Chapter 183 - The Girl Who Spent Her Entire Life Trying to Escape Fear
Chapter 183 - The Girl Who Spent Her Entire Life Trying to Escape Fear
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“Get away!”
A flicker of fear, almost imperceptible, mingled with the killing intent in Zhuge Yue’s eyes.
Her shout seemed aimed at Wu Wang, but the raw fury behind it was directed at the 【Six-Eyed Flying Fish】.
Following her roar, a strange ripple of energy pulsed out from her body.
Wu Wang, standing right beside her, had no chance to dodge. He was thrown back as if he’d struck an invisible wall of air, flying dozens of meters in an instant before plummeting off the edge of the skyscraper.
This had to be some kind of ability that forcibly repelled all nearby targets, an effect that even a Wan Shitong wouldn’t recognize.
Seizing the opportunity, Zhuge Yue glared viciously at the 【Six-Eyed Flying Fish】 hovering in the air.
She had to deal with this thing, and fast. She couldn’t bear to recall those unbearable memories.
She could be any version of Zhuge Yue, but she would never again be that pathetic freak with only a serial number for a name.
“Purification… I need a purification item.”
She gritted her teeth.
“This thing is some kind of 【Curse】!”
Zhuge Yue rummaged through her backpack for a useful item, but before she could begin the purification, she saw the figure of 【Yan Shuangying】 rocketing toward her.
Her 【Peter’s Tingle】 hadn’t reacted to his previous, inexplicable attacks, but it was now screaming a warning about the 【Six-Eyed Flying Fish】. This gave her a single chance to lock onto 【Yan Shuangying】.
He could fly?
“I have a sword, its name is Xiaochuan,” Wu Wang shouted, suddenly shooting back into the air after having fallen from the skyscraper.
“It specializes in dirty deeds! Eat my sword!”
He stepped on his own right foot with his left, executing a double jump that launched him high above the building. He then brought his sword down in a powerful overhead swing.
Having experienced it firsthand, Zhuge Yue knew his bizarre attacks were some kind of rule-based skill or item effect. Abilities like that usually required locking onto a target before activation.
So, the instant she sensed 【Yan Shuangying】 ascending, Zhuge Yue split into five identical figures on the skyscraper’s roof.
【Shadow Clone Technique】!
This way, he wouldn’t be able to lock onto her true body.
Bang!
But before she could find cover to purify the 【Six-Eyed Flying Fish】, she watched in shock as Yan Shuangying also multiplied in the air.
【Special Effect 1 (Ghostly Shadow Trail). Take seven complete Big Dipper steps to form seven temporary illusory bodies. The illusions possess 50% of the main body’s maximum Spirit and Stamina.】
It was an active effect from his 【Cloud-Stepping Steps】, which had evolved into the 【Big Dipper Seven Star Steps】.
BOOM!
To her fury, despite shouting about his sword, he descended with his palms pointed downwards. Each of his illusions targeted one of her clones and unleashed the 【Heaven-descended Palm Technique】.
Every version of Zhuge Yue was forced to raise a palm to meet his attack.
Wu Wang knew the power of this skill well. He had used it to eliminate the 【Yin Fate Great God】. Its power increased with altitude, with no regard for whether the user’s own body could handle the strain.
Just as he expected, the backlash killed him again. His bones fractured and his organs ruptured, and each of his illusions exploded from the strain, disappearing into nothing.
In contrast, Zhuge Yue’s clones were merely weakened. Not a single one was destroyed by the impact.
It was a testament to the madwoman’s strength. Even her clones possessed power far beyond that of an ordinary player.
But Wu Wang had already achieved his goal.
The moment their palms met, he had identified the real Zhuge Yue. As their palms clashed, her true body had revealed a bell-shaped purification item in her hand.
【Soul-Summoning Bell (Epic)】
When used on other targets, this item inflicts a curse that continuously impacts and weakens their mental power. When used on oneself, it can purify abnormal statuses and break curses. Requires ringing the bell for three seconds.
“You don’t even have the courage to face the Six-Eyed Flying Fish?” Wu Wang said sarcastically.
He never would have expected it. In this battle to the death, the most effective weapon had turned out to be this cursed item.
From the things Zhuge Yue had unconsciously blurted out, it was clear her past was filled with secrets.
But that wouldn’t change his determination to kill her.
The instant Zhuge Yue began to ring the bell, Wu Wang pulled a new sword from his backpack. It was an incomparably noble blade, fit for a king.
【Sword of Promised Victory · Slash (Epic)】
Swing this sword forward to unleash an incredibly destructive wave of Sword Qi.
【Note】 Excaliblast!
Although it looked like a piece of equipment, it was actually a consumable item. Its effect description was extremely brief, which only served to prove its incredible power.
After all, for an item with no other special properties to be designated 【Epic】-grade meant its single effect had to be immense.
Swish!
A pillar of light shot into the heavens before roaring down toward her.
She sent her clones forward to block, but the wave of Sword Qi obliterated them with a mere touch.
Zhuge Yue’s eyes went blank.
Time itself seemed to freeze. A little girl in ragged clothes appeared before her, looking as if she had just crawled out of a garbage dump.
The girl smiled.
“We’re going to die today. He might be the monster the researchers were looking for. Perhaps this is our fate, too.”
Zhuge Yue broke down, retorting.
“To hell with fate! No one can kill us!”
“We escaped the Pluto Research Institute. We fled through the sewers like rats and fought dogs for food in beggars’ dens. We even survived a Nightmare-level Instance where death was all but certain!”
“All that suffering proves how strong we are!”
Faced with Zhuge Yue’s madness, the little girl’s eyes only filled with pity. She slit her wrist, watching the bright red blood flow out.
She sighed. “Don’t forget, we were meant to die from the very beginning.”
“ZG2233, we’re a freak. A monster created from an Instance Creature, the institute’s biotech, and countless items.”
“Due to the differences between Instances and reality, every previous product couldn’t adapt and died within twenty-four hours. We are the only successful experiment.”
“They used that rundown weaving machine to calculate our fate. They determined we would die at the hands of the 【Person of Destiny】 they were searching for.”
“We were created to be a tool. A compass. Nothing more than pawns to be discarded by 【Fate】.”
Zhuge Yue’s rage boiled over.
She roared, “That’s why we have to struggle! We have to survive and prove them wrong!”
“That’s why we deceived Wan Shitong for so many years! We pretended to like her just to get her powerful life-saving items, didn’t we?”
The little girl smiled at Zhuge Yue’s loss of composure. She poked at her heart with her bleeding hand.
Her tone was desolate.
“You can’t fool me, because I am you.”
“Was it really just an act? You broke up with her because you realized you’d actually fallen for her!”
“But after years of running from the institute, you don’t dare to trust anyone.”
“You’re always worried it’s all a conspiracy. That you’re living in some kind of Truman Show, and one day you’ll wake up and discover everyone around you is just an actor sent by the institute.”
“All to make you go out, meet the 【Person of Destiny】, and die at his hands.”
At this, the little girl started to cry again. She sobbed, her whole body trembling.
Tears and snot streamed down her face. “That’s why we have such a deep obsession with other people’s secrets!”
“We’re always clinging to the ridiculous idea that if we know all their secrets, we can figure out if we’re in the Truman Show!”
“But we’re also terrified that learning a secret will reveal they really are from the Pluto Research Institute.”
“Because that would mean we never escaped.”
“Our entire lives, we’ve been trying to run from the fear of this absurd persecution complex!”
Yes, it was true. Her attempt to modify the novice Instance, her goal of obtaining an item with that person’s aura to become a 【Game Admin】… wasn’t it all just to escape her fate as a discarded pawn? To be free from that crippling fear?
She didn’t want to die.
Crack!
The 【Soul-Summoning Bell】 in her hand shattered.
Zhuge Yue’s consciousness snapped back to reality.
Above her, the 【Six-Eyed Flying Fish】 shrieked and vanished. It was purified.
The Excaliblast slammed into her.
This time, she did not dodge.
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- Chapter 245 - Welfare Home or Zoo?
- Chapter 244 - A Strange Encounter in the Calamity Lair
- Chapter 243 - The Judicial Divine Beast, A Universally Acknowledged Good Person
- Chapter 242 - A Life I Hope Can Last Forever
- Chapter 241 - Hidden Reward, Scarce Title
- Chapter 240 - Clue to a Legendary Item
- Chapter 239 - Soul of Desire
- Chapter 238 - Big Boss, Do You Need Me to Job
- Chapter 237 - Just Do Good Deeds, and Don't Ask About What Lies Ahead
- Chapter 236 - Don't Worry, More Than Half the World Is Being Buried with You
- Chapter 235 - Sorry, You Can't Save Anything
- Chapter 234 - That Night, The Moonlight Was So Beautiful
- Chapter 233 - The Real Instance BOSS is Here!
- Chapter 232 - You Are the Opera God
- Chapter 231 - The Overlord's Death, Wu Wang's Plan
- Chapter 230 - Ambushed from All Sides, a Desperate End at Gaixia
- Chapter 229 - Farewell My Concubine
- Chapter 228 - Seized and Instantly Refined
- Chapter 227 - Phantom of the Opera, Ghost of the Opera
- Chapter 226 - Each Harboring Ulterior Motives, the Book
- Chapter 225 - The Doubts Remain, the Yi Garden is Shrouded in Fog
- Chapter 224 - This World Is Just That Cruel
- Chapter 223 - A Complete Reversal! Yin and Yang Inverted!
- Chapter 222 - The Person in the Well, The Soul in the Eye
- Chapter 221 - Hundred Ghosts Night Parade! The Living, Keep Out!
- Chapter 220 - Lord Guan's Great Battle against Chi You
- Chapter 219 - You Want to Dance, Too?
- Chapter 218 - Living Effigy Sacrifice
- Chapter 217 - Walk the Nuo Opera, a Sacrifice for Gods and Ghosts!
- Chapter 216 - Taboos of the Stage
- Chapter 215 - Death Follows Close Behind
- Chapter 214 - Human Refining Mutiny, Tree of Sighs!
- Chapter 213 - That Night, Everything Changed
- Chapter 212 - The Troupe Leader of the Dilapidated Opera Building
- Chapter 211 - The Corpse is Speaking
- Chapter 210 - Information and the Opera God Tower
- Chapter 209 - This Power Does Not Belong to You!
- Chapter 208 - Ah Dou Fights Zhao Zilong at Changbanpo!
- Chapter 207 - Where Did Pending Death Go? He's in the Opera!
- Chapter 206 - The Prince's Might, Invincible and Unstoppable!
- Chapter 205 - The Quest Objective is Survival
- Chapter 204 - Who Said This Prince Is No Good? This Prince Is Great!
- Chapter 203 - Shen Bao, The Taste is Superb!
- Chapter 202 - Just a Life? Here, You Can Have It!
- Chapter 201 - Five
- Chapter 200 - The Real and Fake Troupe Leaders, Back From the Dead
- Chapter 199 - The Strange, Dilapidated Opera Building
- Chapter 198 - A Night of Terror at the Opera House
- Chapter 197 - Mental Contamination? What's That?
- Chapter 196 - A Surprise in the Puppet Show
- Chapter 195 - Opera God's Righteous Garden
- Chapter 194 - The Secret of the Troupe Master and the Chou
- Chapter 193 - I'm The Joker with the Heavenly Eye
- Chapter 192 - Prince, you don't look so well?
- Chapter 191 - The same old formula, the same old flavor
- Chapter 190 - Anecdotes of the Pear Garden! The Abyss God Again!
- Chapter 189 - You Like Possessing People? Come Clash with the Abyss God!
- Chapter 188 - The Fortune
- Chapter 187 - The Pen Immortal, House Guardian Extraordinaire
- Chapter 186 - The Curse of Fate Is Yours Now
- Chapter 185 - The Demise of Zhuge
- Chapter 184 - Fate is a Predestined End, So Isn't Death a Release?
- Chapter 183 - The Girl Who Spent Her Entire Life Trying to Escape Fear
- Chapter 182 - Pluto Research Institute
- Chapter 181 - The Duel Field
- Chapter 180 - Zhuge Yue's Power Is Beyond Your Imagination!
- Chapter 179 - Wan Shitong Was Going to Have Her Fill of Lessons
- Chapter 178 - Don't Worry, This Isn't the Only Loss You'll Be Taking
- Chapter 177 - My Strength Comes From Your Imagination!
- Chapter 176 - The Biggest Scam in Spirit Calamity History
- Chapter 175 - You Think My Costume is Just for Being Weird?
- Chapter 174 - The Mysterious Diviner Witch
- Chapter 173 - Mechanism Modification for a Legendary Item
- Chapter 172 - A Street Stall Business is Still a Commercial Job!
- Chapter 171 - I Never Said I Was From the Abnormal Affairs Bureau, Did I?
- Chapter 170 - So, Not Off Means On?
- Chapter 169 - The 【Legendary】 Item Hanging in Plain Sight!
- Chapter 168 - I Was Born for This!
- Chapter 167 - What is God
- Chapter 166 - A Deceptive Deal and the Evolution of Cloud
- Chapter 165 - I Feel Like I've Seen This Sales Method Somewhere Before?
- Chapter 164 - The Abyss God's Flavor is Strong! No Need for More Salt!
- Chapter 163 - Where the Hell Did It Send Me Back To?
- Chapter 162 - Did I Just Break the Instance Again?
- Chapter 161 - Hey! I've Got an Inside Scoop!
- Chapter 160 - A Warning to All Players Against Contract Fraud!
- Chapter 159 - Church Shelter
- Chapter 158 - The Mantis Stalks the Cicada, Unaware of The Oriole Behind!
- Chapter 157 - Threatening a Balance? I Don't Take Threats!
- Chapter 156 - The Seed Scramble, The Mastermind Behind the Scenes!
- Chapter 155 - Seal Broken, Superpowers Return!
- Chapter 154 - Slaughter? Or Salvation?
- Chapter 153 - Isn't Hope Also a Form of Despair?
- Chapter 152 - A Man's Knees Are Precious as Gold, It's Time to Cash In!
- Chapter 151 - A Strategic Cooperation to Clear the Area!
- Chapter 150 - The Source of the Twisted Resentful Spirits
- Chapter 149 - Open Up! Free Trade!
- Chapter 148 - The Bizarrely Righteous Mr. Xiezhi
- Chapter 147 - The Relic Scramble Begins!
- Chapter 146 - Pending Death Logs Off, Shuangying Takes the Stage!
- Chapter 145 - A World Where No One Gets Hurt is Achieved!
- Chapter 144 - This Mountain is Mine, These Trees I Planted!
- Chapter 143 - Are You Interested in Becoming an Auctioneer?
- Chapter 142 - The Clown's Red Nose and Its Set
- Chapter 141 - And He Even Has to Thank Me!
- Chapter 140 - Extortion and a Sucker
- Chapter 139 - Not Even Jesus Can Save You! I Said So!
- Chapter 138 - The Origin of the Twisted and the Contaminated Relics
- Chapter 137 - Awakening! Guess Who I Am?
- Chapter 136 - The Loser Bites the Dust! The Winner Bites the Dust, Too!
- Chapter 135 - The Treasure
- Chapter 134 - Have You Heard of the One Piece?
- Chapter 133 - A Bizarre Way to Cross a Hundred Years
- Chapter 132 - The Twisted, Don't Turn Around, I'm Suffering
- Chapter 131 - The Entire Town of Heretics!
- Chapter 130 - Let Us Sail to the Sea of Desire!
- Chapter 129 - The Mary Cruise Ship Reappears!
- Chapter 128 - I’m Going to Poach Your Believers!
- Chapter 127 - Isn't This a Form of NTR?
- Chapter 126 - Are You Sure You’re Not Some Kind of Devil?
- Chapter 125 - Groundhog Day
- Chapter 124 - Suffering Exists in Every Present Moment
- Chapter 123 - The Nun's Ultimate Suffering
- Chapter 122 - Who in the World Is He?
- Chapter 121 - The Simple and Honest Aiguyi
- Chapter 120 - Only Through Suffering Can One Walk This Place
- Chapter 119 - Polite Knocking
- Chapter 118 - I'm a Professional Forensic Examiner
- Chapter 117 - Suffering is the Key!
- Chapter 116 - God Said, All Are Equal!
- Chapter 115 - Haunted by a Vicious Ghost, the Instance Begins!
- Chapter 114 - You Mean You Want Me to Kill Myself?
- Chapter 113 - I Have Already Grasped the Future!
- Chapter 112 - A Spy Among Spies Among Spies
- Chapter 111 - Relic Scramble
- Chapter 110 - The Calamity Cult, Enemies on a Narrow Road!
- Chapter 109 - I’d Like to Keep a Low Profile, But My Strength Won’t Allow It!
- Chapter 108 - Spirit Calamity Plaza!
- Chapter 107 - I Want to Dig Open Your Brain and Have a Look
- Chapter 106 - The Jinx, Zhuge Yue
- Chapter 105 - I Seem to Have Brought Back Something Extraordinary
- Chapter 104 - The Black
- Chapter 103 - Abyss God! You're Not Actually a God, Are You?
- Chapter 102 - I Told an Angel a Hell Joke
- Chapter 101 - These Damned Angels Are Making My Sanity Spin
- Chapter 100 - The Masquerade Ball's Final Funeral!
- Chapter 99 - Bloody Mary's Awakening of Freedom
- Chapter 98 - Fifth Night's Scarlet Dance!
- Chapter 97 - You’d Better Be Able to Actually Kill Me
- Chapter 96 - The Tragicomic Joker
- Chapter 95 - The Wise One's Unexpected Delight
- Chapter 94 - Flawless Calculations
- Chapter 93 - The Essence of Humanity is Seeking Fun
- Chapter 92 - Mr. William, I Want to Bet My Life Against Yours!
- Chapter 91 - Today's Warrior! It's All About Guts!
- Chapter 90 - I Need a Warrior Who Is Willing to Die
- Chapter 89 - William's Hongmen Banquet Invitation!
- Chapter 88 - Decade, You Seem a Bit Too Extreme
- Chapter 87 - The Mary Resurrection Ritual!
- Chapter 86 - Xiaochuan Does Bad Things, Karmic Retribution Comes Around!
- Chapter 85 - Excuse Me, Was the Corpse You Mentioned… Me?
- Chapter 84 - I Am The Sinner!
- Chapter 83 - La Traviata
- Chapter 82 - She Flees, He Pursues, She Has No Escape
- Chapter 81 - Apocalypse of Gambling!
- Chapter 80 - O Captain, My Captain!
- Chapter 79 - Werewolf on the Cruise Ship
- Chapter 78 - There's a Traitor Among Us!
- Chapter 77 - Mary of the Back Kitchen
- Chapter 76 - The Back Kitchen? This is the Backrooms!
- Chapter 75 - Mary's Special Attention
- Chapter 74 - The Dance of Ultimate Bliss!
- Chapter 73 - Dangers Lurk Everywhere, the Ball is Nigh!
- Chapter 72 - The First Unlucky Victim Appears
- Chapter 71 - You've Startled Mary!
- Chapter 70 - It's You Who Are Treading on Thin Ice, Not Me
- Chapter 69 - Who Says This Isn't a Mask?
- Chapter 68 - The Masquerade Ball
- Chapter 67 - Clue to a Nightmare
- Chapter 66 - Talk Therapy Has Met Its Match! So Terrifying!
- Chapter 65 - Spirit Calamity Game Special Strategic Partner
- Chapter 64 - Abyss God! I Bet Your Gun Has No Bullets!
- Chapter 63 - My Name is Wu Wang, and I'm About to Start Lying!
- Chapter 62 - That Was No Accident!
- Chapter 61 - Countering is Supreme! Methods Like a God!
- Chapter 60 - Unfathomable Methods, Truly a Master!
- Chapter 59 - You Can Tell He's Terrifyingly Strong Just From His Stance
- Chapter 58 - His Way of Showing Off Reminds Me of a Friend
- Chapter 57 - Fear Monger? I'm a Respectable Family Man!
- Chapter 56 - If the Opponent is a God, It Will Be a Bit Tricky
- Chapter 55 - I Now Really Have a Sword Called Xiaochuan
- Chapter 54 - The True Meaning of Social Phobia Is Making Society Phobic
- Chapter 53 - Hacking? This Is All My Own Effort and Sweat!
- Chapter 52 - Instance Rewards and Skill Evolution Conditions
- Chapter 51 - What is the Chronicle of the Desolate Village? First, It Must Be a Desolate Village.
- Chapter 50 - A World Where No One Gets Hurt is Achieved
- Chapter 49 - I’m Looking for a Red Tentacle Thief. Do You Know Him?
- Chapter 48 - Thanks for the Offer, but I Don’t Top Up Q Coins
- Chapter 47 - The Best Sacrifice is the Undying!
- Chapter 46 - I Feel He’s Not Even a Fraction of the Abyss God
- Chapter 45 - The Saintess's Entrustment
- Chapter 44 - Zero
- Chapter 43 - Just a Saintess’s Task
- Chapter 42 - What is a Yin Fate? The Mystery of the Saintess
- Chapter 41 - Make a Deal? The Name Is desire
- Chapter 40 - Old Geezer! Your Stand
- Chapter 39 - Contaminated Nightmare
- Chapter 38 - Let the Feast Begin! So It Was You, You Bastard!
- Chapter 37 - Oh Crap, I'm the Sacrifice?
- Chapter 36 - The Village Chief's Secret
- Chapter 35 - There's Something Unclean in the Village!
- Chapter 34 - The Name's Zhang Sanfeng, What Can I Do for You?
- Chapter 33 - Solo Instance! Chronicle of the Desolate Village!
- Chapter 32 - Abnormal Activity in the Abyss, an Announcement Arrives
- Chapter 31 - What Kind of Medicine Did You Think I Was Selling in My Gourd?
- Chapter 30 - A Lottery Draw? More Like a Mugging!
- Chapter 29 - Pending Death is the Best Teammate I've Ever Met!
- Chapter 28 - The Dragon Slayer Finally Becomes the Dragon
- Chapter 27 - I Am the Abyss God's Nemesis! The Bug
- Chapter 26 - Door God? Abyss God!
- Chapter 25 - What to Do If You Run Into a Ghost? Run It Over!
- Chapter 24 - Corpse
- Chapter 23 - Am I Crazy? No, The World Is Crazy
- Chapter 22 - Entering the Art Building by Night
- Chapter 21 - So the Trap Was Waiting for Me Here, Huh?
- Chapter 20 - You Look Pretty Happy, Huh? Let Me Cure You of That!
- Chapter 19 - Pending Death, Are You Human or Ghost?
- Chapter 18 - Gao Shan Ghost School
- Chapter 17 - Teacher, You Wouldn't Want the Principal to Find Out, Would You?
- Chapter 16 - What the Hell!
- Chapter 15 - The Ghost Story Is Right Here Among Us
- Chapter 14 - Do You Understand What Absolute Defense Is?
- Chapter 13 - Little Black Room? Garbage Dump!
- Chapter 12 - To Learn Without Thinking Is to Die
- Chapter 11 - How Is My Mission Different from Yours?
- Chapter 10 - Heading to Gao Shan High School
- Chapter 9 - I'm a Farmer, This is a Beet!
- Chapter 8 - Abyss God! Activate!
- Chapter 7 - Excellent, an Evil God Has Its Eyes on Me
- Chapter 6 - The Most Insane Accusation!
- Chapter 5 - The Death Rule Only I Can Crack!
- Chapter 4 - The Monster Who Ignores the Death Rule
- Chapter 3 - A Crooked Body Fears No Proper Shadow!
- Chapter 2 - The Undying Youth's Mental State is Stable
- Chapter 1 - The Uncatchable Murderer