Chapter 136: Just an innocent Guide
The rest of the meeting with the Guides went well. Or, as well as it could go. They were still a little hesitant around Kellen’s Mom, which she was very understanding of. She let them approach her, like startled and scared cats, and Kellen didn’t really watch her. While she was trying to get closer to the other Guides, Charlie welcomed Kellen over easily. He was all smiles, as if he could sense something was wrong with Kellen.
Maybe he could? S Class Guides were supposed to be rare. There shouldn’t be potentially three in one room at a time. That shit was unheard of, and given that two of them were under the age of 20 really had Kellen angry and worried.
Charlie didn’t poke or prod into what was wrong with Kellen, instead offering him a space in their circle and letting Kellen explain outworld things when Charlie couldn’t. Kellen gave rather different descriptions of things when compared to how Charlie did it.
Charlie was more emotional, speaking with a level of emotional intelligence that Kellen was appreciative of. He was able to paint pictures of the outside world with a romanticism that Kellen feared he’d never be able to.
When Kellen spoke, it was far more practical. He wouldn’t say it was basic, since Kellen never gave just basic information. He gave what was important. He talked about how strong structures were, the improvements that they had made. As well as what to expect when entering a certain place, how to act, those kinds of things.
The Guides didn’t seem to mind that Kellen’s approach was different to Charlie’s. Charlie also seemed pleased. He was smiling, happy that Kellen was doing this with him. It also appeared that the Guides nearby, who were also Kellen’s students, were pleased to hear Kellen speak as well.
Rhys and Gunther didn’t come back to the room for a while, and eventually Kellen’s Mom glanced at her phone and scowled.
“Kellen, do you not have your phone with you?” She asked and Kellen paused mid conversation. He patted his pockets, all of them and realised with alarm that no, he did not have his phone. She shook her head at her son. “No wonder Rhys messaged me. You didn’t respond to his text so he messaged me as well. They’ve gone up to his apartment. Gunther needed some time.” She said and Kellen nodded, appreciating the update.
“Thanks for letting me know. Can you tell Rhys that too?” He asked and she glanced at him.
“With or without expletives?” She asked and Kellen rolled his eyes.
“Without, Mom.” Kellen told her and she shrugged, before responding back to Rhys’ text. Charlie was staring at Kellen when Kellen turned back to the group.
“Are you two fighting?” He asked. It was direct, in the way that only Charlie could. Kellen sighed.
“It’s…complicated. Rhys has been keeping stuff from me and I just…” Kellen trailed off and Charlie frowned.
“He’s been keeping things from you? That’s not good.” He was so genuine in his statement that Kellen found himself smiling slightly. Kellen could tell that the others who overheard him were smiling as well.
“No. It’s not good.” Kellen admitted. “He’s very regretful, but I’m still mad at him.” Kellen admitted and Charlie stared at Kellen, before it looked like something went off in the back of his mind. He shuffled closer to Kellen, cupping his hand around Kellen’s ear as he whispered.
“Is this about you becoming an S Class Guide?” Charlie asked and Kellen felt his body freeze. His blood ran cold as Charlie pulled back, staring at Kellen with wide, curious, child-like eyes. It was baffling to Kellen that Charlie could tell, but then again, maybe it wasn’t surprising at all.
“W-What?” Kellen asked, a little stunned and Charlie looked a little embarrassed. He pushed a strand of hair back behind his ear, and Kellen just watched him.
“Well, I wasn’t quite sure if I was right, but I did feel a shift of sorts. You felt different from me, and your powers were different from mine for a long time. Then you came back from the gate and you felt…like me. I was kind of expecting you to bring it up to me first, but then you didn’t and your behaviour was different. Plus, when you were showing me all of those little booklets you didn’t say it was something that we experienced, so I wondered if it was a secret. You know, like you told me that it should be. So that bad people don’t know.” Charlie said and Kellen wasn’t sure what to say.
Charlie…had noticed right away, but he hadn’t been sure what it meant. Having that kind of confirmation made Kellen wonder what even was the fucking point of getting the machines when all of the S Classes in his life were telling him the same thing. And the professionals who dealt with S Classes on a regular basis.
Kellen dropped his head, staring at the floor in shock for a long moment. One so long he wasn’t aware of it until Charlie put his face in Kellen’s line of sight, worry etched onto his skin.
“Are you okay? Did I upset you? I didn’t mean to.” Kellen knew that Charlie was sincere. The man wasn’t exactly good at lying.
“I am just…processing. That’s…a bit hard to hear. I thought…my strange reactions were from the poison.” Kellen admitted and Taylor spoke up. She was rather matter-of-factly, which took some of the sting away from her words.
“It could have been both.” Taylor said. She had her back to the group, but they weren’t being too quiet. “It’s not like what you went through and how it happened are exactly normal, Kellen. We don’t have anything to base what you’ve gone through off of. Sure, most in your shoes would be a little unhinged, but your body has also been trying to fight off a poison it has no capability to understand or battle. You are bound to be a little crazy because of it. Outside of any theories we have, you’re still unwell. There are some things that are going to be forgiven.” Taylor said. Kellen heard her words and frowned. Charlie smiled.
“Well, that explains some of your behaviours. You have been rather…emotional compared to how you normally are. Even the books you gave me didn’t mention that.” Charlie said and Kellen sighed.
“Well, that’s geared more towards Guides who become S Classes. It’s normally the Espers that are…” Kellen stopped, his voice trailing off as he realised what he was about to say and potentially, what that meant.
Taylor looked back at Kellen then, her jaw tight.
“You’re just emotional because of the poison.” She told him, and Kellen somehow didn’t fully believe her. Kellen’s Mom, who overheard them, was also frowning.
“Taylor? What do you mean by that?” She asked and Taylor sighed. She had been going through a few of the regular tests that she did with the Guides to see where they were at for physical recovery and she paused what she was doing. The Guides didn’t seem to mind, happy to listen in on what was going on with Kellen.
Kellen was unaware of it, but they were all rather intrigued by the handsome Guide who showed up and walked like an Esper. Who everyone knew, including the Guides that they trusted at the Guild, and who everyone respected. The Guide who was injured, wore their arm in a sling and an eye patch, and yet the Guides felt safe with. A Guide who glared at Espers and told them to leave and the Espers did it.
The Guides didn’t know that they could do the same thing yet, but that didn’t make it any less impressive.
So hearing more about the Guide, and that he was injured because of poison, was a rather interesting development. They wanted to know more about him, even as Kellen wasn’t sure he wanted to have the rest of this conversation in public.
While he wasn’t normally someone who got embarrassed easily, Charlie was basically admitting he was an S Class Guide for everyone to hear, including the Espers at the door. Did that mean that Kellen didn’t trust them? No, but it was something dangerous that Kellen had warned him against letting others know, even in their own Guild.
S Classes were supposed to be rare, and practically endangered creatures.
So why were so many coming together at the Saturn Guild? Why were there so many in this small city? Why had Kellen jumped without imprinting on Rhys?
“I mean that whatever Kellen is worried about, I’ve also been worrying about and it’s not something I can test for, so don’t worry about it.” Taylor said, like that made it easier. Or better. Kellen’s Mom stared at Taylor, then slid her gaze to her son. Her expression softened, concern evident in her expression.
“For as much as the world has advanced in the time that I’ve been an Esper, we are still lagging behind the way that the world itself is mutating.” She muttered and Kellen didn’t have to guess what she was worrying about. She sighed. “My baby is still my baby, I just know that some people in your life are going to freak out when they learn the nuisance of this situation. One probably being your sister.” It had originally sounded like she was speaking more to herself, until her last sentence. Kellen scoffed.
“Gwen will be fine with it.” Kellen argued and his Mom smiled.
“Well, she’ll have no choice but to be okay with it.” His Mom countered. “She doesn’t want to be excluded from her brother’s life.” Kellen didn’t like the sound of that.
“Speaking of Gwen, have you done the practise runs on the others yet? I thought that was supposed to happen already.” Kellen asked and Taylor blinked, before she slowly smiled. Relief was on her face, and her shoulders dropped slightly.
“We did it on two members, and they woke up briefly yesterday. It was only for a few moments, but it’s great progress. We think we found a way to process the uh, liquid too so that we can detoxify it.” Taylor said and Kellen was glad to hear it. He hadn’t heard anything about anyone waking up, but then again, he’d been preoccupied.
His Mom jerked, pulling out her phone before she smirked.
“Speaking of people who won’t be able to handle your new changes well, your Aunt Dina is calling.” She said and Kellen’s eye lit up.
“Oh? Can I answer?” He asked and his Mom paused, before a slow, calculating smile crossed her lips.
“Of course, Kellen. Here you go.”
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Chapters
- Chapter 167: Cookies can heal souls if you eat enough of them
- Chapter 166: Everyone needs a little tea time
- Chapter 165: People cry out for help in different ways
- Chapter 164: We all sleep in sometimes
- Chapter 163: It’s so good it makes you philosophical (m)
- Chapter 162: Hungry boys deserve to eat (m)
- Chapter 161: Strawberries and cream never tasted so good (m)
- Chapter 160: Uncontrolled desires (m)
- Chapter 159: An anticipation weeks in the making
- Chapter 158: These Damn Espers
- Chapter 157: Totally not engagement rings. These are just...possessive rings
- Chapter 156: Waiting like a good Guide
- Chapter 155: A true friend will help you run away, even if it hurts
- Chapter 154: The love one holds for their close friends, with the Captain
- Chapter 153: A Captain’s regret, with the Captain
- Chapter 152: What does any of this mean?
- Chapter 151: How did you expect him to be soft?
- Chapter 150: Unable to even help themself
- Chapter 149: No way to avoid this
- Chapter 148: A busy day for a busy man
- Chapter 147: Rumour has it
- Chapter 146: If the shoe fits
- Chapter 145: A woman in over her head
- Chapter 144: What else are you hiding?
- Chapter 143: Two friends making time for each other
- Chapter 142: You can’t be together if you never even tried to get better
- Chapter 141: You belong in my bed
- Chapter 140: What it means to be a best friend
- Chapter 139: Do not use your grief to limit others
- Chapter 138: A good talk with a good friend
- Chapter 137: A phone call weeks in the works
- Chapter 136: Just an innocent Guide
- Chapter 135: Not everyone is a good person when no one is watching
- Chapter 134: Gunther, a man who just wants to feel at home again
- Chapter 133: Gunther, a man behind but getting better
- Chapter 132: A big dumb S Class
- Chapter 131: Rhys is never going to forget what he did
- Chapter 130: Forgiveness does not come easily, but understanding does
- Chapter 129: Truth always finds a way to come out
- Chapter 128: This kind of jealousy could eat you alive
- Chapter 127: Two brothers, created equal, shaped differently
- Chapter 126: What it means to be cared for
- Chapter 125: A man holding his whole heart
- Chapter 124: A treat for a Guide simply doing his best
- Chapter 123: A grandfather’s love for his grandson
- Chapter 122: A cat playing with a mouse
- Chapter 121: To stand there and do nothing
- Chapter 120: This isn’t about you, I need to vent my rage
- Chapter 119: Well, that’s one way to get into a Guild building
- Chapter 118: A Field Guide far away from home
- Chapter 117: Sometimes we all need someone to yell at someone for us
- Chapter 116: A Guide shoulder to lean on
- Chapter 115: Two Guides who can manage their Espers
- Chapter 114: What am I going to do with all this money?
- Chapter 113: A Guide’s duty to guide
- Chapter 112: It’s okay to be a little crazy
- Chapter 111: A step by step plan
- Chapter 110: We do not touch civilians
- Chapter 109: An old man with a grudge
- Chapter 108: Come on, you’re not my Mom
- Chapter 107: Some things just can’t be avoided
- Chapter 106: Trading one confinement for another
- Chapter 105: Medical professionals are human too
- Chapter 104: Sometimes a gentle touch is all someone needs
- Chapter 103: Fueled by rage
- Chapter 102: Do these dots connect?
- Chapter 101: May I offer a joke in these trying times?
- Chapter 100: Don’t mess with my people, with the Captain
- Chapter 99: What the hell was that, with the Captain
- Chapter 98: Breaking out with the Captain
- Chapter 97: A Woods family adoption
- Chapter 96: A man and a paper
- Chapter 95: Sergei hates public speaking
- Chapter 94: A little scatterbrained
- Chapter 93: Lost in a daze
- Chapter 92: Two lovers on different paths
- Chapter 91: Actions have consequences
- Chapter 90: An uncomfortable conversation
- Chapter 89: A secret that can’t be kept for long
- Chapter 88: No one is ever going to blame you
- Chapter 87: Kellen can never stay still
- Chapter 86: My two gay dads
- Chapter 85: Feeling like a failure
- Chapter 84: Presumptuous little Taytay
- Chapter 83: A battle of wills
- Chapter 82: A flustered Healer
- Chapter 81: Everything isn’t quite so green
- Chapter 80: Sergei has what now?
- Chapter 79: Hard negotiations
- Chapter 78: A new, shiny gun
- Chapter 77: A good morning
- Chapter 76: A sweet debrief
- Chapter 75: A little something to take the edge off (suggestive)
- Chapter 74: These aren’t off limits anymore?
- Chapter 73: A kettle about to boil over
- Chapter 72: A badge of honour
- Chapter 71: Just a little snack
- Chapter 70: Put your nose in it
- Chapter 69: Am I not providing enough for you?
- Chapter 68: We all have something we don’t want to do
- Chapter 67: An all communication black out
- Chapter 66: A serious conversation about the James family
- Chapter 65: An S Class and her Lieutenants
- Chapter 64: A shy admittance and a protective Aunt
- Chapter 63: Espers do not do well when Guides are missing limbs
- Chapter 62: Every Captain is different
- Chapter 61: Meet Auntie Dina, in the flesh
- Chapter 60: A captive audience (violence/death warning)
- Chapter 59: I hoped for better, honestly
- Chapter 58: An Esper can be cute too
- Chapter 57: A friendly face at a shitty party
- Chapter 56: Brent in the big city
- Chapter 55: Sergei’s thoughts
- Chapter 54: A shadow of a Brent
- Chapter 53: Hiding a truth with the Captain
- Chapter 52: An emotional Guide?
- Chapter 51: Just one touch
- Chapter 50: What the Captain doesn’t know won’t hurt him
- Chapter 49: Just some gals having a good time
- Chapter 48: We love a little debrief
- Chapter 47: Stirring the pot
- Chapter 46: Cleared for leave, not for play
- Chapter 45: I know crazy runs in the family, but I didn’t come here for a crazy off
- Chapter 44: Two hospital rooms, days apart
- Chapter 43: One last final scare
- Chapter 42: Marking territory
- Chapter 41: Everyone is going to play with Charlie
- Chapter 40: Pain means it’s working
- Chapter 39: This isn’t as fun anymore
- Chapter 38: Everyone likes juice boxes
- Chapter 37: The Guides know best
- Chapter 36: Just be honest with us
- Chapter 35: A towel can help any situation
- Chapter 34: Just a couple of bad boys
- Chapter 33: A tense negotiation
- Chapter 32: I can’t believe we overlooked something so damn simple
- Chapter 31: A complication
- Chapter 30: A sudden jolt of pain
- Chapter 29: Quick to anger, hard to calm down
- Chapter 28: Not dead yet
- Chapter 27: A wandering mind
- Chapter 26: Too inexperienced to know better
- Chapter 25: The weight of an S Class Esper on a Guide
- Chapter 24: Code blue
- Chapter 23: A meeting of like minds
- Chapter 22: Not everything is good news
- Chapter 21: You want me to cheat on you?
- Chapter 20: An Uncle’s worry
- Chapter 19: If you take my arm, I’ll just get cooler
- Chapter 18: A Casper shaped spiral
- Chapter 17: A child’s room full of regret
- Chapter 16: They’re just like us
- Chapter 15: An unhappy S Class
- Chapter 14: I can make this apartment our forever home
- Chapter 13: A hissing, angry burrito
- Chapter 12: The worries of an anxious Field Guide
- Chapter 11: An itch that can’t be scratched
- Chapter 10: A serious dilemma
- Chapter 9: A lazy lion
- Chapter 8: Are you serious right now?
- Chapter 7: If that’s the case, this could have been a damn email!
- Chapter 6: Old type Villain shit
- Chapter 5: A warm family welcome
- Chapter 4: A little bit of sanity is needed
- Chapter 3: A deep wound that will heal
- Chapter 2: The Road back to the City
- Chapter 1: I fucked up