Chapter 182: I Accept All Of You

Luna floated in a haze of pleasure so profound it felt like her soul had momentarily left her body.

The orgasm that had ripped through her moments ago wasn’t like anything she’d experienced—it was a complete detonation, a shattering that had rearranged something fundamental inside her.

She even tried to remember if she’d ever felt anything remotely like this before.

There was a moment years ago—she remembered it now, the memory rising through the pleasant fog—when she’d been practicing with her bow.

Just target shooting, the way she did most afternoons, except this one time something had clicked differently.

Maybe it was the angle of the sun, maybe it was the way her fingers had settled on the string, maybe it was just luck.

But she’d drawn back, aimed, released, and the arrow had flown true—so true that it had landed not just on the target, but damn near the bullseye.

A fluke, really. She knew that.

But her mother had been standing nearby, had seen it, and for one breathtaking moment, her mother’s perpetually cold face had cracked into something else.

A smile. Small, yes. Barely there. But a smile.

“Great job, Luna.”

Just three words. Three ordinary words attached to an expression Luna almost never saw on her mother’s face.

She’d lived on those three words for years.

Held them close like precious gems, turning them over in her mind when things were hard, when her mother was distant, when the world felt too heavy.

She’d smile to herself, sometimes even giggle, remembering that moment. She’d been certain nothing could ever match that feeling of being seen, of being acknowledged, of being enough.

She’d been so wrong.

This—whatever this was that Luca had done to her, was still doing to her—this existed on an entirely different mountain.

One she hadn’t even known was there.

And now that she’d climbed it, now that she’d stood at the peak and screamed into the sky, she found herself desperate to know what other peaks she couldn’t yet see.

What else didn’t she know?

What other ways could her body feel?

What other pleasures had she been walking past her whole life, blind to them, never knowing to reach out and touch?

The thought made her shiver.

But just then—she felt something against her pussy.

Something pressing. Rubbing. Sliding through the wetness that still coated her thighs, her folds, everything.

At first, in her haze, she thought it was his finger again.

That made sense—Luca was so wonderfully, deliciously naughty, and if he wanted to make her feel that way again, she certainly wasn’t going to stop him.

In fact, she wanted him to. She wanted it again.

The hunger was surprising and immediate and she didn’t care at all about being proper about it.

But she realised—this wasn’t fingers.

This was thicker. Longer.

The pressure of it against her made her realize that whatever was sliding through her folds was more like his entire wrist, if his wrist could be that hard and that…alive.

It was coating itself in her, in the evidence of her pleasure, spreading it like oil preparing something for entry.

Her eyes, heavy-lidded from bliss, slowly opened.

She raised her head from where it had been resting against his chest and looked down between her spread legs.

And her world tilted.

For one horrible, wonderful, terrifying moment, Luna thought she might actually faint.

It was his cock.

He’d taken it out while she was lost in her haze and now he was rubbing the length of it against her, sliding it through her wetness, using her own arousal to slick that monstrous shaft.

And it was monstrous.

She’d seen it before, of course. That day with Lulu, when she’d glimpsed it from across the bed and her brain had nearly stopped trying to process what she was seeing.

She’d been so shaken that she’d spent the next day subtly asking questions, trying to determine what was normal, what other women experienced.

The answers had been horrifying in their own way—because Luca wasn’t just big.

He was extraordinary.

A size that made other men look like boys. A cock that, she’d learned with growing disbelief, most women probably couldn’t take at all.

Seeing it from a distance was one thing.

But feeling it against her, feeling its weight and heat and impossible hardness pressing into the softness of her thigh, watching it slide through the evidence of her own arousal—that was something else entirely.

Her face went pale.

She couldn’t help it.

Some primal part of her brain, some ancient survival instinct, screamed at her to run, to flee, to get away from this thing that looked less like a human body part and more like a weapon designed to split her open.

Fear flashed through her eyes, unmistakable and raw.

And…Luca saw it.

Of course he saw it. He’d been watching her face, waiting for exactly this reaction, dreading it even as he understood it was inevitable.

He’d been trying not to let this happen.

To truth was that his cock had been throbbing in his pants for what felt like hours, so hard it actually hurt, so desperate for release that he’d been willing to do anything.

But he knew that if Luna saw it, she’d be scared just like Lulu had been.

She’d make some excuse, some reason to stop, and she’d leave, and he’d be alone again with this fucking monster between his legs that no one wanted.

So he’d tried to be sneaky about it.

Tried to just…guide it in, get just the tip inside, get some leverage before she could see what was happening.

He’d thought if he could just get it started, he could calm her down, could show her it would be okay.

But she was so tight. So impossibly, perfectly tight that he couldn’t get purchase.

His cock just slid against her, slipping through her wetness without finding the entrance, and now she’d seen it, and now there was fear in her eyes, and his expression crumpled.

Not with anger, not with frustration—with a sadness so deep and genuine that it made him look like a beaten dog, like a creature who’d expected kindness and received only rejection.

His eyes went sad, and the smile he tried to summon was so pathetic, so defeated, that it made something in Luna’s chest twist painfully.

“You’re scared, aren’t you, Luna?”

His voice was quiet, stripped of all the playful confidence he usually carried.

“You’re scared of my size. I can see it on your face, Luna. And I know…I know you’re going to make some excuse and run away.”

“That’s what you’re going to do, aren’t you?”

Luna blinked, confusion cutting through her fear.

“What? Luca, no, I—”

“Don’t.”

He shook his head, that sad smile still fixed in place.

“Don’t lie to me. I can see it in your eyes. The fear. The regret. It’s fine. I understand. I won’t force you.”

He started to pull back, to withdraw his cock from where it rested against her, to retreat into his own misery.

“I’ll just…I’ll just go. It’s not your fault. It’s mine. For having this…this unnecessarily long thing between my legs that terrifies every woman who sees it.”

He was actually pulling away. Actually leaving.

And seeing this, something in Luna rebelled.

“Wait!”

The word came out sharper than she intended, more desperate. Her hand shot out and grabbed his arm, stopping his retreat before he could fully withdraw.

“Wait, Luca. Don’t go. Please.”

He stopped, looking down at her with confusion.

“You’re right, Luca.” She whispered, her voice small. “I-I am scared. I mean, who wouldn’t be?”

“Just look at it.”

She looked down at his cock—at that massive, impossible thing that loomed between them like some kind of weapon.

The weight of it alone, resting against her belly, made her feel like it wasn’t a body part at all. Like it was something built, something forged, something meant for destruction rather than pleasure.

He sighed, starting to pull away again, but she tightened her grip.

“But that doesn’t mean I’m pushing you away.”

He froze.

Luna swallowed hard and met his eyes. There was fear in hers—she couldn’t hide it, didn’t try to—but there was something else too.

Something fierce and determined and utterly sincere.

“I’m scared.” She repeated. “I’m terrified. My whole body is screaming at me to run away from this. But I don’t want to run away, Luca. I want you inside me.”

“A-And not just a little bit—all the way. Deep inside. I want to feel all of you, every inch, because that’s the closest I can get to you. That’s how I can feel your love all the way through me.”

His eyes went wide.

“I don’t care how big it is…”

She continued, her voice growing stronger even as her body continued to tremble.

“I don’t care how thick or how long.”

“I don’t care if you tell me my body won’t be the same afterward, if you tell me I’ll be loose down there for the rest of my life!”

A nervous, breathless laugh escaped her.

“I’d still want this. I’d still want you.”

“Luna…” His voice was rough, broken.

“Because I love you…”

The words came out shy but certain.

“I love you so much, Luca. And because I-I love you, I want to accept all of you! Every part!”

“Whether it’s this handsome face of yours….”

She reached up and cupped his face in her hands, tracing the lines of his jaw, the curve of his lips.

“Or this body that feels more like a mountain than flesh and blood.”

Her hands slid down, over his shoulders, his chest, his abdomen—each muscle hard as stone beneath her touch.

“Or…”

A flush crept up her cheeks as her hands continued their journey, finally reaching down to wrap around his cock.

She heard his sharp intake of breath as her fingers closed around the shaft—or tried to. They didn’t quite meet.

“Or this…”

She said, stroking him slowly, feeling the heat and hardness and impossible size of him in her grip.

“This massive monster of yours. I accept it. I accept you. All of you.”

She said with a loving gaze in her eyes and seeing this, Luca was speechless.

He could see how scared she was.

It was obvious in every line of her body, in the way her hand trembled slightly as she held him, in the rapid pulse at her throat.

But she was staying. She was choosing to stay.

Because she loved him.

He didn’t say anything. He couldn’t.

Instead, overwhelmed with emotion—he lowered his head and took her lips with his.

“Mmm!♡~ Mmm!♡~ Kiss!♡~ Mmm!♡~ Slurp!♡~”

The kiss was different from before.

It wasn’t playful or teasing or building toward something.

It was giving—an attempt to pour back into her everything she’d just given him, all the love and acceptance and courage she’d shown.

His lips moved against hers with a tenderness that made her heart ache, his tongue sliding into her mouth not to claim but to thank.

Luna wrapped her arms around him and kissed him back with everything she had.

“Kiss!♡~ Kiss!♡~ Mwah!♡~ Kiss!♡~ Nibble!♡~”

And while they kissed, while she was lost in the warmth of his mouth and the safety of his arms, Luca reached down between them and positioned himself at her entrance.

Nudge!

The head of his cock pressed against her hole—still tight, still small, but looser now than before, softened by her confession and her love and her willingness.

And he began to push.

“Mmmm—!”

Luna gasped against his mouth as she felt it—the pressure, the stretch, the impossible sensation of something entering her.

Even the tip, just the tip, made her feel like she was being impaled, like her body was being split apart from the inside.

Her pussy screamed in protest, walls clenching against the invasion even as they tried to accommodate it.

And without meaning to, she bit down on his lip.

Bite!

Blood immediately welled up between them, copper-tangy on her tongue, and Luna’s eyes flew open in horror.

She tried to pull back, to apologize, to explain—but Luca didn’t let her.

His hand cupped the back of her head, holding her in place, and his eyes—those beautiful, warm eyes—looked into hers with nothing but affection.

Nothing but understanding. Nothing but love.

’It’s okay.’ They seemed to say. ’It’s all okay. I’ve got you.’

And Luna melted.

She stopped trying to pull away and instead surrendered to the kiss, to the pain, to the impossible feeling of him pushing deeper inside her.

Inch by inch, he worked his way in, each movement stretching her further, filling her more completely than she’d ever thought possible.

She could feel every vein, every ridge, every inch of that massive shaft as it forced its way into her unwilling but willing body.

Her walls clenched and spasmed around him, trying to adapt to something they’d never been designed to accommodate.

It hurt. Gods, it hurt.

But beneath the pain was something else—a fullness so profound it bordered on spiritual, a connection so complete that she couldn’t tell where her body ended and his began.

He was inside her. Not just physically, not just his cock, but him. Luca.

The man she loved.

And eventually, she felt him reach her cervix.

The sensation made her gasp aloud, a broken sound swallowed by his mouth on hers.

The head of his cock pressed against that deepest part of her, that tiny doorway that had never been touched before, and she felt her whole body shudder with the impossibility of it.

He was so deep. So impossibly, wonderfully, terrifyingly deep.

She could feel him in her belly, could almost imagine she could see the bulge of him pressing against her from inside.

Luca then broke the kiss and pulled back just enough to look at her face.

His eyes were dark with desire, yes, but also wet with something that looked suspiciously like tears.

“Luna.” He whispered. “My Luna.”

She smiled up at him through her own tears—tears of pain, of joy, of overwhelming sensation.

“Yours.” She agreed. “All yours. Every part of me. Forever.”

And then, slowly, carefully, he began to move.

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