- Chapter 388: Eternal Mind Zoo
- Chapter 387: The Mad Scientist
- Chapter 386: Eternal Mind Maze
- Chapter 385: Reasons Why I’m Giving You A Chance
- Chapter 384: Payment
- Chapter 383: Name Of Your Technique
- Chapter 382: Dodged?
- Chapter 381: The Father Of Lies
- Chapter 380: Clang!
- Chapter 379: Why Do You Fight Like...
- Chapter 378: We Spar
- Chapter 377: Appreciate A Woman’s Beauty
- Chapter 376: Raksha; Two Questions
- Chapter 375: Going To The Training Ground
- Chapter 374: Messenger
- Chapter 373: Hidden Shadow
- Chapter 372: You May Leave
- Chapter 371: Take A Step Back
- Chapter 370: So Weak?
- Chapter 369: Nine Crosses
- Chapter 368: Nine Targets
- Chapter 367: You’re Not Sexually Attracted To Me?
- Chapter 366: I See
- Chapter 365: Figure It Out Yourselves
- Chapter 364: A Man’s Fists
- Chapter 363: Forty Eight Minutes
- Chapter 362: A Magnet
- Chapter 361: Unhindered
- Chapter 360: Only If He Knew
- Chapter 359: Fuck
- Chapter 358: He Ran
- Chapter 357: Explosion
- Chapter 356: Reaching The Top
- Chapter 355: Infiltrate The Tower
- Chapter 354: The Mission
- Chapter 353: Crushed
- Chapter 352: Locating A Leader
- Chapter 351: Healing His Body
- Chapter 350: Might Actually Work
- Chapter 349: Little Weak Pussy Cat
- Chapter 348: Pierce The Brain
- Chapter 347: Exposed
- Chapter 346: Varkhess Bastion’s Structure
- Chapter 345: I’m Right Here
- Chapter 344: Information & Reward
- Chapter 343: Mind War Theatre Array
- Chapter 342: Her Favorite Food Is Monkey Brains?
- Chapter 341: I’m Hungry
- Chapter 340: Bump Into
- Chapter 339: Exchange Center
- Chapter 338: Things I Have To Do
- Chapter 337: Are You Sure?
- Chapter 336: Hollow Sky Eye (3)
- Chapter 335: Hollow Sky Eye (2)
- Chapter 334: Hollow Sky Eye (1)
- Chapter 333: Hollow Gaze
- Chapter 332: Revenge For The Iron Fangs
- Chapter 331: Hung Corpses
- Chapter 330: Eating With Sunless Again
- Chapter 329: New Paths Of Power
- Chapter 328: Offensive & Defensive Mental Techniques
- Chapter 327: Forgotten
- Chapter 326: Delving Deep Into His Sea of Consciousness
- Chapter 325: Praise
- Chapter 324: Slap!
- Chapter 323: Instructor Aphon
- Chapter 322: Pinch
- Chapter 321: My Brother
- Chapter 320: Gangs & Factions
- Chapter 319: Ambitions
- Chapter 318: Reasons, Loyalty & Grave Mark
- Chapter 317: Your Story
- Chapter 316: My Story
- Chapter 315: Just Like He Wanted
- Chapter 314: Disregard
- Chapter 313: Kindly Protect Us
- Chapter 312: I Won The Bet
- Chapter 311: AKAZAAAAAAA!!!!
- Chapter 310: Pay The Fee
- Chapter 309: On The Losing End
- Chapter 308: Flying
- Chapter 307: Step Back
- Chapter 306: Beast Tamer?
- Chapter 305: I’ll Break Six
- Chapter 304: Let Them Know Fear
- Chapter 303: Black Vines & Roots
- Chapter 302: Incoming Battle
- Chapter 301: Forty Masks
- Chapter 300: Waste Of Money
- Chapter 299: Ranks Of Artifacts
- Chapter 298: Market Square
- Chapter 297: Stepping
- Chapter 296: I Need Your Help
- Chapter 295: Ranks Of Runes
- Chapter 294: The Clan’s Will
- Chapter 293: Order & Chaos Runes
- Chapter 292: Runes
- Chapter 291: He’s Terrifying
- Chapter 290: Buy This Book
- Chapter 289: Use The Causeway
- Chapter 288: Win The Battle But Lose The War
- Chapter 287: Share Them With You
- Chapter 286: Currencies & Exchange Rate
- Chapter 285: The Three Six’s
- Chapter 284: I’ll Build Up My Perseverance
- Chapter 283: I Am Actually...
- Chapter 282: Balance Theory
- Chapter 281: Shell World
- Chapter 280: So Many Questions
- Chapter 279: He Wanted To Become A God
- Chapter 278: History
- Chapter 277: Fall Of The Kingdom Of Death
- Chapter 276: The Traitorous Fallen Hero
- Chapter 275: Going To The Library
- Chapter 274: Three Weeks
- Chapter 273: Absurd Talent In Energy Control
- Chapter 272: Improve My Demonic Energy Control
- Chapter 271: Input Control- Pulse
- Chapter 270: Output Control Class (2)
- Chapter 269: Output Control Class
- Chapter 268: Energy Control Class
- Chapter 267: Falling
- Chapter 266: Blame Yourself For Being Weak
- Chapter 265: A Hated King Is Still A King
- Chapter 264: The Main Reason
- Chapter 263: How Did He Notice Me?
- Chapter 262: Rich Kids
- Chapter 261: The More The Merrier
- Chapter 260: Want To Make A Bet?
- Chapter 259: I’m Protecting All Of You
- Chapter 258: The Birth Of A King?
- Chapter 257: Stormspawns
- Chapter 256: What The Poison Does
- Chapter 255: 6,375 Merits
- Chapter 254: Fighting For The Iron Fangs
- Chapter 253: The Reasons For Exposing Himself
- Chapter 252: Why Expose Yourself?
- Chapter 251: Protection Fee & Church Rat
- Chapter 250: Because They Work For Me
- Chapter 249: Disturbance
- Chapter 248: Heart Daemons
- Chapter 247: You Cannot
- Chapter 246: Cursed Spirits
- Chapter 245: I Hate School
- Chapter 244: I Want To Kill Him
- Chapter 243: Corpse Of A Herald
- Chapter 242: I’ll Expose You
- Chapter 241: You Don’t Have To Help Me
- Chapter 240: The Abyss
- Chapter 239: Hemach & A Dangerous Gamble
- Chapter 238: A Cursed Spirit
- Chapter 237: An Exchange
- Chapter 236: Are You Afraid Of Death?
- Chapter 235: Mutual Benefits
- Chapter 234: Forbidden Knowledge
- Chapter 233: A Hybrid
- Chapter 232: Soul Mirror Demons
- Chapter 231: Can You See My Soul & Heart?
- Chapter 230: Is There A Difference?
- Chapter 229: What If?
- Chapter 228: The Last Hurdle
- Chapter 227: Am I Not Right?
- Chapter 226: Interrogator Zebos
- Chapter 225: I Guess It’s Time
- Chapter 224: Kicked Out Of Class
- Chapter 223: I’ll Go
- Chapter 222: See You Later
- Chapter 221: Back To The Starting Point
- Chapter 220: Sky Eye
- Chapter 219: Reaching The Fourth Section
- Chapter 218: I’m Rich
- Chapter 217: The Three Hundred Feet Section
- Chapter 216: They’ve Started Attacking?
- Chapter 215: I See
- Chapter 214: Reaching The First Hundred Feet
- Chapter 213: Vertical Mobility Class
- Chapter 212: Cragborns & Instructor Sormon
- Chapter 211: She’s Strange
- Chapter 210: Eating Breakfast With Sunless
- Chapter 209: Running
- Chapter 208: Gravity!
- Chapter 207: Very Good
- Chapter 206: Instructor Emith
- Chapter 205: What To Do?
- Chapter 204: The Iron Fangs Serve Me
- Chapter 203: Unconscious
- Chapter 202: Gravity
- Chapter 201: A Kick!
- Chapter 200: Entertain Me!
- Chapter 199: Lord Akaza!
- Chapter 198: Battle Against The Iron Fangs (2)
- Chapter 197: Are You Geryan?
- Chapter 196: Battle Against The Iron Fangs
- Chapter 195: Charade
- Chapter 194: Ritual Ingredients
- Chapter 193: Bastard
- Chapter 192: Yes, I Do
- Chapter 191: Lilith
- Chapter 190: Sudden Strangeness
- Chapter 189: Becoming A Fiend
- Chapter 188: STOP!
- Chapter 187: A Favour
- Chapter 186: Borrow Me Some Money
- Chapter 185: Bloodlines & Chaos Flame
- Chapter 184: High C Grade Shadow Affinity
- Chapter 183: Devour
- Chapter 182: The Iron Fangs & Hell Stones
- Chapter 181: Great
- Chapter 180: Who Are The Iron Fangs
- Chapter 179: Interrogation
- Chapter 178: Pay Heavily For This
- Chapter 177: Shadow Enforcers
- Chapter 176: Scream of Pain
- Chapter 175: Year Two Initiates
- Chapter 174: Right Eye
- Chapter 173: Headmaster
- Chapter 172: A Good Mood
- Chapter 171: Ninety Six Merits
- Chapter 170: How Many Merits...
- Chapter 169: I’ll Take Everything
- Chapter 168: Two A Grade Shadow Affinity
- Chapter 167: I’ll Be Fine
- Chapter 166: DAMN IT!
- Chapter 165: Simon’s Shadow Affinity Grade
- Chapter 164: I Have Shadow Affinity
- Chapter 163: I’ll Go Next
- Chapter 162: Seventh Dosage
- Chapter 161: Who Wants To Come Up First?
- Chapter 160: Twelve Elements
- Chapter 159: Elemental Planes
- Chapter 158: Increasing Affinity Grades
- Chapter 157: Affinity Grades
- Chapter 156: All Four Pillars
- Chapter 155: Specialized Lessons
- Chapter 154: The Body Pillar
- Chapter 153: Four Pillars
- Chapter 152: Weekly Stipend
- Chapter 151: 33
- Chapter 150: Instructor Valdin
- Chapter 149: Reaching The Academy
- Chapter 148: Crumbled Beneath Their Feet
- Chapter 147: First Day In School Begins
- Chapter 146: Birth of The Broken Halo
- Chapter 145: So Out Of Control
- Chapter 144: Shut The Door
- Chapter 143: 75% Refinement
- Chapter 142: A New
- Chapter 141: Fighting Against Devour?
- Chapter 140: I’ll Never Forgive You
- Chapter 139: I Saw Everything
- Chapter 138: I Can Help
- Chapter 137: Devoured Him
- Chapter 136: Child’s Heart
- Chapter 135: It’s a...
- Chapter 134: Pigs Cannot Look At The Sky
- Chapter 133: Suppress From The Shadows
- Chapter 132: Pork For Midnight Snack
- Chapter 131: Should I Take The Risk?
- Chapter 130: 67,000 Merits
- Chapter 129: The Worth of Mine
- Chapter 128: If Any Of You
- Chapter 127: Merits
- Chapter 126: Two Daggers Become One
- Chapter 125: Room 47
- Chapter 124: Structure of the Clan
- Chapter 123: Rejected
- Chapter 122: WHY ARE YOU NOT FURIOUS?!
- Chapter 121: Slave
- Chapter 120: Clan Symbol
- Chapter 119: Broken Halo
- Chapter 118: Titles
- Chapter 117: The Broken Smile Mask
- Chapter 116: Wall of Masks
- Chapter 115: Speech
- Chapter 114: Questioning
- Chapter 113: Utter Disbelief
- Chapter 112: 1,977 & 999
- Chapter 111: 666
- Chapter 110: 169
- Chapter 109: Vanished
- Chapter 108: Terrible Experience
- Chapter 107: Last Thing
- Chapter 106: I Don’t Think So
- Chapter 105: How Is This Possible?
- Chapter 104: Reason For His Disgust
- Chapter 103: What The Fuck?
- Chapter 102: We’re Demons
- Chapter 101: A Deal
- Chapter 100: Ashes
- Chapter 99: Weaker Than Me
- Chapter 98: My Revenge
- Chapter 97: A Little Help
- Chapter 96: Utter Foolishness
- Chapter 95: Brother
- Chapter 94: A Better Shadow Affinity
- Chapter 93: An Alpha
- Chapter 92: A Royal Bloodline?
- Chapter 91: Going Back Up
- Chapter 90: Where Does It Lead To?
- Chapter 89: Chaos Plane & Sword Daemon’s Mask
- Chapter 88: Chaos Blade
- Chapter 87: Hell’s Sword Daemon
- Chapter 86: A Sword & Black Wraps
- Chapter 85: A ring?
- Chapter 84: Wooden Door
- Chapter 83: Warm Wind
- Chapter 82: The Region of Death
- Chapter 81: What Do I Do?
- Chapter 80: I’ll Do Anything To Live
- Chapter 79: A True Demon
- Chapter 78: Clap
- Chapter 77: Simon Says...
- Chapter 76: Simon Says
- Chapter 75: Bloodline Suppression
- Chapter 74: A Game?
- Chapter 73: For The Abyss
- Chapter 72: He’s Just Like Us
- Chapter 71: A Strange Boy and Girl
- Chapter 70: New Rules
- Chapter 69: 786
- Chapter 68: Demon Beasts & Points
- Chapter 67: Second Trial Is About Teamwork
- Chapter 66: Reaching The Withered Tree
- Chapter 65: The Odrasils
- Chapter 64: Mental Changes
- Chapter 63: Just Who Is That Boy?
- Chapter 62: You Pass
- Chapter 61: The First Trial (2)
- Chapter 60: The First Trial (1)
- Chapter 59: Sub-Grades
- Chapter 58: Other Trial Members
- Chapter 57: Unique Ocular Technique
- Chapter 56: Changes
- Chapter 55: A Flickering Heart
- Chapter 54: Eight
- Chapter 53: Coming Of Age Rite
- Chapter 52: Healing & Reflection
- Chapter 51: Concern & Worry
- Chapter 50: A Slave of The Shadowgrave Clan
- Chapter 49: Take Him To...
- Chapter 48: That’s Enough
- Chapter 47: A Life of Pain (2)
- Chapter 46: A Life of Pain (1)
- Chapter 45: Game Master Pellin
- Chapter 44: You?
- Chapter 43: I Understand
- Chapter 42: An Opportunity
- Chapter 41: I Want To Live
- Chapter 40: Why You Have It
- Chapter 39: Pillars
- Chapter 38: Killed & Taken Away
- Chapter 37: Run To Where?
- Chapter 36: Hey Kid
- Chapter 35: Divinity?
- Chapter 34: Cursed Loudly
- Chapter 33: A Divine Weapon?
- Chapter 32: Another Betrayal
- Chapter 31: Devour
- Chapter 30: Corpses
- Chapter 29: Can You...
- Chapter 28: History of Devourers
- Chapter 27: A Thousand Years
- Chapter 26: Are You Just Poor?
- Chapter 25: Slave Collar
- Chapter 24: Never Again
- Chapter 23: Regret
- Chapter 22: Second Betrayal
- Chapter 21: Awake
- Chapter 20: I’m A Merchant
- Chapter 19: Shows No Mercy
- Chapter 18: Absorbing The Blood Essence (2)
- Chapter 17: Absorbing The Blood Essence (1)
- Chapter 16: Stealing From A Thief
- Chapter 15: Buying A Sword
- Chapter 14: A Blood Essence
- Chapter 13: The Merchant
- Chapter 12: A Merchant
- Chapter 11: Coming Of Age
- Chapter 10: Difference
- Chapter 9: Yes, I Did
- Chapter 8: Stealing
- Chapter 7: Bloodline & Demonic Heart
- Chapter 6: Time Skip (2)
- Chapter 5: Time Skip (1)
- Chapter 4: Fearless
- Chapter 3: Seven Stars
- Chapter 2: Blessing & Magic
- Chapter 1: Blackmoon